Shen Xianhe didn't speak, but hugged Su Nianjun hard, so as to use his body temperature to tell him that she was there.

Su Nianjun hugged her tightly with his backhand.

"You're right, I really hated myself for being powerless, watching my mother humiliated and powerless, watching her seek death and powerlessness, you know? My mother is such an inconsequential princess, why does the prince of Dongping have to get along with her so much? He had to send her to the enemy, and finally after she escaped from the enemy, he still refused to let her go, searched the world to find her, and when he found her, he locked her up in the palace, restricted her freedom, and then bullied her every once in a while, do you know why he did this? ”

Of course, Shen Xianhe didn't know about this, and Su Nianjun also knew it, but he was too sad and angry, so he asked this question, and he didn't know who he was asking?

"It's just that he came to the palace to go to the banquet back then, and came to the harem by accident to see my mother who came out to pick flowers, because my mother's amazing beauty made him fall in love at first sight, so he often wanted to enter the palace to see my mother under various excuses, but my mother was not favored, but she also knew that there was a difference between men and women, so she didn't pay much attention to him, but, the fierce woman was afraid of pestering Lang, in order to see my mother, the son of a prince, he actually lowered his status to enter the palace to see my mother, although my mother was so hard-hearted, Under his move, it is impossible to really turn a blind eye to him, so the two naturally came together, of course, it was just love, and it was only polite, at that time he wanted to ask to marry my mother, but because of his low status, although my mother was not favored, it was also the emperor's daughter, so, in order to marry my mother, he went to ask his father, but unfortunately, his father because of his dislike for his mother, naturally also hated him, how could he help him, so, he thought about taking my mother to elope, But the news somehow reached his mother's ears, afraid that his son had really done something stupid, so his mother went into the palace to find my mother, and threatened my mother not to go with him, otherwise, she told everyone about it, ruined her son, and ruined my mother, there was no way, my mother was worried about him, and the other party was his mother, so my mother dispelled this idea and did not go to the place agreed with him, and after that, his mother's behavior was known to his father, because he threatened the princess, So his father killed his mother and sent him back to his hometown. ”

Su Nianjun touched Shen Xianhe's hair and continued to speak.

"Before his mother died, he put all the blame on my mother, saying that my mother not only deceived his feelings, but also killed her, and asked him to swear that he would never have anything to do with my mother again in his life, and then, he returned to his hometown in discouragement, and then purposefully approached the daughter of the county guard in his hometown, and finally got the beauty as he wished, and also got the power of the county guard, and my mother wanted to cut herself off when she learned that he had married when she returned to her hometown, and she was sad and sad. But I was bumped into by my grandfather, who had sneaked into the palace to peek at my mother, and was saved, and with my grandfather's comfort, my mother gradually came back to life and slowly forgot about him. ”

Shen Xianhe didn't know that there was such a past in it, no wonder when Qiao He told her those past events, she always felt a little weird, as if something was wrong.

It turned out that this was the case, no wonder the prince of Dongping would chase after his mother so fiercely, and he didn't even want to let go of Princess Luoyu when he escaped from the Daqing Palace.

"Later, because of the battle between Daqing and Beiqiang, he took this opportunity to kill back with only 3,000 guards, and completely turned over from this battle, controlled the Beiqiang country, and thus became a powerful minister above and under 10,000 people, of course, that person is not enough to threaten, because it was a puppet that he personally supported, and later, because of the events of that year, he hated my mother, and personally sent her to Daqing Dynasty and relatives, no matter how my mother explained to him, how he pleaded, he ignored it, and insisted on pushing my mother into the fire pit, When my mother finally escaped from the Daqing Palace with the help of my grandfather, and lived a good life in the rivers and lakes, he arranged for the secret agent to spy on my mother in the Daqing Dynasty and found the clues of my mother's death, and then, in order to find my mother, he sent the most powerful people in Beiqiang to find out our news, and because of my willfulness, he found our ....... ”

Speaking of this, Shen Xianhe felt a burst of wetness and heat coming from her neck, and tears fell on her skin without any covering, and the heat was so hot that it stabbed the skin.

"It's me...... It's my fault, it's that I don't listen to my mother, it's that I have to wash my face...... I was the one who made them find the trail...... I killed my grandfather...... I killed my mother too...... It's all because of my wayward ....... ”

Shen Xianhe was also so uncomfortable that tears rained down, she reached out and didn't touch Su Nianjun's face with her intuition, and comforted him while wiping his tears.

"It's okay with you...... Even if you don't show your face at the time, he will find you eventually...... You are not to blame for this...... It's not because of your relationship...... You didn't kill them...... No...... Don't blame yourself ....... ”

Listening to Shen Xianhe's incoherent comfort, Su Nianjun hugged her tighter.

"At that time, after he took us, I knew my mother's true identity, and my mother told me everything, but my mother did not tell me about her and the past of the prince of Dongping, at that time my mother and I were still rejoicing, fortunately my grandfather was not there, otherwise, with our understanding of the ancestor, his fiery temper, at that time must have started directly with him, but I was many years later, I found out that my grandfather chased after learning that we were taken away, but was caught by the trap set by the prince of Dongping, who had been on guard. Then I was pierced through the heart by ten thousand arrows, and in those days, my mother and I were secretly glad that one day, my grandfather would appear to save us from ....... ”

Speaking of this, the green tendons on the back of Su Nianjun's hand burst out, and the whole person gritted his teeth to suppress the pain.

"Don't say it...... Stop it...... I don't want you to be so miserable...... I don't want you to remember those pains...... I don't want you to continue to suffer ...... torture. ”

Shen Xianhe, who was in the dark, shook his head and wanted Su Nianjun to stop talking, she couldn't stand such pain as a person who had never experienced it, so how painful should Su Nianjun who had experienced these tortures be.

Su Nianjun pressed Shen Xianhe's head tightly in his arms, and tears kept sliding down.

"Xianhe, these are my past, the wounds I dare not look at directly, and I never dare to let people see the scars, but I want to get your trust, I don't want you to leave me, I don't want you to have me in your heart, and I don't want you to trust me, this is the courage I finally mustered, so I want to show myself all in front of you...... If I don't continue, I don't know if I'll have the courage to speak again after ......this time. ”

Hearing Su Nianjun's words, Shen Xianhe also knew how much courage and determination it took for Su Nianjun to tell these pasts, because these were the most humiliating and unwilling pasts in his life.

After seeing that Shen Xianhe had no objection, Su Nianjun began to continue to speak, and he was also afraid that after this time, he would not have the courage to say all this.

"After my mother and I were captured by him, we were thrown into the Beiqiang Palace, where my mother once lived, because my mother was a dead person to the outside world, so on the bright side, my mother's identity was the concubine of the previous Beiqiang Emperor, and I was their illegitimate son, that was the most powerless and regrettable day in my life, at that time I didn't understand anything, and I didn't know anything about the new environment, and I didn't know it, at that time, every time the prince of Dongping appeared, he would bring us a lot of gifts, because he often laughed at us Yanyan, At that time, I was very happy that he had not seen the sinister heart, but I did not know that every time he came, it was a torture to my mother, and I don't understand why every time he sent a gift, he closed the door and stayed in the house with his mother, and we were not allowed to come close, I didn't understand anything...... All I remember is the sound of my mother's painful cry and the desperate look in her eyes...... Finally, one day, my mother finally couldn't help it and ended her life, and in the suicide note she left, I knew about her past with the prince of Dongping, and knew that what happened under my nose was unbearable...... I understood that she fiercely threw out the things he brought after the prince of Dongping left every time, and understood why she hated iron and steel so much and wanted to practice ......martial arts diligently. ”

Shen Xianhe couldn't say a word anymore, so he could only grit his teeth to prevent his crying from coming out, and he didn't dare to look at Su Nianjun's current reaction, so he had to hug Su Nianjun harder, wanting to share even a little pain with him.

"I regret it, why did I understand it so late? I hated myself, and I hated myself for why I didn't find out about those abnormalities earlier, I really hated ...... In order to avenge her, and in order to make up for the previous mistakes, I was not lazy, and began to learn the martial arts secrets left by my grandfather, and then began to wander in the Beiqiang Palace, to master the private secrets hidden under the palace walls, and then threaten them to achieve their own goals, I found the library of Beiqiang, and learned all of them, and then used those skills to make tricks in the Beiqiang Palace, and later, I bumped into the dispute between the emperor and the prince of Dongping, and knew that he was also a poor person, Knowing that he was a puppet controlled by others, and knowing that he was not willing to do so, I set a trap and deliberately let him see my methods, and then deliberately let him know my hatred for the prince of Dongping, so I joined forces with him. ”