The whole process of the appointment. The baby cries and cries all the time. It's noisy and noisy. It makes me a seven-foot man at a loss. The brain is in shambles.

I sat in the infusion room with Qingyu's baby in my arms and waited for the nurse to give me the infusion. She kept crying non-stop. It kept churning in my arms. The main thing is that it burns too badly. I'm worried that my child has something wrong. Hurry up to the nurse and ask:

"Sister Nurse. How long will it take? I'm worried that my child won't be able to take it anymore. ”

"What did you do earlier? At this time, I brought the child to the hospital. "The busy nurse turned around and scolded me.

"Me. I ...... "I want to say and stop." I had to go back to the bench in the infusion room. I was so anxious that I didn't know what to do.

"Don't sit there stupidly. You start by feeding your child some water. The more fever at this time. The more you can't let your child be dehydrated. Or. You see if the child is hungry. You might as well feed her some powdered milk," the young nurse who had just scolded me may have been unable to bear it. She just reminded me.

"Oh. That's right. That's right. When it comes. Qingyu advised: "I took out milk powder and bottles from my backpack while holding the crying baby. But I don't have any experience in that. I've never looked after such a small baby. Moreover. I'm a kid myself. I'm not yet twenty years old. I was in a hurry, but I didn't bother to live anything.

At this time, an old woman who was taking care of her grandson on the side couldn't stand it anymore. She came over and helped me mix the milk powder and water. And then. Shake it evenly, handed it to me, and said very kindly:

"Young man. You try the water hot no. If it's not hot, you can give it to the kids."

"Thank you. Thank you," I quickly thanked. Otherwise, I wouldn't have been able to do it.

When I put the bottle in my baby's mouth. Not only did she not eat, but she cried even more. I just wanted to ask what happened to the old woman. It was found that the old woman took her grandson to the toilet.

"Sister Nurse. Sister Nurse. Why don't the child feed? Why didn't she eat it? I'm so anxious," I yelled.

"What are you doing as a father? You can't even do something as simple as breastfeeding your child. "The young nurse didn't forget to reprimand me through the glass wall.

"Her mother. Why didn't her mother come? The young nurse walked out of the dispensing room and asked me.

"Her mother was busy with the store's business. Can't pull away. So I can't come," I said, a little embarrassed.

"Business matters. Or the child is important. It's money that matters. It's still the child's health that matters. Besides, she's so young," the young nurse said to me like a child.

"Hey. That's right. Why don't you stay in the store. Let her mom come," the young nurse asked me suddenly curiously.

"I'm not her father," I said helplessly, looking at the nurse.

"You're a human trafficker." The nurse said openly.

"Big sister. Don't talk nonsense. I'm her mother's friend. It just so happened that the child's father was on a business trip. I happened to run into it. So. Take the child to the hospital first. Her mom should be here soon," I hurriedly explained.

The young nurse took the child in my arms suspiciously and made several attempts. The child is still not feeding. At last. Also gave up. She said:

"The child burned out. I can't eat milk powder anymore. Let's wait until after the infusion."

The nurse took the child in her arms very lovingly and measured it carefully. Forthwith. He looked at me again and said:

"This little baby is so pretty"

"She mainly looks like her mother," I perfunctorily said.

"Just kidding. I see that this kid has eyes, a nose, a small mouth, and something that looks a lot like you. Are you the father of the child or not? The young nurse laughed as she spoke.

Don't say that. If only the family heard. I don't know how big a thing will happen. I'm really not a father to my children," I hurried to the round.

"Okay. I was just kidding," the nurse suddenly found out that the child was crying for another reason. The child's diaper is already soaking wet.

"Daddy. Hurry up and get a diaper for your child. I put it on for her."

"Okay," I hurriedly responded. Take the diaper out of the backpack and hand it to the nurse. I know this naughty little nurse has already called Shunkou. I didn't talk to her either. Anyway. I just did what she said.

After the nurse changes the baby's diaper. Her crying grew quieter. Still sobbing though. But the sound wasn't so devastating anymore.

Your baby is quiet. The nurse in the dispensing room has also filled the medicine bottles. They are familiar with all the preparations before the needle pricking. An older nurse quickly put the needle into the baby's forehead. The baby didn't even think about crying. That's it.

"Daddy. The fluid has been infused. You need to keep an eye on your baby's movements. If. Anomalies are found. Tell us right away. All right. ”

"Good. Good. Thank you. Thank you" I hurriedly thanked the three nurses present.

"At first glance, he looks like a little father. You see, you don't know how to hold a child," the older nurse laughed at me.

"He's not the child's father. He's here to help with the care," the young nurse said.

"What. It's fresh. You dare to take this kind of thing. The child has such a bad fever. If there are three long and two short. You're not afraid that people will settle accounts with you."

"Don't be afraid. I know her mom pretty well. And classmates for so many years. If. If she doesn't know her so well, her mother won't dare to let me take it out."

"Alright. You have to take care of the children."

"Thank you"

After the nurses gossiped, they went to their own work. About half an hour passed. Gradually, the child stopped crying. Maybe it's tired. Maybe it's after the infusion. She felt better. She fell asleep peacefully.

I sat on a bench in the infusion room and held my sleeping child on the infusion. It looks a little lonely and helpless. But. I still hugged the baby tightly. I'm afraid she's going to make a mistake. Or. I slipped my hand and fell to the ground.

I took her in my arms and looked at her carefully. What a beautiful baby girl. How much like jade. Grew up. It must be another beautiful embryo. Look at her sleeping little face, faintly revealing the breath of jade. Especially the stubbornness in her bones. This is really a precious daughter of Qingyu. The inside and outside are so much like Qingyu.

Look at her. I thought about the bits and pieces of those with Qingyu again. The tide of memories can't resist the clouds of the past today. Those who were once the best. Now it's all replaced by reality. Memories are so good. What else. What else could I do. Can Qingyu come back to me? Can she come back to me. After all. Right now. What I love deeply is Jing Lin. That's a little more beautiful than Qingyu. More reasonable than Qingyu. And. She didn't dislike me. Don't dislike me for being poor. Don't dislike me for not having a good job...... Look. I'm good anywhere. Such a woman deserves my love. Instead of. All day long.

Like. I'm sitting here right now, holding Qingyu's child in my arms. It's like a performance, Qingyu and I should have a life. Once. Thought you could have it. After the loss. But at this moment, I feel this way. It's like God told me. You never lose. You just want to get too much. You don't have to hold on to the past. Those. Something that isn't you is like an hourglass at your fingertips. Anytime. will slip away. If. You're attached. It is cruelty to oneself and others. So. Something. If. You think it's good. You just keep it in your heart. Don't bother anyone. Let it bloom and fall freely. When the leaves fall silently, pay tribute. All those good and bad things. Just let it all fade away with the wind. Or. Turned into dandelion seeds. Scatter the world. 、

After giving your baby three bottles of liquid. It was already past two o'clock in the afternoon. The child's fever has also subsided. The nurse asked him to stay in the hospital for some time. In case the child has an abnormality, it can also be reported in time. The nurse was literal. We can't disobey orders. Good people do it to the end. Just wait.

I'm patient. I've been holding the child here and waiting for Qingyu to arrive. But I overlooked one thing. That is. I'm in a hurry. I didn't tell Qingyu that I went to that hospital. I think she must be in a hurry when she can't find the child now. But. There's nothing I can do at the moment. Because. I had to listen to the doctor. Can't leave here. I hope Qingyu can find this place sooner.

Around four o'clock in the afternoon. Qingyu still found this place. She saw the child cry when she hugged her arms without saying anything.

"Do you think I've taken the child away?" I don't know what to say. I had to say it half-jokingly.

"Me. Didn't worry about that. I'm just worried. You can't get a baby for a few months."

"The child's fever has subsided. The nurse said. There are no major problems anymore. Now that you're here. We'll be able to go."

"Thank you. Thank you. If. It's not you today. I really don't know what to do."

"Actually. It's simple. You close the door. Isn't it all settled for the children?"

"That's right. Today. Let you see the joke. You must think that I only have money in my eyes."

"Don't really think about it. I never thought so. As a businessman. It's also a credibility issue. If. Your shop is closed all day. Later. Who's going to buy something? Isn't that right?"

"You're still so understanding"

"Huh," I burst out laughing. That scene vaguely goes back to many years ago. We are still innocent teenagers for each other. Now. Years are addicted.

"Let's go," Qingyu said. Subsequently. We thanked the nurses and doctors. Pack everything and leave the hospital.

On the way back. Qingyu walked in front with the child in her arms. Look at her emaciated back. I couldn't help but ask her:

"Is he good to you. I know I shouldn't ask that. "I regretted it so much that I wanted to slap myself twice.

"Good. The store I run now is the one that their family paid to help me open it," Qingyu said as he walked ahead.

When she said this. I don't know how to pick it up. I think if our family had this condition at the beginning. Qingyu wouldn't have been forced to leave me by her parents with death?

I walked behind Qingyu for a long time without speaking. She thought it was irritating to me. She quickly turned around and apologized to me, saying:

"Shao Erdan. I'm sorry. You know. I'm not that kind of person. But. I can't help it," Qingyu said, and tears of frustration flowed out.

"You have always been the Qingyu in my heart. It hasn't changed. See how happy you are living now. I'm relieved. The knot in my heart opened. I don't have to look for you all over the world anymore."

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry. It's all my fault. Please accept my apology, okay? In that case. I can have peace of mind."

"I'm the one who says I'm sorry. Because. I failed to give you the life you wanted. Didn't live up to your parents' requirements. It's me who is incompetent."

"Don't say that. Originally. I just want to be with you. But I didn't expect it to happen so much."

"Qingyu. Qingyu. Now it's all in the past. We all have each other's belongings. Isn't it better now. ”

"Maybe," Qingyu sighed and cried harder.

"Qingyu. I won't be able to come to see you in the future. You've got to be good."

Hearing this, Qingyu cried helplessly, like a lost child. She crouched at the corner of the street with the baby in her arms, unable to help herself.

"Qingyu. You have to be happy."

"Shao Erdan" she only called my name. But it was like saying a thousand words. All the difficulties are hard to leave. After all, it's time to leave. What's more, there are two people who have nothing to do with each other now.

Separated streets. I turned away. I was blinded by the busy city. All I can do today. What kind of thing is it? Maybe nothing. We were once at the right time. It turned out. It's just a misunderstanding. Kind girl. but

May you be happy all your life.

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