Chapter 203: See Wang Qingyu Again
The sun shines on this fragile labyrinth. The lights reflected in the neon lights of last night have long since dissipated. I walked down the street like a living dead, like I was lost.
A city all too familiar. It's not enough to be sad again and again. The city is like a stubborn child. It has brought you laughter. It also brought tears. There is misery. It's even more painful......
The streets were like a labyrinth blocking my way home. I can't get out no matter how I go. I can't find the direction no matter how I walk. Maybe. Just so that I can meet the person who hurts my heart the most.
The sun hangs in the air. Ten o'clock is approaching. More than half of the morning has passed. I still can't get into the bus station. Get in the car that you can go home.
A street that is both bustling and lonely. The Walking Dead as a pedestrian. Numbness and depravity. Hasty. He hurried away again. Exhausted
Vehicles on the street. The restless wheels kicked up dust that was barely visible to the naked eye. The city is filled with a touching desolation. Someone has gone missing from your heart. You can find her. But she pretended not to know you anymore. What a heart-wrenching cruelty this must be.
Shopping mall. Center Street. That one. I can't seem to remember. Streets that have been frozen for a long time. I looked up inadvertently after being lost for too long. 'Allure Home Textiles' is impressive.
A woman's name. Immediately came to my mind. 'Wang Qingyu'. When I think of the name. All of a sudden, I became flustered. Look at the bustling crowd around you. I felt like I had nowhere to run.
Wang Qingyu. That my first love. The woman I once loved dearly. We were. We had those wonderful old days. Right now. I can't bear to think about it. Because. She is now a mother. It's the proprietress of this home textile store. Live a very comfortable life in the city and Mrs. Kuo.
I think I still love her. But now it's more of a blessing. I wish her happiness. She is a stubborn, stubborn, even paranoid girl. What kind of man should be to love her and take care of her? I think this man must be more tolerant than I am. Tolerate her little temper. Tolerate her too many pros and cons. Never against her will. Spoiled her like a queen. I think she's the man she is now. It will definitely give her a happy life. I'm sure he can do it.
Standing outside the door of Allure Home Textiles. I laughed at myself. If. I'm not a Mr. Yin and Yang. I have a decent job. If. I'm not a poor bastard. I'm rich. Even if it's a rich second generation. I can give Qingyu these rich things. Will we live together now. Live happily ever after with her.
But in this world. Or rather. God never gave us a hypothetical life. In that case. I can take you to the ends of the world. Take anywhere you want. Or. A corner of the place. Build a place. A nest of love that can shelter us from the wind and rain. I live in it. Enjoy a happy life. Behold the children and grandchildren all over the land. Have fun with your family.
Can. God still played a big joke on us. Or. Say. We were teased by it. Maybe. God let us break up in this way. It's so that I can never forget you. Like they say. How far is the distance in the world. How far exactly. In fact. It is. Forget and remember the distance. When forgetting. Live far apart from each other. I remember it, but it is also a sea of vicissitudes. Changed.
all these years. I've been perceiving love with my heart. What is love. But between gaining and losing. What I was lucky enough to get was family affection. Those who are lost, those who are far away, and those who dissipate with the wind are all love.
If. The reality is that it is. How do we weigh it. How much a man loves this woman. It's when she's when you have nothing. She shook her hand and walked away. And you are reluctant to give up on her. Or is there another woman who lives and dies with you and never leaves?
The ending and the outcome are equally surprising or surprising. The woman who is willing to walk with you. She may be too stupid. Maybe I don't know how to love. But she doesn't care if the road ahead is long. But she will accompany you without hesitation. Whether it's a dead sea or a rotten rock. Or is it a wasteland...... That. to the future. I asked her. Originally. How determined you are to choose to be with me? After all, at that time. I have nothing.
Whenever. This time. She always said to me with a smile. I didn't make up my mind. There is no choice. It's not to the point where you can't do it. It's God who pushed me in front of you. You're just reaching out and grabbing my heart. From now on. I will be with you. Tag after. It doesn't matter whose arrangement it is. I am grateful for this arrangement. Those things that God has given me. It doesn't matter if it's good or bad. I don't give up. I call this gift a gift. So. I love you so much. Like. The dandelions that drift away with the wind are also alive and have a home after all.
Perhaps the nature that came later caused the current discomfort. I stood outside the Allure Home Textiles store like a beggar. I was expecting the woman inside to come out and recognize me.
Through the glass windows. I saw Wang Qingyu busy inside. A while. Greet guests. A while. Pack up your belongings. I also take care of the children in the stroller from time to time.
This is what Wang Qingyu has always been very commendable. She has always been a jack of all trades. She seemed to be able to handle everything. She has always had the ability to do so.
I'm standing outside. looked at Wang Qingyu's emaciated figure. Suddenly. I feel distressed. She has always been a stubborn person. if anyone disobeys her; She will be able to cut you off. If you don't want her to harness you. Then you have to get out of the way.
Twilight. I see. Qingyu ran more often to the stroller. Whereas. There was no one nearby who could come and help her. I can see that. She was in a hurry. I took a few worried steps forward. I suddenly heard the cry of the baby inside in a hurry. My heart hurts. But at this moment, Qingyu can't completely take care of the baby. She takes care of babies and customers. Look at her lack of skills. She longed for herself to grow three heads and six arms. Because the store is so busy.
Outside the door, I heard the heart-rending cries of the baby in the stroller, and I became more and more urgent. That moment. I felt like I had forgotten who I was. Even forgetting who I am. I barged into the home textile store like a madman. Walk. Next to the stroller. I can't help but say. Take out the baby or a few months old baby and hold it in your arms. I looked at the tearful baby's face crimson. I reached out and touched her little forehead. It burned very badly. I was furious all at once:
"Wang Qingyu. How much fever the child has? You still have the heart to do business. ”
Wang Qingyu was stunned by my shout. She said, 'It's you.'" She ran over and snatched the child into her arms.
"Why are you here?" Wang Qingyu may be afraid that I will hurt the child. Maybe she's defensive.
"How did I get there. I ran in when I heard the baby's cry. The kids are burning so badly. Why don't you take her to the hospital? Keep burning like this. will burn the child" I blame Wang Qingyu.
Wang Qingyu took a look at the business in the store. Panicked said:
"It's too busy. How can I take her there?"
"You're not empty. I'm free. I took her to" I wanted to hold the baby in her arms when I stepped forward. But. I immediately stepped back again. I realized my faux pas this time. Quickly apologized:
"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have been. But what about the child's father. ”
"Him. Something. No more ......," Qingyu said, leaving a few lines of tears. She seems to have grievances that she can't talk about. She said. 'Take care of my business'. She said that she held the baby in her arms and turned into the warehouse next to her to breastfeed the child.
I stood in the middle of the store and watched the business in Qingyu's shop. But I heard the baby's crying louder and more urgent. She had a high fever that she couldn't breastfeed. And I also heard Qingyu's ridiculous way of coaxing children. She cried as she held the child in her arms. While praying for the baby. 'Baby. Mom, please don't make a fuss. You eat milk and go to sleep'.
I can't take it anymore. I rushed into the warehouse. Qingyu may have heard the voice. Hurry up and get your clothes in order.
"Qingyu. Go and take care of your business. You give me the baby. I took the baby to the doctor."
"You." Qingyu looked at me with red eyes and said with great suspicion.
"Yes. It's me. Who let our classmates have a game? You're in trouble right now. I don't have any reason to help."
"Classmates. Old classmate," Qingyu repeated. I actually laughed.
"Hurry up. Give the child to me," I was like snatching the child from Qingyu's arms.
"You're busy. I'm going to take the baby to the hospital."
"Then please"
I took the baby in my arms and turned around and walked out the door. Qingyu caught up. Carry a big bag of baby supplies on my back. Don't forget to advise:
"Yes. Give your child water. If she's hungry, she'll cry. You feed her powder. Wait. I'll go to you."
"Alright. I see."
Running out of the store with the child in his arms. I took a taxi and asked him to take me to the nearest hospital. The driver was very good. After five or six minutes, the baby and I were taken to the city hospital.
Go to the hospital. Hung up the infant fever clinic. The female doctor was furious when she saw the baby in such a state:
"What are you doing as a father? What did the children burn into? You brought her to the hospital. You don't have a sense of responsibility. ”
"I'm not her father," I said with an innocent face.
"You give me another quibble. You see how much the child looks like you. You also said that the child is not yours" The female doctor still does not forgive me.
"Yes." I looked at the baby in my arms. How do you look like Qingyu. Again. What does it have to do with us if people have fathers?
"You little young ones now. It's spoiled. I don't care about my children at all. If the baby burns like this again. It will burn into meningitis. You think it's child's play."
"I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I was wrong. Doctor: "I quickly apologized. Let the doctor dissipate his anger. It's really a 'doctor's parent's heart'. The doctor is really anxious about the health of this little baby.
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