She didn't really know how to kiss someone, so after the cool lips paused at the corner of my mouth for a moment, she bit me again.

The panic and anxiety of the past ten days have dried my whole body, but when the cool and gentle touch is close, I actually feel that the rain has suddenly fallen, dripping into a curtain, and falling into the barren heart.

The hand that stopped at her waist tightened involuntarily, but after a trance, reason prevailed, and I helped her to stand beside me, and then slowly let go, and even the lips retreated half an inch.

There is a fire burning at the base of her ear, and if she is awake, she should see clearly my embarrassed and greedy appearance.

But fortunately, there was a large mist in her eyes, so while she was drunk and hazy, I seized the opportunity and attributed all this to her drunk: "Envy, you are sober, I am your uncle." ”

Qin Buxian was stunned for a moment, raised his hand and rubbed the corners of his forehead, looked back at the mess in the house, and then looked at the yellow rosewood couch that had just been cut in half, and finally looked at my face, smiling with an unknown meaning, but through that smile, people could see the desolation in her heart clearly.

"Uncle Shi," she said with a long sigh of relief, "why didn't you wear a mask today?" ”

This question made me freeze suddenly.

His fingers paused, and then he touched his cheek, and sure enough, he didn't find the jade face that Ping Suri was wearing.

Qin Buxian had never seen me take off the jade face, so when she took the initiative to kiss me, she actually didn't know that I was her uncle? But...... Just find a man and kiss it?

This realization made me can't help but feel a little angry, and I grabbed her waist again, bowed my head and asked, "When you just made such an action, you were thinking of someone else?" ”

Qin Buxian was stunned, she didn't seem to have come back to her senses from the mask, and she couldn't understand why I thought of this question from her words without a mask, the smell of wine made her brows furrow, and in the end she still didn't seem to think about the cause and effect, so she simply gave up thinking and said, "I just saw a handsome son, and I felt lonely, so I kissed him." I didn't expect it to be you, uncle. ”

If I'm a calm person, forget it. But that night I was also stunned, the vinegar was overflowing, almost the whole person was sour, looking at her red lips, I didn't think about it, I didn't worry about the past, and I kissed it with the courage to move forward and break the boat.

Under the light of his eyes were Qin Buxian's huge eyes.

At that moment, the phantom moon in the water gathered and became the vast cold in the sky, this desolate mortal world suddenly became a fairyland on earth, I seemed to be in the ethereal clouds, the lip line traced, is the girl I like so much, this life is long or short, or bright or gray, or free or sleepy and hesitant, or with the flying fairy to travel and hug the bright moon for a long time or long too long to cover up the difficulties of the people's livelihood, as long as she is by my side, I can not expect more blessings and fulfillment.

This kiss Buddha lingered for a long time, and when they came back to their senses, the breathing of both of them became rapid and flustered.

Qin Buxian's cheeks were so red that he couldn't speak, and I wasn't much better.

She never let go of her hand clutching my sleeve because of nervousness, looked down at the toes of her unshoeed feet, and asked me softly, "Uncle Shi, who were you thinking when you made such an action?" "I'm afraid I don't understand, look up at me, with firmness in my eyes, "Is it me, or Cheng Yu?" ”

I said seriously: "My relationship with Cheng Yu is not the kind of relationship you think, I have always felt that she is a child and a sister to take care of." ”

This answer seemed to make Qin Buxian very useful, the red clouds on her face gradually faded, and a few pleasant laughs overflowed from her mouth, "You treat her as a sister, and I also treat her as a sister, it stands to reason that we should be peers, why do you have to let me call you uncle." ”

"Do you care a lot about this 'uncle' title?"

She nodded: "Naturally, I care, I can't...... It's not in line with people from my uncle's generation. ”

I smiled and asked, "Then what do you think is the right way to call me?" ”

The evening breeze blew through the panes, ruffling a few strands of her hair around my ears.

The girl in front of her, her eyelids were sleepy and half-open and half-closed, but the half of her eyes were extremely clear, "What do you think, what do you think of the title of 'husband'?" ”

“…… What did you say? I was stunned, thinking she was talking nonsense.

But Qin Buxian said very seriously: "The people of my hometown are conservative, and if you kiss someone, you have to be responsible for him." I took the initiative to kiss you, and you responded to me, and the two of us have no other way out than to worship heaven and earth and be responsible for each other. ”

After saying that, I smiled sassily, my eyes suddenly opened, and my slender white fingers firmly grasped my hand, "Follow me!" ”

As soon as the words fell, the barefoot girl ran out of the Shang Sleeve Building with me, the evening breeze was like a silk ribbon around her long flying hair, I felt for the first time that her head happened so well, carrying the wind and clouds, like a curtain like a waterfall, when it was raised, it half covered the bright moon in my eyes, and when it fell, it passed by my cheeks, and the touch was gentle and cool that could not be described in words.

Just before the closing of a silk shop, she led me in, gave the shopkeeper a handful of gold leaves, chose a wedding dress and a hairband for herself, bought me a wedding robe, put it on quickly, tied my hair up, forgot to buy shoes, and continued to run with me.

The moon flowed and sprinkled on the red clothes.

She led me all the way through the hustle and bustle, across the flowing water, on the wooden bridge, and up the inky stone steps. At last, panting, he looked up and saw that he was on the top of a small hill, and in front of him was a marriage tree, which was covered with red ribbons left by the wishers, and surrounded by clouds and mist, like a large red flower bowl hanging from the branches.

Qin Buxian glanced at me, his face was picturesque, not like a mortal: "It's better to choose a day than to hit the sun, let's get married today in front of this thousand-year-old marriage tree." Then he smiled softly and pulled me to my knees.

"Have you ever read the 'big car' in the Book of Songs?" She asked.

Before I could react, I heard her say again, "It's okay, I'll tell you." ”

"The threshold of the big cart is like a coat. Don't you think? Fear does not dare. The cart is squeezing, and the clothes are like a slull. Don't you think? Fear of the son does not run. If you are in a different room, if you die, you will be in the same hole. It is said that unbelief is like the sun. ”

I understood why she chose this poem to read to me.

This is a song that persuades people to elope, it takes courage to break through the confinement and run to freedom, Qin Buxian said that she has such courage, but she thinks I don't dare.

I thought that I had already expressed my heart when I took the initiative to kiss her in the Shang Sleeve Building, but now it seems that she was so drunk that she didn't understand my mental journey at all.

Fortunately, it is not difficult to prove my intentions, I read this poem when I was young, so I shook her hand, interlocked my fingers, and I said seriously and reverently: "If you are in a different room, if you die, you will be in the same hole." It is said that unbelief is like the sun. ”

The meaning of this is that if we cannot be together in life, we will be buried together when we die, and if you do not believe, look up at this shining sun in the sky.

Qin Buxian turned his head in a daze, raised his red sleeves and brushed the tears that burst out of his eyes: "It turns out that you have also memorized this poem, so you know." ”

After saying this, I tore off the big red hairband that I was wearing and tied it to my hair seriously.

I can't really remember this scene in the past, because sometimes I am so immersed in this scene that I can't tell which is true and which is false, which is a coincidence and which is predestined.

But facts are facts after all, and I can't forget that six years later, I tried my best to trick her into the house, and I didn't even give her half a bit of love and compromise.

……

"Wei Period, this time, I really want to be good for you."

"For my own sake, go and do it. Do you still need the blood of this king and Ah Yu this time? ”

"I don't need yours, my blood is enough. Just ......"

"Just what?"

"It's just that how can you trick those three adults into drinking the hatred seed, and how can you get the hatred seed from the emperor."

"You married this king, and the king of Chong'an of Jinguo got married, and they hated to mix it in the happy wine, and they didn't dare not drink it."

"Your Highness is really thoughtful, so what about the second question, how can you get the hatred seed from the emperor."

"This king visits the palace at night, and he can always find it."

"Don't be stupid, once the palace is so big, and the bottle of hatred is so small, you can't find it when you visit the palace at night; Second, after the emperor attacked Gonggong Lu, he was waiting for you to show your feet, and doing so was tantamount to going to death. ”

She was silent for a long time, and the hairband was tied to my hair.

"Leave it to me. That hatred seed was originally raised with my blood, and the taste is most familiar to me, and there is a direction to find it. As for getting married, it is better to choose a day than to hit the day, so choose today. You follow me to the palace, I ask the emperor to give me a marriage, and then I leave under the pretext of leaving, you drag him back, and I will go to find the hateful seed. ”

I didn't have time to react, and the next second, she grabbed her wrist and ran out the door with her.

She rolled over on her horse, looked back at me in the glittering sunlight, and held out her hand to me—

"Get on the horse."

The farthest clothing shop in the imperial capital, buying wedding dresses and wedding robes. The horse's hooves flew, and her thin figure became iron-clad for a moment.

"Qin Buxian, it's not polite for you to do this! This king is upright, an eight-foot man, and today he has become the daughter-in-law you forcibly married! ”

"Marriage is a matter between you and me, I will marry you how I want, what to do, I don't want a phoenix crown, I don't want a sedan chair, you don't have to marry the media, you don't have to bother to do it, today's scene should be your wedding ceremony."

"The big wedding? You're messing around! ”

Qin Buxian didn't look back.

That day, she said, "I know that you are taking advantage of the situation for me, but I am still willing to fulfill you." Regarding your affairs, I only messed around this once, and I probably can't die well together in this life, I hope you can give me a fulfillment today. ”

……

Now, when the past finally becomes clear in my mind, I dream of this scene day and night in this isolated mountain village.

The embarrassment and helplessness no longer exist, the pain and compassion are getting deeper and deeper, I regret meeting again, I didn't remember the past with Qin Buxian earlier, and I also regret that I forgot all the vows I had made at the beginning, so that when the king in the big red robe and herself in the fiery red dress rode their horses together in the imperial capital, I actually regarded her actions as nonsense.

"If you are in a different room, if you die, you will be in the same hole. I don't believe it, it's like a bright sun" has become "about you, I'm only messing around this time, I probably can't die together in this life, I hope you can give me a fulfillment today", I want to experience Qin Buxian's disappointment and sadness, I think I really realized it, so I woke up from the palpitations in my dream countless times, the pillow was the farmer's wine, and my heart was turbulent.

I vainly begged Qin Buxian to mess around with me again, but I couldn't ask for more. The Buddha can't ask for that kind of suffering, and it took me so long to realize that it was extremely difficult.