118, the secret of the first emperor
There is a saying in the market - "Show affection, die quickly".
Heaven and earth can be learned, Qin Buxian and I have no intention of showing affection, the two of us agreed, back to the Immortal Gate, she continued to use the hatred technique to accumulate life for Cheng Yu, and when she had saved up enough for a hundred years, the two of us would talk about it with Cheng Yu again.
But for some reason, the gentle and sensible Cheng Yu in the past has changed a lot.
For example, she became more and more concerned about her sick and weak body that could not walk, and often asked me: "Brother Wei, if my legs and feet are not broken, if I also run down the mountain and do not go home, will you go to me like this?" ”
I comforted her, "Of course I'll go looking for you, but you can't run down the hill on your own, it will make people anxious." ”
"Are you anxious about me the same as you are anxious about Qin Buxian?"
“…… It's the same. ”
She frowned and said, "But I've known you for so long, and she's only known you for three years, why are you as anxious about her as you are about me?" It stands to reason that you should be more anxious about me than Qin Buxian, right? ”
I began to understand that I was brought into a condom by Cheng Yu, but I couldn't bear to see her like this, so I said: "You are not in good health, I am naturally more worried about you." ”
"Brother Wei wants me to get better?"
"Of course I hope that everything Qin Buxian and I are doing now is for you to get better."
But she smiled and said with a look of loss: "But I think if I get better, you will never care about me anymore." I am different from Qin Buxian, even if she is healthy, you will worry about her, and you will not leave her. ”
Speaking of which, I actually already understood Cheng Yu's thoughts. This little girl, probably in these years of getting along, has some feelings between men and women for me. But my feelings for women have all been handed over to Qin Buxian, and I have no other thoughts about other little girls, even if my feelings for Cheng Yu are just the kind of ones I want to make up for out of the guilt of destroying her country, not admiration, nor attachment.
So I stopped her wheelchair to go out, bowed her head and said seriously: "Ah Yu." I have something to tell you? ”
Her eyes were slightly red, as if she had thought of what I was going to say, so she frowned and asked me, "Is it about Qin Buxian?" ”
"Well," I nodded, "there are some things that I have to tell you seriously, because you are the sister I have always loved." ”
"What are you going to tell me?" She looked up at me, her eyelashes fluttered a few times, as if she thought of something, her body suddenly stiffened, and she asked me in a daze, "Should you tell me that you want to marry Qin Buxian?" ”
I shook my head, thought about it seriously and felt that there seemed to be nothing wrong with her guess, so I nodded again, "I am already married to Qin Buxian." ”
"You...... Say what? Cheng Yu was shocked, and wanted to get up from the wheelchair but fell down hard, "When did it happen?" ”
I hurriedly held her, and when I saw her panicked appearance, I felt some guilt in my heart, and I thought about it: forget it, for the sake of her body and bones, I will slowly discuss this topic in the future.
But then he recalled the few lines of poems that Qin Buxian read under the marriage tree, and recalled that she said seriously, "Don't you think? I didn't dare", so I gave birth to boundless courage, squatted down, held the wooden wheelchair, made it more stable, and said: "Ah Yu, I don't have the kind of feelings for you that you think, if you call me Brother Wei, I will always be your brother." ”
Cheng Yu is still a child after all, the tip of her nose twitched a few times, her emotions could no longer be controlled, and big tears came down, "But Qin Buen, she still calls you uncle, why can't you be her uncle forever?" ”
"Because I was lying to her in the first place, and I was lying to myself. I asked her to call me Uncle just to ...... Let yourself stay away from her, I thought that this title could restrain my heart, but three years have passed, I can't deceive myself in the end, I like this girl, not my brother's love for my sister, but with her all my life, as a husband. I raised my hand to wipe away the tears on Cheng Yu's cheeks and asked softly, "Can you understand, Ah Yu?" ”
Cheng Yu didn't say whether she understood or not, more and more water gushed out of her eyes, I had never seen her cry like this, "Brother Wei Qi," she asked me with a sob, "You are not envious of Qin...... Is it love at first sight or ...... Or is it a love affair over time......"
I thought hard and replied, "I can't tell the difference myself." Maybe it's recent, maybe it's early. But these are not very important, I miss her at the moment and become married to her, which is what I want and expect. He touched the hair of the little girl in front of him, smiled and comforted, "You are still young, you may not understand this kind of feeling, but I think that in the future, you will meet such a person, and I want to be close to you, willing to be with you all the time, want to marry you, and want to be by your side all the time." ”
At that time, I hadn't met Xu Guang yet, and I didn't know that there was a person in this world who met and had a marriage contract with the same journey.
But I firmly believe that in this world, all people will meet someone who suits them, sooner or later, when you are now crying and sad for another person, there is a person somewhere who is struggling and trying to meet you.
Cheng Yu looked sideways and thought seriously for a while, and finally broke into a smile: "Brother Wei, I'm not a child. It's just that my health is not good, I haven't grown tall over the years, and I just look small. He raised his sleeve and wiped his face, and then blamed me, "When did you marry Qin Buxian?" Why don't I know at all? ”
I said: "That night when I went down the mountain to find her, I couldn't stand the feeling that I couldn't get when I looked at the girl I liked every day, and I felt that it was better to choose a day than to hit the day, so I pulled her to a small hill, and bowed to a thousand-year-old marriage tree, swore an oath, and became a relative." ”
I put myself in the position of taking the initiative, I think that what I do with Qin Buxian should be my initiative, but Qin Buxian is always one step ahead of me in action, she is so much braver than me.
Cheng Yu's eyes were flushed again, but she still smiled: "It's okay like this, it's okay if you like her so much." Even though I am a little jealous, I know that Qin Buxian is a good person, she is willing to save life for me, and I should thank her. ”
That day's fortune changed quickly.
Later, I suspected that she didn't really want to thank Qin Buxian, but after thinking about it, maybe when I mentioned "You will meet such a person in the future, I want to be close to you, I want to be with you all the time, I want to marry you, I want to be by your side all the time", the moment she looked sideways and thought seriously, maybe she thought of the young Xu Guangguang.
Things have settled here, there seems to be no obstacle between me and Qin Buxian, at that time I was proud of the spring breeze, in the mountains, the clouds disappeared and the rain was gone, the willows and flowers were bright, and I felt that the fairy couple was nothing more than this.
But I didn't realize that the hatred technique was the biggest obstacle between me and Qin Buxian.
The upheaval came hard and fast.
In the mid-autumn of the thirty-fifth year of the Jin Kingdom, Wei Langto's cronies, who had been sitting on the throne for a long time, brought me a book and a letter.
This book is called "The Secret of the First Emperor", which is the second volume of the later "Seven Kingdoms Gods and Spirits".
I can't forget my initial fear, because in the letter that came with the book, Wei Lang asked me to find the hater who was "created by the Immortal Gate" told in the book, he wanted to sit on the emperor forever, he learned that this is the method of immortality that has been inherited from the time of the First Emperor, he wants to find this person, wants to get this living immortal, and then use this person to accumulate life for him, so that he can reign on the throne for thousands of generations.
Wei Lang's ambition and purpose are so straightforward.
"Xiaoji, I heard that you have been learning the art of hatred all these years, accumulating life for the little princess of Xuanyi in the old southern country, you have been groping for a long time in this way, and I heard that you have already found that talented hateer, I will give you three months to bring this magician to the palace. As for the book "The Secret of the First Emperor", do not spread it and bring it back to the palace with you. ”
If Wei Lang is the same as Cheng Yu, he only needs a hundred years of life. But obviously not, I saw the method described in the book "The Secret of the First Emperor": you can also take out the internal organs, blood, and bone marrow of this kind of hater, and even give up even the bones in the end, and only keep a pair of skins, so that it becomes a complete container for the life of the hatred, and finally the life span of this hatred in the human body can be filled for tens of thousands of years.
I looked out the door, Qin Buxian, who was writing in ink under the moon, and saw the breeze wandering between her sleeves, and suddenly had a hope-
I hope she flies away with the wind, and I hope that she will never be found in this world again. Then no one can imprison her, hurt her, or use her as a vessel for life.