Chapter 614: You Go Away
(Girls' Literature)
But ushered in Zou Jialiang's face full of smiles, but this tiny seems to be impeccable, but I am really resistant to it in my heart, this is the most spicy smile I have ever seen, almost burned my eyes like this, the smile is still impeccable, but why do I just feel that I am blessed?
There is no change and no meaning, it is this face, but at this time it appears here like this, I understand that he cares about me, but I really don't want to accept this concern from the bottom of my heart, let alone any reason to accept. It's just that I let my voice sound very calm, and I don't want Zou Jialiang to understand my feelings so easily, and some things should not be so thorough.
"Yaya......" The smile on Zou Jialiang's face is really thunderous, but I still look very uncomfortable, there is a strong dazzling feeling, I just want to escape from this place, completely escape from this place, leave nothing behind, leave no traces, I don't want anyone to intervene in my life with Li Xiaoshuai, the previous position and the position after are only Li Yunxiang, no one else.
Except for Li Yunxiang, although he has left, his position is still standing in my heart. He is Li Xiaoshuai's father, he is Li Xiaoshuai's only father, Zou Jialiang's words just now have caused a lot of damage in my heart to some extent, is it really to wipe out Li Yunxiang's status when he says this? Or did he just think it was fun to tease Li Xiaoshuai like this?
I raised my eyes to look at him, although at this time I still felt very angry in my heart, but I was still trying to suppress my emotions, anyway, Zou Jialiang has taken care of me here for so long, of course, there is hard work without credit, "Mr. Zou ......" I took a deep breath, "I have really worked hard for you in the past two days, there must be a lot of things on your side, you hurry up and get busy, I'm fine, I'm fine, thank you!" ”
The smile on Zou Jialiang's face has not changed in the slightest, but this has produced some strange emotions in my heart, is this person's control of emotions really so appropriate? It was simply terrifying, the more I looked at it, the more I felt that he was a little unfathomable, but when he hugged Li Xiaoshuai, was the feeling of family affection true or false? I was really overwhelmed at this time! This smile is a little scary!
"It's okay, it's all arranged on the company's side, Xiaoshuai is very cute, I like him very much, isn't it a young man, come to my uncle's side......" He said and stretched out his hand to Li Xiaoshuai, Li Xiaoshuai looked at him, turned to look at me, after all, he still didn't walk towards him, he still stood by my side like this, and his big black eyes just turned like this, revealing a somewhat unclear look.
I know that Xiaoshuai must be very unsure now, why his uncle, who was obviously very good to him just now, was treated like this by his mother at this time, but I really can't accept Zou Jialiang's kindness! Li Xiaoshuai still shook his little head firmly in the face of Zou Jialiang, who was full of expectant eyes. Zou Jialiang's eyes dimmed completely for a moment. "Yaya!" The smile on Zou Jialiang's face disappeared at this time, and the rhythm that came to an abrupt stop made me really a little confused, "What?" I asked him. My eyes suddenly enlarged at this time, a very large circle.
"I know that you are still in the shadow of Xiao Shuai's father who has just died, and I also know that maybe you will not be able to get out of this shadow in a day or two, but ......." The last two words, he used a very strong syllable, "I still hope you can come out......." He paused again, his lips moved, "I want to take care of you and Xiao Shuai, just for the rest of my life!" His eyes were extremely hot, staring intently at my cheeks, so that my face suddenly burned at this time, I can't describe my mood at this time, of course I am not stupid, I can understand what he meant by doing this, but when he said it so bluntly, my heart suddenly caused some uproar, Zou Jialiang's eyes were as deep as a pool of water that could not see the bottom clearly, and it seemed to form a powerful vortex in front of me. yes, I don't want to have this unfathomable, almost never bottomless feeling, and I don't want to.
To be honest, I didn't expect him to say all these words so bluntly, I really didn't feel it at all! His gaze didn't dodge any of them, and the expression he showed was quite resolute, "I'm sorry! These three words, I almost blurted out, "Please leave!" ”
I know that these words I said like this must be cruel to Zou Jialiang, and in the face of such great help he brought me, I just threw out such a small sentence, which really made anyone unbelievable. It's just that that's what I think in my heart, and that's the only way I can do it, I'd rather just follow my heart like this, and just plant such a firm seed in my heart, but will he still understand? I just looked at him so fixedly, he didn't speak.
"Yaya, I really just want to take care of you, and the baby!" Zou Jialiang's words were still said very calmly, "I will wait until the day when you can finally accept it!" Shall we be a family? His eyes revealed a firm and abnormal look, this feeling, in my previous impression of him, is completely unsearchable, Zou Jialiang, you are so pressing me step by step, what do you want me to say and let me do? I hate this, I really hate this, you are not Li Yunxiang, he is unique, you can't replace him at all, I don't care what others look like, anyway, that's what I'm like here.
"Not good!" My voice was also unusually resolute, Li Xiaoshuai walked to my side so quickly, he stretched out his fat little hand to help me wipe my cheeks, those eyes were full of worry, my God, baby, shouldn't mom let you see such a scene? "It's okay, mom is okay......" I hurriedly wiped my tears and kept my composure in front of my child.
Zou Jialiang got up and handed me the tissue, but I looked at the tissue, and I still didn't reach out to take it, "You...... Go get busy! In a panic, I still couldn't help but say this, after all, Zou Jialiang has taken care of me here for so long, I don't think I can just shout like this, "You go!" "Such a straightforward three words, in my opinion, the damage to him may be more powerful, or it may be more abrupt." The girl ....... "He was still trying to think about when, and the door of the room began to turn, "Oh, tell me, I went for such a long time this time......" The aunt said as she walked into the room, and when she saw the scene in front of her, she probably also felt that the atmosphere in the room was strange.
Seeing the aunt enter the house, Li Xiaoshuai staggered to the aunt's side, and the aunt picked him up, "I'll wait for him to go down, you guys talk slowly here......." The aunt said and closed the door for me, there were only me and Zou Jialiang in the room, and the current atmosphere was embarrassing and almost reached a freezing point, which made people have some urge to suffocate, when Zou Jialiang was alone with you, why did I come so uncomfortably? I really just want to escape from this room now, and I am so directly separated from Zou Jialiang, without any emotion! I don't want anyone around me.
"Come, your body is not completely well, put on a dress first........" Zou Jialiang said, picked up a coat, and draped it on my body like this, I quickly dodged, "Thank you, I don't need it, I don't need you like this!" Zou Jialiang immediately hung there.
He slowly put down the clothes in his hand, "Yaya, I know, you may not be able to accept such a fact for a while, but there is no problem, I will wait for you, your health is not well yet, rest early, rest well, and then go to Ning Han to make up for the lesson!" Zou Jialiang said, and walked slowly to the door, "Also, my mobile phone is open for you 24 hours a day, if there is anything, just call me!" ”
After he finished speaking, he slowly closed the door for me, and just like that, he left. I looked out the window, it was a fiery red sycamore leaf, still in the autumn this somewhat gray weather, the fiery red sycamore leaf, just under the autumn wind, slowly swirling and falling like this, I slowly buried my head in the cup, I felt that the whole world was this desolation, Li Yunxiang, why did you leave, why did you leave myself here, I understand that this may be a question that no one can answer clearly, but I still want to ask you, I want you to come back, I really want you to come back, in my heart, your place is irreplaceable. Hehe, but will you ever come back? Do we have one last face?
The door creaked open again, and I raised my head in a trance, as if Li Yunxiang was standing in front of me. Yunxiang, are you back?