(Girls' Literature)

Zhang Yefeng looked at me fixedly for a while. opened his mouth. But he just opened his mouth. He didn't say anything. I started the car. I turned my head to the other side again. Look out the window. I didn't have the good mood just now. How to do it. I rubbed my head. Force yourself to adjust your mood. Why did you start to be calm again?

"We'll be there in less than ten minutes." In the silence of the journey. Zhang Yefeng couldn't help but open his mouth first. I didn't speak. Still staring out the window. Actually, thinking is really a very strange thing. The more you don't allow yourself to think about something. But you still can't help but wonder which way to go.

It's like now I'm forcing myself not to think about what just happened in the supermarket. But I can't help but think of that scene. His "wife" helped me resolve the embarrassment in the supermarket. But it did make me feel like a plaything that could be named whatever I wanted in front of him. Or maybe it was just a joke he made. But he didn't expect the joke to make me feel uncomfortable. But Zhang Yefeng. In my heart. My relationship with you. It still doesn't seem to have come this far.

"Yes." If there is no sound. It's a response to his words. I stood up. Got a haircut. Get ready to get off the bus for a while. I didn't have any words in the car to express my resentment. I think Zhang Yefeng has also felt it clearly. Not much to say. I hope he will pay attention next time.

When I got out of the car, I saw Officer Huang's police car standing majestically in front of the welfare home. When he saw me, he greeted me.

"Miss Xiaoya. Hello. I'm sorry to trouble you again. I reached out and shook his hand. Zhang Yefeng after parking the car. Walked over too. "Oh. Hello. Officer Huang began to shake hands with Zhang Yefeng again. I'm so embarrassed. It's going to bother your girlfriend again. You're going to have to suffer with it, too. Officer Huang said sincerely. I didn't answer. Sideways face. "Let's go in first. If it's too late. The welfare home has a rule that it will not allow visits. ”

Officer Huang walked ahead after speaking. Zhang Yefeng and I followed. The afternoon sun is still shining warmly and lazily in the welfare home. The children here are happily playing games on the lawn with their teachers. Singing songs. It's full of laughter. It is a stable and peaceful scene. Every child had a smile on their face. They are all children bathed in the same sun. But for various reasons, they are denied the right to stay with their parents.

Although the trees in the yard are showing bare branches. In winter the fountains have also dried up. But the holly and cypress are still oily and green. It's just organized by the staff here. And this group of angelic children. So even if it's far away in the suburbs. The living atmosphere of the children is quite good. Not at all. There is no feeling of depression and indifference. It's like a paradise full of laughter and laughter.

"Hello. I have an appointment with the dean. Here's my work card. Officer Huang showed his work ID to the staff at the orphanage.

"Oh. Good. You're Officer Huang, aren't you? Come with me. Our dean is waiting for you. Is this Aunt Xiaoya that Xinxin often mentions? She turned her gaze to me. I nodded.

"Okay, let's go quickly. Shin Shin didn't eat two meals. There were other problems with the child's body. She said with a chill on her face. I know what she means by "other issues." This is because Shin Shin herself suffers from "aplastic anemia".

Then the girl walked down the long hallway. Zhang Yefeng followed behind, carrying a large bag of things bought for Xinxin. Officer Huang and I walked side by side in front. I don't know why I'm a little scared to see Shin Shin now. Even though she's just a little girl. But this long corridor seemed to me like walking up a long staircase of judgment. My steps suddenly became unusually heavy.

I knew I lied to her. This is, on one level, a white lie. But even in good faith. But a lie is a lie after all. There will always be a day when it will be debunked. It's like a piece of paper wrapped in fire. No matter how good the distance is. No matter how thick the paper is and how resistant to fire is. It will always turn into wisps of ashes.

I tapped on the top of my head a little irritably. Ah. I didn't expect to finish this one lie. It is necessary to use a lot of lies to fulfill this one lie. It seems that this lying is really a technical job. As long as you sprinkle the first. You're going to have to work hard to make the second and third. It's like a hen that doesn't stop laying eggs.

"Alas. What happened to you. "I'm thinking about it. Zhang Yefeng suddenly attached himself to my ear and gently spit out such a sentence. It scared the hell out of me. "Why do you look so preoccupied?" Wipe. You can see it when you walk behind me. Do I have another face on the back of my head?

"Nothing. It's just that I lied to her last time. Didn't tell her that something had happened to her mother. Just said that her mother went out to see the beautiful scenery. After reading it, I came back. I don't know what to say about this meeting. I turned my face sideways. Gently said to Zhang Yefeng.

Who knows this wonder. It stopped. He raised his head to look at the ceiling. Wipe. What is he doing here? "Huh. What are you doing. Why don't you go. I pulled him when he suddenly stopped. What do you see? Follow his gaze. I also looked at the ceiling. Even Officer Huang and the little girl stopped. Curiously looking at the ceiling. All right. Zhang Yefeng's action. All four of us stood still. This shows that he is too weird. Or is it that people are too curious?

"Actually, you're not lying." He withdrew his gaze and moved it back to my face.

"What." In the face of his sudden burst of thoughtless words. I don't know what to say. Zhang Yefeng smiled and pointed to the ceiling. "Actually, ascending to heaven is basically about seeing beautiful scenery. The scenery over there is unique. It's always blue sky and white clouds. There was no smog. There were no sandstorms. ”

The little girl in the welfare home couldn't help laughing. But Officer Huang and I began to look at each other. I think he's telling a bad joke. It's a very cold, cold joke. It's not funny at all. I even felt the urge to punch someone. Zhang Yefeng looked at us. It seems that this atmosphere has not achieved the effect he expected. I only put away my smile. Quickened pace to catch up with us. Officer Huang looked at him and shook his head.

"Okay. We're hurrying. The dean is still waiting. The little girl's laughter is still quite low. She managed to stop smiling. Urging us to hurry up.

"Wait a minute. The dean was in the house with Xinxin. I've got to go and give him a breath first. The little girl went to the door and whispered. He also made a "silence" gesture at us.

She knocked on the door and entered. I even felt a tingling in my back. It seems that there are a lot of fine and dense burrs on the underwear for no reason. Hi. I didn't expect me to be so afraid to see Shin Shin. Actually, it's not that I'm afraid to see Shin Shin. She was like a judge waiting to pronounce her sentence on me. It's the fear of facing this self-woven lie in your heart.

This time. The door to this room was opened again. The kind-eyed dean walked out of the room. He walked up to us with a smile. Say hello to us. "Hello." After shaking hands with us again. He took us to another room. "Come on. Let's say it on our side. ”

"Come on. Sit, sit. Less than you go and pour a glass of water for the guests first. He beckoned the little girl to pour us water. You don't have to be busy. Let's talk about Shin Shin's current situation first. Officer Huang waved his hand. Hi. Actually, I received a call from the detention center today. His father, Zheng Encai, is also emotionally unstable. Has a high tendency to self-injure. Hi. Shin Shin's mother's death was too strong for Zheng Encai's stimulation. Xinxin's child is really pitiful. Mom died. His father is still in prison. ”

"That's right. The old dean helped his eyes. Sit up straight. "This child is a child with a relatively high IQ and emotional intelligence. We've been careful not to mention her mom as much as possible. Let her live here well. We also know that the priority now is to make her forget her mother. But her mother's influence on her was really great. It can be said that this effect is also difficult to eliminate. ”

That's what the Dean said. There was another pause. Saying goes. Blood is thicker than water. Mother and daughter are connected. In Shin Shin's subconscious, it seems that you can really feel something. ECG induction cannot be explained scientifically. But in today's world. How many things can be explained clearly in a reasonable way?

I looked at Officer Huang. He took his police hat off his head. Picked it off. Wiped his head. But it's above his head. And there was no sweat. I know he's a bit of a headache about the situation.

"Now. The kid was already suspicious of what Miss Ai said. She's always asking. When will Mom come back? She also said that even if her mother couldn't come back. But at least you can talk on the phone. We last month. She was given a comprehensive health check-up. Shin Shin's situation is not encouraging. She suffers from 'aplastic anemia' herself. It's still severe. Hi ......" the dean has already spoken. God is unfair. Xinxin and Ninghan are both at the same age. Why can Ning Han live a carefree life like a princess. But Shin Shin's situation is so embarrassing.