(Girls' Literature)

This poor child. What a mistake was made.

"Okay. Then I'll go see her now. With that, I stood up. All eyes were on me for a split second.

The dean looked at me worriedly. "Okay. Miss Ai. You must be careful not to irritate Shin Shin. That child is emotionally fragile right now. "I understand the dean's hard work. Only nodded earnestly.

"Okay. Dean. I said and stood up.

"I'll go with you." Officer Huang also stood up.

Pushed open the door to the room. Xinxin, dressed in white, sat on the bed. The sheets, covers, and walls of the room were white. This holy and solemn white. It made me feel like I had come to a world of ice and snow. The heating in the orphanage is provided in advance. But I still can't stop feeling a chill in my bones. In this neat patch of white. My body was shaking slightly.

Shin Shin sat on the bed with her legs folded. She wore white pajamas. The head was already buried between the legs. If it weren't for the black hair on her head. I think I'm in this patch of white. I really can't find her. This white dress seemed to perfectly hide her in this white sea.

She is now like a helpless little lamb. Sitting there alone. It's also like a white butterfly that has just burst out. There is no resistance to the outside world. I walked over slowly. Really scared alarmed her. It seems to be Shin Shin who is sitting on the bed now. It's like a finely sculpted one. "Crystal Doll". It was also the first time I felt afraid of a girl of this age.

"Shin Shin ......" my voice was as gentle as possible. In this already quiet room. Try not to be obtrusive.

"Yes." Shin Shin slowly raised her head. Wow. This face really startled me when it appeared in the black hair. I saw a pale face. Hehe. Shin Shin's image in my eyes at the moment is black and white. I even wondered if my eyes had lost the ability to distinguish colors.

I looked at her slender hands and feet. Hi. Poor child. Now don't talk about a gust of wind. It's almost blowing you away in one breath. This weak body. It hurts people's hearts.

I walked over to the edge of the bed and sat down beside her. "Auntie." She glared at the big innocent eyes. Looking at me with tears in his eyes. And I really don't dare to have any eye contact with these eyes at this time.

"Shin Shin ......," I stroked her soft hair. Why don't you eat today? ”

"I want to go home." After saying this. Her little face turned even paler. "I want to go home." She confirmed her thoughts to me again and again. "Auntie. The last time you told my mom to go out to see the beautiful scenery. I've been waiting here until now. Why didn't my mother come back? And I've always been obedient. Her gaze was aggressive.

"Why go home? Didn't you eat well here? I still try to laugh as much as I can. It's not that I'm deliberately avoiding this question. It's that I really didn't know how to answer. I'm afraid that my answers will be flawed. So this little girl. You will feel some clues from inside. Although she is only a little girl of a few years old. But human intuition is powerful.

"Nope." She shook her head. "It's good to eat here." She was expressionless. But the answer is realistic.

"Is the little pot friend here not good to you?" I held her face. Tease her.

"The kids were nice. Aunties too. The dean is also good. She said seriously. But there was still no smile. Oh my. This girl. Why do you seem to be paralyzed today? How can the innocence of a child not be reflected in her at all?

"Then why do you want to go home. You see how comfortable the bed and quilt are over here. Even my aunt wants to live here every day. I said and patted her fluffy bed. Look at ......."

"But there's no mother here......," I said, as I looked at her again. Two lines of tears had already hung on her face. It was the most crystalline teardrop I've ever seen. It's like after the first snowfall. A babbling stream formed by the snow melt in a mountain stream after the sky is clear.

I was stunned. Officer Huang was also stunned. We are now only rationally considering what environment is most beneficial to Shin Shin. But she neglected a mother's love that was most important to her.

"Alright. Shin Shin. Don't cry...... "I took her in my arms and helped her wipe the tears from her face.

"When my mother went out that day, she told me that she was going to buy me the best xiaolongbao. And then it was gone. It's gone. I sat in the yard every day waiting for her. The dean and aunts told me. As long as I'm obedient, my mom will come back. I'm obedient now, too. But where is Mommy? ”

Xinxin cried silently. I looked at Officer Huang. His face also showed a look of embarrassment. As a police officer who has experienced strong winds and waves. Facing this situation can almost break his intestines.

How am I going to say it. What shall I say. I scratched at my hair in distress. Hi. I knew why I had to do it in the first place. Just wanted to tell a lie in good faith to protect the little girl's wounded heart. But when a lie is told for whatever purpose. I had to expect that there would always be a day when it would be dismantled. But how to get through this hurdle in front of you?

Shin Shin cried in my arms. I really can't bear to watch this scene anymore. What to do, what to do. I'm like an ant on top of a hot pot now. At this time. The door to the room was pushed open. Zhang Yefeng walked in.

"Oops. How could such a beautiful little girl cry like this? I look at the little face like a little cat. It's not cute at all. Zhang Yefeng smiled brightly. Sitting on a stool across from us.

"Stop crying." He pulled out a tissue and handed it to Shin Shin.

"You...... Be...... Who. Shin Shin asked, sobbing.

"I'm Santa Claus." He's still hippie smiling. Grass. Such an old-fashioned and nonsensical bridge. How did he say it again? "I came to see you with Aunt Xiaoya today. Look at the gifts I brought you. He said as he took the plastic bag closer to Shin Shin. You see what this is. ”

That pink Barbie. was brought to Xinxin's face by Zhang Yefeng. "Wow. It's Barbie. It's so cool, it's so cool. Shin Shin's face finally had a look of joy.

Uh-huh. It seems that the sugar-coated cannonball of this trick is quite useful. Zhang Yefeng can be regarded as the pulse of the little girl. In fact, every girl has a pink princess dream in her heart. It was the same when I was younger. That's why Barbie has been popular from that period to the present.

"It's beautiful." The moment Shin Shin picked up Barbie. The face finally has the inherent innocence of a child.。 It's like a bud waiting to bloom.

But this innocent smile only lasted for a moment. It was right on his face and gone. "What about my mother. When will she come back. "I was still thinking in my heart that maybe I could really pass this time. Zhang Yefeng's hand is really superb. But now it seems like everything is back to square one in an instant. Xinxin's words made me speechless again. I looked at Zhang Yefeng. Wipe. He still looked at Xinxin without changing his face and his heart beating. Oh. He can really pretend.

"Didn't Aunt Xiaoya tell you? You're going to see the beautiful scenery. "Oh my god. He also made a snort in a Taiwanese accent. Lian also performed a flying gesture. I looked at Zhang Yefeng. I'm embarrassed.

"But she can't be out there all the time. I miss her very much...... "Xinxin's mood is still very low.

Zhang Yefeng leaned over to us. "Shin Shin. You feel like your mom usually takes care of you. Tired or not. ”

Shin Shin nodded smartly. "Tired. It's tiring."

Zhang Yefeng nodded. "Then suppose you take care of yourself. Mom won't be so tired. ”

Xinxin thought for a moment. "Yes." What a good baby.

"That's right." Zhang Yefeng nodded. "You see, you know that, too. Mom is tired of taking care of you. You need to learn to take care of yourself now. You haven't eaten all day today. It won't grow tall. I'm waiting for my mom to come back. You're skinny as a little monkey. Do you think mom will be relieved? Zhang Yefeng said as he learned to jump up and down with the monkey. Oh, my God. The time spent with him is not too short. I still don't see it. This guy's acting talent is so good. It's a shame that I didn't let him play the Monkey King.

"Hahaha......" Xinxin laughed happily. Hi. In fact, the welfare home is just such a person. It can be funny with life.

"Look what this is." Zhang Yefeng actually took out a DV from behind him. "You look at the camera. Uncle recorded it for you. What do you have to say. Or you can sing a song to your mom too. Show us some of what you've learned here. Zhang Yefeng recorded the video as he spoke.

"Can Mom see it?" Saw this DV. Shin Shin's mood suddenly became very high. The almost cold white on his face before seemed to have been swept away.

"Absolutely. Uncle assures you. If you have anything to say, say it to this camera. Uncle promises your mom will definitely see it. Zhang Yefeng said and saluted Xinxin.

"Okay." Shin Shin sat up straight on the bed. "Mom. I haven't seen you in days. I miss you. I haven't been back since that day when you said you went out to buy me xiaolongbao. ”