Fifty-four, tell the heart to wake up who is weak
How ridiculous is it that a woman who kills people like a chicken is so embarrassed when she sees a corpse for the first time?
She didn't care about the embarrassment at that time, she just felt that someone could make her vomit the unhappiness in her chest, and it was extremely happy at this time!
These dark thorns have been entangled in my heart, and I have never said them to anyone.
She didn't even say that she didn't want her filth to contaminate her beautiful and pure world, and over time it began to ferment and rot until her whole heart was about to be eroded?
Those thorns are swirling and growing in the dark, who is a heart drenched in blood, and who must not say a word, strong and wounded?
At this time, I said a sentence, but I felt extremely relaxed.
Who is self-deprecating?
"But I'm still the fierce woman."
She laughed sarcastically, who said?
"Since then, everything has changed, and we have to go to that lab every day to eat in addition to studying in the classroom! I was hungry for days and couldn't eat, until I finally cried and ate at the same time, and my tears could hold a bowl! After eating, I vomited, vomited and ate again, and tossed for several days. ”
Speaking of this, she seemed to smile a little proudly, who is like a child who is praised?
No one praises? She praised herself.
Who made up his mind to take this opportunity to vent the unhappiness in his chest?
"Until one day, I saw the head soaked in the jar, my eyes were not completely closed, and I was still lying on my stomach and was fascinated by it, and I was eating with relish!" Who's laughing? "Suddenly, one day I felt that it was actually quite pitiful, until later, I fished her out and wanted to close my eyes and throw it down. After all, when you die, you can only watch us eat, and you can't see it, isn't that pitiful? ”
She pursed her lips, as if she had thought of something interesting.
"But that one soaked for too long, and it broke when I poked the skin, and then those teachers found out, not only did they not scold me, but also praised me? Then he took me to another room, so that I finally didn't have to deal with the corpses every day. ”
She almost smirked, laughing at how wise she had been.
At that time, not having to stay in that damn lab every day to eat seemed to have become the happiest thing at that time.
"After a while, I was much calmer, I learned martial arts and used a gun, and I never went to that disgusting lab again. Later, I finally met Xiaobai~"
Who is also rejoicing slightly?
"Those people are very weird, Xiaobai came the latest, but he had the most conversation with me, and he didn't have a name, so I gave Xiaobai to him, haha, is this also bullying him?"
As a result, my godfather was very unhappy when he saw it and scolded me, and I felt so angry at the time! These people are already torturing me into a pervert, and they still don't allow me to play with Xiaobai?! Now I know that Godfather was right. ”
Her expression changed again and again, from the excitement of talking about her childhood friends to the extremely lonely loneliness, who sighed?
"It's me, I'm dead, Xiaobai."
It was rare to pause at both words, and that short interval was full of grief and sadness.
It can be seen how unwilling and resentful she is at this time, but she never seems to cry?
At this time, sadness is stored in the eyes, but no tears come out.
Is it strong? Or pretend to be strong?
Remembering the first killing? She said lightly.
"I slept until midnight, and that person suddenly came and touched my face, I just thought she was trying to scare me, who knows, she wanted to gouge out my eyes."
She shrunk into a ball, her body trembled slightly, who was she shuddered for a while, and then turned into a crazy look?
"I cry for help, I cry? Nobody paid any attention to me. Until she pounced on me and knocked me down, I gouged out her eyes with my backhand! She was at my feet, and she couldn't wake up no matter how she screamed, and her eyes rolled down at my feet, and I saw that she was still laughing. ”
She said it so plainly, who knew how devastating it would be to face that scene in earnest? She's still laughing? Or mockery, or madness.
"I was scared sick by that scare, but I didn't expect that there would be someone to take care of me?"
She seemed to think of something terrible, and after saying so much, she revealed a fragile panic that she had never seen before? She hugged herself tightly.
"Later I found out that it was a laugh of relief, if it was me who died at that time, how good it would be......"
She never seemed to feel weak at that time, if she knew that she could pass through when she died, would she have gouged out her eyeballs and gave them to that girl? Unknown.
"How ridiculous? People only feel when they die, the days in the orphanage before seemed to be good, and the feeling of being bullied didn't seem so bad, it's better than dying in front of me one by one? ”
She pouted and sighed softly as if she was dissatisfied, but she didn't know that the sadness in her eyes was enough to cut through all the light.
She closed her eyes and thought about it, what a cruel and bloody elimination, two people locked in one room, no water, no food, only one to go out, or starve to death? Not for nothing.
At that time, she thought it was a joke, and she didn't react until she was locked up in a small black room for the first time and was almost killed! This is really not a joke, her hands are covered with blood, and her first reaction is not to be afraid, maybe she was about to go crazy by then, right?
If it weren't for Xiaobai's appearance, would she still be alive mechanically in that world?
"The mastiff plan is one in a hundred, and it usually kills to stop killing, and one wins."
A simple sentence, how much bloody wind and rain are hidden behind it? It's scary.
"Until Xiaobai and I face each other, and only one of the two of us can go out."
She smiled lightly, who seemed to be relieved? Also heartbroken and dull?
"I killed ninety-eight people, but I didn't expect that the last one would be him."
She took a deep breath, this sentence carried a despair and regret that she had never seen before, and finally there was a crystal gathered in her eyes but she endured it and never fell, she looked so fragile, but she never thought about relying on anyone? It's heart-wrenching.
Who is heartache?
"In that little dark room, I couldn't see anything, until I heard his voice, I felt my blood freeze, what was said in the TV series was not false at all, when I was really shocked, my mind was really blank. That's his voice~ How could I hear it wrong? ”
She cried but never cried, suppressed and endured, heartbreaking, but she herself was not heartbroken?
"I want him to kill me, how good is that? Then be relieved. ”
Who is taunting?
"But no one did anything, and we could still talk and laugh? No delay at all, just like usual. Maybe it's so easy before I die, and I'm not a loss, until the two of them can't hold it anymore, and he says it's time, tell me to close my eyes and let's play peek-a-boo? ”
She closed her eyes and took a deep breath, just like when she faced her best playmate, faced with the choice of life and death, maybe with a relieved smile at that time? However, the results were disappointing to her.
The smile at this time is bleak and hopeless.
Silent for a long time, sadness lingering, who suppressed the brewing outburst?!
"Hide from your uncle's cat!"
She finally burst into a foul language, who scolded?!
"Such a small room can reach against the wall! What are you hiding from cats! This damn bastard actually touched a gun for me! ”
She was rarely angry, her pale face was a little ruddy at this time, but she was angry?!
"He told me to hide it, and then he pulled the trigger on my hand! Idiot! What a fucking idiot! ”
She laughed wildly, and finally laughed out of tears, 'let's da-da-da' fell to the ground, but one by one fell to her heart? It hurts to smash people.
"What is it to live well and not give up on life? What! Are you qualified to speak of me? Fuck you, you're just leaving, leaving Lao Tzu alone in that world, do you think you're great? Not at all! I despise you! I despise you for thinking it's for my good! Who knows that Lao Tzu would rather fight with you and be killed by you than let you be a hero in front of me! ”
She was a little crazy, she broke away from Sima Xuan's side, leaned over and knelt on the ground, who was clenching her fist with one hand?
She punched the ground! 'Bang' sound, as if I want to smash this god!
Who is muttering, scolding and crying?!
"You're stupid, you're a fool! Woo, you're a fool! Idiot! ”
Her desperate cries were heard very clearly at night, and the silent night wind seemed to render the cries even more lonely and distant, not like they came from the world.
Her emotions came and went as quickly as she could, and seemed to know that such a situation could not be allowed for her to vent unscrupulously, for there were already small voices in the distance that she did not know how far away.
Dongfang Yan suddenly seemed to ignore it, and glanced at the corner of the other side out of the corner of his eye.
That corner is inconspicuous, the undulations of the fallen leaves are slightly sunken, and the vision is blurred in the dark night, but it is not very clear?
She seemed relieved, and she raised her hand to wipe her tears.
Well, go ahead.
"It's been a year since I came to my senses, and I've been training for a year before I know it? Actually, I can't really remember how I spent that year. ”
She said and stroked the obsidian bracelet in her hand, who broke into tears and laughed?
Emotions come and go quickly, and she has never lived only in the past.
"You see, the qualified gift that my godfather gave me is this string of obsidian, which is said to ward off evil spirits?" She said with skepticism, muttering to herself with a smile, "Can you still expect this thing to ward off evil spirits after killing so many people?" ”
……
In the silence, only the wind howled.
"I originally thought that this life was like this, killing and being killed, indulging in hell and blood, and doing that Shura's soul."
She seemed to think about it and felt that it was nonsense.
"I didn't expect my gun to still be there, and then I was thrown into the primeval forest in Shannan to survive in the wild, and it came in handy."
She seemed to feel that the memories seemed to be better than the past ten years, and then she brought a light smile.
"There is still Xiaobai's blood on the gun, I am not willing to use it, I use my hands every time, until the last time I was almost bitten off by the wolf, I am willing to use that gun, tsk, that gun is really not covered, one shot is accurate, bang~"
The girl laughed 'bang', who was laughing to herself?
The moonlight was light, and the girl was immersed in the memories, as if she had listened to those awakening movements, and the rest was beauty and innocence.
"Fortunately, fate is not bad for me, and finally let me meet Shen Ge, she likes music and dance so much, we can talk about everything together, it is actually five years in a flash, and in the end it is considered a complete death together, I don't know how she is doing now? I hope it's okay, otherwise the consummation doesn't seem so fulfilling. ”
For the first time in many years, although the audience was just a comatose person who didn't know if it was a listener, Dongfang Yan breathed a sigh of relief, and seemed to feel a lot more relaxed, so he babbled and finished speaking? The spirit also came.
Slow down the movie and reminisce about that thrilling life again, the wound is drenched in blood, but there seems to be a pus-filled ulcer that comes into contact with the air and the sun, and begins to heal slowly?
The pain that involved the flesh and bones, it is estimated that he is not awake but also awake.
"Ah~ It's so cool to say it."
She sighed softly, with a satisfied smile.
After reminiscing about the past in the cold night, it seems that there is still a lot of time to spare? Dongfang Yan's mind was tossing and turning, and he couldn't help but think of the Meng family and the Bao family again?
The bits and pieces of coming to this world make people's hearts warm, like a candle flame, but in the dark despair, people feel hope and warmth so clearly, and suddenly feel that there are still many people and things in this world that make people nostalgic, if she leaves now? It's hard to think about it.
So he began to sigh again, when did he start to be greedy for life and afraid of death?
In the distance, the 'rustling' sound approached layer by layer, Dongfang Yan lay on the ground and listened, hooking the corners of his lips, who smiled with satisfaction?
"Well, what should come will come."
So he jumped up at this time and dragged Sima Xuan one by one! He threw himself into the shallow pit that had been prepared at the beginning, and covered most of the dead leaves on the ground in one fell swoop, covering his figure?
She looked at him with an unusually soft expression that she didn't even notice at this time.
seemed to turn around and wanted to leave, but he was still reluctant to turn around and pat him on the face, who was laughing?
"Hey, if I don't come back, you'll be blessed, it sounds like those fools are quite energetic, but my sister is not iron~"
After saying that, she seemed to feel too frustrated, so she had no choice but to reach out to probe her internal strength, think about it, and reach out to probe his?
Although he was still unconscious, it seemed that after that night she was able to probe his meridians.
This made Dongfang Yan surprised and a little frightened, she didn't dare to try it easily, don't lose herself for his good!
However, it didn't seem to matter at this time, she grabbed his wrist and probed along his meridians, but the result of the probe was amazing?!
Her internal force is not repulsed, almost a natural and familiar blend of water and milk, and his internal force is fused together?
Generally speaking, the internal forces of different exercises should be somewhat repulsive, but at this time, Dongfang Yan also grew his mouth!
Sima Xuan's exercises knew at a glance that they were different from hers, how could he have such a harmonious feeling???
As everyone knows, Sima Xuan was also shocked!
She fell ill in his arms on the winter solstice that year, and the internal force he input was also so soft and ironing, which also surprised him a lot.
Who has been paying attention to her ever since?
Dongfang Yan closed his eyes and sank his heart.
It seems that in such a situation, there is no extra time to think about an inconsequential outcome. Her internal strength followed his meridians all the way, but she seemed to be treated with extra courtesy? All the way unimpeded, you arrived at the dantian qi sea, and it seems that there is a vigorous force quietly growing? It seems that the vitality that has been suppressed for a long time suddenly erupts vigorously suddenly moistens the moisture of the spring rain, and is full of thriving cheerful hair?
There seems to be no danger, so she is also relieved a lot, and at this time she patted his face nostalgically, who sighed?
"Forget it, you must survive, you have to go together, see how my sister cleans them up! Good boy. ”
After speaking, he pinched it again, sighed lightly, ah, it feels good, and I don't know if there is a chance to pinch it once it is over today?
Well, the life of a beautiful man doesn't seem to be so pale and plain, so let my sister slaughter that group of people, eat the wind and eat for so many days, it's time for them to pay some price!
The corners of Dongfang Yan's lips are slightly hooked, and the inexplicable reason arouses the fighting spirit of life, and the eyes are flashing with a shimmering light, reflecting the brilliance of the moonlight? The haze in my heart is swept away, and it seems to be endlessly open and bright at this moment!
She clenched her fists and twisted her neck, her body was loose and powerful!
Who is ready to sharpen the knife?
The trees want to be quiet and the wind does not stop, and the wind is sluggish and the night is not young.
The clothes of the Oriental Goose slowly brushed the rotten fallen leaves on the ground, with ripples like water waves, and the figure gradually disappeared into the quiet night, blending into one.
In the night, there seems to be darkness before the dawn, and it is destined to usher in the dawn that breaks through the darkness?
The long wind is shining, and I don't want to leave here.