53. He once complained of his bitterness

There was such a scene in the silent mountain forest-

A frail and pale woman held the hand of a handsome man.

She kept rubbing it around, and praised it like a nymphomaniac, "What a pair of hands that are artificially transformed like jade and bamboo shoots." ”

Who's shouting, it seems, hears off-screen?

"Phew! Let go of that god and let me come! ”

Dongfang Yan naturally couldn't hear it, and when he got tired of playing with it, the chaos in his mind gradually invaded his consciousness.

Who is it that is already sleepy, and the brain is suddenly aching?

Dongfang Yan tried hard to shake off the chaotic thoughts, and at this time, the wolf claw touched someone's face.

She simply lay down on her side beside the man, supported her cheek with one hand, and poked someone's handsome face restlessly with the other, while muttering obscenely: "Wow, it's so playful!" I poke! I poke! I'm poking, poking, poking! ”

If you look closely, you can see that the eyes of the female middle school wolf Dongfang Yan at this time are a little sloppy, and at this time it is almost dream-like murmuring, who is pouting?

"The skin is so good? Is it better to have genes or to maintain it in the palace? I heard that your mother has a hundred flowers and jade dew cream, is it really that easy to use? Can a forty-year-old be like a teenage girl? Well...... But I see your mother...... Don't you look like a teenage girl? Ahem. ”

She pulled her lips and smiled, who didn't care?

"it, come back and ask you for a bottle."

She climbed his forehead with one hand, sliding down the hard line, and the envious smile on her face, who was sneering?

"Look at you, how good and easy it is to be dizzy, hum."

She said as she kept making small movements all the way, intending to try to think of some sour poems to sour and hazy consciousness, and it would be better to be able to run sour and doze off.

Who's laughing?

"Raise your eyebrows and sword out of the sheath, and your lacquered eyes will shine on the stars."

Her fingers gently teased his eyelashes, feeling the touch of his long eyelashes like a fan and a brush, itching at the fingertips. She looked at the quiet sleeping beautiful man, enduring it?

However, no matter how much I can't bear it, I can't help but feel sleepy, the chick pecks the rice, who is really sleepy?

In a trance, the eyelashes under the palm seemed to tremble, who was surprised?! There seems to be a surprise in a trance?!

The phrase 'you're awake' is about to blurt out, full of joy?

Look again?

But there was no movement......

I guess it's a delusion.

The beautiful man is immersed in sweet sleep at night, even if he is asleep, a handsome face is also a different style.

Dongfang Yan pouted and read: "Long eyelashes are like butterfly wings, and the nose is straight like a peak?" If you don't wake up again, I can only continue to tease you~ Eh......"

She pointed her finger on his lips and paused, her tone was quite dissatisfied, who sighed?

"Thin lips, they say that people with thin lips must be thin, are you the same?"

She seemed to find it funny, tugged at his lips, and smiled with a rippling smile, who was triumphant?

"Hmph, it doesn't matter if you're merciful or not, it's not for anyone to be slaughtered yet!"

Who said it and snorted.

"Dongfang Yan, you color embryo, it's all obscene words!"

Under the moonlight, the pretty face is flushed with a thin red, and the other style is charming and lovely? It's a pity that no one appreciates it.

And after she finished speaking, she still seemed to be dissatisfied, pouted and slapped twice on his face, and the touch under her palm was elastic and slippery, and she felt that it seemed to feel good? Someone smiled, only to retract the wolf's claws in a manner, and restlessly tugged at the beautiful man's ears? I can't stop muttering.

"Humph! Sima Xuan, if you don't wake up, my sister will do it here! See how you look up in the future! ”

Speaking......

His face was red through half the sky!

I don't know who wanted to do it three days ago? It almost ended up being done by that person!

How could she be so unlucky! Even the second prince who is in a coma at this moment and is slaughtered by others can't suppress it?!

Thinking about it, he looked like he wanted to cry without tears.

At this time, she said that she was going to do him, but it was just talking, how dare she? However, I can't bear itβ€”

Before he finished speaking, the man was intimidated......

So she withdrew the wolf claws from someone's face, and then took his hand again, and she lay down, and pillowed in the crook of his arm, who muttered?

"Sister didn't take advantage of you, is this interest? Hum. ”

She raised her eyes to see the stars shining in the sky, and the night seemed to be exceptionally clear.

The moonlight illuminated a small square inch in front of her, but the rest of the scenery that was hidden in the darkness was more and more ghostly, and she had no time to care.

Who can't stand the surging drowsiness? She shook her head helplessly, for a long time-

"Eh......"

A sigh, a faint sigh whispered softly in the mountains and forests, a pool of ripples like water waves, and then disappeared without a trace, silent at the moment, as if that sigh was just an illusion.

She sighed helplessly, but finally, she thought of some way to wake up?!

But who looked bitter and didn't want to face it?

She stood up, looked at Sima Xuan, who had a quiet face beside her, and sighed again.

Who said that?

"Sima Xuan, I can't help you now, you have to listen to it or not. I'm bored, I can only torture you, others want to hear me don't want to say it, but you fight a little bit, I'm really tired, this forest may have planted us both here, now it's so quiet, I guess those fools haven't found out about the two of us, then I'll tell you a story. ”

Dongfang Yan held on to his consciousness and tried to say something to stay awake, but he couldn't hold back the words that came out of his mouth and muttered a little, which was not very real.

Who is the grumbling of dissatisfaction?

"Although it is a woman's duty to protect men, my sister is not omnipotent."

When she said this, she was even more helpless, she didn't dare to breathe and meditate, and the trace of internal strength that she had restored due to him was already very little left, she was really embarrassed and helpless, such an embarrassing situation has never been in her previous life or this life, who sighs?

"I'm not sure what the outcome will be tomorrow morning. You say, isn't it good to stay there honestly? What do you have to learn to jump off a cliff with your sister? This is miserable, hmph, maybe we will be buried together in this barren mountain and wilderness, are you satisfied? ”

She hummed in annoyance!

"Huh...... Your mother must hate me to death," she can do, who is dissatisfied? "Don't blame me, every time I take the blame for you, I'm wronged, more wronged than Dou E!"

She pouted, she seemed to talk a lot today? What's going on?

Menopause? Anxiety? Manic Complex Depression?

Phew!

The night wind blew through the leaves, and the eastern geese shrank coldly.

Sitting up and looking around, the sluggish nerves can no longer keenly grasp the wind and grass, is it artificial or natural? Who is like a frightened bird, and now there is only the end of the strong crossbow left?

She looked around, lay down again, and thought about it?

He took his hand, shrunk into his arms, pillowed on his shoulder, and sighed with satisfaction and dissatisfaction.

"It's okay if you're dizzy, the province says that I am disrespectful to you, and you have to fight a saliva lawsuit. It's not too much to borrow you to get warm, right? I'm so cold......"

In fact, she was soaked in this night, and she seemed a little strange tonight.

In such darkness, there seems to be nothing, and it seems that there are many things hidden in the dark, who is furious in his heart, and in such an environment, he can't help but tremble?

The same set is always easy to evoke memories that have been sealed for a long time, and at this time, you suddenly feel that in such a dark and tidal memory, you have turned into a light boat? Wandering in and out of the waves, without salvation?

She suddenly wanted to hold on to something, to soothe the restless and fearful heart.

Who is the laugh?

"Well, you don't have a choice, and you have to suffer too much." A certain female octopus seemed to be hugging someone, and she thought obscenely about whether it would be hotter to put her hand in her arms.

The answer is yes, however, some people are coquettish silver guns and candle heads -- after all, they dare not put them into action.

She was still honestly snuggled into his arms, snuggling.

She adjusted her posture and fell asleep for a while, not noticing that Sima Xuan's eyelashes on the top of her head trembled, as if her consciousness was struggling? After a while, it was calm again.

Like a pebble rolling into a stream, didn't have time to make a splash? And it was silent again.

Who doesn't know?

She couldn't help but fight with her tired eyelids, who wouldn't be the salted fish that would rather die than turn over? Where is it possible to really fall asleep like this?

- Regardless of life and death, regardless of the consequences, regardless of not seeing the sunrise tomorrow?

No matter how tired and bitter Dongfang Yan is, no one wants to give up easily, and a life is in vain?

She has always been a person who would rather die than drag her back, and she never wants to suffer!

Who is muttering?

"I'll tell you a story, maybe I won't have to listen to it in the future, will I? I forgot about it. She seemed to laugh at herself, and muttered to herself, "But you can't hear it now, so I dare to say it boldly." ”

She blinked hard, her pupils focused slightly, and she struggled between chaos and sobriety, but after all, she couldn't stand the sweep of sleepiness, and half dispersed slightly?

But he struggled to maintain a line of clarity, who was whispering?

"I'm from a distant place, not quite like here, don't ......"

She scratched her hair, as if distressed and tangled, she rarely told any stories, and she didn't know how to organize the language for a while.

At this time, her annoyed expression was filled with innocent thinking, without the slightest hint of red dust and human sophistication, just like an elf who had just entered the mortal world?

With ignorance and curiosity about everything in this world, with a yearning for those complex emotions, but out of the instinct of self-preservation, avoid it?

Who laughed at themselves?

"Well, I don't know what to say."

After a moment of silence, who suddenly opened his eyes?

After all, if I didn't do anything, I almost fell asleep......

As soon as she closes her eyes, she will fall asleep in an instant, who will wake up in time?

She pursed her lips and thought about it, trying to connect with the clear opening of consciousness, low.

"Forget it, just talk about me. I grew up in an orphanage, and it is said that my parents were in a car accident and died, but I don't remember much. ”

Her tone was calm, as if she was talking about what she had eaten last night, so plain, but even more distressing.

Dongfang Yan was immersed in his own memories, and didn't notice that Sima Xuan's fingers moved? She continued.

"There are a lot of children in the orphanage." She wrenched her fingers and recalled, as listed by several treasures, "Brother Lan Yan, Xiaohong, Xiaoli, Little Fat Man......" suddenly fell silent, her face was silent and lonely, who was laughing at herself? "But I don't remember my name, they all call me Xiaobai, Che, I'm angry, only Brother Lan Yan will stand in front of me when he is there and say, 'Don't bully her'! Ha, but when he was away, he was bullied even worse, how can I tell him? ”

She seemed to be a sweet, mocking smile, and her eyes were intertwined with sadness.

Whose memory is backtracking?

"Until someone came to adopt us, and they took out their most beautiful clothes one by one, because they could go to school because they were adopted? You can make friends, and you can do a lot of things! The most important thing is that after someone adopts, you can have parents ~ There is considerate love and meticulous care......"

She said as if she was very happy, and that gesture seemed to be as if happiness had also taken care of the poor little girl, but now, all of them had come to naught, where could she find it?

She smiled lightly, thinkingβ€”

Is this the mood of the little match girl who lit the last match? From hope to disillusionment, and finally to be buried in the cold abyss?

It's really a black fairy tale, a black fairy tale, who is talking to himself?

"I'm the only one standing in the corner, do you think I don't crave?" Who asks and answers? "I crave it, but I don't think it's necessary."

She smiled, shrugged, and muttered lowly.

"It's good that I have Brother Lanyan here."

She wrinkled her nose, her innocent expression was like she had really returned to an orphanage swinging, and the innocent girl wanted nothing more than to guard her own side of the world, and her mind was clear.

After a while, she sighed leisurely.

"It's a pity that those people are all freaks, and I'm standing in the very corner, but I just take a fancy to me."

She pursed her lips and muttered.

"Actually, what's not happy? I just don't dare to think about it. Butβ€”"

Her tone was cold, who opened her mouth coldly?

"Later, they adopted all the children, but since then, I haven't seen Brother Lan Yan again."

She seemed a little lucky? Also lost? Then he laughed.

"It's okay if we don't see each other, it's really not a good place, at the beginning we were in a classroom, no different from when we were in the orphanage, and the godfather was taking care of us, and from time to time he would bring a few children who he hadn't seen to come with us, and it seemed that everything was going in a good direction."

Suddenly, her tone trembled, and although she tried her best to hold back, it was not difficult to hear that it was like a boulder as heavy as the sea pressing against her chest, and she couldn't breathe.

"Until later ......"

She shuddered, took a deep breath, and paused for a rare four words.

The stinging pain woke up the heart, whose eyes suddenly burst out with suppressed anger and fear? And she took a deep breath again, calmed down, but her voice was still trembling?

The drowsiness seems to be slightly washed away by the tingling and coldness, who is smiling bitterly?

If it's not for the sake of awakening, who has nothing to do to expose their scars?

And she has always endured humiliation and burden, in order to survive, what is it to shed some blood on her scars?

"One day someone took us to the laboratory, all kinds of glass containers, at that time I rarely saw glass, shiny, I still think how beautiful~"

She was speechless and dissatisfied.

But it seems that they are just dissatisfied with the fact that beautiful things are always easy to destroy, who mutters?

"The glass is beautiful, but the things inside are not so beautiful." She muttered, "Heart, liver, fingers, and skull...... Soak it in formalin, soak it white, many children vomit on the spot, some people are directly scared and crying, some people are scared and faint, and some people are crying and shouting and running out! But after rushing out? And the door shut. I never saw those kids again, and now I want to come...... It's been disposed of. ”

She thought lightly, her face couldn't help but be pale, and even her lips trembled slightly, who was pretending to be a relaxed teaser?

"Hey, if you heard it, you must be thinking that I killed people without blinking, and I was a fierce woman, I must have been fine at the time."

She laughed at herself, who would laugh at her?

"Cut, you're wrong. Not only did I cry, I cried the loudest! Spit, or the one who vomited the most! It's not that I don't want to run, but I'm scared that my legs are weak, where can I run? "She doesn't feel ashamed, who is making fun of herself?" You must think that such a fierce person kills people like chickens! So timid? How ridiculous. ”

Sima Xuan's consciousness was vague, but he couldn't wake up, compared to the fact that he couldn't laugh even if he was awake, the dull bitterness in his heart was surging out, and his internal breath was still being conditioned in an orderly manner, his consciousness was sober and uncontrollable, but the corners of his eyes were a little sour at this time, who would pity him?

In the ups and downs of consciousness, who wants to hold her tightly into his arms?

However, the night was cold and cold, and it seemed that he had stiffened his muscles and bones, who couldn't move, but he could feel her warmth-

A stone's throw away?