【1 Standard §】Chapter 60 Meeting and Losing Each Other Is Still Like a Dream
Li Jiao's heart was cut by a sharp blade, his mind was chaotic, he picked up Shen Pearl horizontally, and shouted wildly to the left and right: "Pass the imperial doctor-don't pass the imperial doctor soon-"
His face was pale and blue, his eyes were like fire, like madness, and the few palace maids on his side were so frightened that they retreated again and again and did not dare to approach.
His frenzied cry of anxiety touched Shen Pearl in her arms, she closed her eyes, and spit out a mouthful of blood with an "um" sound in her throat. Li Jiao's body was stagnant, his face was full of fear and fear, and he hugged her as if he was carrying a peerless jade, and he didn't dare to touch half a minute with a little force, maintaining his original posture, taking a heavy step, steady, and stepping towards Zhuang Jingdian step by step.
The maids in the Zhuang Jing Palace were all greeted in front of the palace. As if he didn't see anyone, he held his breath and listened little by little to her delicate breath; For a moment, he stared at her countenance, silent. Carrying her on the jade steps, entering the inner room, and carefully placing her on the couch.
The Imperial Physician was dragged by two attendants all the way. Before the person knelt down, the medicine box fell to the ground first. Li Jiao only stared at Shen Zhuzhu's face, and said sullenly: "Be careful, don't disturb the princess!" ”
The imperial doctor said yes again and again, took a breath, and stepped forward to check the pulse.
Li Li stood aside, saw that the imperial doctor took Shen Zhuzhu's pulse, closed his eyes and concentrated, and was silent for a moment, suddenly his whole body trembled, his face turned gray, and he opened his eyes suddenly.
"How?" Li Jiao hurriedly said, "Quickly prescribe medicine for the princess!" ”
The Imperial Doctor just shook his head, his face gloomy and hesitant, thinking that he had something in his heart and was thinking about whether to say it. Li Li was anxious and urged again.
The imperial physician bit his teeth fiercely and said, "Your Highness, please forgive your superiority for being powerless!" ”
"What did you say?" As if he didn't understand the meaning of his words for a while, Li Jiao rushed forward and asked, "What do you mean by this?" ”
The imperial doctor bent around and said: "From Chang'an to Luoyang, the lower officials have followed the orders of His Royal Highness and have been taking care of the princess's illness. - The Princess's illness, Her Royal Highness has long known: she was stabbed in the central vein two years ago, and although she was treated by a wise doctor, she has not been cured due to her wandering. This symptom needs the most maintenance, and if it recurs, the consequences are unimaginable! ”
Li Jiao's mind fluttered, he couldn't stand steadily, and what he was most afraid of finally happened.
"You mean, she's having an old chest attack?!"
The Imperial Doctor said, "Exactly." The princess has been working too hard lately, and she has been thinking too much, and the lower officials have been using drugs to manipulate her, hoping to help the princess. However, today,—— she thinks that something extraordinary has happened, and she is grief-stricken and touches on an old illness. The recurrence of this old disease is even more important than the original new one, and it is out of control...... Xiaguan, Xiaguan, is powerless to return to the sky! ”
"You talk nonsense!" Li Jiao was shocked, stumbled two steps forward, swept the sleeves of his robe at will, the candlelight flickered, and the left candlestick fell to the ground in the sound of "plopping".
He pointed at the imperial doctor in front of him fiercely, and scolded: "You are not good at learning, and you are talking nonsense here!" I don't believe it, I don't believe it! He shouted outward, "Someone, someone!" ”
The waiter outside had been waiting, and when he heard the pager, he hurriedly came in.
"Go to Chang'an to pass on the imperial doctor's order, and pass on the best doctors in Chang'an and Luoyang, go quickly!"
"It's useless," the imperial physician sighed beside him: "Your Highness should know that this disease is not to mention the imperial doctor's order, that is, Bian Que is reborn, Hua Tuo is reincarnated, and Sun E, the chief physician of the national hand, is here, but I am afraid that it is helpless." What's more, the princess has no intention of surviving and is bent on death. Your Highness, you-"
Before he finished speaking, a silver light flashed in front of him, and a long sword was already on his neck, Li Jiao's face was pale, and he said in a deep voice: "If you talk nonsense again, this king will kill you with a sword!" ”
The imperial physician sighed and said, "If the lower official is afraid of death, he will never dare to tell the truth like this, and he will only delay and deceive according to His Highness's wishes." Although my medical skills are low, I have been in the Tai Hospital for more than ten years, and I always have to clear my name. If this were not the case, in addition to the imperial doctor's order, His Royal Highness would not have been selected by the official a year ago to treat the princess. Today, the princess is not cured, and it is already a capital crime to be a lower official, and if you deliberately want to hide it from Your Royal Highness, it will be an even more crime-" He said: "Your Royal Highness wants to be a lowly official, please take care of yourself-"
"Never, never......" Li Jiao slowly lowered the tip of his sword, as if he had drained all his strength for a moment, his gaze slowly moved to Shen Pearl who was unconscious, and whispered: "You say, she, how long can she live......
The imperial doctor thought for a moment, bowed his head and replied, "It's not more than three or five days...... Perhaps, at any time, it will ...... Your Highness, she no longer has half of the heart to survive...... paused, and finally said: "Your Highness, forgive Your Majesty for boldly saying a word: since there is today, why bother in the beginning." Now, it's too late to regret it. ”
For a long time, I didn't listen to Li Jiao's reply. He secretly raised his eyes, but saw Li Jiao half-kneeling in front of the couch, and the person was like a fossil standing still, so he quietly retreated.
Li Li held Shen Zhu's hand, cold and weak. Her hand, which had always been slender and slender, offered him a cup of warm tea at night, wrote a new poem with him, and tapped the tip of his nose with a smile of indulgence.
Where is she good, where is her beauty?
She doesn't seem to be the most beautiful, nor is she the best.
He only knew that his heart was so light and peaceful when he hugged her lightly. Even if he is far away from her, in the battlefield of conquest, in the barren camp in the wilderness, as long as he thinks of her occasionally, a trace of warmth soaks into his heart.
In this way, she slowly seeped into his bone marrow and became an inseparable part of his life.
He never dared to speak, he didn't dare to tell her, he didn't dare to face himself, her condition.
After Feng Xiang checked her pulse, the eldest Sun E called him aside and said slowly:
"Pearl is hurt in the heart, although An Qingxu has healed her, but with his medical skills, it can't be cured at all. If you don't care about it, the root of this disease has fallen, and now it seems that it is not a big problem, but it is actually a big problem! ”
At that time, he wondered, "Isn't it possible that with the doctor's medical skills, he can't get rid of this disease for the pearl?" ”
The eldest grandson said: "The old man is not a god. Remember not to let her be tired, sad, overly worried, and remember! ”
Though he remembered, he was afraid, he was afraid. Yet, he still did so much wrong.
The matter with Su Porcelain, although it was an unintentional mistake, how could he say that he was not at fault?
Xue Song's matter, she exhausted her mental strength, she would rather live and die with him, but in the end, she knew that he was lying to her from beginning to end, how could she not be a little sad?
Allied with Zhang Hanruo, why did he always avoid her and refuse to speak clearly to her, which eventually caused her to have a big misunderstanding? Ask yourself selfishness, is there really something you dare not dare to say?
He always waited like this, waiting for her wisdom and wisdom, with her magnanimity, to fully understand what he was doing.
He was like this, beating her inch by inch to her body and frustrating her.
Now, is she finally going to leave him?
She was discouraged and disappointed, she was heartbroken, she would rather die than want him again?
He wants the world, and he wants her.
If from now on, there is no her smile in this magnificent world, how can he be alone?
He knew he was in tears.
Not a tear, but a face full of tears.
Dripping out of her heart, only in this silent palace, only in front of her.
For the first time, such tears flowed.
Also, for the last time.
Three days and three nights.
The best doctors in Chang'an Luoyang shuttled in, shook their heads one by one, and retreated.
Li Jiao was obviously haggard, her cheekbones were deep, her face was burnt, and he sat on the couch inch by inch, personally feeding her the decoction.
A thousand-year-old ginseng can allow her to support for a few more days or hours?
It's good to have a few more moments.
"Your Highness, Mr. Li Mi is out asking to see you." The chamberlain whispered.
"I don't see anyone," Li Jiao was expressionless, and said lightly: "Please come back next time, sir." ”
"This-" the chamberlain hesitated, "Mr. said that there is something important and he must meet His Highness." ”
"I said I wouldn't see anyone!" Li Jiao was angry, his voice had already risen several degrees, he looked at Shen Pearl on the couch, and finally forced himself to lower the volume, and said, "Please ask him to go back." ”
"Your Highness, are you abandoning the world for the sake of this woman?" Li Yu had already broken into the inner room, he was dressed in white and white, and his clothes were in the wind, and he walked towards Li Li with quick steps, and his words were quite accusatory.
Li Li glanced at him lazily and said, "Sir, this is the concubine's inner room, Mr. is not afraid to avoid suspicion?" ”
Li Mi said: "If I want to see you trapped in the boudoir all your life, I would rather never know His Royal Highness the King of Guangping County." And he said, "What do you think you are now?" Do you know that at this moment, Concubine Shu is plotting to establish King Xing as the crown prince? This time, you should have been crowned the crown prince, but you were only registered as the king of Chu. After that, you will go on a bad trip, and you will never recover, do you really have to wait until King Xing is established as the crown prince before making a good plan? ”
Li Li stood up, walked out slowly, and said, "Let's go out and talk in detail." ”
The wind moved in the drape, turned the corner, and through the veil, she could still be seen lying flat.
Li Mi said: "Your Highness should return to Chang'an as soon as possible, and you should not stay here for more." ”
Li Jiao raised his hand to the sky: "Chang'an...... Now my father only believes in Concubine Shu, and even your heartfelt admonitions, sir, don't listen to them, what's the matter? ”
Li Mi raised his eyebrows, and his words had a deep meaning: "I don't believe that His Highness would make such discouraged words. Since Your Highness has been planning for many years, why don't you continue to do so? - Just for the princess? ”
Li Jiao felt a pain in his heart, pursed his lips and said, "What does it have to do with her?" ”
Li Mi patted Liang Zhu and said, "Your Highness is the person I have ever seen who knows the most about proportion. But he has repeatedly made a big mess for the princess. Red face and trouble, women mislead the country, such a blood lesson of the past dynasties, Your Highness doesn't need me to remind you! ”
"She never misunderstood me, I misunderstood her." Li Jiao's eyes were cold, "Mr. has already seen Concubine Shen, don't say anything again." ”
Li Mi didn't care, leaned over and smiled and said: "Although Concubine Shen is enough to convince me, it's a pity that she and Your Highness are in the wrong place." Your Highness, you are above the clouds, overlooking all living beings, how can you look back at a beautiful scenery four times? And she, knowing that the high places are unbearable and cold, and that there is a different kind of prosperity, which is naturally accompanied by a different kind of loneliness and pain, still has hallucinations, how can she not be bitter and sad? He sighed lightly and said, "Your Highness, this kind of attachment to each other increases his troubles and pains. Now that God is willing, she is determined to let go, why do you hold on to it? ”
Li Jiao's face showed a look of pain, and he was silent. After a long time, he still shook his head slowly.
The sound of "swaying" came from the side of the curtain, and Li Jiao opened his eyes. A chamberlain knelt down in front of him and said with a crying voice: "Your Highness, Your Highness—the medicine can't be fed anymore—the princess is just afraid that it won't work!" ”
Li Jiao seemed to be slapped on the head, his eyes were dark, and he raised his feet and ran to Shen Zhu's couch.
"Your Highness, Your Highness!" Li Mi shouted anxiously behind him, and when he saw that he didn't look back, he shook his head and sighed with a worried face.
The palace maid who served in close quarters was so frightened that she trembled like chaff, and the medicine bowl fell to the ground and splashed with debris and medicine crumbs everywhere.
Li Jiao's heart was as cold as snow soaking, and his whole body was soaked in ice, so he slowly stepped forward, held Shen Zhuzhu's hand tightly from the quilt, and carefully and slowly caught her pulse.
He held his breath and closed his eyes, only to know that his hand holding her pulse was trembling slightly, and he didn't dare to read her pulse.
"Your Highness," I don't know how long later, he seemed to hear someone whispering in his ear, "It's time to prepare for the future." ”
"Nope! - "As if he had been stung by a poisonous bee, he instinctively jumped up from the front of the couch, but saw people kneeling in front of the couch, indoors and outdoors, and some palace maids were secretly wiping away tears, and even Yan Ming's eyes were red.
He was furious, waved his sleeves and scolded: "The princess is not dead yet, why are you all crying?!" Get out, get out! ”
The crowd dispersed, and the inner chamber was silent.
Shen Zhu's pulse was absent, and even the blood rarely vomited, and he was always unconscious. Li Jiao is familiar with medical science, but he feels that the sharp pain in his heart has spread to all his limbs: the last moment is getting closer and closer.
If that's the case, let him and her soak up this last peace.
This life is over.
Fifteen years ago, he rescued her from the waters of Taihu Lake.
Five years ago, he sat in the teahouse opposite the Shen Mansion and watched her calmly go in and out.
When he welcomed her into the mansion.
The wheel of fate is endless, can he think of today?
When you meet and lose each other, this life is over.
He buried his head beside her cheek. - Do you know that I will never be able to show such love again? After that, the water was three thousand, and I could not drink a scoop again. In love, I have lived in this life.
Is this sad or happy for me?
"Someone has unveiled the emperor's list, Your Highness." An attendant muttered quietly at Li Li's feet.
Li Jiao did not change his posture, and waved his hand at him for a long time to retreat. This last moment, every moment is infinitely precious, how can those pretentious quacks be delayed.
The chamberlain bowed down and muttered another sentence softly.
Li Jiao raised his head like lightning, and his eyes swept towards the inner servant like an arrow: "What did you just say?" Say it again. ”
The waiter was startled, knelt down and said: "The slave and maid said nonsense, Your Highness, Your Highness ......" looked left and right, I don't know what was wrong with what I said casually just now, and I was terrified.
Li Jiao took a long breath and said, "This king forgives you for your innocence, who did you just say about the person who unveiled the emperor's list?" ”
The waiter breathed a sigh of relief and said: "It turned out to be this, the slave maid is from the old palace, but I just think that the woman who unveiled the emperor's list is like the old ...... Princess Jianning. ”
Li Jiao groaned for a moment, and the chamberlain was surprised to see that His Royal Highness's brows gradually stretched, and there was a rare smile on the corner of his mouth.
(Tianjin)