"How can you not hold a grudge against him." Jian Yu coughed lightly and said, "But even if you hate him again, you should focus on the overall situation." ”

The emperor sighed softly, and Jian Yu said softly: "But there is one thing, I still want to say one more thing, originally my old injuries have improved under Qingxuan's treatment, but after being slapped by Feng Jitian last time, his condition has deteriorated sharply, maybe for Feng Jitian, he doesn't want me to go to the battlefield."

He knew that it was good to say this, and he couldn't care what the emperor thought about the rest of the matter.

And in his opinion, a villain like Feng Jitian, he used the same method to deal with Feng Jitian, it shouldn't be too much

The emperor's eyes revealed a little coldness, he looked at Jian Yu and said, "You mean, all this is done by him on purpose."

"I don't know." Jian Yu said softly: "I just think it's a bit of a coincidence, so I remind my father that Feng Jitian's temperament can't stand even the slightest grievance." ”

The emperor's eyes shone slightly: "If this is the case, how can you appoint Feng Wuyu again, you are not afraid that their father and son will join forces to give birth to something, what will happen to the country of Great Qin at that time?"

"Although Feng Wuyan is the nominal son of Feng Jitian, the father and the two have already separated from morality." Jian Yu said softly: "I don't know if my father has heard about the matter of Cui Mansion before, Feng Wuyan is not Feng Jitian's son at all, after that incident came out, Feng Jitian still wanted Feng Wutian's life, so the two of them are called father and son, but there is not much father-son affection at all." ”

The emperor's eyes flashed when he heard this, he knew that Feng Wutian was not Feng Jitian's biological son, but he didn't know that Feng Jitian was going to kill Feng Wutian.

He sat there and pondered for a moment, then asked, "Do you really think Feng Wuyu is useful?"

Jian Yu said softly: "He is at least better than Feng Jitian, and there is a deep gap between their father and son, they will not form a party, and they can restrain each other, which has many benefits for their father." ”

When the emperor heard the word "forming a party", his eyes deepened, and he couldn't help but glance at Jian Yu, he suddenly felt that although Jian Yu was sick, his heart was like a mirror.

The emperor couldn't figure out his mood at this time for a while, but he sighed thousands of times, and he almost subconsciously said to himself in a very low and low voice: "It would be nice if you were my own child." ”

This sentence was said by him subconsciously, he has so many princes, and none of them can match Jian Yu in terms of knowledge and ability, and the secret that has been buried in his heart for decades is said so easily at this time, just because he feels that everything has changed at this point, and it no longer matters whether Jian Yu knows it or not.

He said this very lightly, but Jian Yu's ear power was extremely good, and when he heard this, his eyes moved slightly, and thousands of guesses rose in his heart for a while, and he asked softly: "Father, what are you talking about just now?"

The emperor immediately came back to his senses when he heard this, he realized what he had just said, and said busily: "I didn't say anything, I was just thinking about how good it is for you to be so sick now, if your body is well, this time, I have nothing to worry about, but unfortunately"

He was still a little scared at this time, he couldn't help but glance at Jian Yu, seeing that his face was calm, lying there at this time seemed to be very weak, and he looked very sick.

The emperor was a little relieved when he saw him like this, after all, this matter involved too much, and the emperor didn't want Jian Yu to know, even if Jian Yu was so sick.

The emperor said softly: "You are not well, take a good rest, I will leave first, and I will come to see you in a few days." ”

Jian Yu knew that what he said was just a face-to-face word, and it was impossible for him to come to see him, so he said softly: "Father, I miss my mother a little." ”

"Didn't Concubine Xian just come to see you" After the emperor said this, he suddenly understood that the concubine in Jian Yu's mouth was not referring to his adoptive mother, Concubine Xian, but Concubine Jing, who had already passed away.

Since the death of Concubine Jing, few people have mentioned her in front of the emperor again, and when the emperor heard Jian Yu talk about Concubine Jing, his heart was extremely uncomfortable for a while.

He whispered, "Silly boy, don't think nonsense. ”

Jian Yu said softly: "These days, I always dream of my mother's concubine, and I always hear her crying, and I feel so sad. ”

Concubine Jing didn't have many memories left to Jian Yu, and those few memories were always mixed with faint tears and a faint bitter taste floating in the air.

The emperor's eyes flashed slightly, and Jian Yu continued: "I always dream that my mother says that she misses me and wants to take me out of the palace, but now I am always sick and groggy, thinking that I am about to see my mother." ”

"Don't talk nonsense," the emperor's voice rose a little, and his hand shook slightly, and then said, "It won't happen like that, you will definitely be fine." ”

Jian Yu opened his eyes slightly, there were tears in his eyes, and asked softly: "After so many years, has my father ever thought about my mother?"

The emperor's body shook slightly, but he did not speak.

Jian Yu said softly: "There are so many concubines in the palace of my father and queen, how can I remember my mother's concubine, it is the sons and daughters who are presumptuous." ”

The emperor's mouth opened slightly, and he said softly, "I have thought about your mother. ”

Jian Yu looked at him, his face was slightly pale at this time, and he said softly after a while: "She is the most gentle woman in the world, and I often think of her." ”

Jian Yu smiled lightly and said, "Father Xie." ”

His eyes still fell on the emperor's body, but he felt that it was just this short time, the emperor's appearance looked a lot older, Jian Yu's mood was a little complicated for a while, knowing that it was enough to talk about it, and it would be useless to talk about it further.

But the emperor felt that there was no way to face him anymore, and said softly to him at the moment: "Take care of yourself, don't think about it." ”

Jian Yu nodded slightly.

After the emperor left, Jian Yu's eyes slowly opened, but at this time, there was no longer the sick and weak state of the emperor when he was there.

He was in a somewhat complicated mood at this time, and he couldn't figure out what he was thinking for a while, but he vaguely understood why for so many years, no matter how good he was, the emperor had always guarded him, and the father and son would never be as close as other princes and emperors.

What he had always been unable to figure out was broken by the emperor's short self-talk.

In fact, it's not that he hasn't thought about it in that direction, but he just thinks that that thing is impossible, because all the time of the emperor's favored concubines is recorded, and if the time is not right, then that concubine will be sentenced to death.

And according to the emperor's temperament, how can he tolerate the concubine to have selfishness with others.

With this reason, Jian Yu could suddenly figure out all the things that he had been unable to understand all these years, because he was not the emperor's biological son, so the better he was, the more worried the emperor was, and the more he would be guarded.

He had always felt that the emperor didn't like him because he was not good enough, so he needed to be better, so he worked harder.

He remembered that when he was twelve years old, the emperor allowed him to go on the expedition, and he thought that the emperor would allow him because there was no one available in the court, but now he suddenly understood that when the emperor allowed him to go on the expedition, he wanted to take advantage of that incident to ask for his life

But he didn't expect that expedition to make the emperor discover his value, so that he has been alive until now.

When Jian Yu realized this, he couldn't say what he felt in his heart for a while, he lay there in a daze, and his heart was sad that he had never felt before.

Strong and brave like Jian Yu, at this time he also felt that he was on the verge of collapse.

He finally understood why the emperor had treated him completely differently from other princes over the years.

He also finally understood that no matter how good he did, the emperor would never be good to him.

He lay there without moving, except for the green tendons in his temples bulging and the fists in his hands clenched extremely tightly.

After the emperor and Shuying left, Lan Qingxuan entered the room, and when she came in, she found that Jian Yu was lying there without moving, and as soon as she entered, she felt that something was wrong in the room.

She walked up to Jian Yu and asked, "What's going on?"

Jian Yu reached out and grabbed her hand, but did not speak.

Lan Qingxuan was startled when she saw that his face was pale, and hurriedly reached out to check his pulse, and found that his pulse was extremely unstable, and his old injuries were most taboo with too many mood fluctuations, which was extremely unfavorable to his body.

She stretched out her hand and grabbed his hand and said, "Jian Yu, look at me, no matter what happened just now, no matter what your father said to you, don't be angry, you have to think about me and our children"

She was very angry in her heart, the emperor said to come to see Jian Yu, but he made Jian Yu angry like this, this damn emperor

Jian Yu took a deep breath after hearing her words, and said softly: "Yes, I can't be angry, and there is really nothing to be angry about, the relationship between father and son was originally as light as water, but now, it is no longer even a father and son." ”

Lan Qingxuan was stunned for a moment after hearing his words, Jian Yu slowly sat up, stretched out her hand to hold her into her arms and said, "Qingxuan, originally I always only had you"

He hugged him very tightly, Lan Qingxuan was a little out of breath when she was hugged, but she didn't reach out to push him.

Ever since she met him, he had always had a good grasp of his emotions, and he had never been so out of control as he was today.

Something big must have happened for him to be like this.

She reached out and stroked his back and said, "Jian Yu, it's okay, it's okay, I'll always be by your side." ”

Jian Yu heard her voice with a slight difficulty, he hurriedly let her go, and seeing the worry on her face, he said softly: "I'm sorry, I made you worry about me." ”

"Tell me this, fool." Lan Qingxuan said softly: "I am your wife, the person who wants to go through your life with you, the person who wants to face everything with you, you don't need to talk to me like this." ”

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