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Chapter 613: Doubts in my heart

Jian Yu looked at Lan Qingxuan's eyes, her eyes were full of tenderness, his heart warmed up in an instant, the corners of his mouth rose slightly, bent into an extremely beautiful arc, and he said softly: "Yes, you are my wife, no matter what happens, I still have you and our children." :。 ”

Lan Qingxuan nodded slightly, and Jian Yu said again: "I was really wrong, for those irrelevant people, but let the people in this world who really care about me worry about me, I'm so stupid, you can rest assured, nothing like this will happen again in the future." ”

Lan Qingxuan's hand gently stroked his face, wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and said softly, "Jian Yu, can you tell me what happened?" ”

Jian Yu nodded lightly and said softly: "Actually, it's nothing, it's just that I just heard from my father's mouth that I am not his biological son, although over the years, I am extremely disappointed in what he has done, but I am still very sad when I know the news." ”

"Why is he telling you this?" Lan Qingxuan's brows furrowed.

She didn't have a good impression of the emperor, so she wasn't as excited as Jian Yu when she heard about it.

In her opinion, it is a good thing that Jian Yu is not the emperor's son, at least in the future, they don't need to be as scruples as before, and they don't need to be like before, holding back when doing things.

Jian Yu said softly: "When he said that, he was talking to himself, his voice was very, very human, he probably thought I was sick, I couldn't hear it."

Lan Qingxuan sighed: "It's not easy to say about this, I have said to the imperial doctor who treated you before, your condition is the most taboo, and your mood fluctuates too much, and this matter can be said to be a great thing." ↓ said.. If you are not his son, I would like to infer his thoughts with a more vicious mind. ”

Jian Yu looked at her quietly, and she said almost word by word: "He suddenly said that sentence in front of you, maybe it was because you were seriously ill, he wanted to make your condition worse, and he wanted your life." ”

Jian Yu didn't think about this idea, and when he heard Lan Qingxuan's words at this time, a chill appeared in his eyes.

Lan Qingxuan's words may be true in Jian Yu's opinion.

Because today, the emperor came to him not to see him at all, but wanted to know from him how to deal with this war.

And before the emperor said that sentence, he had already recommended Feng Wuyu to the emperor.

Jian Yu's face turned paler, but his mood calmed down, and he said lightly: "I don't rule out this possibility, but in this way, my heart will be even colder, my father-son relationship with him for many years, in his heart I am afraid that he has always avoided it like a snake and scorpion, and my ability is just a use for him." ”

Lan Qingxuan let out a long sigh when she saw him.

She knew that if this matter was true, it would be an extremely cruel thing for Jian Yu.

It's just that this matter is cruel, but it can be regarded as a good thing.

She said softly: "The emperor is really ruthless to you, and you can use any means." ”

Jian Yu's eyes narrowed slightly, and he said faintly: "Qingxuan, do you say that the feelings between people can really be so thin?" Even if I am not his biological son, but we have been father and son for so many years, and I have guarded the country for him for so many years, in his heart, is there really no other way except death? ”

"Maybe it's because you're too good, better than all his sons, so he's even more uneasy," Lan Qingxuan said softly.

Lan Qingxuan also felt a little strange before, no matter how suspicious the emperor was, he was also the emperor's son, and it shouldn't have come to that point.

She had always been different from Jian Yu in her heart before, but there was no way.

Now that such a truth came to the surface, her heart calmed down, and she finally understood why the emperor did that.

All the things that were previously unexplainable are now explained.

She gently took Jian Yu's hand and said, "But if you are not good enough, I am afraid that you will be killed by him a long time ago." None of the tribulations of your youth are not a danger to your life. ”

After the two got married, Lan Qingxuan often pulled Jian Yu to tell her about his childhood.

It's just that most of the things that Jian Yu did when he was a child were gray and dark, and in his childhood, there wasn't much sunshine.

In his heart, all he recorded were conspiracies against him, and those conspiracies could be said to be full of blood, and they all wanted to put him to death.

Although the person who started it was the queen, but without the acquiescence of the emperor, how could the queen do such a thing.

Because of this, Lan Qingxuan felt that she had to be nice to Jian Yu, God played jokes with them one after another, her biological father treated her like that, and they had to be better to each other.

In her life, Jian Yu is her warmth, and she also hopes that in the days to come, she can give Jian Yu more warmth.

Jian Yu said softly: "Yes, I'm afraid he wants my life since I was born, I finally understand why my mother has been crying like that, and she has always been so unhappy." ”

Speaking of these things, Jian Yu suddenly remembered something.

Because he has been smarter than ordinary children since he was a child, when he was three years old, when he recited the thousand-character text to his mother, he clearly remembered that his mother's eyes were first joyful, then tears, and to this day, he can still remember what she said at the time: "My Yu'er is the smartest child in the world, but you are so smart, it may not be your blessing." ”

Jian Yu has always remembered these words until now, and over the years, he has been thinking about what kind of mind Concubine Jing had when she said this.

And he really felt that his intelligence did not bring him happiness.

Over the years, the court has been up and down, there have been several lives and deaths on the battlefield, and there is extremely weak family affection.

At one point, he felt that he had seen everything too thoroughly to make him so unhappy.

Now I am a little lucky, fortunately he is not stupid, otherwise I am afraid that he would have died a long time ago.

Lan Qingxuan said softly: "This matter is decades ago, you can't change it, but you don't have to bear anything for this matter, put all this down, let's continue to live the life we should live, but in the future, when facing the emperor's suspicions, we don't have to be so sad, if something major happens, we will have a lot less worries." ”

Jian Yu agreed with Lan Qingxuan's words, and he nodded slightly.

Lan Qingxuan saw a hint of darkness in his eyes, and she asked, "Are you thinking about who your biological father is?" ”

Jian Yu nodded lightly and said, "Yes, I was wondering who my biological father was, why I haven't heard any rumors about this matter all these years." ”

Lan Qingxuan's eyes deepened and asked, "Do you want to know who your biological father is?" ”

There was a hint of hesitation in Jian Yu's eyes, and Lan Qingxuan chuckled: "Are you afraid that your biological father is as disgusting as my biological father, so it's better not to know if you know?" ”

Jian Yu chuckled and said: "That's not it, things have come to this point, I don't think there's anything I can't accept no matter who he is, no matter how rubbish he is, he is still alone." ”

Lan Qingxuan saw that he was smiling at this time, and there were a few jokes in her words, which was much easier than Fang Cai, and she said softly: "Then do you still want to know?" ”

"Everyone is curious, and I'm no exception, not to mention that this matter has a lot to do with me." Jian Yu replied.

Lan Qingxuan nodded and said, "Well, you have a point, your biological father will not be disgusted with Feng Jitian no matter how disgusting he is, at least he will not take advantage of you when he sees you useful." ”

Jian Yu chuckled, reached out and scratched her nose and said, "Qingxuan, are you comparing yourself to me?" ”

Lan Qingxuan blinked and said, "We are all husband and wife, they say that husband and wife have the same fate, so what if it is more miserable?" ”

Jian Yu smiled, and Lan Qingxuan said again: "But if you want to know who your father is, I think someone may know." ”

"You mean aunt?" Jian Yu asked.

Lan Qingxuan replied: "Yes, it's my mother, with her age and her identity, none of the old things in the palace should be able to hide from her." ”

Jian Yu's eyes deepened and said: "But over the years, my aunt has never shown the slightest abnormality in front of me, and she has never mentioned this matter, and with my aunt's caution, I am afraid that she may not be willing to talk about this matter in front of me, and we have no evidence, if she doesn't say it, we have no way." ”

"So if you want to know about this, you can find some clues first, and then come to her, maybe she will say." Lan Qingxuan said softly, but she said so, and she was not too sure in her heart.

Jian Yu let out a long sigh and said: "You still don't know much about your aunt's temperament, when she was in the capital before, she was a well-known Iron Lady, acting decisively, doing things neatly, and using clever means. The ministers of the court had said that if there was no aunt, the father might not be able to ascend to the throne. It is difficult for us to get a glimpse of all these things now, and it is useless to guess. ”

Lan Qingxuan had also heard some of these things, and Jian Yu said: "So if it's something that my aunt doesn't want to say, it's difficult to get words out of her mouth, so I still have to use some means." It's just that this matter is a big secret, and there can't be too many people involved, and the more people who know, the more trouble we will have. So in my opinion, if we know about this matter, it would be good to look into it when we have the opportunity in the future. ”.。 ,