During the whole process of the visit, the baby kept crying and crying, noisy and noisy, which made me, a seven-foot man, at a loss, and my brain was in chaos!

I sat in the infusion room with Qingyu's baby in my arms and waited for the nurse to give the infusion, she kept crying and churning in my arms, mainly because the fever was too bad, I was worried that the child was abnormal, so I quickly caught up with the nurse and asked:

"Sister nurse, how long will it take? I'm worried that my child won't be able to stand it? ”

"What did you do earlier, only brought the child to the hospital at this time!" The busy nurse turned around and scolded me.

"I, I'm ......" I wanted to say something, but I had to go back to the bench in the infusion room, so anxious that I didn't know what to do.

"Don't sit there stupidly, you feed the child some water first, the more fever at this time, the more you can't let the child lack water, or, you see if the child is hungry, you can feed her some milk powder" The young nurse who scolded me just now may not be able to bear it, she just reminded me.

"Oh, yes, yes, when I came, Qingyu told me to live well" I took out milk powder bottles and other things from my backpack while holding the crying baby, but I have no experience in this area, I have never taken care of such a small baby, besides, I am still a child, not yet twenty years old! , I was in a hurry for a while, and I didn't do anything.

At this time, an old woman who was taking care of her grandson on the side couldn't stand it anymore, she came over to help me mix milk powder and water, and then, shaking it evenly, handed it to me very kindly, and said:

"Young man, you try the water to be hot, if it's not hot, you can give it to the child"

"Thank you, thank you" I hurriedly thanked me, otherwise I really wouldn't have been able to do it.

When I put the bottle to the baby's mouth, she not only didn't eat but cried even more, and I just wanted to ask the old woman what was going on, but found that the old woman took her grandson to the toilet.

"Sister nurse, sister nurse, why doesn't the child eat milk, why doesn't she eat, it's really urgent" I shouted anxiously.

"What are you doing as a father, you can't even do something as simple as breastfeeding your child?" The young nurse didn't forget to reprimand me through the glass wall.

"What about her mother, why didn't her mother come? The young nurse walked out of the dispensing room and asked me.

"Her mother was busy with the business of the store and couldn't take a break, so she couldn't come," I said with some embarrassment.

"Business is important, or the child is important, is money important, or is the child's health important, not to mention that she is still so young," the young nurse said to me as if she were a child.

"Hey, by the way, why don't you stay in the store and let her mother come," the young nurse asked me suddenly curiously.

"I'm not her father," I said helplessly, looking at the nurse.

"You're a human trafficker, huh?" The nurse said openly.

"Eldest sister, don't talk nonsense about this kind of thing, I'm her mother's friend, it just so happened that the child's father was on a business trip, and I happened to run into it, so I took the child to the hospital first, and her mother should come soon" I hurriedly explained.

The young nurse took the child in my arms suspiciously and tried several times, but the child still did not feed, and finally, she also gave up, she said:

"The child is burned out, and he can't eat milk powder anymore, so let's wait until the infusion is given."

The nurse took the child in her arms very lovingly and measured it carefully, and then looked at me again and said:

"This little baby is so pretty"

"She mainly looks like her mother," I perfunctorily said.

"Just kidding, I see that this kid looks a lot like you with eyes, nose, small mouth or something, are you the child's father?" The young nurse laughed as she spoke.

"Don't talk nonsense, if people hear it, maybe it's a big deal, I'm really not the child's father" I hurriedly rounded the scene.

"Okay, I'm just kidding" The nurse suddenly noticed that another reason for the child's crying was that the child's diaper was already soaking wet.

"Daddy, hurry up and get a diaper for the child, I'll change it for her"

"Okay" I hurriedly responded, took out the diaper from the backpack and handed it to the nurse, I knew that this naughty ** was already called Shunkou, and I didn't say anything to her, anyway, I did what she said.

After the nurse changed the baby's diaper, her crying gradually became quieter, and although she was still sobbing, the sound was no longer so devastating.

The baby is quiet, the nurse in the dispensing room has also prepared the medicine bottle, they are familiar with all the preparations before the needle, a slightly older nurse is very quick to put the needle on the baby's forehead, the baby has not thought of crying, it is over.

"Daddy, the baby has been infused, you have to observe the baby's dynamics at any time, if you find something abnormal, tell us immediately, okay?"

"Okay, okay, thank you, thank you" I hurriedly thanked the three nurses present.

"You look like a little father, you don't know how to hold a child," the older nurse laughed at me.

"He's not the child's father, he's here to help take care of it," said the young nurse.

"What? Fresh, you dare to take this kind of thing, the child has such a bad fever, if there are three long and two short, you are not afraid that people will come to you to settle accounts."

"Don't be afraid, I'm quite familiar with her mother, and I've been a classmate for so many years, if I don't know her so well, her mother won't dare to let me bring it out."

"Okay, you must take good care of the children."

"Thank you"

After about half an hour, the child gradually stopped crying, maybe she was tired, maybe after the infusion, she felt better, and she fell asleep quietly.

I sat on the bench in the infusion room and held my sleeping child on the infusion, looking a little lonely and helpless, but I still hugged the child tightly, for fear that she would make a mistake or that I would slip on the ground.

I held her in my arms and looked at her carefully, what a beautiful baby girl, how much like Qingyu, when she grew up, she must be a beauty embryo again, looking at her sleeping little face faintly revealing the breath of Qingyu, especially the stubbornness in her bones! This is really a Qingyu's baby daughter, she looks so much like Qingyu inside and out.

Looking at her, I think of the bits and pieces of those with Qingyu, the tide of memories can't resist the clouds of the past today, those who were once the most beautiful are now replaced by reality, no matter how good the memories are, what else, what else can I do, can Qingyu return to me? Can she come back to me? After all, now, what I love deeply is Jing Lin, who is a little more beautiful than Qingyu, more reasonable than Qingyu, and she doesn't dislike me, doesn't dislike me for being poor, doesn't dislike me for not having a good job...... Look, I'm fine everywhere! Such a woman is worthy of my love, not all day long.

Like, I'm sitting here here with Qingyu's child in my arms at the moment, as if performing a life that Qingyu and I should have had, once, I thought I could have it, but after I lost it, it gave me this feeling at this moment, like God told me that you never lost, you just want to get too much, you don't have to be restrained in the past, those, things that are not you are like an hourglass on your fingertips, at any time, will slip away, if, you are attached to it, it is cruel to yourself and others, so, some things, if, you feel good, Just put it in your heart, no one should bother, let it bloom and fall freely, pay tribute when the leaves fall silently, and let all the good and bad things disappear with the wind, or, turn into dandelion seeds, and scatter them all over the world. 、

After infusion of three bottles of liquid to the baby, it was already more than two o'clock in the afternoon, the child had already lost fever, the nurse asked the hospital to stay in the hospital for some time, in case the child has an abnormal phenomenon can also be timely feedback, the nurse said the truth, we can not disobey the order, good people do it to the end, wait and wait.

I was very patient, and I kept holding the child here and waiting for Qingyu to arrive, but I ignored one thing, that is, I was in a hurry, and I didn't tell Qingyu that I went to the hospital, I think she must be very anxious if she can't find the child now, but at this moment, I can't do anything, because I can only listen to the doctor's words, I can't leave here, I hope Qingyu can find here as soon as possible.

At about four o'clock in the afternoon, Qingyu still found this place, and she saw the child crying in her arms without saying anything.

"Do you think I took the child away?" I didn't know what to say, so I said half-jokingly.

"I, I'm not worried about this, I'm just worried, you can't get her a few months baby"

"The child's fever has subsided, and the nurse said, there is no major problem, since you are here, we can go"

"Thank you, thank you, I really don't know what to do if it weren't for you today"

"Actually, it's simple, as soon as you close the door of the store, won't the child's affairs be solved?"

"That's right, today, let you see the joke, you must think that I only have money in my eyes"

"Don't really think about it, I never think so, as a businessman, you are also a matter of credibility, if your store is closed all day, who will buy things in the future, right?"

"You're still so understanding"

"Hehe" I suddenly laughed, the scene vaguely returned to many years ago, we were still innocent teenagers with each other, and at this moment, the years were obsessed.

"Let's go," Qingyu said, and then, after thanking the nurse and doctor, we packed up everything and left the hospital.

On the way back, Qingyu walked in front with the child in her arms, looking at her emaciated back, I couldn't help but ask her:

"Is he good to you? I know I shouldn't be asking! "I regretted it so much that I wanted to slap myself twice.

"Okay, the store I'm running now is what their family paid to help me open it," Qingyu said as he walked in front.

When she said this, I didn't know how to pick it up, thinking that if our family had this condition, Qingyu would not have been forced to leave me by her parents with death!

I walked behind Qingyu for a long time and didn't speak, she thought that this sentence had stimulated me, she quickly turned around and apologized to me and said:

"Shao Erdan, I'm sorry, you know, I'm not that kind of person, but I can't help it" Qingyu said with tears of annoyance.

"You have always been the Qingyu in my heart, and it has never changed, seeing that you are living so happily now, I am relieved, my heart knot will be opened, and I will no longer have to look for you all over the world"

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's all my fault, can you please accept my apology? That way, I can have peace of mind."

"It's me who says I'm sorry, because I failed to give you the life you wanted, I didn't meet your parents' requirements, I was incompetent"

"Don't say that, at the beginning, I just wanted to be with you, but I didn't expect so much to happen later"

"Qingyu, Qingyu, now that everything is in the past and we all have each other's destinations, isn't it better now?"

"Maybe," Qingyu sighed and cried harder.

"Qingyu, I can't come to see you in the future, you must be well"

Hearing this, Qingyu cried helplessly like a lost child, and she squatted at the corner of the street with the child in her arms, unable to help herself.

"Qingyu, you must live happily"

"Shao Erdan" She only called my name, but it seemed to say a thousand words, all the difficulties are hard to leave, and she has to leave after all, not to mention the two people who have nothing to do with it now.

Separated street, I turned away, and was dazzled by the busy city, what can I do today, what is it, maybe nothing, we once appeared at the right time, it turned out, it was just a misunderstanding, kind girl, but

May you be happy all your life.

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