Chapter 353: Qingyu is as good as ever
The sun was shining on this fragile labyrinth, and the lights reflected in the neon of last night had long since dissipated, and I walked down the street like a living dead as if I had lost my way
No matter how familiar the city is, it can't withstand the sadness again and again, the city is like a stubborn child, which has brought you laughter and tears, misery, and pain
The streets are like a labyrinth blocking me from going home, I can't get out no matter how I walk, I can't find my direction, maybe just so that I can meet the person who hurts my heart the most. 【Fengyun Reading Network】
The sun was in the air, it was nearly ten o'clock, and I was still not able to get into the bus station and get into the car that could go home.
The bustling and lonely streets, the walking corpse-like pedestrians, numb and degenerate, hurried, and hurried away exhausted
What a heart-wrenching cruelty it must be to find someone who has gone missing from your heart, and who pretends not to know you anymore, when the cars on the streets, the dust that is barely visible to the naked eye, and the touching desolation of the city, when you can find her, and who pretends not to know you anymore
The shopping plaza, the central street, that, the place I can't seem to remember, the street that has been frozen for a long time, I have been lost for too long and I inadvertently look up, and the home textile of Allure is impressive
A woman's name immediately appeared in my mind, Wang Qingyu, when I thought of this name, I suddenly became flustered, looking at the bustling crowd around me, I felt that I had nowhere to escape
Wang Qingyu, my first love, the woman I once loved, we were, we used to have those beautiful pasts, now, I can't bear to think of it, because she is now a mother, is the proprietress of this home textile store and lives a very comfortable life in the city and Mrs. Kuo.
I think I still love her, but now it's more of a blessing, I want her to live happily, she is a stubborn and even paranoid girl, what kind of man should be to love her and care for her, I think this man must be more tolerant than me, tolerate her little temper, tolerate her too many advantages and disadvantages, never go against her will, like the queen spoils her, I think her current man, will definitely be able to give her a happy life, I believe he can do it.
Standing outside the door of Allure Home Textiles, I laughed at myself, if I am not a Mr. Yin and Yang, I have a decent job, if I am not a poor bastard, I am rich, even if I am a rich second generation, I can give Qingyu these rich things, will we live together now and live a happy life with her
But in this world, or rather, God has never given us a hypothetical life, in that case, I can take you to wander the world, take you anywhere you want, or, in a corner of peace, build a nest of love that can shelter us from the wind and rain, and I will live in it, enjoy a happy life, watch the children and grandchildren all over the land, and enjoy the joy of family
However, God still played a big joke on us, or, to say, we were played by it, maybe, God let us break up in this way, it is to make me never forget you, just like they say, how far is the farthest distance in the world, in fact, that is, the distance between forgetting and remembering is forgotten, the sky is separated, and when remembered, it is also vicissitudes, and things are not people
Over the years, I have been perceiving love with my heart, what love is, but between gaining and losing, what I am fortunate to get is family affection, and those who have lost are far away and dissipated with the wind, all are love
If the reality is like this, how do we weigh how much a man loves this woman, is she throwing her hand away when you have nothing, but you are reluctant to give up on her, or is there another woman who depends on you for life and death and never abandons
The ending and the result are equally surprising or surprising, the woman who is willing to accompany you down, she may be too stupid, or she may not know how to love, but she doesn't care about the long road ahead, but she has no hesitation to accompany you on, whether it is the sea is dry and rotten, or the sky is so old that later, I asked her at the beginning, how determined you were to choose to be with me, after all, at that time, I had nothing
Occasionally, at this time, she always smiled and said to me, I didn't make up my mind, I didn't choose, and I didn't get to the point where I couldn't leave you, it was God who pushed me in front of you, you just reached out and grabbed my heart, and from then on, I will be with you like a shadow, no matter whose arrangement it is, I am grateful for this arrangement, those things that God has given me, whether it is good or bad, I will not give up I call this gift a gift, so, I enjoy loving you, like, The dandelions that drift away with the wind are also alive and have a home after all.
Maybe the nature that came later caused the current discomfort, I stood outside the Allure Home Textile store like a beggar, and I expected the woman inside to come out and recognize me.
Through the glass window, I saw Wang Qingyu busy inside, one moment, greeting guests, another moment, packing up goods, and taking care of the children in the stroller from time to time.
This is what Wang Qingyu has always been very commendable, she has always been an all-rounder, she seems to be able to cope with all the scenes, she has always had such an ability.
I stood outside, looking at Wang Qingyu's emaciated figure, suddenly, I felt distressed, she has always been a stubborn person, if anyone disobeys her, she can cut off with you, if you don't want her to control you, then you can only obediently get away
Twilight, I saw, Qingyu ran more often to the stroller, and, no one next to her could come to help her, I could see that she was very anxious, I was worried about taking a few steps forward, I suddenly heard the cry of the baby inside was very anxious My heart hurt, but at this moment Qingyu can not completely take care of the baby, she takes care of the baby while taking care of the customer, looking at her lack of skills, she can't wait to grow three heads and six arms, because the store is too busy.
Outside the door, I heard the heart-rending cry of the baby in the stroller became more and more urgent, at that moment, I seemed to forget who I was and even forgot my identity, I broke into the home textile store like a madman, walked to, the stroller, I couldn't help but say, a baby or a few months old baby in my arms, I looked at the tearful baby face full of crimson, I stretched out my palm to touch her little forehead, burned very badly, I was angry all of a sudden:
"Wang Qingyu, to what extent does the child have a fever, you still have the heart to do business?"
Wang Qingyu was stunned by my voice, she said it was you, she ran over and snatched the child into her arms.
"Why are you here" Wang Qingyu may be afraid that I will hurt the child, maybe she is precautionary.
"How did I get here, I ran in when I heard the baby's cry, the child is so badly burned, why don't you take her to the hospital, if it burns like this, it will burn the child" I blamed Wang Qingyu.
Wang Qingyu looked at the business in the store and said in a panic:
"The store is too busy, how can I take her there?"
"You're not free, I'm free, I'll take her there" I stepped forward and wanted to hug the child in her arms, but I immediately stepped back, I realized my faux pas this time, and quickly apologized:
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done this, but what about the child's father"
"He, something, no more" Qingyu said leaving a few lines of tears, she seemed to have grievances that she couldn't talk about, she said, help me take care of the business, she said holding the child and turning into the warehouse on the side to breastfeed the child.
I stood in the middle of the store to take care of the business in Qingyu's store, but I heard the baby's crying louder and more urgent, the high fever burned so that she could no longer breastfeed, and I also heard Qingyu's absurd way of coaxing the child, she held the child in her arms while crying, while praying for the baby, baby, mother please don't make trouble, you eat milk and sleep.
I couldn't listen anymore, I rushed into the warehouse at once, Qingyu may have heard the voice, and quickly tidied up his clothes
"Qingyu, you hurry up and take care of your business, you hand over the baby to me, and I will take the baby to the doctor"
"You," Qingyu said as she looked at me with red eyes and suspicion.
"Yes, it's me, who let our classmates have a fight, you are in trouble now, I have no reason not to help"
"Classmate, old classmate" Qingyu repeated, actually laughing.
"Hurry up, give the child to me" I was like snatching the child from Qingyu's arms.
"You're busy, I'll take the baby to the hospital"
"Then please"
I turned around with the baby in my arms and walked out of the door, Qingyu caught up, and carried a large bag of baby supplies to me and did not forget to tell:
"Remember, give the child water, if she is hungry and crying, you feed her milk powder, and later, I will go to you"
"Okay, I got it"
I took a taxi and asked him to take me to the nearest hospital, and the driver was very helpful, and after five or six minutes, he took me and the baby to the city hospital.
went to the hospital and hung up the infant fever clinic, and the female doctor was furious when she saw the baby in such a state:
"What do you do as a father, what do you eat, what kind of child has been burned, you just brought her to the hospital, you have no sense of responsibility"
"I'm not her father," I said with an innocent face.
"You give me another quibble, you see how much the child looks like you, and you still say that the child is not yours" The female doctor still didn't give up on me.
"Is there any" I looked at the baby in my arms, how do I look like Qingyu, besides, what does it have to do with people who have fathers
"Your young ones are spoiled, and they don't care about the child at all, if the baby burns like this again, it will burn into meningitis, you think it's child's play."
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I was wrong, doctor" I quickly apologized, let the doctor dissipate his anger, it is really the heart of the doctor's parents, the doctor is really anxious about the health of this little baby.
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