(Girls' Literature)

Zhang Yefeng, is that so? Zhang Yefeng parked the car on the side of the road so quickly, hugged me, and hugged me tightly, "Cry, it's okay, Ai Xiaoya, I know that for a while, there are simply too many grievances in your heart, if you want to cry, cry, my shoulder, will always be your ......."

I know that now I am really for **, motherhood, and I also know that I can't just lean my head on his shoulder unscrupulously and cry like this, I also know that maybe at this time, I should break free from his arms, maybe give him a slap so that he doesn't take advantage of others so much.

But I understand that at this time, I can't do this, I really can't do this, because I clearly feel that Zhang Yefeng can almost be said to have no malice, so what else do I have to say? And, I am now yearning for a broad shoulder, Zhang Yefeng, thank you, I think this hug has no pollution. Good or bad, right or wrong, I think at this time, I still have some decisions, I don't want to show my vulnerability like this, but I can't do anything not to show it.

"Cry out, just cry out......" He said softly in my ear, "Ai Xiaoya, I don't know what's going on, I've always felt that you seem to live in my heart, your shadow seems to have never been erased, I know that you are married, and I also know that you are a mother, but I just can't forget you, I can't forget you in the slightest, Ai Xiaoya, you say, am I a villain......

This is the gentlest words I have ever heard him say to him that I have ever realized with him, but Zhang Yefeng, reason seems to tell me that I can't do this, I instinctively pushed away Zhang Yefeng, who is now holding me tightly in his arms, he looked at me, his eyes did not show surprise, as if it was a matter of time before I pushed him away like this.

"I'm sorry, I ......" he explained a little incoherently, I waved my hand, "Okay, don't say any more, let's go......" The car restarted again, the window was still a mist, but the air conditioner in the car was turned on, and the warm air wrapped around me so thickly, I curled up my body, and slowly curled up into the shape of a ball, Zhang Yefeng didn't speak, I just closed my eyes like this, but I could feel his gaze, It just swam back and forth around me.

Yes, I can totally feel it! Okay, but now I think of Li Yunxiang who is lying unconscious on the hospital bed, and my baby who has been screaming in the stroller, and I don't have time to think about other things, and I don't have any energy to think about it! But at this time, one thing I am more sure of is that I am going to Zou Jialiang's house to be a tutor, Zhang Yefeng's side, I am definitely not going to go again, right? But there's no denying that he's really a good boss and really really a good guy!

That day, I determined the direction of my future work. Li Yunxiang has been hospitalized for a long time, and the doctors and nurses here are more familiar with each other, so I naturally ask them to take care of Li Yunxiang, and the baby is here, I will ask the aunt to take care of it! It's just that one day, when I came home, I saw a lot of baby milk powder and baby supplies, "Auntie, I am very grateful for helping me take care of the child, why did you buy so many things for the baby?" I really don't know how to thank you enough! ”

Auntie smiled and shook her head, "Oh, you're really wrong, these things, I really didn't buy them, just now a young man came over and gave me so many things, he claimed to be your previous boss, do you still have any impression?" My heart is tight again, Zhang Yefeng, it must be Zhang Yefeng, "By the way, you see that I am really old and confused, I forgot such an important thing, he didn't say anything else, but he left this note, you can take a look...... "I'll take it and take a look, okay, who is it if it's not Zhang Yefeng?" On it is a line of handwriting of dragon flying and phoenix dancing, "Ai Xiaoya, these things are given to the baby by me, he laughs when he sees me, I think I am destined for him, raise him well, in addition, give him a name, he is a little man, you can't keep calling the baby......."

I lightly put the piece of paper aside, and took my son from my aunt's hand, and he still looked at me with those little eyes, "Little one, what should I name you?" The aunt gently wiped the child's forehead, "I'm not a cultural person, but I think it's too complicated to name a child, isn't there a good saying?" It's easy to support a cheap name, if you want me to say, let's call Xiaoshuai, his father's surname is Li, so won't he call Li Xiaoshuai? Look at it, the name is good, and it's easy to ......remember," I looked at my aunt with a smile, "Okay, it's called Li Xiaoshuai, you are his grandmother, I listen to your ......"

At night, I have to accompany Li Yunxiang in the hospital, during the day, there are more nurses at work, I can also get rid of the nurses and take care of Li Yunxiang like this, but at night when I come back from Ning Han's tutor, I have to take care of Li Yunxiang alone, there are very few nurses on duty at night, but Li Yunxiang's current situation is inseparable from people for a moment, I can only accompany him silently!

"Hey......" I said softly, "you know what? Our kids have names, they really have names, you know? "I touched his hand like a thin bamboo branch, Li Yunxiang's skin lost its luster, completely lost its luster, so it looked like he was a person whose whole body was about to be drained!" His name is Li Xiaoshuai, and it is the name given by our landlord and aunt, and we all hope that he will be as handsome as you when he grows up, but he just looks like me, and I don't have anything, because I don't look ugly......."

Li Yunxiang's lips are still so gray and white, and the epidermis on it is almost cracking layer by layer, I picked up a cotton swab and moistened the surface of his lips! "Husband, you have been in a coma for more than two months, almost three months, can you say something to me?" I gently shook his hand, obviously the same as I thought, his hand, as always, did not have any temperature, in fact, I should understand that such a long time of coma has almost consumed his own energy!

I didn't cry, I still laughed, laughed softly, looking at the very dense tubes all over his body, only his slightly undulating chest was still telling me that he was still alive, that he hadn't left me, that he hadn't left the baby, had he? "Look at how ugly and thin you are now, if you go back to your college days, I don't think any girl will like you!" I smiled softly, but the tears still came out, Yunxiang, I can't pretend to be strong, if this layer of skin can't be put on in front of anyone, then one is you, and the other is mother! Only in front of you, I am undisguised, completely raw, you know? But if you leave me, will I always wear this mask?

"Tomorrow I'm going to Zou Jialiang's house to be a tutor, I know, you'll be unhappy, you don't want me to go, don't you?" I said softly, I knew in my heart that if Li Yunxiang knew about this, he wouldn't be in a hurry to jump for me! "But we still have to live, and the baby still has to eat milk powder, so you have to understand me, okay?" I picked up the towel and wiped it on his forehead, "Husband, I know, you've just been out to play for a while, but I'll wait here for you to come back, and when you're tired of playing and you've had enough, you'll come back, I promise you, when you come back, I'll give you a warm and happy home, okay?" I stood up, just bowed my head like this, and kissed Li Yunxiang on the forehead! I think you'll be back, the door behind me is knocking, I wonder if the nurse came to check?

Looking back, I saw that it was - Su Xiaoyu! She was wearing a white down jacket, her hair was tied up at the back of her head, her face was clean and innocent, she looked at me, immediately smiled, and immediately moved her eyes to the face of Li Yunxiang, who was still lying on the bed, and refused to leave for a long time! "What are you doing here?" My voice was cold, but I couldn't seem to find a reason to be enthusiastic about her at this point! "Nothing, I'll come and see him......"

She didn't move, but stood at the door, looking at Li Yunxiang on the bed steadily, "He needs to rest, you better go!" "It's not that I want to make this eviction order, but I'm really disgusted with her arrival, for Su Xiaoyu, I can say that I have chosen to forgive again and again, hoping that the relationship between the two of us can be restored, but every time I find that these are all utopian dreams, and they are impossible to achieve at all!

"Hehe, Ai Xiaoya, do you still hate me so much?" Su Xiaoyu's eyes were full of deep color, "Li Yunxiang, the man we love together, I admit that I love him no less than you, I even became obsessed with him, but in the end, he chose you, hehe, but now it seems that he doesn't belong to any of us, doesn't he?" Su Xiaoyu began to choke up as she spoke.