29th Shen 1

Li Najian's simple single sentence was like a thunderbolt on a sunny day, rumbling and exploding above Yu Man's head, splitting Yu Man's outside and tender inside.

Her first reaction was to be confused, unprecedentedly confused.

What the?! Confess to Tang Ci?!!!

Why doesn't she remember anything? Not at all impressed.

Yu Man's face was flustered, uneasy and shocked, his eyes were rolling in his sockets, desperately recalling, but his mind was blank.

Suddenly, between the lightning and flint, the vague scenes in her memory slowly appeared clearly in her mind, she thought it was a dream, but after recalling, it was terrifyingly real.

Although it was intermittent, she still remembered that she seemed to hold Tang Ci's hand and said a lot of things to him.

I couldn't remember what I said in the hospital last night, but now, it seems that I remembered it effortlessly, it seems that God really thinks that she is not enough to collapse today, and reminds her of the words she said that are numb to the scum.

"Senior Tang Ci, I really like you."

"I've liked you since the first time I met you."

"I'm waiting for you in the library, in the cafeteria, in the teaching building, on the basketball court, and I didn't deliberately follow you, nor did I take a secret photo."

"Give me an umbrella on a rainy day, and the cafeteria too, help me so many times, but why do you do this to me again..... Can't you look back at me? ”

Yu Man's hands were clenched into fists, her face was twisted together, and every pore on her body was scolding herself, she really wanted to hammer herself to death with a fist!!

Doesn't she think she's miserable enough? Don't you think the rejection is ugly enough? actually said that kind of thing in public, she was so annoyed now that she even wondered why she didn't just burn to death yesterday!

Yu Man was so annoyed that he rolled on the bed, and his mouth was still whimpering, and he seemed to be in great pain.

Yu Man's sudden movement made Li Na tremble, her hands trembled, and her eyeliner turned crooked.

Li Na puffed out her cheeks, as if she was complaining about grievances: "You are stunned, you scared me, and my eyeliner was crooked." ”

Yu Man wanted to cry without tears, and he couldn't wait to leave this beautiful world as soon as possible.

But although she was annoyed and ashamed, she was inexplicably curious in her heart, and she was curious about what Tang Ci's reaction was.

Yu Man tilted her head and looked at Li Na, who was sitting below and hurriedly saving her eye makeup, she picked her fingers for a while, and struggled for a long time, then she gritted her teeth, closed her eyes, and asked as if she were dead: "Did Senior Tang Ci say anything?" ”

In the end, I can't help but have a trace of expectation and luck in my heart.

What if he would have responded differently?

Li Na was redrawing her eyeliner, but suddenly asked by Yu Man, Li Na was caught off guard again, her hand shook again, and her eyeliner was crooked again.

Li Na wanted to cry without tears, she simply threw down her eyeliner, forget it, she stopped painting! I'm afraid I'm going to make a mistake with eyeliner today!

But no matter how unhappy Li Na is, it's not because of Yu Man, and even thinking of Tang Ci's indifferent and ruthless attitude after Yu Man's confession, she still has some sympathy for Yu Man.

Li Na began to be silent again, Yu Man's heart was tormented, seeing Li Na's reaction, he knew that it must be very unbearable, but he still wanted to know, this time it was pure curiosity.

"Nana! You say it, it's fine! Yu Man was anxious and urged.

Say it quickly, let her die early and be born sooner.

Li Na sighed, very unbearable and embarrassed: "He.... I didn't say anything, I just left. ”

Although he had already expected the result, Tang Ci's cold face and his resolute attitude involuntarily appeared in his mind, and this heart seemed to be instantly put into icy cold water, and the cold spread to the whole body.

She didn't say a word, just grabbed the quilt and pulled it over her head and covered it.

Yu Man lay motionless on the bed, barely able to even breathe, so quiet that it made people feel frightened.

Li Na was a little reluctant to go, she was already sad enough, she knew that she wouldn't ask Yu Man much, Li Na swallowed her spit, wanting to comfort Yu Man to ease her mood: "Manman, don't be sad, how many people he has rejected Tang Ci, maybe he doesn't like women, he likes men." ”

“....”

After speaking, Li Na realized that she was really.... The darker it gets.

"No, I just wanted to say ....."

"Nana, what a big deal, isn't it just rejected? What's the big deal. Yu Man's voice floated out of the quilt, although his tone was light and fluttering, although he pretended to be relaxed and calm, but his voice was a trembling voice that was difficult to hide.

In the bed, her eyes have long been blurred by tears, her nose is very blocked, she breathes with her mouth open, and she does not dare to inhale, for fear of nasal sound.

But the more you endure it, the more uncomfortable it seems to be.

"I can like him today, I can like others tomorrow, and he is not the only one in the world."

It's a bit of a gamble, but it's also frustrated.

This seems to be said to Li Na, and it is also like saying it to herself.

That's right, Tang Ci is not the only one in this world, she still doesn't believe it, and she can't meet other people who make her heart move! It's not a Tang word!!

Don't like him anymore!!! I hate dead Tang words!!

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Although Yu Man has set up ambitions, he vows to forget Tang Ci and like others.

But only she knows that it is all useless gambling words, although she has only known Tang Ci for a short month, and she has met less than ten times, but her liking has gone deep into the bone marrow, and there is no cure.

In the next week, she went to class like a walking corpse, went back to the dormitory after class, ordered takeout when she was hungry, didn't even dare to go to the cafeteria and library, and saw that the basketball court was a detour, God loves to play tricks on people, maybe she will run into Tang Ci when she goes, although she misses Tang Ci, but she only dares to go to Tang Ci, she has no extra courage to look at him again, which is also her last resort to maintain her residual self-esteem.

Yu Man likes Tang Ci, at present, Li Na, Liang Jiamin, Zhang Chengde and the dormitory manager aunt know, although Yu Man has lived a normal life in recent days, but she has been in a depressed mood all day long, and when she returns to the dormitory, she either sleeps or studies, or stares at the black umbrella and wanders, and she talks very little every day, sometimes Zhang Huihui will target Yu Man, stabbing Yu Man a few words, Yu Man is deaf, Zhang Huihui is proud, and thinks that Yu Man is afraid of her, only Li Na and Liang Jiamin know why Yu Man has become so taciturn, They are not easy to get involved in Yu Man's private affairs, but occasionally bring Yu Man back to the dormitory, and there is only so much they can do.

Yu Man had the intention to dodge, she just wanted to nest in the turtle shell to recuperate, but God didn't give her a chance to escape, and the professional class had a big homework for shooting, forcing her to go out to find inspiration.

The most on campus are begonia trees, and every corner is indispensable for pink and snow-white begonia scenery.

Although it is already June, the begonia flowers are still blooming luxuriantly, and the flowers are brilliant and bright.

Yu Man had been wandering around the campus for a whole afternoon, patting east and west.

While strolling around, she even had the idea of being able to meet Tang Ci by chance, this kind of ambivalence was really torturous, while not wanting to meet him, but also wanting to meet him, wanting to see if he was okay in the near future.

She finally walked to the financial academy and the basketball court, but didn't see Tang Ci.

I can't describe this mood, it's heavy as if it has pressed a boulder.

The sun is setting, and the twilight is dim.

Yu walked aimlessly all the way to the north gate, and the begonia tree extended from the north gate all the way to the south gate.

There are all kinds of people on the road, and the most of them are people taking pictures, couples, friends, and tourists.

Yu Man walked to the bench under the begonia tree and sat down, looking at the people taking pictures under the begonia tree.

After being stunned for a moment, she picked up the camera to take a picture of the intimacy of the couple's photo, the girl smiled and the boy had gentle eyes.

Then I took some views of the begonia flowers.

She absentmindedly flipped through the photo album and looked at the photos taken today, there were lakes, people, flowers and trees.

The more I look at my face, the more ugly I become, and the photos I took are full of one word: rotten!

I wasn't in a state all day today, and the photos I took were simply unsightly, which shouldn't have been taken by a photography student at all.

Yu Man seriously doubted that she would be able to hand in her homework smoothly this time, and according to her current state of not being able to lift her spirits by doing anything, she was afraid that she would be hanging.

The more she scrolled down, the more annoying she felt, and just when she wanted to delete all the photos she took today, she suddenly turned to the photo of Tang Ci secretly taken in the library.

At that time, she told Tang Ci that she deleted the photo, but in fact, she lied to him, where was she willing to delete it, she had been looking at this photo for a long time and falling asleep.

It doesn't seem necessary to keep this photo now, she clicked on the delete button, but her fingers seemed to be fixed, she didn't listen to the call, and she couldn't press it for a long time.

I tried several times, but I couldn't be ruthless.

She was helpless and angry, forget it.

When he was angry that he was too unproductive, he inadvertently glanced forward, and after only one glance, he couldn't take his eyes off it.

At the school gate, Tang Ci rode a mountain bike into the campus, a white Jordan basketball was hung on the car, and he was still wearing *eats wireless headphones on his head, but today's headphones are white, and even today's outfit is white, white sweatshirts and white sneakers, the same sports street style, but white adds a bit of gentleness and purity.

He rode a mountain bike as if no one was around, his eyes languid and focused.

Caused countless people's car side eyes.

Yu Man couldn't control his gaze, as if he was stunned, he looked at him without blinking.

Seeing him again was like a lifetime away.

The fragrance of begonia flowers is very light, but thousands of begonia flowers gather together, and the refreshing fragrance wafts everywhere, filling the nose.

The breeze blows, the soft man winds, and the dense layers of petals flutter with the wind, detached from the flowers. Rui, floating in the air.

Tang Ci rode the car, the petals that fell to the ground were spun up, he shuttled among the pink and snow-white petals, the dim yellow sun hit his delicate face, the skin was snow-white and delicate, and the narrow peach blossom eyes seemed to hide the vast stars, deep and secluded.

He was getting closer and closer to her, and the waves in her heart lake were so turbulent that she couldn't resist.

Driving in front of her in an instant, Yu Man's heartbeat was still disordered.

She looked at his back in the twilight, and then picked up the camera and took a picture of him in the begonia flowers at sunset.

Tang Ci disappeared completely, and Yu Man's emotions still couldn't calm down for a long time, and she didn't leave until the sun set.

Thinking of the basketball hanging on Tang Ci's car, I can't help but wonder, will he be on the basketball court?

So she couldn't help but go to the basketball court, Tang Ci didn't see it, but she met Zhang Chengde, Zhang Chengde saw Yu Man as if he suddenly remembered something, and hurriedly stopped her, Yu Man stopped, Zhang Chengde ran out of the basketball court, wiped the sweat on his head, gasped and said, "Senior sister, don't you want to join our basketball club?" One of the cheerleaders just quit, are you coming? ”