Chapter 30: Shen 2
How funny, she dreamed of joining the basketball club before, but now she has been rejected, and she has learned that she can join the basketball club, is it funny?
Yu Man lowered her eyes to hide the bitterness in her eyes, she shook her head lightly and refused: "I.... Let's not go. ”
Zhang Chengde, a nervous fool, hadn't seen the change in her face yet, so he didn't think about it and asked directly: "Why?" Didn't you want to come the other day? ”
After asking, Yu Man's face changed again, red for a while, white for a while, pursed her lips tightly, and was silent for a few seconds, she said in a loud voice: "Recently, the course has been tight, and there is still a big homework to be handed in, so I can't spare time, I'm sorry, senior." ”
Zhang Chengde realized that he had said the wrong thing, and remembered the unhappiness of Yu Man and Tang Ci, if there was sealing glue, he didn't need Yu Man to do it, he sealed it himself, how could he die and mention other people's sad things.
Zhang Chengde scratched his head and laughed out loud: "Hey, it's okay, it's more important to study, don't force it if you don't have time." ”
Yu Man nodded and shook the camera in his hand at Zhang Chengde: "Senior, then I'll go get busy first, bye." ”
"Uh-huh, go ahead."
Yu Man left, Zhang Chengde looked at Yu Man's departing back, shook his head with a sigh, and looked at it, it was a poor woman who was heartbroken because of Tang Ci~
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In the next two days, as long as there is no class, she will hang out with a camera, the mood is really the first condition for the quality of the work, she originally liked photography very much, she enjoyed the feeling of taking pictures with the camera, but now she is afraid of taking pictures, because she is afraid of seeing the bad photos she has taken, and she really doubts herself.
I have to hand in my homework on Friday, and it's already Thursday, and it's imminent.
She grinded from Monday to Thursday and didn't have a picture that could be seen, and she was almost devastated.
In addition to the lake, rockery, and begonia flowers in the school, the scenery is limited, and the other students must have taken the most pictures of begonia flowers, she can't shoot flowers anymore, there is nothing new at all, so Yu Man had to go out of school to find inspiration.
Fortunately, the campus is located in the center of the city, not far from the famous scenery of Sioux City, and the transportation is also convenient, the second line at the entrance of the school goes directly to the Chuanyangjiang, when she doesn't know where to go, her subconscious has chosen to go to the Chuanyangjiang, because today.... It was the day she was abandoned ten years ago.
In recent years, the construction of Chuanyangjiang is getting better and better, there are more cruises on the river to parade and watch the scenery, there are no restaurants and supermarkets around Chuanyangjiang in the past, now there are several snack streets and commercial streets around, tourists can be said to be increasing day by day, and the square is crowded.
Yu Man walked through the sea of people, walked to the river, found the place where her parents took a single photo of her ten years ago, leaned on the railing and looked at the rolling river, maybe the mood was already heavy, there was no room to fall, so even if she came to this sad place, her mood was quite calm, she picked up the camera, patted the river, patted the huge and spectacular cruise ship, and finally thought that her parents took a single photo of herself ten years ago, and she also wanted to take a single photo in the same place on a whim.
SLR is not good for selfies, so she turned on the front of the phone, compared her hand to a V, smiled, and snapped, and a selfie was OK.
After the shooting, I clicked on my self-appreciation, and nodded with satisfaction, which was not bad.
In addition to her, there were many tourists in the photo, but when I looked closely, I suddenly noticed a person in the photo.
Tang words.
He sat on a bench by the river.
Yu Man enlarged the photo, blinked his eyes, and confirmed that it was indeed Tang Ci After confirming it again, Yu Man's heart was overjoyed, she suddenly turned around, when she saw Tang Ci not far ahead, a wave of joy grew uncontrollably, and when she saw him, no matter what time it was, she still couldn't help but be excited and joyful.
He, he can still affect her mood anytime and anywhere.
Before Yu Man could think about it, his body had already made a move first, that is, to walk in front of him.
Tang Ci didn't know what he was thinking, although his expression was calm, he was still as dull as ever, but his peach blossom eyes, which seemed to be able to speak, had no trace of brilliance at this time, full of loneliness and sadness, and his eyes stared at the river with a sloppy gaze.
She noticed his long fingers gently rubbing the goldfish tattoo on his wrist, and next to it was a box of Trensu milk and whole wheat bread.
Yu Man has seen him this depressed and lifeless appearance more than once, and he always feels that Tang Ci is carrying some secrets, and what he has experienced is unusual.
This kind of Tang Ci seems to have a sense of loneliness and helplessness that he is the only one left in the world, which makes people feel distressed.
If she's brave enough, she'll step up and give him a warm and genuine hug.
Pity.... This time, she didn't dare to be brave.
Tang Ci was staring at a certain place and was distracted, while Yu Man was staring at Tang Ci and was distracted, and the two had different thoughts.
For a moment, Tang Ci seemed to notice her torch-like gaze, and his distant thoughts instantly retracted, and he looked sideways slightly, and saw Yu Man who was staring at him stupidly.
His gaze was sharp, so strong that she couldn't ignore it, and suddenly came back to her senses.
Eyes collided, his beautiful eyes were dark and deep, with a bit of unkind scrutiny, Yu Man chuckled in her heart, and then immediately reacted, she waved her hands at Tang Ci, and clarified frantically: "Senior Tang Ci, don't get me wrong, I didn't follow you here, this time it's really not!" ”
Tang Ci stared at her silently, her face was indifferent, and her deep pupils hid emotions that she couldn't fathom.
Yu Man was stared at by Tang Ci's faint gaze and her scalp was numb, she felt that she was finished again, she must have been misunderstood by Tang Ci, but she still felt that she could be rescued again, she shook the camera hanging around her neck, and tried her best to prove herself: "I came out to shoot the scene, senior, I really didn't follow you!" ”
It seemed that Yu Man's voice was too noisy, Tang Ci frowned impatiently, he still remained silent, retracted his gaze, and continued to stare at the river, but it seemed that he was staring at the railing by the river.
Yu Man was so distressed and depressed that she couldn't do it, it was estimated that she couldn't wash it off when she jumped into the Yellow River, and Tang Ci's impression of her must have fallen again and again.
She didn't dare to look at Tang Ci any more, and turned around secretly, ready to slip away.
But before he could take a step, Tang Ci's hoarse voice drifted into his ears.
"Once, I saw ..... with my own eyes," he said in the first half of the sentence, and he suddenly paused, as if thinking about the wording, and after a moment's silence, he spoke again, and continued: "There is a man who commits suicide here. ”
Yu Man's gaze refocused on Tang Ci, he didn't look at her, still staring at the railing blankly, as if he was caught in a memory.
She was surprised for a while, she didn't expect him to take the initiative to talk to her, and it was his past, but Tang Ci didn't know why he told Yu Man, maybe she just appeared just right, when he was lonely.
She faced Tang Ci again and took a few steps closer.
But in his heart, he was also thinking carefully about what he said, and after careful consideration, he couldn't help but wonder, who was the "person" in his mouth? Could it be his ex-girlfriend? Yu Man's brain hole opened up again, could it be that he had an ex-girlfriend who he loved very much, but he committed suicide here, so he sat here and secretly grieved, remembering the lost love?
Just thinking about it like this, Yu Man got goosebumps, such a tragic love story wouldn't happen to Tang Ci, right?
She was so curious, so she couldn't help but ask, "It's you.... Friends? ”
After all, I didn't dare to ask too bluntly.
Tang Ci was silent again, his expression was obscure.
Sure enough, it was curiosity that killed the cat, and he was finally willing to take care of her, and she messed it up.
Yu Man's eyes rolled, racking her brains to think about what to say to save the situation, and finally decided to tell Tang Ci some stories about her, she grabbed the railing, supported her arms on both sides, and then with a strong leg, she bounced up and sat on the railing.
She has been to Sichuan Yangjiang many times, and often sits on the railing in a daze, so she is not afraid at all, and even shook her legs leisurely, looked directly at Tang Ci, and gently told her tragic past: "Actually, here, there is also my story, which is also not beautiful, when I was ten years old, my parents brought me to Sioux City, and then left me here...."
In fact, what Yu Man was saying, Tang Ci didn't listen to it at all, but his eyes fell on her for a moment.
At this time, sitting on the railing, she seemed to slowly coincide with the person in the depths of her memory.
The wind by the river was very strong, Yu Man's black hair was blown messy, she had to go to the comber from time to time, pinned behind her ears, and the person in the depths of her memory, her hair was also blown in the air, but her hand did not dare to let go, she clutched the railing tightly, and even her back was trembling.
The memories buried deep in his heart were pulled, swept like a storm and tsunami, the past piles flashed in Tang Ci's mind one by one, Tang Ci was a little difficult to parry, and finally the picture stopped at the picture of the person holding the railing and struggling desperately, his consciousness became confused, he was a little confused for a while, he only knew that Yu Man was now sitting on the railing, so he suddenly got up, rushed to Yu Man with an arrow step, and pulled her down.
That day, he was just so late that he couldn't hold her.
Before Yu Man finished speaking, she was dragged down by Tang Ci, she was so startled that she forgot what she was going to say, and looked at Tang Ci blankly: "Senior...."
Hearing Yu Man's voice, Tang Ci came back to his senses like waking up from a big dream, the face in his mind gradually dissipated, and Yu Man's face was reflected in his sight, Tang Ci realized that he had overreacted just now, he lowered his eyes, inhaled quietly, and when he raised his eyes again, he had completely adjusted his emotions, his eyes were bright, and his complexion had returned to his previous indifference, he let go of Yu Man, took a few steps back, kept a distance from her, and explained without emotion: "Danger." ”
Just two words made Yu Man's heart bloom, was Tang Ci worried about her?
Tang Ci didn't sit back on the bench, but turned to leave.
Is this gone? I haven't said a few words yet.
Just when Yu was reluctant, her afterglow caught sight of the bread and milk that Tang Ci had left on the bench.
didn't have time to think about it, and immediately stopped Tang Ci: "Eh, senior, you didn't take your milk bread." ”
Immediately after that, Tang Ci paused, then walked back to the bench and picked up bread and milk.
When Yu Man saw bread and milk, she had a very special sense of intimacy, because this was also her favorite, Trensu and whole wheat bread.
happened to have a topic to talk to Tang Ci: "Senior, you also like this brand of milk bread, so coincidentally, I also like it very much, it hasn't changed since I was ten years old." ”
Tang Ci was in no mood to deal with her, but when he heard Yu Man say that she also liked the Terensu brand of milk and whole wheat bread, his attention seemed to be attracted again, and he looked at her with a little inquiry: "I really like it?" ”
Yu Man nodded firmly: "Of course!" When I was ten years old, I waited for my parents here in Chuanyangjiang for a long time, and I was very hungry, and a kind brother bought me this, and I ....."
Before Yu Man could finish speaking, Tang Ci threw the bread and milk in his hand to Yu Man, and Yu Man reflexively opened his arms and caught it.
Then I heard Tang Ci say, "Send you." ”
With that, he put on his headphones and turned to leave.
Concise and concise, there is no extra emotion and temperature, but only Tang Ci knows how turbulent the emotions tumbling in his heart are.
Yu Man and her.
It's too similar, it turns out that it's not just the names that are similar.
It seemed to make him a little overwhelmed.