To love someone is to grow up with him in a long time and wither together in the last years of life.

I think the love between me and Qiao Zimo has grown so badly that it can even be described as dog blood.

When I made this choice, I knew that the road would be extremely difficult, but I didn't expect that the first step would make me almost retreat.

That day, outside the gate of the detention center, Qiao Zimo was obviously displeased when he saw where I was.

He said coldly, "Who asked you to come?" ”

I pulled out a flattering laugh, I wanted to suck my mouth, when did I Bai Ziran live so low?

"I saw your An Ran running away with another man, and I thought to myself, you can't go out without anyone picking you up! So I'll make myself my own. ”

He said no more and walked straight on.

He has long legs, and although he has lost a little weight in the past six months, he still walks fast.

I trotted all the way behind him, like a low-brow pleasing little daughter-in-law.

"I drove here, in the parking lot."

Reaching out and not hitting the smiling man, he was still quite sensible and got into my car.

I don't know what kind of life he has lived in the past two years, and the anger in his whole body is very heavy, and his temper is terrifying.

He had a gloomy face along the way and didn't say a word.

It made me walk on thin ice and didn't dare to open my mouth.

After returning to his dwelling, he immediately became angry and refused to give me any face.

"Who the fuck told you to touch my stuff?"

I actually knotted my words: "I, I, I just saw that you were too messy here, so I cleaned it up, and if you see what you want, I'll find it for you right away." You go take a shower first, and get rid of bad luck. Then I came out to eat, and I went to heat up the dish. ”

He became more and more angry, and pulled all the dishes I had cooked on the table to the floor.

"Eat you big-headed ghost, are you cooking for people? Roll as far as you give me. ”

His voice was hysterical, furious like that of an angry lion.

The braised fish I had carefully prepared turned over and lay down under the table.

I didn't get out as he wanted, if I really rolled, I would get his heart, I didn't.

I crouched down and picked up the broken plates one by one and put them in the trash.

I didn't know that I was bleeding from a few cuts on my hand, and I actually said in a low voice.

"If you don't like to eat the dishes I cooked, I can order takeout, or let's go out to eat, it's okay for you."

At this time, everything I said was wrong, and when I realized the problem, he really started to refute it.

"White monkey, don't you understand? It's not a question of the food, it's not a question of where to eat, it's about you, as long as you appear in front of me, everything is wrong, understand? ”

I don't speak.

He went on to say, "Are you an idiot? What do I want to say you understand, I told you to get out, the farther away from me the better, go back to your Muqiao, I don't want to see you at a glance. ”

I still don't speak, he's been locked up for so many days, it's normal to be emotional, I don't speak, I don't give him a chance to lose his temper.

I grabbed a broom and started sweeping the floor for vegetable stains.

When he saw that I didn't speak, he became even more angry, grabbed my broom, pushed me out of the door, and sat down on the ground.

His strength was so great that I was powerless to resist.

Then, he threw my bag out of the window again.

Throw me another word: "Get out." ”

I sat down in the aisle and woke up for a long time, tears rolling in my eyes, I almost rolled away, I wanted to roll back into my comfort zone, I didn't want to look at his face here.

When I woke up, I realized that this must not have been his intention.

He and I both need to get used to it, after all, we've been apart for so long.

He is such a proud person, he must not want to show his most embarrassing side in front of me.

I knocked on the door.

"Zimo, I'm next door, call me if you're hungry."

He erupted again, angrily squeezing out a word inside.

"Get out."

All the rooms in this house are like this, although there are windows in the front and back, but the light is blocked by several higher buildings around it.

In broad daylight, the lights feel dim, not to mention that the light is as bright as beans, which makes people feel depressed.

Fortunately, Xiangxiang and I carefully arranged the room, I threw away the landlord's crumbling wooden bed, and picked up some furniture from the furniture market, and finally made it look good.

Xiangxiang scolded me, saying that I am so hard, I have a good life, but I came here to suffer.

I only smiled and didn't speak.

To be honest, I'm tired, not physically, but mentally.

I was so confused about the path I was about to take that I couldn't seem to see the light.

In order to pick up Qiao Zimo, I specially asked Qin Kai for leave, and Qin Kai expressed dissatisfaction with the decision I made.

But he respected my decision and granted me leave, repeatedly saying that he would squeak if he was needed.

I'm glad that my friends around me are very reliable.

I sat at the table by the window, looking out at the patio that was secretly touching, and when I was in a daze, Xiangxiang called me.

She wasn't too relieved and asked me how I was?

I tried to smile: "Don't worry, everything is fine, he lost some temper, but it was much better than I expected, within the range of what I could bear." ”

She sighed again: "You are really under-abusive physique, and you don't feel comfortable without abuse." ”

I said, "You can rest assured, with my Bai Ziran's aura, I will take Qiao Zimo down soon." ”

Xiangxiang is still not at ease: "Girl, don't be reckless, after all, the current Qiao Zimo is not the Qiao Zimo of the past." If you can't bear it, stop it in time and stop the precipice, it's still too late. ”

I said, "Don't, you have to cheer me up, not to mention that I, Bai Ziran, am I a person who admits defeat easily?" ”

She didn't give me face: "You don't admit defeat easily, but admit defeat and cry ghosts and gods." Okay, don't talk nonsense, if Qiao Zimo bullies you and squeaks your sisters, I will keep and beat him all over the ground looking for teeth. ”

Xiangxiang can't see my embarrassed appearance now, if she sees it, she will definitely rush over and fight with Qiao Zimo immediately.

In order to be festive, I specially changed into a red dress today, and now the skirt is dotted with braised fish bean paste.

I changed my skirt and used alcohol to detoxify the wound on my hand and stop the bleeding.

Qiao Zimo appeared in front of my window.

His face was cold, but I seemed to see a hint of concern in his eyes, but it was only fleeting.

I hurriedly put down the work in my hand and asked him, "What's the matter, have you figured out what to eat?" ”

He didn't answer the question.

"Do you have any money?"

I replied, "How much do you want?" I'll transfer it to you on WeChat. ”

"I want cash, the more the better," he said. ”