An Ran's face was even more ugly, and she got up and pulled me up and sent me out the door.

"Beauty, you're in the wrong box."

I played tricks, leaned around, leaned my whole weight towards her, and she struggled to hold on.

I said, "I'm not wrong, it's V9, I'm short-sighted, I'm not blind, I can see it clearly, that's right, it's V9." Don't stop me, I haven't had two drinks with my big brother yet. ”

She said, "You've drunk too much, and this is V6, not V9." ”

I glanced at the sign on the door and smirked, "Really." ”

The door of the box was shut, and the messy singing coming from the other box was a little noisy, and the noise made people's ears hurt.

I leaned against the wall and looked at Enron meaningfully.

"What's the matter, Qiao Zimo has only been in the bureau for a few days, and you can't stand the loneliness, and you can't stop a red apricot from coming out of the wall?"

Her face was gloomy: "What does this have to do with you?" ”

I was angry: "Of course it matters, I will give you the man, you have to cherish at least a little bit, you openly give affection to other men, how can you be embarrassed to let Qiao Zi be silent?" ”

She laughed: "Hahaha...... Qiao Zimo, he doesn't care which man I throw myself into. He wished I had stayed away from him, because he had never cared about me, and everything was wishful thinking on his part. So, I'm tired, I'm tired, I'm sober, in this love triangle, you are happy with your happiness, and I and him are depraved by each other and do not owe each other. Qiao Zimo, I'll give him back to you now, it's none of my business if you want it or not. ”

They don't owe each other, they don't owe each other, but they don't owe me yet.

The weather in October in City B was crisp in autumn, and I was in front of the gate of the detention center, watching Qiao Zimo come out of it.

I greeted him with a smile, and he was not very happy to see me, but on the contrary, he had a straight face, as if I owed him 800 catties of grain.

Before I came to pick him up, I went to his small apartment in the urban village to clean up inside and out, and even the windowsill was spotlessly clean.

And took out my housekeeping skills and cooked a few dishes that Qiao Zimo loved to eat.

I hope that after he comes out this time, he can live a sunny life, and I will accompany him no matter how difficult it is.

I rented a room next door to him as a sign of my determination to stay with him.

It was not an easy decision to make, and I struggled for a long time.

During this time, I couldn't help but feel sorry for Muqiao.

On that day, after exiting the City of Aquila, the taxi made its way through the city, through the underpass, and onto the coastal road.

The neon lights of the city are everywhere, dazzling people's eyes and disturbing people's thoughts.

For several nights, I sat in front of the window and watched the buoy lights rise and fall on the sea.

I sorted out the emotional world between me and Mu Qiao, me and Qiao Zimo.

After all, deep in my heart, Qiao Zimo has always been stationed, and he has never moved half a step from my heart.

Rock solid and unshakable.

The night before he moved out, Mu Qiao worked overtime in the company until late and came back, and I couldn't bear to say it when I saw his tired appearance.

But the arrow was on the line, and I had to send it.

I learned how to fry steak with Muqiao, and red wine was aking on the table.

As soon as he entered the house, he saw the clues, he was too smart.

As I sat down, I poured wine from the glass in front of him.

He didn't drink it at first, but said, "Ziran, I really don't dare to drink this glass of wine, I'm afraid that as soon as I drink it, you will have to say goodbye to me." ”

I actually have a lot to say, but the words are superfluous, I'm sorry that the person who is sorry for him is me, and I can't make any excuses.

I said, "Mu Qiao, you scold me!" It's my fault, I shouldn't have provoked you all along. ”

He smiled and drank his glass.

"No, you're not wrong, it's actually me, and I knew from the beginning that there was a lack of the affection between us when we were young. At least in your case, the past is in the past, the funny thing is that I have always looked forward to it, I hope that companionship is the most affectionate confession, and I hope that as long as I am by your side, everything will change. But I ignore the fact that love has been there from the beginning, and it has not been there from the beginning, and it cannot be forced. ”

I've analyzed it so thoroughly, what else can I say, I'm sorry three words I think are too light, but I don't know how to express my apologies other than those three words.

I said, "I'm sorry. ”

He was still gentle and elegant: "Actually, I always knew that such a day would come, but fortunately you didn't understand it too late, and we haven't reached an unmanageable situation yet." You don't have to have a psychological burden, just follow your heart's choice and don't leave regrets. ”

He had always been more rational, but this night he didn't, and after two glasses of wine, he got up and went back to his room.

When he walked to the door, he turned back to me and said to me.

"I'm going on a business trip early tomorrow morning, so I can't help you move."

I said, "It's okay, I'll do it myself." ”

He looked at me steadfastly, and I became more and more ashamed.

Lassalle said that love is the egoism of two people.

Even if you are generous, you can't do it.

He said: "Even if I don't go on a business trip tomorrow, I can't generously pretend to come and help you move, I don't have the courage to say goodbye to you." Ziran, do you know? Now, I really hate you, why you didn't fall in love with me. But reason tells me that love, after all, is something that cannot be forced. So, you're doing it for yourself! I'm not going to bless you, because I'm hurt, and I'm going to lick my wounds, and I don't have time to bless you. ”

He said this very frankly, which made the guilt in my heart even heavier.

All night, I sat in front of the window, looking at the sea in front of me, and I knew that next door, Mu Qiao Tie must be like me, unable to sleep.

Ambiguity is too much, and friendship can't make love after all. It's like a merry-go-round, because you're chasing, I'm on the run, I'm chasing, you're running again.

At dawn, I sent a message to Muqiao.

"Ohashi, can we still be friends?"

Actually, I was too extravagant.

He quickly replied: "Maybe! But not now. ”

At that moment, I knew that I had lost him completely.

My face was reflected in the windowpane, and I hid my face and wept.

It was just a little light, there was a noise in the next room, and I didn't dare to go out, I couldn't face him again.

The light through the crack in the door cast a shadow, and I heard him stand in front of my door for a long time, and then turn and leave.

A few minutes later, in the atrium downstairs, I saw Mu Qiao walking in the morning light with his suitcase, depressed and lonely.

Soon after that, I heard that Mu Qiao had been transferred back to the U.S. headquarters, and I thought that he and I would eventually become the world's most distant strangers.

Sometimes, not choosing can be painful, and choosing can be painful.

After all, it will be painful, and the long pain is better than the short pain, and after the pain, it is not a phoenix nirvana.