If it weren't for the depths of love, how could it be soft and cold.

When I was a child, crying was crying, laughing was laughing, crying and laughing were not discounted, and when I grew up, when I was wronged and wanted to cry, I smiled and said that I was fine, but when I laughed, I laughed out of tears.

Not to mention that most of the time, life is what makes us laugh and cry.

You don't know whether the appearance of someone is your luck or disaster, and you don't understand the things you experience, whether it is an experience or a difficulty, so maybe growing up means that you will bear it silently, not sad or happy.

The next morning, it was raining lightly outside, in May, the rain became the most beautiful melody and symbol of this season, the cherry blossoms that bloom only once a year began to wither and scatter, disappearing into the wind, just like her and Lin Mo Nian those youth and past that have never returned.

What makes Lu Yinyin happy is that she had a good night's sleep, Lin Mo Nian didn't have a fever in the middle of the night, and now it seems that she doesn't have to have no reason to make a tiger face at him again, it's time to let go of the past rights and wrongs and start over.

And I never knew Lin Menian's family background, he inadvertently mentioned it last night, Lu Yinyin felt that the rich family was really dangerous, and it was best to stay as far away from him as possible, although she was stunned and kidnapped last time, she didn't know, but if she continued to fall in, she might not know what happened one day, and her life would be gone.

She just wants to find an ordinary person, live a simple life, twenty-six-year-old Lu Yinyin, is still too naïve, thinks everything is too beautiful, no matter how ordinary and honest people are, they can't help but be tempted by the outside world. When she was confused, she couldn't accept that Lin Mo Nian had a relationship with Song Chanjuan, so the people she will meet in the future, with her character that can be seen through at a glance, will people be able to accept that she has always pretended to be her first love in her heart?

The next whole day was still a long and dull day, because Lu Yinyin and Lin Mo Nian stayed together, the relationship between Mo Xin and Lin Mo Nian began to ease, and the once tense mother-son relationship was all because of Lu Yinyin's departure in the final analysis, but Lu Yinyin never knew these things, she didn't know what crazy things this man who was lying on the hospital bed on a drip, and looked calm and calm, she only knew that she couldn't be with him anymore.

Lin Mo Nian was probably too bored to stay in the hospital bed, so he asked Lu Yinyin to lead him out for a walk, and Lu Yinyin, who was resigned to his fate, had to take down the hanging bottle rod and carry it all the way out, and when he walked to the nurse's station, he saw a weight scale standing there, Lu Yinyin said on a whim, "Lin Mo Nian, you hurry up and weigh it, after you remove the plaster, will it grow a few catties of meat." ”

Lin Mo Nian was very obedient and obediently did so, Lu Yinyin saw that it was only 108 pounds, and couldn't help but make fun of him with some contempt, "This kid is really pitiful, you are also a person who has been in Songcheng, the city of food, you are so thin, are you reluctant to eat, the richer you are, the more you pick the door, I haven't found you like this before." ”

Since Lin Mo Nian told Lu Yinyin about that incident last night, it was obvious that Lu Yinyin's attitude had eased a lot compared to before, but Lin Mo Nian knew that she still had something to hide from him in her heart, otherwise she would not have rejected him so resolutely, and her attitude clearly expressed that it was impossible for them to be together again.

The so-called everything is difficult at the beginning, everything must have a process, since the two of them have come to this point now, Lin Mo Nian feels that many things still need to be known to her, and Lu Yinyin will always think about it and will always understand his suffering.

Lin Mo Nian's expression was faint as if he was not telling his own story, and said, "After you left the secret city, I couldn't find you, my dad has been in a coma, my mother is taking care of him in the hospital, all the responsibilities and burdens in the family and the company have fallen on me, I don't even have the qualifications and opportunities to be decadent and depressed, I can only keep rotating day and night, for more than a year, I have to participate in all the company's decision-making and meetings while continuing my studies, and the quality of sleep is particularly poor, and since that time smoking and drinking have become commonplace."

Later, I contracted stomach problems, and the taste of eating alone was particularly uncomfortable, only with you, I could feel what is called color, flavor and flavor when eating, and I never gave up my dream, because I was afraid that if I didn't work hard, how could I be worthy of you who worked so hard, but fortunately I still waited for you. ”

When Lin Mo said these words, Lu Yinyin's heart hurt very much, and he didn't even dare to imagine that scene, but he still pretended to be calm on the surface, and replied seriously, "Oh, then you should be used to eating alone by now, one day someone will give you the warmth you want, we all have to be good." ”

deliberately diverted the topic, deliberately ignoring the meaning of Lin Mo Nian's words, Lu Yinyin felt that every minute and every second of getting along with Lin Mo Nian was cautiously difficult, this is a pit, so if you can hide, you can hide first, I don't know when Lu Yinyin will give full play to the spirit of this ostrich.

"Ostrich spirit" refers to the ostrich when it encounters danger, instead of actively seeking a solution to escape, but sticks its head into the sand, when nothing happens, the fact is that what should have happened has happened, and it will not be avoided by pretending not to see it, in this sense, the ostrich spirit represents an unrealistic negative avoidance.

Lu Rujun asked her to go on a blind date, she hid, sent her the blind date to her, she was still hiding, her ex came to reconcile with her, she hid, the blind date was chasing her, she was still hiding, Lu Yinyin was a little confused, as if she couldn't think of a better solution except to escape the problem.

After the injection in the afternoon, Lu Yinyin sent Lin Mo Nian back to her residence, and when she opened the door, she didn't enter the door, but just urged Lin Mo Nian to go home and have a good rest, she was going to work overtime in the unit, and she would order takeout for him for dinner, if he was really not used to eating, he could call Gu Jinyan to cook for him.

As he spoke, he was about to close the door and slip away, but Lin Mo Nian held the doorknob back, turned around, his angular face was rarely a little angry, and asked her in a deep and deep voice, "Are you ready to leave me again and run away alone, what is there in your heart that you can't tell me, I can't accept that you are with anyone except me." ”

The room was silent, Lu Yinyin was silent without saying a word, turned his head and walked towards the elevator, Lin Mo Nian shook the door hard, and then chased after it quickly, before he could touch her hand, he was avoided by Lu Yinyin, Lin Mo Nian felt that he was a little too impulsive, and hurriedly said, "I'm sorry, Yin Yin, I was wrong, I shouldn't have spoken so impulsively, how can you go to work overtime without taking me, I'm bored at home, I want to be with you." ”

Lu Yinyin had a cold face and said, "I'm going to work, not to play, and besides, how did you ask me to bring you into the company, can you stop making trouble." ”

Seeing that she finally spoke, this meant that she was not very angry, Lin Mo Nian said, "Aren't all companies humanized management now, you ask your company's personnel department, there are patients at home, and I can't be busy with work, can I take care of it, I'm not a child, I won't run around, how can I make trouble for you." ”

After saying that, she shook her arm, Lin Mo Nian actually learned to be coquettish, Lu Yinyin felt that he really didn't see it, and it was really embarrassing for him, so he said, "Then I'll call and ask, but don't get too hopeful." ”

Then I called Mo Xin, but I didn't expect her to agree, express her understanding, and said that she was not in the company, there was no one else in the office, and there was no problem affecting other people's work.

So, the relevant employees received the inside message of Mo Xin's private message, and after a while, her son went to the company, and he had to pretend not to know, treat him as air, and don't say hello to him.

Before Lu Yinyin turned on the computer and sat down to work, he told Lin Mo Nian that there were magazines in the cabinet over there, if he was bored, he could find a few books to read by himself, and then Lu Yinyin focused on writing the story he was going to publish in this issue, and didn't pay attention to what Lin Mo Nian was doing.

And Lin Mo Nianzhen went there to read a book, and when he came up, he began to look for articles with the signature of "Lu Yinyin", but after looking through five or six books in a row, he didn't see Lu Yinyin's name, of course, he couldn't say that, because the editor-in-chief was also written on the cover: Lu Yinyin.

Take a closer look, the lines on the cover were changed to something like this at some point:

Even if we get separated in the crowd

Even if we say goodbye to each other

Even if a lie is a betrayal

I still believe that I have loved you more than the rest of the world

Thankful for fate at some point in time

We met at a fork in the road in life

If there are no regrets in life

How can it be as gorgeous as summer flowers?

Exclusive to the free and paranoid nature of Lu Yinyin's text, Lin Anshun said that Lu Yinyin has his own article published, but he didn't find the original creator with this name, and it was not good to ask Lu Yinyin directly, so he patiently opened the first issue of "The Road of the Heart" after Lu Yinyin took over the revision.

The first title of the first article is "Love Tastes Just Like Fried Dumplings", and the story begins with the words, "Do you remember the man who beat the horse from your youth that year?

Have you ever had such an experience, because someone does not eat a certain food, has stopped eating dumplings for many years, I wonder if there will be such a paranoid woman, the bright sorrow in her youth, repeated and magnified over and over again, and put those wounds in the sun again and again to expose them.

Why do you suddenly remember the relationship between love and fried fried dumplings, is that one day after taking over a special magazine that only writes about love, the scars of memory were uncovered again, and I suddenly remembered some fragments sealed in the depths of memory.

The first real acquaintance between the boy and the girl was the day after the girl's seventeenth birthday, the boy was recklessly pushed on the girl by other classmates, the girl almost fell to the ground, and the boy grabbed the girl's wide school uniform collar at the last moment, and the girl threw herself into the boy's arms, and then their story officially began.

In fact, long before this, they had already crossed paths because of an English book that had been mistakenly taken, and many ridiculous things had happened, perhaps fate had its own arrangement in the dark, and they were destined to know each other in this way.

Although the boy did not mean to offend, he was remembered by the girl's splattering, and as a price for hitting the girl, the boy was asked to buy the girl the hardest breakfast in the school cafeteria every morning: fried dumplings.

Because dumplings have always been a girl's favorite food, whether it is steamed, boiled, or fried, they are all not greasy.

The tall and thin boy accompanied the little clumsy girl to eat fried fried dumplings for a whole month, although he was tired of the greasy taste, but every time he saw the girl eating and smiling very happily, the boy felt extremely satisfied.

In fact, there is no need for him to be so fond of a girl he just met, but he is willing to accommodate the girl unconditionally, that is, he is willing to do anything for her unconditionally.

Love is sometimes so strange, most people don't believe that there is such a thing as love at first sight in this world, and boys didn't believe it before, but after meeting a girl, all previous ideas were overturned.

And the boy who is too dazzling and too good, after all, still makes the girl feel pressure, too many gossips and various misunderstandings between the two, so that the girl repeatedly denies her feelings, repeatedly refuses to face her heart, and even does not hesitate to go away, deciding never to see each other in this life.

I thought the two would miss it, but later, the sudden appearance of the boy in a foreign land made the girl finally willing to accept this hard-won relationship bravely, and they also fantasized about what the future would look like, and they also agreed to return to their hometown together, get married and have children, and be happy for a lifetime, and they have eaten fried fried dumplings together many times.

But reality always makes all stories end in a hurry, and in the end, they still can't be together, and many years later, when they recall the heart-wrenching love, only the taste of fried fried dumplings in their memories remains. ”

At the end of the article, it is written that the author: Yuan Shiqi, and there is a note: I wish that time would always stop at the age of seventeen, you are still the cool boy who is not shocked, and I am still the ignorant and cute girl, we don't have to go through so many emotional twists and turns, we can easily be happy for a whole youth.

Before knowing Lu Yinyin, Lin Monian never knew that there was a kind of person in this world who always used a sensual and willful posture to walk independently in this world of flowers and flowers walking on thin ice, after knowing Lu Yinyin, Lin Monian tried to take care of her sensuality and willfulness, thinking that she could shelter her from the wind and rain, but it was only now that she found out that the wind and rain and injuries in the first half of Lu Yinyin's life were all brought to her by him.