March 9, 2008, Lu Yinyin's nineteenth birthday.

There are 67 days left before the college entrance examination.

Those youths left in the depths of memory, whether it is a story or an accident, no matter how many gorgeous words you use, you can't seem to write the state of mind at that time.

I vaguely think of those years that seem to flow like water, those young times that boys and girls have walked together, those simple and familiar smiles, those ignorant and nowhere to put the youth.

It turned out that year, we all had unspoken words and people we wanted to keep, but time still took everything away mercilessly.

There are still more than two months to usher in the vocational college examination, and to hand in a final answer sheet for the three years of secondary school study, Lu Yinyin is still stumbling on the road to chasing his dreams, and he will fall from time to time.

In the first mock test after the start of school, Lu Yinyin's grades quickly dropped to the twenty in the class, perhaps because of Lin Monian's careful thoughts that had nowhere to put her, or maybe because of her self-pity and self-pity.

In short, Lu Yinyin's state is very bad, and she can't find a breakthrough, and she gets upset for no reason, and she doesn't seem to have done anything about what Mu Qingqian told her.

The relationship with Lin Mo Nian is getting stranger and stranger, and she is moving in a direction that she can't predict, originally she thought that since Lin Mo Nian regarded her as a sister, she should keep to her own position and correct herself.

So since the start of school, no matter how big or small, she no longer bothers Lin Monian, even the fact that Lin Monian sharpened her pencil in the past, she didn't bother him, because she bought a pencil sharpener.

In short, she tries to avoid anything related to Lin Mo Nian, sometimes when they meet, Lu Yinyin will always smile faintly at him, and shout sweetly "Brother Nian", which can be regarded as a greeting, and Lin Mo Nian looks at her strangely with inquiring eyes every time.

Lu Yinyin was a little hairy by him, didn't Lin Monian always want her to call Brother Nian, in order to let Lin Monian slowly fade out of her life, she also tried her best.

After He Kun's first exam, he came to play with her, and by the way, he discussed why his English composition was always poor, but after seeing Lu Yinyin's miserable professional course results, he gloated and said, "Lu Xiaopang, you are not saved, this is the rhythm of not going to take the university entrance examination"

Lu Yinyin said with a headache, "I don't want to do this either, or you, a learning pacesetter, give me a move, your major classes are very good, and your overall grades are also good, haven't you always been in the top three in your class?" ”

He Kun said stinkily, "Now the top three in the third class of electromechanical, two of them are in the first class of our old electromechanical, I can't tell the difference between Zhong Yanan and melancholy, it is the life of the second and third place, you look at the original Lin Mo Nian of the second class of the old electromechanical, it is just like opening the hanging, since the class has been ranked first, our entire mechanical and electrical department has a total score of the first in the whole department every time he exams"

Hearing Lin Mo Nian's name, Lu Yinyin felt uncomfortable, so he said, "What are you envying others for, just be yourself, you can analyze it for me?" ”

He Kun said, "These are all basic question types, you should have not laid a good foundation, or you will go to our class after school in the afternoon, I will give you some pointers to ensure that your grades improve by leaps and bounds"

Lu Yinyin smiled and said, "I'm sorry, He Kun, you can blow it, as long as I ensure that my grades don't regress, I'll be happy." ”

He Kun said again: "I remember that Lin Monian, who was the first in our department, didn't tutor you in your homework, but as a result, the more you tutored, the more regressed. ”

Lu Yinyin said haha, "Oh, why am I embarrassed to trouble the first person in the whole department to give me counseling, this does not prevent people from sprinting for undergraduates, I am very content to take a junior college exam."

He Kun patted his chest and promised "Don't worry, as long as Brother Kun gives you guidance, it's absolutely fine, hahahaha"

Lu Yinyin was also amused by his princess's humor of selling melons and boasting of herself, so for nearly a month, either He Kun came to find her, or she went to the third class of electromechanical to find He Kun, and after finding a learning method, she really made rapid progress.

In the latest monthly exam, Lu Yinyin's score jumped to eleventh all of a sudden, He Kun was actually happier than her, and said vigorously, "Look, Lu Xiaopang, the apprentices I taught are really amazing"

Just when Lu Yinyin was also very happy, he didn't know that Lin Mo Nian had been depressed for a long time, and he never thought that Lu Yinyin would be like a different person since the start of school.

In the past, every time Lin Monian went to find Lu Yinyin, she would always have endless topics to talk about with him, and sometimes she would complain to him, but with the frequent contacts between Lu Yinyin and He Kun, and He Kun's obedient attitude towards Lu Yinyin, Lin Monian's heart became more and more bottomless.

Now that he went to find Lu Yinyin, he didn't seem to have any confidence, he felt a little bored, she was either doing the question with her head down, or asking the person next to her how to do this question, and even he was persuaded by Lu Yinyin many times to study more when he had time, and he had no time to talk to him at all.

He also tried to ask Lu Yinyin if he wanted him to help, but he was politely refused, Lu Yinyin replied to him like this, "Brother Nian, you are going to take the undergraduate exam, time is very precious, don't waste time on me, I just can't help Liu Adou, hahahaha"

After speaking, there will be a burst of demonic laughter, it seems that Lu Yinyin will smile inadvertently every time she sees him, she is not ignoring him, she will answer when she asks her, but everything around her is no longer related to him, and there is a feeling of drawing a line with him.

Especially since I don't know when it started, Lu Yinyin would always call him "Brother Nian", not Xiao Niannian nor Lin Mo Nian, but Brother Nian, Lin Mo Nian was a little unspeakably flustered, and Brother Nian seemed to be revealing a message to him, whether intentionally or unintentionally, as if the battle of the college entrance examination had not yet started, and his beloved little girl had gone away.

In a blink of an eye, it was Lu Yinyin's nineteenth birthday, and the second dragon raised his head in February, what a date to remember, Lu Yinyin's third birthday in the secondary school.

On her birthday, Qi Xiaofei gave her a HelloKitty plush toy, which was particularly cute, Zhong Yanan gave her a beautiful coffee cup, and said to her that a cup would last a lifetime, saying that she would be friends for life, Lu Yinyin thanked the two of them again and again, as if she had grown up like this because of someone in an instant.

On Lu Yinyin's eighteenth birthday, Lin Mo Nian gave her a big pink stuffed bear, and Lu Yinyin went back to the dormitory during the day and night either with a pillow or a cuddle, which was very comfortable.

As a good friend, you should be courteous, so when Lin Mo Nian celebrated his birthday in October last year, Lu Yinyin bought a scarf for him, and Lin Mo Nian asked her if this was knitted by her?

As a result, Lu Yinyin was ashamed to reply that his own girl had been a handicap since she was a child, and she really couldn't learn. Although she didn't weave it, Lin Mo Nian often wore it all winter, like a baby.

And this year's Lu Yinyin's birthday, Lin Mo Nian didn't appear in front of her all day, as she became more and more estranged from Lin Mo Nian, she also felt that the distance between her and Lin Mo Nian was getting farther and farther away, Lu Yin Yin was a little sad and thought that she had always been a dispensable character in his heart.

Just when she was full of loss and sad alone, after evening self-study, Lu Yinyin, who walked out of the classroom, was dragged by Lin Mo Nian with a confused face, and walked to an empty classroom next to her, Lu Yinyin was a little puzzled, so she asked him, "Brother Nian, why are you so mysterious?" ”

Lin Mo Nian never answered, but after pushing open the door of the empty classroom, Lu Yinyin saw that in the classroom without turning on the lights, the faint moonlight came in, and there was a cute little rabbit cake on the podium, and the lit candles emitted a warm light.

Lin Mo Nian closed the door behind him tightly, pulled Lu Yinyin, who was a little stunned, to the front of the cake, and said softly, "Lu Yinyin, happy nineteenth birthday"

Originally, Lin Mo Nian couldn't hold it back, and wanted to blurt out the sentence "I have always liked you very much", but he swallowed it hard, he was afraid that if he said this, Lu Yinyin would take it as a joke, and it was close to the college entrance examination, and now is not the best time to say this.

Lu Yinyin's heart was now overflowing with a huge surprise, and he said happily, "Thank you, it turns out that you still remember my birthday"

Lin Mo Nian said, "I remember everything about you, hurry up and make a wish."

And Lu Yinyin, who was full of joy, did not think deeply about the meaning of Lin Mo Nian's words at this time, but obediently closed her eyes and made a wish, the first wish, at this moment, she just wanted everything about the boy in front of her to belong to her.

The second wish, she hopes to get a good score in the college entrance examination. The third wish, she hopes that Lin Mo Nian's dream can come true and be admitted to the undergraduate program.

Although it was completely impossible for the first wish to come true, Lu Yinyin still wanted to be greedy, because at least now Lin Mo Nian was the only one by his side.

The moment the candle was blown out, Lu Yinyin suddenly felt cold around her neck, only to find that Lin Mo Nian had already put a necklace on her when she closed her eyes and made a wish.

By the light outside the classroom, Lu Yinyin reached out and touched the pendant around her neck, and a beautiful silver four-leaf clover came into her eyes, and the four leaves turned into heart-shaped petals set with small diamonds, each leaf exuding dazzling light.

Lu Yinyin dragged a long baby voice and exclaimed happily, "Wow, it's a four-leaf clover, Brother Nian, there are so many surprises tonight."

Lin Mo Nian knew that she would definitely like it, seeing her so happy, the depression of these days has been alleviated, and this kind of Lu Yinyin is her most authentic appearance.

Lin Mo Nian's deep and deep voice suddenly sounded in Lu Yinyin's ears: "Do you remember the four-leaf clover you gave me?" Now I also give you a four-leaf clover, I hope that happiness will always accompany you, the god of luck will always surround you, Lu Yinyin, come on for the college entrance examination. “

Lu Yinyin, who was originally looking at the cake, suddenly heard Lin Mo Nian's nice voice after the surprise, only to find that the two of them were so close, she raised her head suddenly, and hit Lin Mo Nian's chin, who had been looking down at her.

Lin Mo Nian didn't expect Lu Yinyin to suddenly raise his head, and couldn't help but let out a hissing gasp, Lu Yinyin thought it hurt him, so he hurriedly rubbed it on Lin Mo Nian's chin with his fleshy little hand, and said apologetically, "I'm sorry, Brother Nian, it hurts."

Lin Mo Nian saw her soft little hand on her chin, and echoed, "It hurts, it hurts, can you stop thinking about my brother every day, I am very flustered when I shout."

When Lu Yinyin heard him say this, he immediately withdrew his hand and said, "Then what's the matter, you said that you will treat me as a sister, and I have always regarded you as a brother, no matter what, thank you very much for giving me my birthday tonight, and my own brother is like this."

When Lin Mo Nian heard Lu Yinyin say that he had always regarded him as his brother, he asked a little tentatively, "Lu Yinyin, is there nothing else in my position in your heart except for the word brother?" ”

Lu Yinyin replied without hesitation, "You are like the big brother next door, such as Gu Jinyan, you have always taken special care of me, except for this positioning, I can't think of any other words."

What Lu Yinyin said in his mouth and what he thought in his heart were completely different things, and how could he say the words in his heart, Lin Mo Nian's heart suddenly fell to the bottom after hearing Lu Yinyin's explanation.

What he was worried about still happened, Lu Yinyin didn't like him yet, so he said coolly, "Let's go, the dormitory is closing, take the cake to your dormitory to eat."

Lu Yinyin saw that Lin Mo Nian was suddenly a little unhappy, and he didn't know which sentence he said wrong, so he sighed, followed Lin Mo Nian who was carrying the cake, and walked outside.

There was no light on in the classroom, and when she came in, Lin Mo Nian pulled her, so Lu Yinyin didn't notice the steps under the podium at all, and stepped into the air.

When Lin Mo Nian heard the movement and turned around, Lu Yinyin's two small hands hugged his waist at once, and his little face stepped into his arms, Lin Mo Nian knew that the stupid Lu Yinyin was stepping on the empty steps again, but he pretended not to know and said, "Lu Yinyin, what are you doing, you are so easy for me to misunderstand that you like me"

Lu Yinyin was unhappy when he heard him say that he misunderstood that she liked him, he was so afraid of being liked by her, so he immediately pushed him away with special disgust, and said, "Lin Mo Nian, don't worry, I just like pigs, I won't like you"