Chapter 44: Unhappy Parting, As She Wished
On April 29, 2008, there were 18 days left before the college entrance examination.
On May Day, the school originally wanted the graduating class to continue to attend classes, because considering that the exam was about to take place, it was necessary to work hard and not relax at this time, but it was opposed by the Education Bureau.
Finally, after unanimous consultation between the school leaders and the Education Bureau, it was decided that the students would voluntarily choose to attend classes at school and go directly to the class teacher to register.
At this time, in the classroom of the first class of mechanical and electrical engineering, everyone was complaining and discussing, which was nothing more than the school changing the way to let the students voluntarily accept the results of the class.
When the squad leader took the registration form and passed it back and forth for everyone to sign, Qian Huimei handed it to Lu Yinyin after signing it, but she didn't even look at it, so she gave it to Yang Muxue.
Qian Huimei said in surprise, "Lu Xiaopang, you can, your guts are too fat, are you going to go home and give yourself a holiday and celebrate May Day?" You wait for Teacher Yueyue to talk to you. ”
Lu Yinyin didn't care and said, "When the time comes, I'll talk to me, I feel really tired, He Kun, the god assists me to make up for the class, and it's so easy to take a junior college exam."
Soon the registration results of the first class of mechanical and electrical came out, half of the students did not want to come to class, the teacher of Yueyue rarely did not say much, just said such a paragraph: "After three years of learning and growth in the secondary school, you have grown up, and you are no longer sixteen or seventeen-year-old children when you first came to this school, so you have the ability to bear the consequences for all the choices you make."
Grinding guns in battle, not fast and light. There are two weeks left to take the exam, I hope everyone will work hard and get a good score in the end, come on students. ”
And the children's shoes who don't want to go to class have their own reasons, each has their own plans, some study well and some study poorly, and there are people like Lu Yinyin who are dissatisfied with a bottle and half a bottle is dangling.
If you study well, you are sure that you really want to rest and rest, and if you study poorly, because you can't really learn, you simply break the jar and break it, and the reason why Lu Yinyin doesn't go to class is not these.
Things have to start from more than a month ago, when she broke up with Lin Mo Nian on the night of her birthday, that night Lu Yinyin angrily told Lin Mo Nian that he liked pigs and would not like him, when Lin Mo Nian heard this sentence, he had been soft to Lu Yinyin before, but suddenly said coldly, "Lu Yinyin, you repeat what you just said"
Lu Yinyin thought that Lin Mo Nian had taken great pains to make sure that she would not like him, but if she had a Song Chanjuan, she would be afraid that others would entangle her, and when she thought of Lin Mo Nian's Song Chanjuan, Lu Yinyin's heart felt suffocating.
But in order not to let Lin Mo Nian see the flaws, Lu Yinyin said confidently, "It's the same sentence to say a hundred times, I, Lu Yinyin, just like pigs, and I won't like you............"
Originally, Lu Yinyin wanted to say, "I can't like you in my life, and I won't pester you, you can rest assured" but before he could finish speaking, the latter words were swallowed into his stomach.
Because Lin Mo Nian pressed her against the door with his backhand, a green and rusty kiss with a sense of punishment fell on Lu Yinyin's soft red lips without warning.
Lu Yinyin's eyes widened in horror in an instant, she had forgotten to dodge, and looked at Lin Mo Nian who was close to her in her arms in disbelief.
The two little hands that didn't know where to put were held by Lin Monian's big hand and placed on his lean waist, while Lin Monian's two big hands, their fingertips gently rubbed her soft face, their lips and teeth were intertwined, and the four red lips were tightly entangled, full of affection.
This kind of Lin Mo Nian made Lu Yinyin suddenly a little intoxicated, a little fascinated, a little unwilling, and a little reluctant, maybe this is the closest she is to Lin Mo Nian, but is this still the indifferent and cold Lin Mo Nian when she first met?
Lin Monian, who is already twenty years old, kissed a girl for the first time, she was both nervous and happy, and the nervous thing was that Lu Yinyin's big eyes flickered and kept looking at him, and the book didn't say that when kissing, you should close your eyes.
Happily, he finally kissed the little girl he liked, Lu Yinyin's lips were like soft jelly, with the sweetness of a girl, so that he couldn't kiss enough, and he thought that time would stop at this moment forever.
However, the reality is that when he was still immersed in the sweetness between Lu Yinyin's lips and teeth, he was bitten by Lu Yinyin's lips heavily, and suddenly the fishy sweet taste permeated the mouths of the two people.
Lin Mo reluctantly left Lu Yinyin's lips, looked at the girl who was imprisoned in his arms and struggled, and said coldly, "Won't you like me like this?" ”
Where is Lu Yinyin still the obedient and soft person who was held in his arms just now, and at this moment, he suddenly became a little wild cat with sharp teeth and sharp mouth, and broke free from his embrace with all his might, and replied without showing emotion, "Lin Mo Nian, are you so interesting?" I said I don't like it, I don't like it, is it necessary for you to test me in this way?
I don't think there's any need to continue to be friends, let's go back to being strangers in the future, just because we've never known each other, Lin Mo Nian, goodbye"
Lu Yinyin endured the sadness in his heart, tried to restrain the emotions in his heart and tried to be as calm and calm as possible, so as not to let Lin Monian see his panic, and left without looking back after saying this, leaving only Lin Monian with a stubborn and resolute back.
Lin Mo Nian, who was beaten back to his original form by Lu Yinyin, didn't know if it was because the moonlight was too beautiful tonight, or because he didn't want to suppress his feelings for a long time, so he couldn't help but kiss Lu Yinyin, and then was rejected by Lu Yinyin fiercely, but the two people who were very happy just now broke up because of this kiss.
Lin Mo Nian felt that he was very sad, he didn't say a word, he was dumped by Lu Yinyin, especially Lu Yinyin's words deliberately made him completely break his thoughts, this is considered a loss of love.
But when Lu Yinyin, who never plays cards according to common sense, meets Lin Monian, who never thinks according to normal logical thinking, everything is just the beginning.
Since that day, the relationship between Lu Yinyin and Lin Mo Nian has become like this, every time the two meet, Lu Yinyin always tilts his head to the side, just don't look at Lin Mo Nian, and Lin Mo Nian sees her like this, and the surface has returned to the cold and cold it used to be, indifferent and cold, and she really shouldn't know her.
And every time Lu Yinyin went to the third class of mechanical and electrical machinery to find He Kun to make up for the class, Lu Yinyin deliberately played with He Kun very loudly, wanting to attract Lin Monian's attention, but Lin Monian sat in her seat alone as if she had automatically blocked all the information about her, and didn't even give her a superfluous look.
Especially every time Lu Yinyin saw Zhong Yanan and Lin Mo Nian getting very close and discussing problems, Lu Yinyin felt that he was really looking for excitement and unpleasantness.
Lin Mo Nian never looked for her again, never said some inexplicable words to her again, and Lu Yinyin never looked for Lin Mo Nian again, just like a hurried passerby, completely faded out of each other's lives.
Obviously, Lin Mo Nian did what she said, and really made each other strangers, but Lu Yinyin was very angry and lost for no reason, and sure enough, Lin Mo Nian was a big pig's trotter, not only took away her first hug, but now even her first kiss was taken away.
But Lu Yinyin has no regrets, at least there is such a memory between her and Lin Monian, this is the boy she loves for the first time, she loves him very much, but he has a heart.
As for that kiss, no matter whether Lin Mo Nian was out of temptation or what kind of psychology, Lu Yinyin didn't want to care about it, didn't want to think deeply, so let everything end here.
No matter what the result is, she can't accept it, in the end it is impossible for them to be together, it will only make themselves deeper and hurt more, what is the point of the so-called persistence.
And Lin Mo Nian felt that she suddenly kissed Lu Yinyin that day, which caused her a lot of shock, and she may not be able to accept the sudden change in the relationship between the two of them for a while, so she said such things.
Since Lu Yinyin said that they should be strangers, he cooperated with her and became strangers as she wished, but he never thought of being Lu Yinyin's stranger, but was ready to put a long line to catch big fish, and by the way, he used himself as bait.
Since he kissed her, he recognized her, Lin Mo Nian considered that in order not to affect Lu Yinyin's studies, at such a critical moment, Lu Yinyin's mood could not be allowed to fluctuate, he still resisted the impulse in his heart and did not say that he liked it.
Both men have their own thoughts. They all naively thought that everything they thought was right, but they never thought of asking the other party a word and asking the other party for something.
Besides, why Lu Yinyin didn't want to attend classes at school during the May Day holiday, the reason was because of Lin Monian, the four-leaf clover necklace he gave her as a birthday gift, and she had the opportunity to take it out seriously when she returned to the dormitory.
It was a four-leaf clover necklace with each heart-shaped leaf inlaid with broken diamonds, and he originally wanted to return it to Lin Mo Nian, but when he saw that each leaf of the four-leaf clover was shining, Lu Yinyin was reluctant in his heart, because it was given by Lin Mo Nian.
So she began to rack her brains to think about what to send back to Lin Mo Nian, thinking about it and it seemed to be back to the original point, she remembered the story she told Zhong Yanan back then, the girl wrote all the words on the thousand paper cranes, until many years later, the boy finally discovered the secrets hidden in the thousand paper cranes.
Lu Yinyin, as a handicap party, naturally can't fold a thousand paper cranes, but she will fold the lucky star in the simplest way, just do it, Lu Yinyin had a May Day holiday, and before going home, she bought a lot of colored paper for folding lucky stars in the school commissary, and also bought a beautiful bottle with stars.
When she got home, she locked herself in her room every day, and she would write a sentence every time she folded a star, such as:
"Lin Monian, I like you"
"Lin Mo Nian, do you remember the first time we met?"
"That day I threw myself into your arms without warning"
"Your smell is clean and refreshing, so good"
"I love your big black-rimmed glasses"
"I love that you smile at me every time"
"I like your warm and firm embrace"
"I don't know when I fell in love with you"
"I also know that you have a girlfriend Song Chanjuan"
"I can't restrain myself from liking you"
"There's no way to make you like me"
"I had to say that I didn't like you"
"You kissed me that day, and I was actually very happy"
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Lu Yinyin wrote a lot intermittently, until the 521st lucky star was broken, and finally all of them were put into a bottle by her, she wanted to leave a few words for Lin Mo Nian, so she wrote a poem by Shu Ting "Maybe"
"Maybe it's on our minds
There are always no readers
Maybe the path started wrong
The result is still wrong
Maybe we'll light lanterns one by one
and were blown out one by one by a strong wind
Maybe burn out the candle of life to light the darkness
But there was no heating fire around
Maybe the tears flowed
The land is more fertile
Maybe we sing about the sun
It is also sung by the sun
Maybe the heavier it is on the shoulders
The more majestic the faith
Maybe cry out for all suffering
Silence over personal misfortunes
Maybe
Due to the irresistible call
We had no other choice."
Perhaps, Lin Mo Nian will never discover the secrets hidden in the stars.
Perhaps, Lin Mo Nian will never know that there is a girl named Lu Yinyin who has secretly loved him.