Chapter 83: Dreaming

He knew that last night, he said that about her, a little excessive, but he was crazy with jealousy, couldn't she see that he was jealous?

Gu Zhichen didn't speak, Xia Ying didn't know what he meant, and after a rambling silence, she opened her mouth again, "Gu Zhichen, let's ...... Still is...... Let's get a divorce. ”

Divorce?

The man's inky eyes suddenly lifted and looked into the woman's eyes, "You say it again?" ”

Xia Ying pursed her lips, she felt that such a marriage had no meaning at all, "I said, we ...... Divorce, I'll atone for my sins in another way. ”

"Dreaming."

He threw down the towel in his hand, walked out of the bedroom, and went straight downstairs.

Xia Ying looked at his tall back and bit her lip tightly, did he listen to her call just now, didn't she understand enough?

The two of them obviously can't get along peacefully at all, so why don't they divorce.

Maybe this relationship is pleasure for him, and it is really torture for her, why continue this abnormal relationship?

Gu Zhichen sat at the dining table for the first time, and Xia Ying, who was standing at the corner of the stairs, hesitated to go down,

He ignored her, and ate the bread that had been cold, and the milk that had cooled.

Butler Blue wanted to give him a hot up, but he refused.

He ate quickly, got up in a few bites, and the blue butler handed him his coat, and he went out.

Stoop down and sit in the car,

He loosened his tie, and she dared to divorce him.

No matter which way he used it at the beginning, he finally married her, how could he divorce her.

The man sighed,

At the end of the day, she just doesn't love him.

Marrying someone you don't love is torture, he knows.

He leaned back in the car seat, pinching his aching brow, whether he had made the right decision or was wrong.

Can't she try to fall in love with him?

Is he that bad?

Why in her eyes, she just can't see his good,

He couldn't figure it out at all.

Moments later,

He took out Nan Jingyi's phone number from the phone book and dialed it.

"Where?"

"Where can I be, at the clinic, of course, something?" Nan Jing asked.

"My mom...... What is the success rate of surgery? ”

Nan Jing was stunned one by one, "How did you figure it out and decide to operate on your aunt?" ”

The man pinched his eyebrows, "Can there be a better way?" ”

"It seems that there is only one way now, but, you should know, not to mention that the failure rate of the operation is very high, that is, it is successful, Auntie's IQ may only be three or five years old, can you accept it?"

"Jing Yi, I'm ...... I don't want my mom to go back to sleep. ”

"What's the matter, I feel sorry for my daughter-in-law?"

Gu Zhichen took a deep breath, "You can arrange it as soon as possible." ”

"Then you wait for my news."

hung up Nan Jingyi's phone, Gu Zhichen was not much easier, he didn't know if Sun Huizhen woke up, Xia Ying would have more reason to leave.

After Gu Zhichen left the villa, Xia Ying locked herself in the room.

She doesn't want to do anything today,

She took out Xia Miao's diary from her suitcase,

The journal still has that yellowed photo,

It was she who went to Qincheng and Xia Qishan gave it to her,

Although her mother has experienced great hardships in her short life, she has such a good boy who has always accompanied her in her green years.

They love each other, know each other, and promise to be with each other for a lifetime, what a happy thing.

She is so envious,

But it is impossible for her to have it in this life.

"Mom, Brother Sun has changed, I don't know each other at all, we have become the most familiar enemies, I know that he doesn't like me anymore, although we are married, but we don't love each other."

"Mom, am I wrong, in the first place, why did I refuse his love, his like? If he hadn't refused, would we be a different person now, even if he was hypocritical, even if he would disguise himself...... Even if he wasn't his true self, we wouldn't be what we are,"

"But...... Mom, I have no regrets, because Jingshu is worth it, Mom, Jingshu is my best friend, I can't rob her of a man because of my love, I can't. ”

She lowered her gloomy eyes, "But, I'm still married to him, if Jingshu knows, she won't forgive me, Mom, why did I become so pitiful, friendship is gone, love no longer belongs to me, I think, I really, don't deserve to live in this world, Mom, I really want to go to you, really want to." ”

Xia Ying hugged her legs, put her head on her knees, and her slender body trembled, "Mom, I'm so tired, three years ago, I should have died, why didn't I drown at that time, if I died at that time, wouldn't it, there would be no later stories, wouldn't be so sad, wouldn't be so sad, wouldn't be guilty, wouldn't be sorry for anyone." ”

"Mom, why do you want to leave me alone, there is no one in this world who loves me as much as you, loves me, I'm so lonely, I miss you so much, Mom."

Her whole person was in a trance, and a vague shadow appeared in front of her eyes, and the shadow became clearer and clearer, turning into a specific outline.

"Mom."

"Who made my little moon sad?" The woman's loving face looked at Xia Ying, she stretched out her hand and gently dusted away her tears, "Little Moon is good, don't cry." ”

Xia Ying hugged the woman, and she could clearly feel her temperature, "Mom, is it really you?" You've come to see me, haven't you? ”

"Why isn't my little moon happy?"

"Mom, I miss you, I don't want to stay here anymore, I want to go to you, can you take me away?"

The woman stroked her long hair and shook her head gently, "Silly child, tell mom what happened?" ”

"Mom, I'...... Brother Sun doesn't like me anymore. ”

"Why doesn't your brother Sun like you anymore, aren't you his little heel?"

"That was when I was a kid, and now he hates me."

"Aren't you married? When you were a child, didn't you keep shouting that you wanted to marry him when you grew up? He also fulfilled his promise, and you should be happy. ”

"Mom, we're married, but he doesn't love me."

The woman smiled softly and stroked her back again and again, "What about you, do you love him?" ”

Xia Ying raised her little head in the woman's arms, "I ......"

“……?”

"Mom, I love him and I can't change anything."

"Yes, my silly boy, love will always go through a lot of tribulations, your brother Sun has not changed, you have not changed, you will be fine."

"Mom, I just want to accompany you, you take me away, I just want to go with you, I'm lonely, I'm really lonely......"

The woman was still smiling softly and lovingly, but Xia Ying couldn't feel it anymore, her silhouette was getting blurred and blurred, and she went to hug her, but it was like hugging a cloud of fog.