Chapter 82: You're talking back to me
Why is he angry again,
Hasn't he already finished venting his anger?
Scolded her like that just now, hasn't you made yourself angry?
Xia Ying pursed her lips, her footsteps were in the door, she didn't know whether to step out or not,
Never mind
She closed the door again,
What qualifications does she have to control the temper of her master, if she goes, she will be scolded, and her face is not a city wall.
One night, Xia Ying didn't sleep well,
Because Gu Zhichen fell something all night.
Early in the morning, she got up to make breakfast, as if she became a cook after the servants became fewer, but it seemed that Gu Zhichen had never eaten her cooking.
It's still bread, ham, milk, she doesn't know what he likes to eat, he won't eat it anyway, so she simply gets it,
Make a good breakfast,
She walked to his bedroom door and asked him to get up respectfully and in a low voice.
In the past, she would have done the same.
But for the most part, he's long gone,
So, when she heard that there was no movement in his bedroom, she would go in and tidy up.
Today, she thinks it should be the same.
"Mr. Gu. Breakfast was good. ”
"Mr. Gu. Breakfast is ready, you can get up. ”
"Mr. Gu. Please have breakfast. ”
It was still three routine questions, and after making sure that no one answered her, she pushed open the door and prepared to tidy up the room for him.
As soon as the door was pushed open, she hit a wall of flesh,
He wiped his half-dried hair and looked at her with his eyes down, his cold eyes were about to burst with anger,
Xia Ying didn't expect him to be at home,
Then she screamed so much, why didn't he agree?
"I'm sorry, Mr. Gu, I didn't know you were at home." She was in a hurry to exit the bedroom, but he grabbed her wrist with his backhand, "Do you go in and out of my room like this every day?" ”
What does he mean?
Xia Ying looked into his eyes in confusion, "I ......"
"Yes or no?"
"I'm in charge of tidying up and cleaning...... So ......"
"Who gave you the right to go in and out of my room? Well? ”
The man's face was angry, Xia Ying didn't know, if he didn't enter his room, how could he clean and tidy up, "Doesn't Mr. Gu's room need to be cleaned?" ”
"You're talking back to me?"
Xia Ying lowered her eyes and crossed her lips, "I don't dare." ”
"Xia Ying, let me tell you, this is my home, I am the master."
"I know." Of course she knew, and there was no need for him to repeat it.
She's just a servant, and she's always put herself in the right place.
"You know? You know, you still look wronged? ”
"I don't feel wronged."
"Then who do you throw this face to?"
"Did I throw my face?" She didn't understand why he always had trouble with her.
"Xia Ying, you always seem to have forgotten your identity?" The man scoffed.
"Identity, huh." She lifted her chin and looked at the man in front of her, was he so interesting every day? "Gu Zhichen, what do you want, can you give me a good time? Yes, I am the sinner of your Gu family, it is because of me that Aunt Sun has become what she is now, you hate me, I don't resent you, but you have to pull me to marry me, married, you don't treat me as a wife, I ......"
Xia Ying was a little choked, and some words, she held back for a long time,
Every time he used an excuse to find her fault, she wanted to talk to him well, but she understood her identity very well, so she rarely contradicted him, and she just endured it.
But he's always been like this endlessly,
She felt that she couldn't stay for a day.
“…… I know that you can't treat me as your wife, and I haven't had the luxury of it, but I'm also a person, whether this marriage is your love or not, I will do my duty as a wife, and I won't hook up with any man, and you don't have to attack me with such dirty language, just like Ito, we just met in the water and chatted for a few days, you don't need to imagine me as a watery woman. ”
"Also, I think that there is no need for our marriage to exist at all, I can take care of Aunt Sun as a servant, or as you said, as a nurse, if she doesn't wake up, I will continue to work here until death, a year, ten years, or twenty years, but this is not because I feel guilty, but my kindness tells me that I can't escape, it belongs to my responsibility, even if it is a little bit of responsibility."
"Gu Zhichen, you hate me, I understand, I can understand it if I change it to anyone, but this is not an excuse for you to torture me, before, in the Lin family, Zhou Meijuan tortured me in a different way, although I was scarred, but my heart was not sad, because she was just a stranger to me, or even just a simple bad person" She lowered her eyelids, lifted them again, and looked at the man, "But here with you, my heart is sad, so, I don't want to continue." ”
"I am a person with a sound personality, but in Yecheng, I was forced to change my kidney, I was forced to get married, I was forced to atone for my sins, I feel that my outlook on life has collapsed, I feel that I am a schizophrenia, I feel that I am not normal."
Xia Ying took two deep breaths, "I don't want to be so abnormal anymore, I want to work, I want to live a normal life, even if I am a servant, I also want to be a servant who is taught by the master from time to time, instead of worrying all the time." ”
Xia Ying didn't cry, maybe because she was too wronged, but there were no tears.
She was very excited, but she was clearly organized, this was something she had been accumulating for a long time, if it weren't for his repeated troubles with her, she thought she would still hold it in her heart and continue to endure it
Although, she wasn't sure how the man would react after these words were spoken, she still said,
As a result, she waited for his trial.
She didn't think that she escaped death from Zhou Meijuan, but she entered the tiger's mouth again, and she was still ......
Xia Ying smiled, laughing at her stupidity, when he pulled her to get married, why would she agree, she thought that although he didn't love her anymore, she could live a dull life,
She tried her best to do what she could, but she was always disgusted by him.
He's really not wrong at all.
He married her in order to torture her better.
The man was silent, he didn't speak for a long time, her sadness, her pain, he saw it in his eyes, wasn't he uncomfortable? Of course he was uncomfortable, but he didn't want her to treat her like a servant.
Doesn't he want to live a normal married life with her?
However, she moved to the guest bedroom when she came, and she never thought of sharing a room with him, is this to blame him?
He was angry, he kept looking for her faults, not because he couldn't get used to her, he just wanted to find an opportunity to get close to her, to find an opportunity to communicate with her and talk to her, was he wrong?