(Girls' Literature)

He took out a card, oh my God, how could it be another card? "You better take it back......" I said lightly, Li Yunxiang glanced at me, as if he didn't figure out what I was talking about now, but in the past two days, I was really a little nervous about things like this card, "You take it back, I can't ask for ......" Zhang Yefeng sighed, "Tell me who you learned from this stubborn temper?" Take it, you don't have any financial resources now, so you have to pass this level first, don't you? I shook my head firmly, "No, you take it, it's also my principle!" Zhang Yefeng looked at me helplessly, he has known me for so long, he must also understand what kind of temper I have now, as long as I don't want something, no matter what I say, I won't want it anymore.

Zhang Yefeng smiled, and then still shook his head, "Okay, I know, if you pout your temper, it's almost impossible for nine cows to pull back, but you have to think about it, you really don't have ......any income now" Although he still had a hard time saying this last sentence, at least he still said it!

I lowered my head to help Li Yunxiang wipe my fingers, I knew that although I was a little ignorant of Zhang Yefeng's rejection, I couldn't find a reason to accept his money. "You get back to work!" Zhang Yefeng raised his head, the sparkle in his eyes flowed, flashing light, I understand, he really hopes that I can go back at this moment! It's just that I'm not sure if I can do a good job in the creative space, if I still have so much time and energy to devote to it, and now that my mood is so complicated, it's easy not to put it into it.

I looked at him, smiled, and didn't answer! At this time, Zhang Yefeng stood up, maybe he also felt that the atmosphere was not very good! "Baby, I'll come to see you again in two days......" The baby was still in the stroller and smiled at him, "I'll go first, you think about it......" He walked out of the door of the room, and at this time the baby began to cry in the car! "Alright, alright, don't cry......"

Comforting the baby, my heart is sighing softly again, hey, yes, I'm really looking for a job now, and it's really not the same thing to be in a state of no job all the time! Thinking of this, I sighed silently again, feeding the child in my arms, he stretched out his white and tender little hand, how to cover my mouth all at once, baby, seeing you, all the grievances in my mother's heart are gone, tears fell again, but I am a mother, the first thing I have to do is to be strong, only strong, there is hope, only strong, I can ensure that my son can not be hungry! I let out a slow breath. Women are weak, mothers are strong, I looked at the baby in my arms and made up my mind to protect him.

In the past few days, I have been thinking about accepting that job in my heart, if I go to Zhang Yefeng's side, although I am very familiar with the environment, but after all, it is still a long way to go, and I still have a doppelganger to take care of Li Yunxiang, and the creative space sometimes needs to work overtime, which is really not particularly suitable for me, but to go to Zou Jialiang's side to be a tutor, to be honest, I am really a little hesitant, not for anything else, just Zou Jialiang, my heart is very resistant, but after thinking about it for a few days, I still decided, Go to Zou Jialiang's side, if nothing else, I still think that I really have to come out to take care of Li Yunxiang! At least the working hours over there are more flexible, so I feel a lot more comfortable! It has helped me relieve a lot of stress.

"Auntie, thank you, thank you, you help me take care of the baby, I don't know how to thank you in my heart......." Every time I think of Auntie's care for me, the corners of my eyes will always be moist, Auntie shook her head, "Where, I'm not taking care of my own grandson?" Look at how cute it is, ...... carved out of a mold with Yunxiang" Auntie said and wiped the corners of her eyes, "It's strange for you to say, there are so many people who rent houses, in the end, just like our mother and daughter, I like you child, I want to love it when I look at it......" I helped my aunt wipe her tears, she looked up at me, "Xiaoya, you are really a hard-working child, hey, but this natural and man-made disaster, this person's life is very common, for the sake of your own child, you must also get through, you know?" Looking at her earnest gaze, I think I can only just nod my head, Auntie, I remember everything you said! These words will never be forgotten no matter what time it is.

When I dialed Zou Jialiang's phone, his tone was still as calm as ever, but I don't know if I was really too sensitive, I still felt that there were some unusual things in his words, I think it was really me who thought too much, Zou Jialiang may really just want to help me, sometimes, maybe my thinking is too sensitive, so this feeling has been so entrenched in my heart!

But at this time, I must consider many aspects, Li Yunxiang's problem is not a short-term problem, and now although he is just lying on the hospital bed, the medical expenses plus nursing expenses are still not a small amount, and now the owner of the modification factory is also in debt because of this racing competition.

Before going to work at Zou Jialiang's side, I went home! "Dad, I'm sorry, it's been so long to come to see you......." It's the early winter of 2012, and it's not long before the 2013 New Year, but there are so many things going on in this year! The flames were still burning violently, and I put the Stygian coins into the flames one by one, "Dad, I didn't mean to come to see you so late, but this year is really something, Dad, you know what?" You've got a grandson, it's been more than two months now, Dad, he's really cute......"

The cold and thin rain fell slowly from the sky, and it fell on my cheeks, it was like a needle, the prickly skin hurt, I sniffed, Dad's photo because it hadn't been taken care of for a long time, a layer of soil fell on it, it was another year of winter, this lifeless winter, a very desperate winter, I took out a towel from my bag, and wiped all the photos on the tombstone, "Dad, I miss you......" I thought so in my heart, and immediately, tears began to flow out of my eyes, before under your protection, I was a little princess, but now there are many things, I need to face it myself, completely by myself, isn't it?

"Dad, when do you think these days will pass? Tell me, you see me in heaven, won't you feel bad in your heart? "I finally couldn't stop crying! So many days of grievances, as well as grief and indignation, all turned into tears, yes, I really didn't ask for too much, from the bankruptcy of Li Yunxiang's family to the present, I still feel that money is not important, the important thing is that we are together, and there will be hope for everything, but in fact, whenever I feel that happiness is coming, the reality comes out and gives me a head start, and every time it smashes me into a more depressed abyss, every time, every time, these things, what else do I have to say? Dad, I'm going to hold on, don't I? Because Li Yunxiang has the possibility of waking up, I have my child, I still have my mother, isn't it? But here, Dad definitely can't answer, accompanied by my crying, there is only this rain in the sky, this scene, not ordinary desolation!

At this time, I felt that the rain that had fallen on my cheeks was obviously a lot less, and at this time, I looked up and saw Zhang Yefeng standing beside me with an umbrella, what? Hallucinations? I blinked, yes, it was him! "I, I'm a little worried about you, I called Mimi, he said you're going home, but I waited for a long time downstairs at your house and didn't wait, so I'm wondering, are you ...... here" Zhang Yefeng wore a jacket, looking so tall in this rainy weather in early winter! I sniffed and looked at him, I must have been embarrassed at the moment, "Come, you get up first, look at you like this, it must be very cold!" "Zhang Yefeng, why did you come? I wondered, if he hadn't shown up, I would have been kneeling here like this, and after a while, would my heart gradually collapse because of my sadness?

Zhang Yefeng helped me up, just stuffed the umbrella into my hand, he took out the lighter, lit the incense in his hand, and respectfully inserted it in front of the incense burner in front of my father's grave. Helped me out of the cemetery! "Go see your mother, I won't go up, don't let her think about it, you go see her......"

Sitting in this pickup truck, I felt so in a trance for a moment, I even felt that this time was a year ago, or even longer, when I first met him, Li Yunxiang didn't have an accident, or when he was in a good position, "What's wrong with you?" Seeing that I was in a trance, Zhang Yefeng asked me like this, I quickly shook my head, "It's okay, it's okay......." The car was bumping on the muddy road, I understood that the location of the cemetery was originally relatively remote, and it rained, if it wasn't for Zhang Yefeng daring to pick me up, I think it would be difficult for me to go home! It's just that, at this time, this gradually shaking bump also made me understand that I have to accept the current facts, and before the fantasy in my mind, it must not go back! Li Yunxiang, does this mean that there is no hope in our lives?