I heard that there is a kind of wine in this world called drunken life and dream death, and it is said that those who drink this kind of wine can forget everything that happened in the past.

I heard that there is a kind of soup in this world, called Meng Po soup, it is said that drinking this soup can make people forget all the past things, love, hatred, hatred, and hatred.

I don't know if there are many people in this world who want to forget some unpleasant memories in their lives, and I don't know if there are many people who are trying to delete some unhappy fragments from their memories.

And what I can do is at just the right time, when I happen to have such a feeling, an awareness, and a courage to face, I use the pen in my hand to portray those years as eternal in my memory, no matter how many years have passed, whenever I read such a text, those past are like deciphered codes, vividly appearing in my mind.

------ shade of the land

Originally, Lu Yinyin was scheduled to go to work the next day, but when the sky was just dawning, sparks and lightning began to sound one after another outside, and in an instant, the sky and the earth were woven into a net by the rain, plus Lin Mo Nian pretended to be cute and coquettish, stalked, and resolutely refused to go out, Lu Yinyin finally had no choice but to compromise and decided to stay at home with him for a few more days.

After the two of them had breakfast, they both sat on the sofa, and Lin Mo Nian finally said solemnly to Lu Yinyin, "Daughter-in-law, come here, it's raining today anyway, we both have time, I haven't had a chance to talk to you these days, what do you want to ask me, what questions and curiosity do you have about me in my heart, tell me all of them, I must know everything." ”

Lu Yinyin looked like he hadn't woken up yet, with big eyes that were a little confused, he rubbed into Lin Mo Nian's arms, and said in a daze, "Then tell me how you have come over the years, although I don't want to recall the past five years at all, but I inexplicably feel that something is missing in my heart, I am afraid to listen to you, and I especially want to know how you have persevered until now." ”

So on such a rainy morning in early summer, Lin Mo Nian's deep and deep voice was telling in the room, as if he was telling a story that had nothing to do with him, but he was the real protagonist in the story, and Lu Yinyin's emotions fell into it with his undulating voice.

At the beginning of the story, it went back to November 2010, a month after the two broke up, Mo Xin was finally found, but Lin Anshun was admitted to the intensive care unit, and was imprisoned by Wang Meili all the time.

Lin Anshun has always been unconscious, only a few close people know, and all the news has been blocked from the outside world, but fortunately, Lin Anshun has never treated his subordinates harshly for so many years, and a group of classmates and friends are executives of Linmo Media, so there is no chaos for the time being, in order to prevent people with ulterior motives from deliberately making a mess at this time, causing chaos in the company, and finally after unanimous research, it was decided that Lin Mo Nian must replace Lin Anshun to preside over the overall situation of the company. Lin Anshun's classmate and long-time friend Li Xu strongly assisted Lin Monian to take the position.

In such a grim situation, Lin Mo Nian was still willful, left everything, and went to Songcheng to find Lu Yinyin regardless of it, but he didn't expect to pounce directly, and also went to Lu Yinyin's counselor and her only good friend Wu Xiaoli, all of whom were told that there was no comment, and then went back to Lanhai City, trying to ask something from Ji Yunzhe and Qi Xiaofei, but the result was nothing.

Because Li Xu called him over and over again to hurry back to Micheng, Xiaozhi was moved by emotion, and his father was still lying in the hospital, and Lin Monian was not allowed to continue to be willful, so in the case of looking everywhere to no avail, Lin Monian temporarily returned to Micheng and began to officially accept Linmo Media, under Li Xu's almost perfect and harsh training, Lin Monian gradually sorted out his thoughts, and everything was slowly on the right track.

But every time in the dead of night, he always used alcohol to anesthetize his crazy thoughts about Lu Yinyin, at a certain moment, he was always thinking about what his little girl was busy with now, whether she would have hated him to death, and never wanted to see him again in this life, if he found her one day, would she never forgive him again, when he thought of this, Lin Mo thought of a big man, and tears always flowed down silently.

But he never gave up looking for Lu Yinyin, in February 2011, the thirtieth year of the Chinese New Year's Eve, the cold winter of Lajiu, the reunion of thousands of families, Lin Anshun finally woke up, his body was getting better day by day, the Chinese New Year's Eve dinner made by Mo Xin that night, Lin Mo Nian did not move a chopstick, a little depressed and absent-mindedly sat there, and finally Lin Anshun saw his hesitation and said, "Don't go to her now, when do you want to wait." ”

Hearing this, Lin Mo Nian seemed to have made up some kind of determination, and directly picked up the car keys on the table and went out, but when he rushed to Dongfeng Town and was about to find someone to inquire where Lu Yinyin's family lived, he ran into Gu Jinyan who was setting off a salute in the front room of the village.

But after the fight, Lin Mo Nian still wanted to go to Lu Yinyin, but was sneered by Gu Jinyan replied that Lu Yinyin didn't know where to go in order to avoid him, there was no one in the family, Lin Mo Nian was hot, and finally found out about Lu Yinyin's house, but saw that the door of their house was locked with black lights, and the whole family was really not at home.

In March 2011, on Lu Yinyin's twenty-second birthday, Lin Mo Nian pretended that she was still by her side, and put the prepared gift into the box early, no one knew how sad Lin Mo Nian's heart was, what should he do, Lu Yinyin was fighting hard to avoid him, and even the whole family was not at home during the New Year, where should he go to find her.

In July 2011, Lu Yinyin graduated from university, Lin Monian specially asked someone to inquire about the time to get his graduation certificate, and went to Songcheng from Micheng, but Lu Yinyin didn't see it, but he met Ji Yunzhe, time is really a cruel thing, unconsciously he has been separated from Lu Yinyin for nine months, Ji Yunzhe told him with an extremely indifferent attitude to stop pretentious, don't want to see Lu Yinyin again in this life, in order to avoid him, Lu Yinyin didn't even take a college graduation photo, what else did he want.

In October 2011, the two broke up for a whole year, Lin Anshun's body finally recovered after such a long period of recuperation, Lin Mo Nian returned to Lanhai City, and began to devote himself intensively to the preparation for graduate school.

In February 2012, Lu Yinyin's twenty-third birthday, Lin Monian, who had passed the preliminary examination for graduate school, still habitually put the prepared gifts into the box, because he always believed that one day his little girl would open the boxes with her own hands.

In March 2012, the results of the postgraduate entrance examination came out, and Lin Monian successfully entered the re-examination, and then inadvertently learned that Ji Yunzhe actually gave up the opportunity to stay in school for graduate school, but chose to go to Songcheng for graduate school.

In July 2012, Lin Mo Nian graduated from his bachelor's degree, and he had made an appointment with Lu Yinyin to get married this year, but he could no longer find her trace, leaving him alone and sad, God knows how he spent these countless days and nights without Lu Yinyin, despite this, Lin Mo Nian never thought of giving up, he only promised one Lu Yinyin in his life, and he had to make his promise come true no matter what.

In October 2012, the two broke up for two years, Lin Mo Nian went to Songcheng to start his graduate career, and has been renting Song Ange, where he had lived with Lu Yinyin for a whole summer.

Until one time, the landlord put a newspaper at the door, Lin Mo Nian picked it up and looked at it, and then unexpectedly saw the small words "Reporter Lu Yinyin", at that moment Lin Mo Nian A big man hugged a newspaper and cried like a child, it turned out that he and Lu Yinyin were really in the same city.

Later, according to the name of the newspaper in the newspaper, Lin Mo Nian found Lu Yinyin's place of work, and when he was squatting for almost a day, he finally saw Lu Yinyin again two years later, but from a distance, he saw that she had obviously lost a lot of weight, and her mental state was not very good.

Lin Mo Nian was afraid that Lu Yinyin would disappear without a trace when he saw him, so he naturally didn't dare to appear in front of her openly, so he went to Ji Yunzhe, and several negotiations were fruitless, Ji Yunzhe was very surprised, and was finally discovered by this kid, why was he so persevering.

In December 2012, Lin Monian couldn't calm down anymore, because on the day of the end of the world uploaded on the Internet, he mustered up the courage to pick up Lu Yinyin from work, but he ran into Qinghan, the two went to have a meal, and then they had a fight inexplicably, and then Lin Monian began to swagger and appear in front of Lu Yinyin unabashedly.