Chapter Forty-Nine: Sadness and Sadness, Nowhere to Dodge

Those old famine years in time, sluggishness and loss, touched attachments, just like the wind rises and falls and the leaves dance, the remnants of the leaves disturb the prosperity of several dreams, intermittently stretching the sorrow of feelings, and the sadness and sorrow that permeate the mood.

Countless traces of the existence of dreams, stained with the old hands of time, the past that was sung in the red dust, dried up the love fascination of the years, mottled the broken shadows of time, and only a faint sadness remained.

When Lin Mo Nian talked about December 2012, Lu Yinyin finally couldn't hold his breath, and opened the conversation box like pouring beans into a bamboo tube, it was two years after the two broke up, Lin Mo Nian reappeared in front of Lu Yinyin for the first time, that year's winter in Songcheng, the weather was cold, dripping into ice, no wind and no snow, dry and cold, the kind of freezing made people feel pain in the cracks of their bones, such weather, Lu Yinyin has been afraid of cold since she was a child, and whenever winter, she can't wait to wrap herself into a little penguin.

If humans can also hibernate, she promises to be able to nest in the quilt and sleep all winter, but the actual conditions do not allow it, she has to go to work to earn money, and strive to realize the value of her life, that morning was finally urged by Qi Xiaofei to go to the newspaper, but as soon as she arrived at the office, her butt was not hot, and she received the work task, such a cold day, because the weather was too dry, there was a mountain fire somewhere in Songcheng, and other news media have gone to the place of the incident to track and report.

Because Lu Yinyin is in charge of news gathering and editing current affairs reports, she needs to report the news content she was responsible for that day in a timely and truthful manner, as soon as she heard that there was a work task, Lu Yinyin then rushed out of the door without hesitation and rushed to the scene of the incident, but that day Lin Mo Nian went to their unit as if she had a telepathy with her, and before she got closer, she saw Lu Yinyin and her colleagues with camera equipment, and hurriedly got into the car and went out.

So Lin Mo Nian also got into a taxi, followed them closely, and when he listened to the radio on the taxi, he knew that there was big news today, Lin Mo Nian seemed to have guessed what Lu Yinyin was going to do, but at present, he didn't even know what the situation was at the scene, there must be a strong wind on the mountain, with the help of the wind speed, coupled with dry weather, the vegetation is dry and flammable, and the mountain fire will definitely spread extremely rapidly.

Lin Mo couldn't help but sweat for Lu Yinyin, in such a dangerous situation, she still rushed to the front line of news reporting with her colleagues without hesitation, she should love the job of a reporter very much, but he couldn't watch her encounter any unknown dangers, even if he knew in his heart how much Lu Yinyin didn't want to see him, the only thing he could do now was to wait and see what happened, and in case there was an emergency at the scene, he would have to resist her away.

After arriving at the scene, sure enough, everything was expected by Lin Mo Nian, although the firefighters had rushed into the fire desperately and tried their best to put it out, but because the mountain fire was extremely difficult to extinguish, the burning area was too large, the fire was too strong, and the temperature was extremely high, it was very difficult for manpower to even get close to the fire source.

Lin Mo Nian and Lu Yinyin were not very far apart, because Lu Yinyin only focused on work, and did not notice that there were always a pair of concerned and worried eyes staring at her, until Lu Yinyin finished the live recording outside the isolation zone, and when the group packed up their tools and prepared to go home, Lin Mo Nian walked out of the bustling emergency evacuation crowd and grabbed Lu Yinyin's arm.

At that time, Lu Yinyin, who was grabbed by his arm and turned his head, was about to take the microphone in his hand and shoot his head directly at the person, the moment he saw Lin Monian, the whole person was frightened, the microphone stopped in mid-air, and finally did not fall, although Qi Xiaofei told her many times that Lin Monian also came to Songcheng, he couldn't find her, so he got on the bar with her brother Ji Yunzhe, Ji Yunzhe came to Songcheng to study in graduate school, and he also followed, but her brother was very strict-mouthed, Lin Monian couldn't find a breakthrough for a while, but since he was in a city, Maybe one day you can meet it.

Every time she said this, Lu Yinyin always looked indifferent, and said about her with a cold attitude, if she really met him on the road, she wanted to go up and beat him up first, and beat him all over the ground to find his teeth, in fact, she also fantasized about whether the reality would be like the song "Long Time No See" sung by Eason Chan.

"I came to your city

Walk the way you came

Imagine the days without me

How lonely you are

Take the photo you gave

The familiar street

It's just that the picture of you is gone

We won't be able to go back to that day

You won't show up out of nowhere

Coffee shop around the corner

I'll wave with a smile on my face

I'm sitting down and chatting with you

How I want to meet you

Look at how you've changed lately

No longer talking about the past, just pleasantries

Just say a word to you

Long time no see"

Will Lin Mo Nian suddenly appear, in the coffee shop on the corner of the street, although she doesn't want to see him, and she is still immersed in the abyss of pain and can't extricate herself, but she still loves him a little cheaply, and she can't forget it, and she wants to see how he is now.

But she never expected that the two would meet again in this city that Lu Yinyin was tired of when he was in college, and it was actually on the cross street where the wildfire was raging not far away, and the crowd was surging in front of her. ”

When Lu Yinyin heard this, he was angry and anxious, and replied directly to him, "Your eye saw me running away, I just didn't want to see you, let go immediately, otherwise I would call the police." ”

This sudden meeting made Lu Yinyin extremely unhappy, so he directly got rid of Lin Monian without arguing for a few sentences, simply ignored him, and went back to the newspaper directly, and from that time on, Lin Monian was like a corpse, always appearing in front of Lu Yinyin every once in a while, but when it came to this, Lu Yinyin was still reluctant to take the initiative to talk about her depression, and did not want to mention the time in Tiancheng, Lin Monian had to quickly change the topic.

Lin Mo Nian asked, "In October 2011, Yang Muxue and Du Chen held a wedding, when Yang Muxue repeatedly told me that you promised her that she would go to drink wedding wine, but after I arrived, I still didn't see you, how much did you not want to face me at that time?" Silly girl, I'm the kind of person who doesn't talk much, I promised to give you a lifetime, how can I break my word, but you run very fast. ”

Lu Yinyin sighed helplessly and said, "Where did I think so much at that time, I was about to hate you to death, how deep the love is, how deep the hatred is, haven't you hated me?" I can't find it no matter how I look for it, I can't coax it no matter how I coax it, I can't listen to any explanation, and I can choke people to death when I talk every minute. ”

Lin Mo Nian scratched her small nose, chuckled, and said, "Little fool, how could I hate you, everything is because I am not good, I lost you, it's all my fault, what reason do I have to hate you, and you should hate me, if you don't hate, how can you prove that you have loved deeply, but I really want to know how you slipped out of my nose on the day Yang Muxue got married." ”

At this time, Lu Yinyin was a little embarrassed, and said, "You really want to know? Anyway, I didn't say much to Yang Muxue at that time, I went with Sister Fei, greeted her at the door of the hotel, and gave her the red envelope after saying blessings, and we pretended to go to the wedding banquet hall, but in fact didn't go in at all, at that time I was very afraid of seeing my former classmates, and I was even more afraid of hearing them mention you, I felt that we broke up, I was quite embarrassed, I couldn't hang on my face, I didn't want to see acquaintances, and I didn't want people to know that I was dumped by you. ”

Lin Mo Nian said this in his heart, and he was busy and pitifully defended himself, "I was just forced by the situation at the time, in fact, you dumped me, I let myself disappear without a trace without a trace if I didn't agree, you know how scared and sad I am in my heart." ”

Lu Yinyin pursed his lips innocently and said, "Come on, don't pretend to be pitiful here, my sadness is never less than your sadness, and there is no way to avoid it, maybe this is a test given to us by God in the dark, I want to know how much we two fools love each other, and we are reluctant to let go of each other's hands, husband, thank you for your persistence and hard work, I actually really feel sorry for you, and I regret that we have gone through so many detours over the years, and I have lost so many times of love for some reason." ”

After such a heart-to-heart conversation between the two of them, the feeling that Lu Yinyin's heart lacked is becoming more and more complete little by little, but fortunately, they will eventually make up for all the missed time.

When Lu Yinyin returned to work at Linmo Media, Lin Monian happened to be not too busy with work recently, and she was so sticky, the two of them are now like two pieces of chewing gum, good like a person, no matter how you pull it, you can't tear it apart, tenderness, sweetness and affection are infinite, Lin Monian of course wants to follow her to work, as for when the two of them will get the marriage certificate, both of them have explained clearly to their parents, they want to find a commemorative day to get the certificate, so they choose Lin Monian's birthday to go, is it particularly meaningful, Now both parents have a hope in their hearts, so naturally let them go, whatever they like, whatever they want.

Mo Xin naturally shared the good news with her relatives and colleagues for the first time, her son is finally getting married, she can be unhappy, her retirement is on the agenda, maybe when these two children can surprise her and create a big surprise for her, the whole baby to play with her, everyone who knows the inside story knows that Mo Xin's daughter-in-law is the editor-in-chief of the magazine "Heart Road", I don't know, I just think that the young owner of Linmo Media is going to get married, and I feel sorry for it, I haven't had a chance before I make a move, Like these new employees.

Lin Mo Nian wanted to follow her to work, Lu Yinyin originally felt quite awkward, but now her colleagues in Linmo Media should know about her relationship with Lin Mo Nian, how can you think about it so embarrassing, they have been acting embarrassingly for so long, and finally they don't have to continue acting in front of her, so there is no so much pressure psychologically.

But Lu Yinyin's face was still a little stinky, and she didn't want to pay attention to Lin Mo Nian who was following her around, and after the two of them entered Linmo Media one after the other, the front desk saw Lin Mo Nian's expression of flattering Lu Yinyin's little fan brother, and immediately stood up in horror and shouted, "Editor Lu is early, Vice President Lin is early." ”

Lu Yinyin distributed her brother's candy to the colleagues she met along the way, and everyone came up to call Lu Editor-in-Chief first, and then greeted Lin Monian, which made Lu Yinyin's head sweat, what is the situation, when she met Li Xu, Lin Monian took her over, and then respectfully shouted "Uncle Li", and introduced Li Xu's true identity to Lu Yinyin in a special manner, Lu Yinyin respectfully followed and shouted "Uncle Li", but couldn't help but slander in her heart, look, This is the consequence of Lin Monian's family working hard to coax her back to Lin Monian as a daughter-in-law.