The Buddha said: There are eight sufferings in life, which are birth, old age, sickness, death, resentment, love and separation, five yin and blazing, and unwanted.

When he returns to the West, he is nothing at all, but he is full of empty eyes and illusory.

The flowers bloom, and there will eventually be colorful flowers, flashy and temporary, and it is inevitable that people will disperse at the end of the song.

Don't say the grand scene, don't talk about the deep affection, the wisdom will hurt, the love is deep and long-lived, the peace is like a plain, and the smile is warm.

Let go of the thought, and be at ease.

In the same year, November 2010, Tian Cheng

Lu Yinyin, who was arranged by Ji Yunzhe to the eldest brother Ji Yunhao's house, refused at first, but then couldn't help Ji Yunzhe's threat, if she didn't live here, then he wouldn't go through the internship procedures for her, in desperation, Lu Yinyin had no choice but to compromise, at this time Ji Yunhao's family had changed to a big house, Chu Yan showed 100% sincerity and enthusiasm for Lu Yinyin's arrival, and hoped that she would live here in peace.

As for why she suddenly chose to come to Tiancheng, in addition to not wanting to think of Lin Mo Nian anymore and coming out to relax, Lu Yinyin now doesn't even have the courage to go back to Song Cheng alone, Song Cheng is full of memories of her and Lin Mo Nian, and she no longer has the strength to be strong to face all the sorrows alone.

During the summer vacation, Ji Yunhao called and mentioned Lu Yinyin's employment problem, and he mentioned it more kindly, if he can't find a suitable internship unit, he can come to Tiancheng, and his current unit is one of the top mechanical and electrical companies in Tiancheng, so he has been working there for many years, and he still has this face, and he can still apply for a relationship through the back door when the time comes.

At that time, Lu Yinyin was still full of thoughts about going to Lin Mo Nian's arms, and he didn't take it seriously at all, but casually promised to talk about it when the time came, thinking that these Lu Yinyin would always look at the little niece who was already asleep next to him in the dead of night, and he couldn't help but burst into tears.

Although the uncle and aunt are no longer there, Lu Yinyin hates Chu Yan and Ji Yunhao, but after all, there is a layer of family affection in it, and no one can change the fact that blood is thicker than water, except for coming to Tiancheng, Lu Yinyin can't think of a better choice, and it is impossible for her to go back to Micheng, because if she goes back to Micheng, the small city is so small, maybe she will meet Lin Monian and Song Chanjuan one day, that kind of heart-piercing pain, Lu Yinyin is really afraid.

In that love, Lu Yinyin has lost face, it turns out that she is just a junior Lin Mo Nian is looking for to pass the loneliness and a fresh moment, the main owner of the family has always known, and has always cooperated with acting, such a virtuous and virtuous woman is really virtuous and home, but remembering all the words Lin Mo Nian said to her, Lu Yinyin even wondered if she had a nightmare, and then she pinched herself a little nervously.

When I can't sleep at night, I will listen to Na Ying's "Wake Up from a Dream" over and over again with headphones plugged in

"I remember you describing what it looks like to dream of paradise

Pointing to the distance and drawing house by house

Your smirk is so honest

All trust starts from that moment

You give me an address to that sky

I just fell too high and I couldn't stop bleeding

With the wounds, return to the city where you betrayed

The only thing that sheltered me was my own shadow

I want to follow you for the rest of my life

At least there is no reality in such a world

I want to rely on you for the rest of my life

Be the last angel in your relationship

If you wake up with a dream, you're still together

Please allow us to depend on each other

Gorgeous may be a dull life for a while

It was I who chose a man like you

I'm afraid that when I wake up, I'm already divided into two places

No one can undo this separation

Love and hate can be ignored without responsibility

It's dawn and I'm not your woman."

Every time she listened to it, she told herself that it was time to wake up from the dream, it was all just an illusion, she still didn't dare or wanted to believe that Lin Mo Nian would do such a thing, but that day she almost caught him and Song Chanjuan in bed, but somehow she fainted, and after waking up, she also took a special look, and Lin Mo Nian was sitting there wearing slippers.

The facts are in front of her, what reason does she have not to believe it, besides, Lin Mo Nian said everything so clearly, Lu Yinyin couldn't hate Lin Mo Nian, even if she came to Tiancheng, she deliberately left her original mobile phone number for a month, she still had a trace of extravagance in her heart, she thought that Lin Mo Nian would go back and coax her after countless quarrels before.

But thinking that although she and Lin Mo Nian had loved, they were just a third party in other people's relationships, such a disgraceful identity, Lu Yinyin finally gave her mobile phone number to her account, and ate and drank at Ji Yunhao's house for nearly a month, because Chu Yan had already gone to work, Lu Yinyin picked up her niece and nephew to school every day, followed Chu Yan to learn cooking, and had to cook by herself, always laughing and laughing in front of people, relaxed.

But no one knows how tormented Lu Yinyin is at this time, obviously sad to death, but he can't be seen by the people around him, in early November, Ji Yunhao saw the opportunity and sent Lu Yinyin to the technical department of Tiancheng Yunheng Machinery and Electrical Co., Ltd. as an intern technician.

Girls majoring in mechanical and electrical engineering, looking for a job after graduation, if they want to engage in professional work, it seems that there is only the option of technician or quality inspector to choose, or go to the workshop to carry iron and dry lathes, these girls really can't do it, Lu Yinyin gladly accepted this arrangement, and then seriously devoted herself to the internship work.

Her dream was to be a reporter or editor, to work in a text-related job, but every step of her life, she rushed here, everything was like a script that had already been written, so you had to take this step, because there was no better choice than acceptance.

All of a sudden, Lu Yinyin had a state of mind that was at ease with what happened, if it wasn't for one night, she had insomnia again, got up and sat there alone, looking at the text messages she had sent with Lin Monian, and then tears unexpectedly fell on the book, and was discovered by Ruru, the little niece who got up at night, a nine-year-old child, already understands the sadness of adults.

Ru Ru hugged her in her little arms, patted her and said, "Auntie, don't cry, are you staying up all night reading novels?" Have you been touched by the story in it again? Dad said that you have liked to read books since you were a child, and you will cry when you look at books at every turn, it seems to be true, auntie, can you tell me about the content? ”

Lu Yinyin saw that he was so embarrassed in front of his niece, crying into this virtue, and hurriedly said, "Ruru, hurry up and go to bed, I have to go to school tomorrow, and when you are on the weekend, my aunt will tell you again, come and pull the hook, don't tell your father about my reading at night, or he will discipline me again." ”

Ruru heard Lu Yinyin tell her a story on the weekend, so she happily agreed, "I won't tell my father, aunt don't read books, and go to bed quickly." ”

But on the weekend, Ji Yunhao and Chu Yan didn't go to work, Ru Ru and her little nephew Dudu were also at home, the family of four had breakfast, and they all sat at the dining table motionless, and then four pairs of eyes stared at Lu Yinyin, and Lu Yinyin felt furious in his heart, and immediately stood up and said, "Have you all finished eating?" I cleaned up the table and went to wash the dishes. ”

As a result, before there was any action, Chu Yan said, "Lu Yinyin, sit down for me, when will it be your turn to do these jobs at home, aren't you robbing me of my work." ”

Ji Yunhao said again, "Lu Yinyin, hurry up and sit there for me, I heard Ru Ru say that you are going to tell her a story today, and you don't sleep in the middle of the night every day to read a novel, and every time you look at it, you cry a lot, it just so happens that we are all fine today, you can tell us all, what kind of sad story is this, it can make you cry every day, your eyelids are swollen so high, I don't know how much you have been wronged in your brother's house." ”

As soon as she finished saying this, Lu Yinyin sat on the seat, and then her two big eyes glanced at her little niece very innocently, Ruru stuck out her tongue mischievously, and said, "Auntie, I didn't mean to, I missed my mouth for a while, forgive me." ”

After saying that, he smiled hehehehe

Come on, there are always people who can talk about the sky to death with a word, Lu Yinyin immediately jumped up from his seat and said, "Big brother, sister-in-law, I haven't been in love, and I haven't lost any love, don't think nonsense, I'm really fine, I'm just reading Guo Jingming's novel "Sadness Flows Into a River" recently, you want to read this book, I can lend you both." Oh, let's not talk about it, let's go, Ruru will go shopping with her aunt. ”

As he spoke, he dragged his little niece, ready to smear oil on the soles of his feet and walked out, Ji Yunzhe sighed behind her and said, "I feel sad, don't hold back, you can talk to me and your sister-in-law, we are a family, there will be a solution to everything, silly girl, whether you are in love or not, in our old Ji family, except for your little niece, you have always been our little princess, if you can put it down, let it go, our unit has a high-quality golden bachelor." ”

Lu Yinyin's tears fell silently again, and he didn't look back and said, "I know brother, I will be fine, there is nothing in this world that is worth remembering all the time, everything has passed, and there will always be a rainbow after the wind and rain." ”

In December 2010, Tiancheng, Yunheng Machinery

After a month of internship, Lu Yinyin finally set up as a process management technician, managing all the process data in the workshop, which is equivalent to the internal office of the technical department, because she can't design the drawings.

And new product development, she can't develop it, Lu Yinyin herself knows that she is not the material to eat this bowl of rice, even with strong backstage support, Ji Yunhao can be regarded as a minister-level leader of the sales department, not looking at the face of the monk to see the face of the Buddha, and finally the leader of the technical department had to arrange such a position for her that is both idle and has relatively low professional requirements.

Also in December 2010, the city of Mi

Lin Mo Nian went from Micheng to Lanhai City, and then went to Song City, without any surprise, there was no news of Lu Yinyin, he didn't think that Lu Yinyin would go to Tiancheng, but when he thought that Lu Yinyin would go to Tiancheng, he should be more sad than facing him, and denied this speculation in his heart.

After going to Songcheng, Lin Mo Nian went to the counselor of Lu Yinyin's class, wanting to know Lu Yinyin's internship from him, but was told that the student information should not be leaked to outsiders without his consent, and the two were at a stalemate, Lin Mo Nian said that he was Lu Yinyin's boyfriend, and the two quarreled, and then she hid and did not see him.

After hearing this, the counselor couldn't help but sigh and said, "Sure enough, it's love for life, Lu Yinyin doesn't want a good party member, and her brother came to handle the internship procedures, or go directly to Songcheng Daily for an internship, what a good job opportunity, what a good job opportunity, what a good job opportunity for me to say, you children, don't have a good future, I really have nothing to comment on her information, you go, I won't tell her that you have been here." ”

If Lu Yinyin has the intention to avoid him, this world will sometimes make you feel amazing, and if you want to find that person in the vast sea of people, it is like looking for a needle in a haystack, and you will definitely not be able to find it.

At present, in addition to finding Lu Yinyin, Lin Mo Nian has more important things to deal with, life still has to continue to move forward along its established pace, after returning to the secret city, Lin Mo Nian rushed all the way to the hospital, the doctor called and said that Lin Anshun had woken up, Mo Xin was guarding the hospital bed every day, after seeing Lin Anshun wake up, Mo Xin was too emotional, and these days were too tired, and he fainted.

Lin Mo Nian had already taken a long vacation from school, and when he failed to find Lu Yinyin, all the things at home and in the company were all pressed on him for a while, and all the pressure and burden rushed to his sadness, which directly pressed him and made him almost out of breath.

In the repeated cycle of life day after day, Lin Mo Nian began to follow Lin Anshun's secretary to learn to deal with many businesses of Linmo Media, Mo Xin now has all her energy on Lin Anshun, and she doesn't care about the survival of Linmo Media and the life or death of her own son, even if all these disasters are caused by her.

Lin Mo didn't have a choice, this is fate, during the day he let himself cheer up his spirits, face all the disturbances, and all the challenges he has to face at any time, at night he will go back to Bishui Garden alone, even if there are few traces of Lu Yinyin here.

Then he looked at the red rope that was still firmly tied to his wrist, remembered Lu Yinyin's sweet baby voice, and gently gave him what he said when he tied it on his hand, "Married as a husband and wife, there is no doubt about love." ”

However, where is Lu Yinyin now, is he doing well, or like him, he is like a walking corpse every day, obviously sad to death, but he still desperately endures not to let anyone see his wounds.

Lu Yinyin's sudden departure disappeared without a trace, Lin Mo Nian didn't blame her at all, this is Lu Yinyin, when he said he loved you, he could give you everything, but once he was injured, he would never drag his feet.

Thinking of Lu Yinyin's last two slaps to him, Lin Mo Nian habitually touched his face, pretending that there was still the temperature of her palm on it, even if everything that happened that day was fake, he still hurt his little girl completely.

Gradually, Lin Mo Nian began to smoke without leaving his hand, when he first started smoking, it was after repeated insomnia night after night, it seemed that alcohol could not anesthetize those flooding thoughts, Lin Mo Nian went downstairs to buy a box of cigarettes, and after the first puff, tears flowed out, and those feelings that had been suppressed for a long time broke out at that moment, and then slowly became addicted to smoking.

In 2010, 21-year-old Lu Yinyin and 22-year-old Lin Mo Nian didn't know where fate would guide them, but those good things were still gone.

In the end, even if Lu Yinyin and Lin Mo Nian said goodbye and said ruthlessly that they would not see each other in this life, Lu Yinyin never hated him, but chose to go away to avoid touching the scene.

Even if Lin Mo Nian did so much, Lu Yinyin still hoped that he could be happy, infatuated with a woman, and love to the extreme, I just wish him all the best for the rest of his life, never have any contact again, and have something to do with each other, which is the last good memory left between each other.

It's just that many years later, who will stay in place stupidly, with those distant memories all day long, but still glad that at the most beautiful age, love and youth have not been disappointed, love will do their best, and if you don't love, you will leave in style, at least there will be no regrets in this life.

September 2005 to December 2010

The first volume of "The Most Beautiful Age" is the end of the whole volume