Sixty old-fashioned old words
Regarding the death of Shen Linzhou's mother, it has actually been a heart disease in the old lady's heart during this period of time, and the reason why she can't eat during this period of time is actually part of the reason.
However, although she felt guilty in her heart, it was very difficult for the old lady to want her to admit this mistake, so even if she mentioned it to her closest niece, she couldn't help frowning.
"What does this mean?" The old lady asked with a cold face, which probably had an opportunity for her to rephrase it.
Although the old lady is old now, she is still the head of the family in this family, so her majesty even those sons dare not disobey, let alone Jiang Yinqu?
So as soon as the old lady's voice fell, she knelt directly on the ground, looking very frightened, "The old lady is angry, I just talk about the matter, and I don't think the old lady is doing it unfairly." It's just that our Shen family has already left alone, is the old lady really willing to continue to embarrass and make the whole family house unpeaceful? ”
These words are no longer implicit hints, but clearly put the old lady's mistakes on the surface.
And the expression on the old lady's face at this time was also slightly restrained, but it was replaced with a meaningful look, "Yinqu has been by my side for thirty years, and I have never seen you contradict me." ”
Among so many nephews and nieces, the reason why the old lady likes Jiang Yinqu the most is actually related to the fact that she is very obedient, but such a junior who has listened to her for more than 30 years suddenly said something that disobeyed her, and the old lady was really curious about what the reason was.
However, since Jiang Yinqu had already made a start, he wanted to give out all his thoughts today, so he kowtowed to the old lady at this time, and then said: "The reason why I will mention such words today is only because my sister left miserably some time ago, and there is also my negligence. In fact, if I hadn't stopped Linzhou to find that imperial doctor, how could my sister have fallen to the point of Xiang Xiaoyu's death? But go back twenty years...... Old lady, aren't you and me the ones who forced her to die? ”
Jiang Yinqu burst into tears as she spoke, and the lamentation and remorse in it seemed that only the old lady could understand.
She has never been a kind person, but even so, Jiang Yinqu has never done anything evil, she thinks that everything she wants has used an upright method, not a stumbling block behind her back, but now Shen's mother's death is not directly caused by her, but it is inseparable from her.
The old lady actually felt a little sorry for this niece, you must know that she secretly promised her son at a young age, but in the end she just got the position of a concubine, not to mention, and now she is in a panic all day long, and she always feels that she is involved in a human life.
So the old lady could only sigh softly, and then waved her hand, "There are many imperial doctors in the palace, there will always be people from outside gossiping, and it is normal for you to think so." After all, we are just an imperial businessman, not as good as those civil and military officials, nor as good as those scholarly families, if we often invite imperial doctors from the palace, the family will eventually fall into the hands of others. ”
"Our Shen family is doing this business, in fact, it is like walking on the edge of a knife, if you don't check it for a while, you may be cut off, even I am very careful in my daily life, you don't have to blame yourself so much."
Listening to her comforting words, Jiang Yinqu couldn't understand this matter so easily, you must know that if she hadn't stopped her at that time, Shen's mother might have been able to save her life.
But if you think about it carefully, after so many years of hard work, isn't it a knife that you cut with your own hands?
So even though Jiang Yinqu couldn't cry anymore, he still knelt on the ground and said intermittently: "When she first married into the Shen family, I remember that she was a gentle and smiling woman, and I would often learn from her during that time, hoping that in this way, I would get my cousin to look at her differently." But it didn't take long for me to understand that my cousin only liked her in the end, whether she was gentle and pretty, or cold as frost, she just liked that person, even if others imitated seven or eight percent, he wouldn't take a second look. ”
"At that time, I was actually dead, because I didn't want to get involved in the affection between the two of them, but when the old lady gave me this opportunity, I still resolutely chose to become my cousin's concubine, because I always can't let go of that worry in my heart, and I don't regret the choice I made at the beginning, even if he hasn't taken me seriously until now."
"But the old lady, I am an infatuated person, but she is the same, my appearance is like sprinkling a layer of arsenic on her wounds, and then every time the old lady takes care of me, every cold face she faces, and the second master's neglect of her again and again because of business, all turned into a sharp knife and pierced her heart, so that her wounds could not be repaired completely, and finally came to the end of the strong crossbow. We should all be sinners to ......"
The old lady listened to her words of repentance, in fact, she felt very uncomfortable in her heart, but she couldn't cry like a little daughter like Jiang Yinqu, because after her husband died, she had to support this huge family alone, and it has almost become a habit to be strong now.
But at this time, in the face of Jiang Yinqu, she also had to be moved.
Because of the things she had done, because of the words she had said, these words and deeds were indeed turned into sharp knives as Sister Jiang Yinqu had said before, and they stabbed into her heart fiercely.
"It's our Shen family who is sorry for her." The old lady let out a long sigh, and some tears were already burning in her eyes.
The Shen family pays attention to the interests of the family as a whole, and sometimes neglects one or two people, which is almost a very normal thing, just like the old lady lost a daughter who had a fever in swaddling clothes and did not seek medical attention in time for the Shen family when she was young.
But so what? People in the big family say that thin love is really thin love, even if she loses a child, she still has to pack up her emotions the next day to face those encounters.
These are all forced to do so.
"Old lady, Yinqu really doesn't mean to exonerate yourself with you, just thinking about the current appearance of the second master, I am really sad in my heart. Why do you think such a heroic person has become such a decadent person? I thought he wouldn't be so deep in love, but it turned out that I was wrong. ”
Jiang Yinqu only cried out loud when she said this, these days the guilt pressed on her heart like a huge mountain, she couldn't break free below, so she could only desperately find an exit.
Now that she has finally found that outlet to vent, she naturally cried enough.
However, the old lady also lowered her eyelids, and seemed to be moved by her.
"I know what you mean, for Linzhou's marriage, leave it to him, I won't care about it."
This sentence seems to have unloaded all the strength on her body, because this sentence not only means that she will no longer care about Shen Linzhou's entanglement about marriage,
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Forget Chen didn't want to make a decision, Shen Yuzhi naturally didn't force him, and his future plans could only be put on hold for the time being, and the two stayed in the bamboo forest for a few more days.
During this period, Shen Yuzhi never mentioned anything about "Xun Ling Fu" at all, and it meant that as long as he forgot about the dust and didn't say yes, he would be able to stay in the bamboo forest all the time.
After nightfall, the two chatted casually, until the bright moon hung in the sky, and the dust was faintly sleepy.
As Master said, on the day when "Xun Ling Fu" appeared, Chao Qi was born with a vision, which proves that the immortals of the Nine Heavens do not want this kind of thing to be passed on to the world, after all, it has always been difficult for mortals to disobey the destiny of heaven, and the appearance of such a thing that can change the destiny of heaven will naturally make many things out of their control.