59 Letters before returning home

In the end, those coffins naturally couldn't be taken back, after all, after so many years, the things in Li Man's hands have not been spit out, and Mrs. Li made trouble and scolded, and in the end she could only run to carry back the chopped box, and burned it clean in front of his wife's grave with his own hands.

"I asked myself that I was indeed ashamed of you in this life, so these are probably punishments for me."

Old lady Li said at the time, and the waist that had been stiffened all his life seemed to suddenly collapse, and from then on, he would not force many things anymore.

It's like the conversion of two sons.

The mud can't support the wall, and the old lady Li asked himself if he was the scoop of water that he had added to it, Li Man's appearance was always his fault first, so he didn't say anything, but the two sons on his body became even worse.

Thinking back to those past events one by one, Qin Wuran stretched out her hand to catch a few drops of rain, it was cold.

"Actually, in the final analysis, I am angry with my grandfather because I have the best relationship, so I feel sad for my grandfather, but from the position of the two uncles, maybe they never feel that they are wrong." Qin Wuran said in such a low voice, as if she was thinking exactly what she was thinking in her heart.

"My grandfather used to teach me to think differently, so sometimes I wonder if I would be like those two uncles. After all, I haven't had a good life in the Qin family for a few days, if you ask me if I complain about my father, I will definitely tell you that I blame him. ”

But what about complaining? After all, he didn't want to support me and gave me a life, and that was enough. Besides, if he hadn't been like this to me, I wouldn't have met someone as nice as my grandfather. ”

"But you don't have to go through such an ordeal, it's his fault." Shen Linzhou said so.

It's like sometimes he blames his father for ruining his mother's life, and sometimes he regrets why he was born in such a family.

But Qin Wuran smiled.

"Everything a person does in this life is fair, and whatever cause is sown, there will be fruit. My grandfather was treated like this by his two sons, in fact, because he didn't take care of the family when he was young, so my two uncles resented him. But people always have sensible times, and the compensation given to them by their grandfather over the years is enough, but the two families have hands and feet but have turned themselves into waste, which is their biggest problem. ”

After she finished speaking, she felt a little funny, "What am I going to do to tell you this?" In fact, for who is right and wrong in this world, how can a country girl like me understand it? Even if it is the emperor, it is estimated that there is no way to guarantee justice everywhere. So from my standpoint, I am not qualified to judge what others do, but if it is my relationship with my grandfather, he has not harmed me, but I want to harm him, then it is the real fault. ”

The two had a long talk after a while, and they had already arrived at the door of the Li family's old mansion after a while, and Qin Wuran said that she was going to cook, so she didn't talk to Shen Linzhou deeply.

The latter went back to his house and picked up the letter that Ah Jin brought today.

In fact, it was said that it was a family letter, but it was not written to him by his closest father at all, but the maid next to his grandmother, saying that the old lady of the Shen family couldn't eat and sleep day and night in the past few days, and she lost a lot of weight when she saw it, but there was no way to find the imperial doctor in the palace to see it, so she wanted Shen Linzhou to come back and take a look.

After all, the son that the old lady values most in this family is Shen's father, and now he is in a state of collapse because of his wife's death, and the old lady also wants Shen Linzhou to come back and persuade him.

When he saw this letter, Shen Linzhou actually felt a little ironic, after all, he could understand the deep meaning of the old lady, that is, his father was the head of the Shen family, and now he had fallen into such an embarrassing situation, and the old lady was afraid that it would damage the development of the Shen family.

The people of the Shen family are like this, even if they are still close to each other, but what is put at the forefront is the interests of the family and themselves, which is probably a common problem of businessmen, who do not forget to weigh everything with money.

This is naturally not a good habit, and Shen Linzhou also hates this very much, but at this time he seems to have figured it out.

You must know that these things aside, the old lady is also good to him, he can't force the other party to change for him, after all, it is the concept that the old lady has insisted on all her life.

So maybe he can try to understand.

The Shen family raised him to such a big age, and there was no place to owe him after all.

After deciding in his heart, Shen Linzhou put away the letter and prepared to leave Yuanxi Town the day after tomorrow.

And the next morning, when he helped him write a letter for Ah Jin to send back to the Shen family for him, the other party had a sad face, obviously unwilling to accept it.

"I don't care, why do you still have such an attitude?" Shen Linzhou looked at him with some amusement.

Ah Jin only felt annoyed when he heard his words, and couldn't help but stab him: "Didn't I say it before, the young master is a good person, but I'm not, so I don't understand the young master's consideration." ”

Shen Linzhou shook his head, knowing that Ah Jin was actually complaining for him, so he told him his thoughts.

"Regarding my mother's death, in fact, no one is to blame in the end, she has been trapped in her own life all her life, and some things can't be understood and she falls into a disease, and in the end, few people take it to heart, and it is also because they don't understand the importance of this disease, so they just think that they can get better by resting."

When Shen Linzhou talked about his mother, a gentle look appeared on his face, and Ah Jin also closed his mouth.

"In the end, it's all because she didn't get through, and she can't blame others, so whether it's my father or that aunt, there's actually nothing too wrong about it, not to mention that my grandmother doesn't want to see such a result, even if she feels sorry for her mother, she never wants to force people to such a point."

Speaking of the grievances and entanglements between the previous generations, in fact, it is just that the old lady wants her son to marry her niece, but the son marries someone else, so the relationship between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law has always been bad.

In the relationship between the two, Shen's father didn't care too much because he was busy with the family's business, which caused Shen's mother to fall ill in her heart. In addition, when she came to her mother's house and died, the old lady found a reason to ask her son to take a concubine, which pushed her to the edge of the cliff step by step.

But in fact, doesn't the old lady feel guilty in her heart? After Shen's mother died, she actually held Shen Linzhou's hand countless times, wiped her tears and said that she had forced people too much, but although Shen Linzhou couldn't forgive her grandmother for the things she did to her mother, because her mother had said before that he should not be too careful, he should also listen to his mother's words.

"I just don't understand," Ah Jin saw that he wanted to go back with a very resolute attitude, holding the letter in his hand, he couldn't help but ask: "When I left home, the young master said well, saying that even if he wouldn't die with the Shen family, he wouldn't go home again, and he had only been gone for half a month, why did the young master suddenly regret it again?" ”

When he asked this, Ah Jin actually had a guess, after all, they had met Qin Wuran recently, and they also knew all kinds of things happening around her, and from some levels, these two people were actually surprisingly similar.

And Shen Linzhou really smiled, "Sometimes it's the crooked reasoning in the hearts of children that just hit some truths that we can't figure out." I thought that settling with my family was actually the least cost-effective thing, after all, although I am the victim, they may not be not, so what right do I have to condemn? ”

Ah Jin was silent, but although he didn't say anything, the letter was sent out in an orderly manner.

When the letter was delivered to the Shen family, the old lady was still there shouting and had a headache, and she didn't notice it as soon as Ah Jin came in like this, but the maid next to her reminded her before she raised her head.

"But what message did Linzhou tell you to bring here?" The old lady was obviously a little happy to see him, after all, she was still very clear about the few little guys around Shen Linzhou, as long as she saw Ah Jin at this time, she knew that Shen Linzhou must have brought something back.

But she felt a little at a loss because of this, to know that Shen Linzhou's mother's death was more or less inseparable from her, whether it was for Shen's father or Shen Linzhou, she felt a lot of guilt in her heart.

And Ah Jin is naturally able to correct his identity, even if he complains about the old lady behind his back, he is respectful and respectful, and he doesn't want to cause trouble to his young master.

"The young master asked me to send a letter back." Ah Jin didn't say much, just presented the letter. Shen Linzhou should have made it clear in the letter whether he would return tomorrow or not, and if he didn't say it, he shouldn't mention it.

As soon as she heard that Shen Linzhou was writing a letter to her, the old lady hurriedly asked the maid behind her to pinch her shoulder to step back and take the letter with her own hands, and it seemed that her eyebrows were gradually stretched.

It's just that when she finished reading the letter, although she was happy, she couldn't help but have a sad look in her eyes.

"When did the master set a marriage for Linzhou, why didn't I, the housewife, know anything?" The old lady was obviously a little unhappy, after all, as she said, although she was not the head of the house, but because she was the mistress of this compound, she thought that everyone's marriage was not up to her, at least she had to report it in advance.

After hearing this, Ah Jin felt a little embarrassed in his heart, but the Shen family had the most important rules in a big family, and he was not qualified to say anything more, so he didn't know.

Unexpectedly, Jiang Yinqu, the aunt beside Shen's father, that is, the niece of the old lady, walked in at this time, with a faint smile on her face.

"It is said that children and grandchildren have their own children and grandchildren, so why does the old lady have to care about them? It's also an old age, so it's better to take a break and worry less about that. ”

Jiang Yinqu has been raised by the old lady's side since he was a child, and then married Shen's father as a concubine, and the relationship between the two can be said to be very close, so she is the only one in the entire mansion who dares to talk to the old lady like this.

Sure enough, even if the old lady heard her rude words, she just glared at her, then carefully folded the letter and put it in, and waved her hand to let Ah Jin out.

"Why can't you manage it? I am the elder of the family, and they have to listen to me no matter what, let alone such a big thing as getting married, and they can't let people in without my consent. ”

When Ah Jin was leaving, he heard this sentence, and the corners of his mouth gently pulled out a mocking smile, thinking that this Shen family's high-gate compound was so pedantic.

And Jiang Yinqu also lowered her eyes slightly when she heard this, although she seemed to dare to say anything to the old lady, she never touched the bottom line of the old lady.

But there were some things she had to say at this time.

"Hasn't the old lady woken up from her affairs? Whether it is a son or a grandson, once she has identified some relationships, why does the old lady have to intervene in this role, in the end, it is not her own family that is uncomfortable? ”