Chapter Seventy-One: In the Dark, Difficult Love
Sometimes, time is really a good medicine, many things will slowly fade and shallow with the passage of time, until there is no trace in the memory, but some people have some things for some reason as if they were branded, no matter how hard you try, you can't erase him from the memory, but the longer the time passes, the more you will find those old people, old things, old things, more and more worth recalling, in the dark, those old times are given the meaning of missing.
We can't say how valuable many things are, but we just can't forget them, a cup, an old photo, and a person hidden in my heart who never wants to be mentioned, as if as long as the time, place, and people coincide in the misplaced time, everything will be like a marquee, and those once beautiful pictures will be recalled in an instant.
This night, for many people, it is another sleepless night, Gu Jinyan has something on his mind, tossing and turning and unable to sleep, in the face of the sudden heartbeat, Gu Jinyan suddenly didn't know how to deal with it, Xuanyue was not much better, it was difficult to fall asleep over and over, there were some things to strive for, but in the end he found that no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't get it, but he was still struggling, and Lin Mo Nian and Lu Yinyin suddenly became interested in the middle of the night, recalling the time in the distance in the middle of the night, and all Lin Mo Nian's hints to her openly and secretly from beginning to end, time has passed in the blink of an eye, and the past can only be recalled in memories.
But if you want to say who hasn't slept almost all night, it has to count the bride-to-be Wu Xiaoli, who is going to hold a wedding the next day, I have to say that Lu Yinyin and Lin Mo saw Wu Xiaoli after getting off the train, they saw Sister Li as soon as they got off the train that day, but Wu Xiaoli didn't see them, and they were still looking around in circles, until the big boy behind her, who was two heads taller than her, carefully straightened her body, and then pointed to the direction where Lu Yinyin was, and Lu Yinyin saw clearly that Wu Xiaoli was wearing some wide maternity clothes, she was full of pregnancy at first glance, and she originally wanted to go up and hug her, but she still held back, because Lin Mo Nian had been holding her all the time, for fear that she would be pushed by the crowd.
Looking at the big boy behind Wu Xiaoli again, Lu Yinyin actually recognized it magically, this is not Xiao He, her college classmate Xiao He, Xiao He who once took the train with her to send her to Lin Mo Nian's school safely, Xiao He who had a pair of little tiger teeth when he smiled, or Xiao He who was heartbroken when he didn't drink at the college graduation dinner, but stared at Wu Xiaoli crying, although Lu Yinyin only heard Wu Xiaoli say it later, but a big boy can shed tears in front of the public, His heart must be soft and kind.
It turned out that it was the original person who stayed with Sister Li in circles, but Wu Xiaoli's attitude was very resolute, and she resolutely would not go to Lanhai City with Xiao He, which was equivalent to resolutely not being with him, and now she even has a baby, this gossip is definitely very exciting, so after the two successfully met, Lu Yinyin began to dig deeply.
Everything has to start from the year they graduated from college in 2011, after graduating from college, Xiao He returned to Lanhai City, while Wu Xiaoli stayed in Songcheng, the two silently chose to separate in the horn of graduation, although no one said the breakup from beginning to end, but it is never possible to be together again, because of the distance, and because both of them are only children, if either party chooses to compromise and go to the other party's city, then they will leave their parents in place, but neither of them wants to stay in each other's city.
Xiao He has the small fishing village and the blue sea and blue sky in his heart, as well as those days when he was a child running around the sea with his bare buttocks, Wu Xiaoli also has her family affection and morality in her heart, her parents only have one daughter, what if she goes to Lanhai City, what if her parents go to Lanhai City, her parents are not far away, then they can only end up and scatter, and the road will go to the sky.
After returning to Lanhai City, Xiao He applied for a job in car sales, and began to run around the world, not long after separating from Wu Xiaoli at first, Xiao He felt that everything was fine, and the days were like this day by day, until one day three months later.
He came back from a business trip, Xiao He's mother made a big table of dishes, and then unexpectedly brought a girl he didn't know to him, Xiao He was stunned for a moment, and the tide of memory swallowed him up, he remembered that Wu Xiaoli had twisted his ears and said very arrogantly, he would always have only her in his eyes, and he was not allowed to look at other girls, otherwise she would never ignore him.
He also remembered that every time Wu Xiaoli looked at him, his eyes were dotted with his shadow, and when he smiled, his eyes were shining with stars, and he remembered that she had said that she would take him to eat all the delicacies in Song City and visit all the places of interest together, but he seemed to have something very important left in place.
Xiao He, who had just entered the door at that moment, dragged his suitcase, didn't take a second look at the girl standing opposite him, turned around and hurriedly left the house, he just wanted to escape and just wanted to find the person who was lost but was very important to him, he already regretted it, he had already regretted it from the day he returned to Lanhai City.
After so many days of forbearance and deliberate not to think about it, not to look at it, not to contact, it has been forced to drive him crazy, but the most important thing is that his mother suddenly arranged a blind date for him, like a tear hole, all the sad emotions can no longer be placed, and they have escaped from his deliberate confinement.
The moment he got on the train to Songcheng, Xiao He finally couldn't help but call the number in his heart that he wanted to dial countless times, but it prompted that this number was empty, and then logged in to QQ, but found that there was no more Wu Xiaoli's number, obviously she had pulled him into the blacklist, and the system would automatically delete her from his friends list.
It was also at this moment that Xiao He suddenly had nothing to do, a big boy's tears slowly fell down the corners of his eyes, his sister Li finally didn't want him anymore, and completely drew a line with him, not to mention that Wu Xiaoli was hired to go to a chain department store in Songcheng after graduation as a personnel assistant, and was often assigned by the company to study and work in different cities, often wandering the streets and alleys of unfamiliar cities, and then slowly licking her wounds in the dead of night, a feeling that she had devoted herself to. When he retreated bravely and resolutely, he found that he had broken his muscles and bones, and his vitality was greatly damaged.
But some people are like with a unique emotional imprint always lingering in their minds, there are some people in this world who you can't tell where he is good, but no one can replace him, sometimes more important than faith than the pursuit of their own heart, if the heart can't let go, no matter what, they won't feel happy, but who in this world can really be worthy of their hearts.
Xiao He and his former classmates inquired about Wu Xiaoli's whereabouts, but to no avail, and couldn't find Wu Xiaoli's contact information, so he tried to inquire about the phone number of her best friend Lu Yinyin, but he didn't expect Lu Yinyin to be more mysterious, these two people were like disappearing, no one knew their whereabouts, Xiao He, who was forced to be anxious, finally simply went to Wu Xiaoli's house, and then asked Wu Xiaoli's parents to tell him Wu Xiaoli's number with a particularly sincere and earnest attitude.
And Wu Xiaoli's parents watched their daughter become thinner and thinner during this period of time but pretended to be strong, and it hurt in their eyes, but the blue ocean city is far away, what should they do when they think about their daughters in the future, now they are strong and can still take the car, and when they get older, young people have their own jobs, busy with work and family, and they don't expect her to run back to see, after all, life is sometimes involuntarily, I'm afraid it will be difficult to see each other again, this is finally Wu Xiaoli is ready to jump out of this fire pit, Xiao He, why did this kid come back and find it again.
Wu Xiaoli's mother's attitude is very resolute, since they have broken up, let's break it off completely, don't continue to entangle, there will be no result anyway, save two people and continue to suffer, Wu Xiaoli will not marry to Blue Ocean City.
Xiao He suddenly realized the problem, and blurted out that he could marry Song Cheng, but he was persuaded by Wu Xiaoli's parents to go back, Wu Xiaoli's mother said that marriage is not a matter between the two of you, but between two families, and you can't make your own decisions without the consent of your parents, so even if your parents agree, maybe Wu Xiaoli doesn't want to continue with you anymore, maybe she has started a new relationship.
Xiao He's heart was like being pricked by a needle, and he was late all at once, was he really late, and he woke up too late, thinking of Wu Xiaoli and his complete bridge and return from now on, Xiao He felt that he was finished, he couldn't live without marrying a wife and having children, but if that person was not Wu Xiaoli, what was the point of everything.
Xiao He was full of frustration here, and his house was also fried, and he kindly introduced him to the object, but the kid ran away without saying a word, Xiao He's mother was speechless about her son's sudden move, what else could she say, the child grew up and had her own ideas, although she had asked if she had a girlfriend before, but Xiao He's mouth was very strict, until she cleaned up one time, and then saw a photo of Xiao He sandwiched on the inside page of the book, and the petite girl snuggled up to her son, The two looked at the camera together and smiled, and Xiao He's mother suddenly understood something.
But people can't hang themselves on a tree in this life, you can't never walk out of the shadow of the past because of a failed relationship, so this blind date happened, but it didn't seem to have any effect at all, Xiao He ran away, and he ran away without saying a word.
After leaving Wu Xiaoli's house, Xiao He quickly returned to Lanhai City, and then frankly confessed the matter between him and Wu Xiaoli in front of his parents, and said his thoughts, Xiao He's parents had guessed most of them before, but when they heard that their son actually wanted to go to Songcheng upside down, Xiao He's parents couldn't bear it, they couldn't bear it, Xiao He's mother said, "Son, there are so many beautiful girls in the entire Blue Ocean City, you will always meet a suitable one, give it up, the child may hurt for a while, but you will always come out." ”
Xiao He, who has always been very sensible and obedient since he was a child, hugged his hands and cried in front of his parents for the first time, saying, "But parents, you know, if it weren't for the person in my heart, I would really be in pain for the rest of my life, I was wrong, I was already wrong since I left Songcheng and chose to come back." ”
After that, the attitude of Xiao He's parents became neither support nor opposition, let this kid toss around blindly, anyway, he can't contact Wu Xiaoli, just like a headless fly, maybe the girl has started a new relationship and will soon marry a wife, so Xiao He can give up.
It lasted like this for a year, until a year later, Xiao He and Wu Xiaoli met again in Songcheng, at this time Wu Xiaoli not only changed her hairstyle, her dressing style changed, and her appearance was more beautiful than before, even when she saw Xiao Shi's eyes changed, there was no longer a little bit of starlight, but became strange and alienated, on the surface, Wu Xiaoli had a good year, and Xiao He's struggle and pain were completely different, she overcame all the obstacles at work and was promoted one after another, But the glamour on the surface is often piled up with too much unknown sadness and sadness, she just wants to use work to numb herself.
Although Xiao He later inquired about Wu Xiaoli's whereabouts, and then deliberately created a chance encounter, it did not make Sister Li soft-hearted, and she didn't want to continue to waste time, so she turned her head and applied to the company, temporarily transferred for half a year, she felt that she left here, Xiao He should have no way to continue to entangle, but to her surprise, she went to the field on the front foot, and Xiao He followed on the back foot, and resigned from the job, giving up the promotion opportunity at her fingertips, because Xiao He said that there seems to be nothing more important than being by her side now.
Because of this, Xiao He relied on her like this, Wu Xiaoli's attitude did not change at first, but after a long time, Wu Xiaoli still couldn't help but reintroduce Xiao He to a new job, but Xiao He once again made her unexpected, and actually successfully applied for the position of sales manager of their department store, although Wu Xiaoli persuaded him bitterly, the job of this department store was not suitable for him, Xiao He's words made her speechless.
Xiao He said, "I don't care if it's suitable or not, I just know that you are suitable for me, and there is no one else in this life who is so suitable except you." ”
In this way, the two people who went back and forth came together again, everything that would happen between lovers happened, and everything seemed to be logical, but the marriage was delayed indefinitely, Xiao He didn't dare to mention marriage to her, because no matter which plan, Wu Xiaoli denied it without hesitation, she was reluctant to her parents, and that couldn't make Xiao He embarrassed, besides, Xiao He's parents knew that they were together again, and their attitude was extremely firm, if they got married and Xiao He stayed in Songcheng, then cut off relations with him, as if there was no such son as him.
The love of two people has reached an impasse like this, it seems that there will never be a result, and the road they have to go is more difficult than most couples, on the one hand, their dearest parents, on the other hand, they are the person they love deeply, giving up either of them is equivalent to cutting off their arms, the two can only steal half a day of leisure, and put these trivial matters on hold for the time being.