"I will never run around, and I will definitely stay with my mother in the Heyi Palace."

He coaxed me softly, "No, you don't want to go back, I came this time because I was afraid that you would always want to run back to Southern Wei, and I was worried that you would not be able to settle you well." Don't worry, my mother is fine, I'm fine, you can live here with peace of mind. ”

"Liar, if you're good, why don't you let me go back with you?"

I cried again.

"I said, there is no peace in the palace, if you go back and get into trouble, my mother and I will be anxious."

"I won't...... I won't, I'll be obedient...... Okay......" I said.

"If you don't listen to me, I'll leave now."

He stiffened, I was suddenly not used to such a brother, he and I had never really argued, even if there was some small fight in the Heyi Palace, which made me cry, no matter whose fault it was, he would come to coax me at night, he said that during the day, he was a man who whispered and coaxed people, how could he be embarrassed.

I stared at the wind in a daze, as if I had been slapped by him, but he didn't move me.

Seeing that I was no longer making trouble, he said softly, "It won't take long, wait a little longer...... In three months, I will definitely be able to bring my mother out. ”

He rarely lied to me, and the last promise he made to me turned out to be a lie.

He carried everything alone, thinking that as long as he found a way out, I would obediently accept the path he left me.

He doesn't understand that my life is arranged by my lord, not by him, even if the road ahead is full of difficulties and dangers, I am willing, willing to live with him, willing to die with him.

However, he cut off my chances and his way of life.

In the evening, he got on his horse and wanted to leave, and it seemed that he would not look back, but after a while, he turned his head slowly and said to me, "Let my brother see your smile again." ”

I was so afraid that this was a parting of life and death, so I desperately moved forward, trying to hold his reins and keep him, he crossed his horse a few steps away from me, "Remember, eat well, sleep well, sleep well, find some goat's milk and drink hot, and in three months, I will come to pick you up." ”

"Don't lie to me." My tears blocked his shadow in my eyes.

He was blurry and clear in my teary eyes, and I finally held back my tears, not a single tear slipped, and tried to send him off with a smile. I want to believe him.

He laughed, waved his whip, and never looked back.

That was the last time I saw his back, the vast red dust, and after all the years, I never found my brother, Jimo Hu.

That was also the last time I heard him call me Mao Jiao, his hands of a scholar had sharpened a thin callus, and his hands used to draw a bow and shoot arrows, but now, his target has become a living person.

Before I died, I thought back on the short period of more than ten years, and I regretted three things, and this is the first.

If I go back in time and return to this day, I will never let go of his hand, crying, lying, or using all means, I will go with him, because then I will die with him.

He didn't know that in this world, he and his mother were more precious to me than my life.

He rode away from me, my tears could not be stopped, I wanted to run after his horse desperately, but he said, I have grown up, I can no longer be willful, I have to be obedient, I have to be sensible.

Now that I think about it, the last time I should have been sensible was that day, I was so willful, but I didn't have that time.

What was I thinking? In fact, my mind was full of his tired eyes, and I wanted him to be reassured, so I followed his wishes, and he asked me to be obedient, and I obeyed, thinking that in this way he would save some energy.

is the most ruthless emperor's family, born in such a rich nest, fighting is also a death, not fighting is also a death, only fighting and winning a way to live.

My brother, he never knew, and without him and my mother, I wouldn't have a home.

What about others, I have no intention or power to intervene, but they are the only ones I want to keep. All I want is my home, and what my brother wants to keep is a whole Southern Wei Dynasty.

I've forgotten one thing, what I want, many times I try my best and I can't get a glimmer of hope, but you can imagine what I want to keep, what can I do in the end?

This goodbye, I will never see you again, there are thousands of lives, and among the tens of millions of people, I can no longer find the brother who accompanied me to read and write, and buckle the snail and flutter the butterfly.

I don't care what I win, I just want what I am, what belongs to me.

Master Yu Chengge said, even Mo Yi also said, I am a cautious and stubborn person, what I have in my eyes, what I have in my hands, I will never let go. I didn't tell them because that's all I had, and if I couldn't keep that, my life would have no meaning.

I don't believe in the so-called fate, it's ridiculous, half a life, and in the end, everyone is scattered, and nothing remains.