Do you know what love is? What does it feel like to truly love someone?

I still remember that year, my youth you once came, I cried for you, laughed, sad, gave up, I was also heartbroken, and I was heartbroken, at that time I didn't understand why you are the only one who has this kind of magic, which makes me so embarrassed.

Many years later, when I recalled the past, I suddenly realized that you had been deeply loved by me in my youth, but you passed by in the recklessness of few things.

This is a teenager who doesn't know the taste of sorrow, and we are eager to be loved, eager to be loved, we are ignorant, looking for it, stumbling, groping around, but we don't know much about love.

Yang Muxue and Du Chen came together again, the two of them went around for three years, and when there were 180 days left before the college entrance examination, perhaps in order to leave no regrets in the future, Yang Muxue finally chose to turn back.

Shen Cong was sad for not a long time, just like Xiao Qiang, who couldn't be killed, he still treated Yang Muxue as before, continued to be good to her, continued to fetch her water and food, and was rejected by Yang Muxue many times, but he still went his own way, as if nothing had happened.

Lu Yinyin witnessed Shen Cong's silent dedication, although he knew that he would not get the result he wanted in the end, he still couldn't escape the obsession in his heart.

Lu Yinyin thought a little sadly, obsession is really the most unfathomable emotion in the world, a person's obsession is too deep, I don't know if it is fortunate or unfortunate, if Yang Muxue is Shen Cong's obsession, then Lin Mo Nian is Zhong Yanan's obsession.

And Lin Mo is thinking about Lu Yinyin, will it be her obsession?

After school in the afternoon, Lu Yinyin was left alone in the classroom, since being assigned to a different class with Qi Xiaofei, Lu Yinyin is growing rapidly, accustomed to being alone, accustomed to being alone, and accustomed to this point Lin Mo Nian will come to her.

But today, Lu Yinyin had been in the seat for a long time, and he didn't see Lin Mo Nian coming, so he picked up the meal card casually and prepared to eat, by the way, to see if Lin Mo Nian was in the class.

When passing by the door of the third class of mechanical and electrical engineering, Lu Yinyin poked her little head and pretended to look into the classroom unintentionally, and at the angle she was standing, she happened to see Lin Mo Nian and Zhong Yanan's heads leaning together, both of them lowered their heads and were very focused, they should be discussing problems.

Lu Yinyin gently retreated, slowed down slowly, pretended not to see anything, and walked towards the restaurant alone with a lonely expression.

Along the way, Lu Yinyin's heart seemed to be pierced by a needle one after another, when he thought of that picture, he couldn't breathe in pain, and after a few mouthfuls of food, Lu Yinyin went to the playground alone.

In the huge playground in winter, it was quiet and empty, and a few students were walking around the playground, and the cold wind blew into their necks, and their whole bodies were suddenly full of cold breath.

Lu Yinyin felt that she needed to sober up, she was used to being arrogant and domineering since she was a child, she once naively thought that the person she fell in love with could only belong to herself, but she didn't seem to expect the most important point: love needs to be happy.

When she found out that she was deeply fascinated by everything about Lin Mo Nian, it was too late.

Lu Yinyin likes Lin Monian's eyebrows and eyes that are curved like a crescent moon when he smiles, likes Lin Monian's deep eyes under thick glasses, and likes Lin Monian's angular side face when he bows his head and writes.

I like Lin Monian's joking words every time she teases her, I like Lin Monian's domineering atmosphere of pulling her school uniform collar forward, I like Lin Monian's care for her, her care and how they get along.

These feelings were like deadly poisons, devouring Lu Yinyin's reason every minute and every second, and she wanted everything about Lin Mo Nian to be her own.

But the fact is that she has an unknown rival in love, in Micheng Middle School, there is also a known rival in love, Zhong Yanan, who is better than herself in everything.

Lu Yinyin didn't think about fighting for it, but he knew that he didn't have any chance of winning, so why bother looking for that stimulation, and how embarrassing it would be to meet again then.

So Lin Mo Nian took the initiative to help her with her homework, she was both apprehensive and enjoyed the process, at least for a moment Lin Mo Nian was exclusive to her, and later recalled, the person she liked for the first time, although he didn't like herself, there were so many warm memories with him.

But when she saw Lin Monian and Zhong Yanan sitting side by side discussing problems, Lu Yinyin suddenly realized that Lin Monian was very good to everyone, polite to everyone, and there was no difference between facing her and facing others.

Lu Yinyin felt that she was a little too ridiculous and indulgent, so she lost her principles so easily, what she thought was unique, but in Lin Mo Nian's place, she was facing everyone.

Lu Yinyin thought a little bitterly, why did she know what it was like to like someone for the first time, this process and experience would be so bumpy, people didn't like her, even if she didn't like her, she was still in a hurry to find excitement.

The only way to restrain the demons in his heart is to stay away from Lin Mo Nian, if he can't see whether he can't see whether he can't think about it, Lu Yinyin secretly made up his mind to stay away from Lin Mo Nian.

And Lin Mo Nian, who was sitting in the classroom, couldn't help but be a little anxious in the face of Zhong Yanan's questions that he hadn't finished asking since class, Lu Yinyin saw that he didn't go to her, and he didn't know to come and call him, it seems that he is usually too proactive.

I didn't know that Lu Yinyin's heart had collapsed here, and the sky was collapsing, and he wanted to completely draw a line with him, and finally Zhong Yanan finished asking the last question, Lin Mo Nian stood up and walked out of the classroom.

When I went to the first class of electromechanical to see, the empty classroom was empty, where was Lu Yinyin's figure, Lin Mo thought to himself that Lu Yinyin must be lazy again today, and when he saw that he couldn't come, he ran to play by himself again.

When Lin Monian saw Lu Yinyin again the next day, Gu Jinyan was sitting next to her, Lu Yinyin tore the toilet paper with a handful of snot and tears, and sneezed non-stop, Gu Jinyan said, "Little radish, do you want to hang a drip with you anymore?" ”

Lu Yinyin slapped Gu Jinyan on the head, and said very angrily, "Gu Er, stay away from me, be careful of infecting you, just take some medicine, why go and hang a drip, don't go, don't go"

Gu Jinyan said helplessly, "If you don't go, if you have a high fever again during self-study at night, it will be so cold in the middle of the night, it will be a lot of trouble to toss back and forth."

Lu Yinyin was still unhappy and said, "Gu Er, can you close your crow's mouth, am I so fragile?" I'm really fine, if you stay away from me, my mood will get better easily, and I'll get better faster."

Lin Mo Nian stood in front of Lu Yinyin's table, and saw her chattering with Gu Jinyan, arguing constantly, completely ignoring his existence, and couldn't help but say, "Lu Xiaopang, where did you go yesterday afternoon?" ”

Lu Yinyin had already seen Lin Mo Nian coming, because of the little awkward emotions in his heart, he deliberately hung him and ignored him, and when he heard Lin Mo Nian ask her, he said calmly, "I went back to the dormitory to sleep, and when I woke up, I slept myself with a cold, so I won't trouble you in the past few days, in case I infect you with a cold again."

Lin Mo Nian actually wanted to say that he was not afraid of being infected by her, but in front of Gu Jinyan, he had some scruples, and with Gu Jinyan's level of defense against him, he had to pester him and ask him endlessly.

So he had to nod and agree, and walked out of the classroom with Gu Jinyan, and when He Kun went to play with Lu Yinyin in the first class of electromechanical, he happened to see the sad picture of her snot and tears flowing non-stop.

He Kun decisively returned to the classroom, took two boxes of medicine and threw them to Lu Yinyin, saying that this was a special medicine that would cure him if he had a cold and took it once, and it would be effective the next day.

I didn't expect it to work, within a few days, Lu Yinyin's cold was cured, and he was alive again, full of vitality like a chicken blood, laughing and playing with Qi Xiaofei in the corridor, as if he had forgotten Lin Mo Nian's affairs.

Lin Mo Nian was originally worried that Lu Yinyin's cold would be bad for a long time, but after seeing her get better, he breathed a sigh of relief, Lu Yinyin's physique was really bad, and he would accompany her to exercise in the future, Lin Mo Nian secretly made up his mind in his heart.

After class in the afternoon, Lin Mo Nian went to the first class of electromechanical, Lu Yinyin stood up and was about to leave, but after seeing Lin Mo Nian, he sat back in his seat.

Lu Yinyin thought that he couldn't be too deliberate, and suddenly refused Lin Mo Nian's kindness and approach, and wanted to come step by step, too deliberate It was easy to expose his careful thoughts.

After Lin Mo Nian sat down, he asked her if she had missed her homework in the past few days, and if she had any question types that she couldn't do, Lu Yinyin casually flipped through the exercise book and drew a few, and then she was completely immersed in how to stay away from Lin Mo Nian, and she didn't have the heart to listen to him at all.

No matter how good Lin Mo Nian's voice is, it is no longer attractive to Lu Yinyin at this moment, and his mind has long been unaware of where it has drifted.

Lin Mo Nian also noticed Lu Yinyin's absent-mindedness, reached out and pinched her fleshy little face, and said in a good mood, "Lu Xiaopang, let's say, what are you thinking about there again, saliva is about to flow out"

Lu Yinyin hurriedly wiped his mouth with his hand, and muttered dissatisfiedly, "Where is the saliva?" Don't pinch my face with your big pig's trotters, why are you so annoying"

Lin Mo Nian said, "I don't think you have the heart to study anymore, let's go, let's go to dinner together, I see that you don't want to study again today."

"How do you know what I think?" Lu Yinyin asked curiously.

Lin Mo Nian said with a smile in his eyes, "Lu Xiaopang, we have known each other for a day, others don't know about your little caution, I don't know yet."

"Do you think you know me well? It's strange to know me," Lu Yinyin grimaced at him, lowered his head and laughed to himself.

Lin Mo Nian saw Lu Yinyin bowing his head and smiling, the two pear vortices looming, and there was a soft light between his eyebrows and eyes, which belonged to Lu Yinyin's rare gentleness, so he asked, "Lu Xiaopang, what are you smirking at there?" ”

Lu Yinyin suddenly heard Lin Mo Nian say such a beautiful sentence, the gentleness just now suddenly disappeared, and he said angrily, "What do you care about my laughter, go to dinner"

The two of them walked out one after the other, one was tall and handsome, the other was petite and cute, and Gu Jinyan, who came out of the restaurant after eating, saw the two of them at a glance.

For some reason, he felt extremely dissatisfied, as if he had inadvertently pushed Lin Mo Nian to Lu Yinyin's side.