Chapter 36: A long-term crush, put it into action
In January 2008, there were more than 100 days left before the college entrance examination of vocational secondary school on May 16, 2008.
What would you say to someone who has been following for a long time, but never had the courage to confess, when he is about to leave?
It is to tell that person that he has always paid attention to and liked, but because of his casual youthfulness, he is ashamed to speak, afraid of rejection, and feels embarrassed.
Or don't say anything forever in your own heart to rot, take root, sprout, and become an eternal regret in your heart.
is just like what Liu Ruoying sang in "Later", "Later, I finally learned how to love, but you have long since disappeared into the sea of people." Later, I finally understood in tears that some people no longer miss it. ”
Is there a person in your life who, many, many years later, becomes what you think of in the dead of night, and that person makes you remember it again, and you smile or be silent?
Some time ago, Du Chen held roses in his hand and knelt down on one knee to confess to Poplar Muxue, because he was watched by many classmates, although the head of the department was severely beaten, and the head teacher repeatedly ordered that for the sake of dreams and futures, early love must be eliminated.
And put into practical action, strengthen the school's confidence in strict investigation of early love, patrol the door of each class every day between classes, and escort the students from the classroom to the dormitory after the evening self-study.
In the harsh winter, I often see the head of the department who is nearly half a hundred years old, taking a flashlight everywhere on campus at night, catching a lot of young couples on a date, and inviting parents to invite a lot, but they still can't stop the inexplicable throbbing in the hearts of young boys and girls, and can't stop the limelight of early love.
Affected by Du Chen's confession incident, he is about to graduate from secondary school, although the future is uncertain and the road ahead is boundless, but at least there are no regrets in the present. Because once after graduation, everyone goes their separate ways, and it is possible that they will never meet again, so the confession that should be confessed, and what was hidden before is suddenly in the daylight.
Maybe it's just that moment, and at the age of eighteen, we have just begun to understand the meaning of growth, know how to bear and face, and know how to fight for everything we want.
Do you still remember the biggest victim of Gu Jinyan's meteor shower incident back then, the Xue Bing who fell on his back?
In the original electromechanical class 2, Xue Bing has always liked a girl in the electromechanical class 1, because the other party is a goddess like him who looks ordinary, does not excel in learning, and introverted boys can only look up to, so he never dares to show his heart.
Xue Bing has been silently paying attention to the goddess in his heart, looking at her with a smile, turning around and looking back, looking forward to the brilliance, every time he meets in the corridor, he happens to meet in the restaurant, which makes Xue Bing happy.
Even on a rainy day, the goddess didn't bring an umbrella, standing at the door of the teaching building with her eyes blank, pitiful and helpless, especially at a loss, she was met by Xue Bing, and hurriedly handed her the umbrella in her hand.
And the goddess is the goddess, both beautiful and understanding, and then asked him if he would also go back to the dormitory, or go with her, so Xue Bing had the opportunity to hold an umbrella with the goddess.
It was also the kind of person whose goddess met him that made him excited for a long time, and then he would greet him every time they met, Xue Bing knew that he was just a general friend who only knew his name in his goddess's heart.
Later, Xue Bing was lucky to be assigned to a class with his goddess, and he could see her every day, Xue Bing felt very content, and he didn't want to force anything too much.
Xue Bing, who is particularly self-aware, feels that it is a kind of happiness to be able to look at her from a distance like this, and he doesn't want to embarrass himself, even if he confesses, he will not succeed, and he will be teased by everyone.
On the other hand, his goddess has the shadow of another boy in her eyes, why should she be bored and miserable, making everyone uncomfortable.
Xue Bing, who thought that he would always pay attention to his goddess so silently and would never confess, suddenly became ready to move after seeing Du Chen kneeling on one knee and saying the words.
Lu Yinyin, who was dragged away by Lin Mo Nian that day, did miss the most exciting part, and Du Chen said to Yang Muxue that day, "Xue'er, in fact, you don't know how much courage I mustered, I was even more nervous than the first time I confessed to you, so I bravely stood in front of you and let you know that the three years we missed between us, but because of a misunderstanding, I don't want to miss with you, I don't want to leave a lifetime of regrets, I only have you in my eyes from beginning to end, please accept my confession again, okay?" ”
And the most exciting thing about Xue Bing is that he doesn't want to miss it, he doesn't want to leave a lifetime of regrets, some people will never miss it once they miss it, and they will never meet it again.
The new week began with Sunday evening self-study, and on the way back to school on the bus with Lu Yinyin and Qi Xiaofei and Gu Jinyan, Lu Yinyin habitually dragged Qi Xiaofei's arm.
Seeing this, Gu Jinyan said unhappily, "Little radish, can't you see that your second brother Gu is so big?" Come here and drag my brother."
Lu Yinyin grimaced at him, and said with special disgust, "Don't dare, don't dare, if the girl you are chasing sees it, it will be misunderstood, and it will cause you trouble, how bad it is"
When Gu Jinyan heard it, he talked about his sister again, he really regretted his intestines, he probably had his head squeezed by the door before, so he said stupidly, "Little radish, there is really no sister, boring is not boring"
Qi Xiaofei, who was on the side, continued to mend the knife, gloating and said, "Gu Er, haven't you found the next target yet, I and Yin Yin can find a few for you."
When Gu Jinyan heard Qi Xiaofei's ridicule, he couldn't help but smile bitterly in his heart, he was so ridiculous to chase girls around, and he was rejected again and again, in fact, it was because they saw through at a glance that there was someone else in his heart.
Gu Jinyan didn't want to make the atmosphere cold because of his silence, so he smiled and said, "That's the old yellow calendar many years ago, let me tell you, there is a big event to happen in the third class of electromechanical tonight, and the little radish brother will lead you to watch when the time comes, Xiaofei remember to take a place for the two of us early."
Qi Xiaofei was surprised and said, "What's the big deal, why don't I know?"
Lu Yinyin also stretched out his little head and said curiously, "Can there still be a big movement caused by Du Chen and Yang Muxue?" If it's bigger than that, I'll consider going and watching."
Lu Yinyin was thinking in her heart, Lin Mo Nian repeatedly told her to watch less excitement and study more, she would be reckless and suddenly run to their class to join in the fun, and she would be nagged again.
And she hadn't even figured out how she could get farther and farther away from him without him finding out what he was thinking about his little daughter.
Gu Jinyan saw that Lu Yinyin and Qi Xiaofei looked completely unaware, so he smiled evilly and said mysteriously, "The teacher will not be in class tonight, you will know when the time comes, absolutely surprised, little radish, you just have to go with me to join in the fun."
Lu Yinyin and Qi Xiaofei saw that Gu Jinyan refused to speak, and inexplicably looked forward to it, after arriving at the school, Lu Yinyin and Qi Xiaofei went to the dormitory, and Gu Jinyan hurriedly rushed to the classroom.
Lu Yinyin also teased him and said, "Gu Er, you suddenly found that you don't love girls and love to study."
Gu Jinyan, who left in a hurry, could still hear this sentence, and he had long since disappeared.
The two returned to the dormitory, and Zhong Yanan, who didn't go home on the weekend, was still under the covers, holding a thick romance novel, and was studying hard.
Seeing that she was so engaged, Lu Yinyin slapped her from behind and said, "Zhong Yanan, I'm going to be late for class."
Zhong Yanan was slapped by Lu Yinyin, and couldn't help but be startled, crawled out of the bed, and frolicked with Lu Yinyin, and the two of them made a mess.
Qi Xiaofei looked at Lu Yinyin and Zhong Yanan, who were as reconciled as before, and couldn't help but sigh in her heart, she really didn't want to accept Zhong Yanan, after all, the things she did before hurt Lu Yinyin intentionally or unintentionally.
But then look at Lu Yinyin like a simple child, give a candy and smile, and Zhong Yanan has known each other for two and a half years, and they have more or less feelings, so they don't say anything anymore.
The three of them quickly cleaned up, and after going to the dining room for dinner, when they walked to the classroom, there was no one in the cafeteria, and Lu Yinyin's eating speed was the same as before.
Zhong Yanan and Qi Xiaofei have long been accustomed to it, and the three of them seem to have returned to the good times in the first year of secondary school, but at this time, what was playing in the radio studio on campus was Zhou Chuanxiong's "Lonely Sandbar Cold"
"I've been haggard since you're gone
White tung oil flutters in the wind
Falling flowers are like people with affection this season
The wind on the riverside blew uncontrollably and desperately
Constantly stirring away people's tears
That kind of intense love can no longer be given
Sad night after night
When the threads of memory entangle the past and are shattered
It's panic that takes over the heart
There are flowers accompanied by butterflies
Lone swallow can fly in two ways
Wandering alone in the dead of night
When happy lovers send red to share the joy
I closed my eyes and was sad, and I didn't dare to reply
still picked up all the cold branches and refused to rest, with a slight regret
Lonely sandbar who should I miss"
The three of them hummed happily together and walked, no one knew that the classroom had exploded now, and there was a big fright waiting.
Lu Yinyin returned to the classroom first, and before his butt was next to the bench, he was dragged out by Gu Jinyan, and said, "Let's go, hurry up and join in the fun in the third class of mechanical and electrical engineering"
Lu Yinyin, who didn't know why, forgot about it at all, but he could only be dragged and dragged by Gu Jinyan all the way to the third class of electromechanical.
On the kung fu of this meeting, the third class of electromechanical that was silent just now, at this time, the crowd was boiling in a classroom to watch the lively people eating melons, the whistle sounded continuously, Lu Yinyin saw the rose petals all over the ground, and thought to himself which one this was singing.
I couldn't help but look at the crowd curiously, it was in the direction of Lin Mo Nian's seat, and I suddenly felt cold, thinking that I didn't know which girl was crazy about love again, and turned around and wanted to leave.
But Gu Jinyan dragged him back and said, the show hasn't started yet, and after speaking, he pulled away the crowd and stuffed Lu Yinyin in.
And Lu Yinyin finally saw the hero of the rose incident at this moment.