Seeing Lin Suwan every day, in fact, Yu Shushan is also very helpless, I don't know how many hardships he has experienced in his heart, and in the end he still has to face those things that he doesn't want to face, which is not a good thing for him, but it makes his life full of a lot of doubts.

At this time, I tried to find some people and talk about my feelings.

But I don't know why, since Yu Shuyue left this world, Yu Shushan seems to be isolated from the world, and he doesn't have much contact with the people in this world, and he doesn't even have a friend.

If Yu Shushan doesn't have friends, maybe no one will want to believe it, after all, a person has attracted much attention in the four years of college, how can he not have a friend, more or less, at least there will still be a girlfriend.

But Yu Shushan just doesn't have it, there are no things that everyone takes for granted, and he actually doesn't feel the need to pursue these things, because he feels that he just needs to live well.

Some things are just for everyone to think, and their own lives need to be controlled by themselves, his thoughts are not wrong, and he has always been firm in such thoughts, not caring too much about other people's feelings, and not paying much attention to what others say.

It's not cold and arrogant. It's not that you don't listen to other people's advice, but you don't need to believe something that you don't need to know.

Then on this day, Lin Suwan was dressed very well, as if he was going on a date, and the spirit of the whole person was very good, and Yu Shushan couldn't help but take a few more glances when he saw it.

Although I have always thought in my heart that I must keep a certain distance, otherwise the two of them will definitely get together again like before, this is not what Yu Shushan wants to see, after all, after getting together, there must be too many things to say.

He feels that he must want to take a good look at his career recently, not simply to build a good interpersonal relationship with some people, which is not a necessary thing for him, but it is necessary at work, so this is also a sufficient and unnecessary condition that Yu Shushan thinks.

Sometimes, he will lie in one place and think carefully about what life is and what the meaning is, but after thinking about it himself, he can't get an answer, no matter who it is, there will be a little anxiety in his heart.

But Yu Shushan is different, he will feel very quiet, when thinking about this matter, his whole body is relaxed, trying to think, how to continue to enjoy the silence brought by this.

Many people want to be accompanied by someone and don't want to feel the feeling of loneliness, but after Yu Shushan has experienced so many things, he found that people originally had loneliness, which is very precious.

He also felt that if he could freely choose his own life in the future, he would definitely choose to live alone.

Don't bother others, don't let others bother you, use your inner feelings, to understand the difference in this world, he also clearly knows that there are many differences in this world, so at this time he also looks very Buddhist.

He feels that the existence of some things is necessary, and some things are not understood, but if he has existed for a long time, he can also try to understand it, and if it reaches the point where he really can't understand it, Yu Shushan will automatically block it.

This kind of idea, he thinks it is very feasible, and it can make a lot of things not bother him, Yu Shushan has done a good job in interpersonal relationships, after all, it is very good on some surfaces.

But when he met Lin Suwan, it was different, he was like a talking idiot, he couldn't say anything when facing Lin Suwan, as if he had seen someone who made him particularly uncomfortable, he had too many words in his heart, but his mind was blank, and he tried to think about it, but there was no answer.

Lin Suwan walked towards Yu Shushan at this time. No matter when, she actually has a little idea about Yu Shushan, although the two of them have not gotten along very well recently, but Lin Suwan still hasn't changed her opinion.

She always felt that Yu Shushan was a very good boy, even if the two of them were working in the same company now, she still felt that Yu Shushan was a god-like existence, and worked hard to make Yu Shushan's status in her heart particularly noble.

Lin Suwan looked at Yu Shushan and smiled slightly, and said, "There are some things that I really want to talk to you about, but I asked you out for dinner before, but your attitude is special, which makes me overwhelmed, so I want to talk to you directly in the office." ”

Hearing Lin Suwan say such things, Yu Shushan was very calm, but in fact, he was very surprised in his heart, because he never thought that Lin Suwan would make such a move.

If it was seen by the boss, there would definitely be no good results, but Lin Suwan made such a decision while the boss was on a business trip.

But no one knows whether the surrounding colleagues will have someone to report the news, no matter what, doing such a thing is taking a certain risk, Yu Shushan naturally didn't want Lin Suwan to go through all this, so he also smiled slightly.

said: "It's work time, if there is anything after work, I will ask you out to dinner alone, talk to you, there is nothing that cannot be solved, you are right, it is just a matter of time." ”

Yu Shushan said this very gently, and if he was really caught, it might not have a good result for Lin Suwan, which was still taken into account.

His reaction will make people feel very stiff, and it will also make people feel as if he is refusing, but in fact, he has already thought about some not-so-good situations before making such a decision.

But he doesn't really care what others think.

It is precisely because of this indifference that she has missed too many things, and sometimes Lin Suwan will feel that Yu Shushan really doesn't care about her, or doesn't take her to heart at all.

This kind of thinking has been during the four years of college, and I have been thinking about this question, thinking about whether Yu Shushan has taken it to heart every day, and the two of them are particularly awkward to get along.

Sometimes it's like a brother, sometimes it's just an ordinary friend, and sometimes it's not even a friend, and it's really uncomfortable to say.

Lin Suwan felt it, Yu Shushan had some refusal, and walked away very interestingly, but he was still very uncomfortable in his heart, because he didn't know when, Yu Shushan had such an attitude.

Although Yu Shuyue had a great impact on him, Lin Suwan felt that it would not change too much to the three views, after all, looking at Yu Shushan now, he could be regarded as coming out, but his attitude towards him was a world of difference, and he couldn't find out what the problem was.

Today, I finally got up early, put on makeup, and made myself particularly beautiful, hoping to show my most sincere kindness in front of Yu Shushan, and also wanted to resolve some misunderstandings between each other through a certain understanding.

But now I don't know why the two of them seem to be frozen, and Yu Shushan doesn't give a solution at all.

Yu Shushan looked at Lin Suwan's reaction carefully, always paying attention, although he said that he wanted to talk about work, in fact, he still couldn't let go of Lin Suwan in his heart, after all, he clearly knew that his behavior was not once or twice.

For a long time, it may have caused a lot of confusion to Lin Suwan, and it is precisely because of the words in his heart that he doesn't know how to say it, so he doesn't know how to deal with many things now.

Yu Shushan sometimes feels that he is a special wretch, and many times he only needs to say a few words to solve the problem, so he has been procrastinating, and his procrastination is not ordinary and difficult to solve.

After getting off work, Yu Shushan still fulfilled his promise. With a smile on his face, he walked in front of Lin Suwan and said, "I want to know, do you have time to go out with me for a meal now, it doesn't take too much time, just need you to follow me, there are some things I still want to talk to you about, some content is still very unclear, and I hope you can help me." ”

In the end, Yu Shushan still took the matter of work and communicated with Lin Suwan, first of all, he thought about it, if others found out that he was just going to invite him to dinner, it might make others misunderstand, if he came to Lin Suwan with the work matter, everyone would not be too suspicious.

In fact, Yu Shushan was just using things at work as a springboard, and she didn't really want to ask some questions, but Lin Suwan misunderstood, she felt that Yu Shushan was looking for her just for work.

The two of them came to their favorite place to eat, and after ordering the dishes they needed, the two of them sat opposite each other, Yu Shushan took a deep breath, he felt that the current atmosphere was a little strange, and wanted to say something to relieve the embarrassment.

But at this time, Lin Suwan grabbed Yu Shushan's hand tightly, not like the kind of ordinary friend's grasp, it was very tight, warning Yu Shushan to be out of breath, and his face was already red when he was nervous.

The two of them were particularly embarrassed, and the people around them looked at them and wanted to help them talk.

Yu Shushan was stunned for a moment, but still asked very seriously, "I see that you are a little unhappy this morning, what is there that I haven't helped you, and I hope you can say it directly, otherwise it is not a solution to keep me worried, right?" ”

No matter what happened, Yu Shushan's attitude was very calm, and the tone of his speech was also very gentle, which was his attitude all along, and he didn't change too much content.

He just wants to be able to handle some things very properly, and he doesn't want the people he works with to feel unhappy.