Chapter 79: Had to Contact
Some people will get along better at a certain stage, but in their hearts, they still know what they want and what they need to give up. This thing seems particularly difficult, but in fact it is impossible to think of and it is not as complicated as imagined.
Yu Shushan knew very well that he couldn't have too much contact with Lin Suwan. So he made a very big decision, and he successfully completed the results that he wanted to produce in his own mind.
Lin Suwan is a goddess to him, after all, a good-looking girl standing in front of her will be in a better mood.
He tried hard to remember these things or people that brought him good memories, but he still couldn't accept the fact that Yu Shuyue left, and the people before him were a painful thing.
Through his excellent performance in college, Yu Shushan found an internship in a company, and he is generally doing things that specialize in design, and Yu Shushan is still very good.
Filling in life through various projects, trying to make yourself miss Yu Shuyue so much, everything has become less uncomfortable than imagined.
Shifting attention is a very important thing, if you don't shift all the time, you think about more and more things, and gradually your body will collapse, and if Yu Shushan doesn't find a job, she will definitely collapse.
The boss of the company is not bad, everything can go smoothly, but at this time, the appearance of Lin Suwan disturbed Yu Shushan's life.
Lin Suwan came to this place for the first time, and the moment he saw Yu Shushan, he was dumbfounded, he never expected to meet Yu Shushan at this time!
However, she pretended not to see anything, quietly walked to the side, and started a busy day, but Yu Shushan had already remembered Lin Suwan.
After getting off work, Yu Shushan walked directly to Lin Suwan's side, and snorted, Lin Suwan naturally knew that Yu Shushan had something to say to him.
However, her whole body stiffened for a while, and she didn't know if she could continue to walk.
"If you want to say something, just say it here." Lin Suwan shrugged, very helpless, talking about these things in the company, there was still a sense of security, otherwise Yu Shushan hurt her, which was unexpected.
"I'm just surprised, how did you end up here, did you find me? Or did you come here on purpose? Yu Shushan frowned and asked very seriously.
Lin Suwan looked at Yu Shushan very suspiciously, she didn't expect that Yu Shushan still had this consideration, she kept holding back a smile and said: "You can rest assured, this company is my third resume, and it is not because of you at all." ”
Lin Suwan didn't feel embarrassed, but felt that it was a pleasant thing to make it clear now.
"It's really not because of me?"
"Where do you tell I'm here because you're here?" Lin Suwan sighed, only feeling that Yu Shushan's current thinking was a bit redundant.
The two of them could only laugh awkwardly, and there was not much to do.
"If that's the case, it's fine, don't worry, I won't affect you." Yu Shushan smiled slightly, thinking that there was nothing to do, it turned out that all this was self-inflicted.
In fact, sometimes self-inflicted affection is a particularly unbearable thing.
After Yu Shushan realized that what he did was stupid, he hoped to change his image in front of Lin Suwan, but what he had done before had completely made him beaten to the underworld, and there was no possibility of turning over.
He believed everything Lin Suwan said, not because he came to this company, but because the two of them happened to work in the same company, and he didn't know how the boss chose it, but it was such a coincidence.
However, Lin Suwan took a deep breath at this time and asked quietly, "Do you want to go to dinner with me?" ”
Eating is very simple, but there are different ways to eat with different people, and eating with some people can lead to many things, especially embarrassing.
However, at this time, Yu Shushan was ready to refuse, but Lin Suwan then said: "I didn't expect to see you in this place, I have to say that this may be a kind of fate, and I hope you can grasp this fate, you must go with me for this meal, otherwise I will definitely not let you go!" ”
The words have come to this point, Yu Shushan also feels that he can't be bored with himself, and he must follow, but he still wants to find someone to accompany him, otherwise staying alone with Lin Suwan will think about some useless things in his heart.
It was precisely because these useless things had affected his life that he decided to cut off relations with Lin Suwan at this time.
I was ready to never see each other again, but this time I met again, I can't say that this is a special fate, but at least this kind of coincidence is particularly difficult to encounter.
Although Yu Shushan believed everything Lin Suwan said, he still had a little idea in his heart, and he always felt that Lin Suwan chose to come to this place after inquiring about the news before.
But all this is not important enough, Lin Suwan threw out an olive branch, eating seems very simple, but in fact it is very difficult to do.
Yu Shushan finally agreed, because he felt that there were some things that he still had to talk to Lin Suwan about, otherwise he would not have a chance at all.
The two of them have basically reached the most ordinary friend relationship, and there is nothing else to say in their hearts, and in the process of eating, Lin Suwan has also been asking Yu Shushan some questions, but he has never said why he wants to break off the relationship.
After all, Lin Suwan also has a certain temper, and he can't lose in this matter, seeing Lin Suwan so happy, Yu Shushan is still a little scared, because he doesn't know if he did something wrong or made a right choice.
"I don't know why, this meal is still a little happy, we will be colleagues in the future, please take care of me!" Yu Shushan said this sentence very scarily, in fact, in college life, he not only learned knowledge, but also learned how to deal with others, and said some polite words, which is naturally indispensable.
"Of course, I'm also very happy to be a colleague with you, and I hope to take care of you more in the future!" Lin Suwan is also a very polite return.
The two of them basically have no other relationship, and they can't even be ordinary colleagues for a long time, which is just playing the role of one person in each other's space.
These words sound particularly serious, but in fact they are also reality, there is no way, reality is so cruel and beautiful.
Before leaving, Lin Suwan looked at Yu Shushan seriously and asked, "I actually want to know, how are you doing lately?" ”
Lin Suwan didn't ask this question out of selfishness, mainly because Yu Shuyue's departure did bring a lot of changes, and she didn't want anything to be unresolved.
"Don't worry, there's no big problem, everything that should come out has come out, you don't have to worry!" Yu Shushan smiled slightly, and it was very uncomfortable to see his smile.
Originally, he was able to rely on his sister in his life, and even many inner words could be said directly, but now everything has changed, and I have to say that Yu Shushan's life has changed dramatically.
"It's okay, then I'll go back first, there are still some things at home that I need to deal with, I hope you can help you if there is anything I can help in the future, just tell you at any time!" Lin Suwan said such things very politely again, but this kind of thing was what Yu Shushan originally said, and the general meaning was like this.
"Then I'm welcome, there will be something I can ask you for help with, and I hope you can do a lot of Haihan!" Yu Shushan also said this sentence with a smile, and he was very happy in his heart, after all, he saw himself and liked someone for four years.
It's a very difficult thing to like someone, and gradually liking someone, let alone insisting on liking someone for four years, or the same person, then there's really nothing to say.
Yu Shushan has never found a chance to confess, even after graduation, he has always felt that there is no need to say this kind of thing, because he has always felt that Lin Suwan has no feelings for him, even if he has found a trace of proximity recently, but without 100% certainty, he will never take risks.
Even if I work in the same company now, sometimes I will meet up for dinner, but in the end, what I say is just the problems encountered by the company every day, or the sharing of some small things, and I will not talk about confession at all.
I can't help but think of how Ling Yue confessed to him in the first place, and Yu Shushan still remembers it very clearly, at that time Ling Yue said: If you meet someone you like, don't wait until later to confess, and don't always feel that there are many opportunities to do this in the future, otherwise you will regret it when the time comes.
At that time, Yu Shushan didn't know what was going on, he just felt that it was too early, but at this time, he understood the feeling, and it could have ended quickly, but the result was ......
As a result, I have now experienced the feeling of wanting to confess but can't say it, and now that they have graduated, the matter of confession is no longer important, Yu Shushan feels that if you like it, you can hide it in your heart, and there is no need to say it.
Lin Suwan was also very helpless, she had been waiting for her confession, four years had passed, and she had a purpose to contact Yu Shushan every day, but the way the two of them got along was more like having to contact.