In June, the scorching sun had eroded the palace and swept the sky, but after a few days, it began to drizzle again.

This season is so straightforward, come and go in a hurry, after a few days of storms, the sun is hanging over the sky again, I don't feel anything, stay in the house all day, I guess the guards outside are drenched enough in the rain, I thought to say, don't have to work so hard, but after two turns around the door, or go back to the house, after all, it is their duty to guard me.

I don't know if my personal maid sent the letter out, but I waited a long time and didn't receive a reply.

The biggest possibility is that I failed, and Lady Liu was unwilling to help me.

In that case, I'll have to find another way.

I have tried to use an ordinary guqin, running Neidan, but it still can't play the effect of the silent qin, and it can't cause any harm to people, that is, the most ordinary instrument, which can't be compared with ancient things.

Now I really can't do anything but keep waiting.

The wait is infinitely long, and the feeling of feeling time passing by little by little is incredibly real.

When people really have nothing to do, they will feel very empty, as if the time of loneliness and pain is very long, and it will extend infinitely, but when I look back, I suddenly realize that I have been in this palace for half a year.

Day by day, the days fly by.

June passed without any warning, and it passed like this, and July came slowly and leisurely, still living like this day by day, I sometimes woke up one night, thinking that I had returned to the Shadow Pavilion, and when I opened my eyes and saw the scene in front of me, I remembered that I was still in the palace in Luanling.

However, once July passes, August is coming.

In August, it's almost time for me to give birth.

Welcoming the day of Xiaoge is full of hope, he is also my only hope now, I hope he can be safe, Xia Zicheng has not come to me for several months, which makes me feel at ease.

At this time, my belly was already very big and it was not easy to move, so I was extra careful.

My memory is very clear, it was the twenty-sixth day of August, that day my personal palace maid had just brought me dinner, and I had only eaten the third bite, when I suddenly felt a pain in my stomach, and then I had spasms, one after another.

I realized that this was not good, so I hurriedly covered my stomach, and my personal maid also noticed that my state was not quite right, and she watched in a panic as I slowly slid off the chair, and the whole body was curled up in pain, and she immediately understood that I was about to give birth.

She ran out in a panic, opened the door and pointed at me, gesturing her hand in the air, trying to make the guards understand my situation.

But they still looked ignorant, they were all men, and they didn't seem to realize that I had been pregnant for nearly ten months, but fortunately, Ah Qin had actually been guarding next to my house, I don't know where she flew out from, looked at me, and grabbed the palace maid and asked, "Is the queen about to give birth?" ”

The palace maid nodded violently, and only then did the guards react.

Ah Qin glanced at me worriedly, and commanded: "Hurry up, you go and report this matter to the emperor, you go to the medical department to find someone, quickly call the female doctor over, and you, you go in and take care of the queen, her state doesn't look good." ”

I wasn't in a good shape because I saw a red liquid coming out of my body, which was worse than I believed I thought.

The palace maid nodded hurriedly and hurriedly ran in, panicking when she saw this situation.

The female doctor came the fastest, Ah Qin helped me move to the bed, before, I had imagined the pain of giving birth, but I never thought that when this day really came, it would hurt so much.

It's like trying to drain my life bit by bit.

As soon as the female doctor came in, she knew about my situation and quickly stabilized my state.

As for whether Xia Zicheng came, I don't know.

I only remember that my whole body was in heart-rending pain, and after the guidance of the female doctor, I gave birth to the child little by little.

Perhaps, only at this time, I feel that even if it is painful, it is worth it.

But I didn't expect that the moment the child was born, the female doctor let out a puzzled "ah".

I was sweating profusely, and I turned my head weakly to see Ah Qin's surprised expression.

Until the moment I passed out, I didn't hear my child's cry.

I know that I shed a lot of blood, and I also know that during my birth, they brought basins of blood out, and I know a lot, and I remember all my feelings clearly.

But the only thing I didn't know that night was......

I gave birth to a stillborn baby.

Yes, he has not been breathing since he was born.

So, he doesn't cry, he doesn't laugh, and he doesn't grow up.

You know what that feels like?

It was all the best, all the best in exchange, was a cold corpse.

That's all I hope for in the palace.

I don't know how many days I was unconscious, I suddenly woke up and saw me lying in a strange environment, but when I turned my head to look twice, I realized that this was not a strange place.

It's the Depth of Field Palace.

It's just that the Depth of Field Palace has changed a lot, and it has become something I don't even recognize, all the furnishings and decorations have changed, and there is no trace of the shadow I used to live in.

I got up and saw a familiar figure with his back to me.

It's as if I woke up and there was only one Luo Qinfen by my side.

So I called her, "Qin Fan." ”

She was drinking tea, and when she heard me calling her, she turned her head to look at me, and I saw her wearing very beautiful makeup, wearing a gorgeous step, and combing the concubine's headdress, and for a moment I saw a particularly vicious expression on her face.

Maybe it was the illusion that I slept too long, but the next second, I saw her stand up with a worried face, trotted over to me, and asked, "Sister, are you okay?" ”

I shook my head and said to her, "I'm fine." ”

Only then did I remember what happened before I passed out, so I hurriedly grabbed her sleeve and asked in a panic, "Where is my child?" What about my child? ”

"Sister Lin...... Luo Qinfen lowered her head, her voice was particularly sad, and she said to me, "Your child is dead." ”

When I heard the word "dead," I went straight to the ground.

I grabbed her uncontrollably, very tightly, and I asked over and over again, "What's going on?" What's going on? What's going on? ”

Finally, I yelled at her, "What's going on? ”

"Sister, you hurt me." Luo Qin hurriedly withdrew her hand, but my strength was greater than hers, and she didn't break free no matter how she broke free, so she had to reply: "I also listened to the female doctor who helped you give birth, saying that it was a stillborn child, sister, I didn't lie to you, that's it." ”

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