But I know that there is still one reconciliation between me and Luo Qinfen.

Or maybe we need to sit down and have a good talk.

Looking back, it seems that I hardly had a good conversation with Luo Qin.

Since I woke up with amnesia, I didn't know much about her, and I didn't even know that she was going to replace me in the show girl election, what if I hadn't slipped out that day? What if I hadn't happened to bump into Luo Qinfen that day?

So what will be the ending today?

Nothing can be changed.

In the past, I was self-conscious and overly kind-hearted, but now there are layers of misunderstandings between me and Luo Qinfen.

Luo Qinfen, the sweets you make are delicious, my sister likes it very much, and the next time we meet, I must tell you about it.

April passed faster than I imagined, since Luo Qinfen was made a concubine, Xia Zicheng seemed to have forgotten the existence of me, and never came to me again, I tried to be idle, but it made me faintly worried.

Because according to Xia Zicheng's temperament, if he really forgot me, he would let me disappear like Xia Zihuang, instead of keeping me here.

April passed faster than I imagined, since Luo Qinfen was made a concubine, Xia Zicheng seemed to have forgotten the existence of me, and never came to me again, I tried to be idle, but it made me faintly worried.

Because according to Xia Zicheng's temperament, if he really forgot me, he would let me disappear like Xia Zihuang, instead of keeping me here.

Luo Qinfen is very favored, and this matter is spread in the palace, and he is much more favored than I was at the beginning.

I know that when I was the queen, although everyone was saying that I was favored, like the second Su Lingsha, but the sense of distance between me and Xia Zicheng could be felt by everyone, and people who really liked each other did not react in this way, so I didn't hear the harem say that the queen was favored at that time.

Not anymore.

Luo Qin's favor is a well-known thing in the palace.

It's obviously a good thing, but I'm not happy at all, I'm afraid that Xia Zicheng is deliberate, but what is the point of this intentionality?

Do it for me?

I'm locked up here, it should be a situation where the news is blocked, it's not necessary, then it may be true, Xia Zicheng really likes Luo Qinfen, I hope it will be so.

The relationship is very awkward now, and if I can really sort it out, I don't have to worry about it every day.

Worry is worry, how to live or how to live, after all, I am not alone now, I still have a child in the womb, everything is based on him.

Every day my personal palace maid will come on time.

Today, I suddenly grabbed her, and she tilted her head and looked at me suspiciously.

I asked, "You can't write, do you?" ”

She nodded to me.

I said to her, "Then you can quickly answer me a few questions, just nod and shake your head, help me, okay?" ”

She nodded.

Looking into her sincere eyes, I knew that she should be someone I could trust, she had taken care of me silently for so long, we knew each other, and most importantly, she was the only one who could see me every day and leave this room.

If you want to make a plan to escape, you can only start with her.

I was thinking that I could try not to do anything, this is in the palace, it is Xia Zicheng's world, it is not good for me to do it, anyway, there are still four or five months before I give birth, and I can start planning now.

Hold on to every hope that will allow me to escape.

I asked her, "Can you leave the palace?" Even once. ”

She looked at me and shook her head at me.

I asked again, "Can you help me get a letter out?" ”

She stared at me, unresponsive.

I explained to her, "Just help me hand it over to the lady Liu of the Reistell, Liu Nianhuai, do you know this person?" ”

She seemed to hesitate for a moment before nodding to me.

"So, can you help me deliver a letter to her?" I asked.

She lowered her head and didn't respond, I knew she was thinking, so I'm going to give her time to think, this letter is very likely to lead to death for her, even if I am rejected, I have nothing to say but to think of another way.

She thought for a long time, and it was the longest pause she had, and she looked up at me, and I was full of anticipation, and finally, she nodded to me.

She agreed! Great, I hurriedly took out the envelope hidden in my arms and handed it to her, and she reached out to take it, folded it again, and then stuffed it into her arms.

I made eye contact with her, and then I knelt down.

She was taken aback and hurriedly tried to come and pull me, shaking her head desperately.

I said to her: "The matter of sending the letter is very dangerous, it is very likely to affect you, if you are discovered, you must defend yourself, if someone comes to ask me, I will also say that I forced you to do this, this letter is too important to me, I beg you, it must be handed over to the hand of Lady Liu." ”

She pulled me up and nodded to me, patting her chest and making a gesture to ensure delivery.

I watched her movements and smiled.

She bowed and went back to work.

This is my first step, and this first step, I have finally taken it.

If I don't want to fight, then someone must help me complete the whole plan, my own strength is limited after all, and at that time, my child has already been born, and it will definitely be even more difficult to carry a child.

It's not that easy, it's not that easy to get something done.

In the eyes of others, in the eyes of Xia Zicheng, this kind of behavior is undoubtedly a mantis arm blocking the car, and he is not self-sufficient.

I've also thought about it, is it okay to carry it like this?

Staying in the palace all my life, eating, drinking, and serving, it seems that this kind of life sounds quite good, but is it really good?

No!

If one day, I will feel that this life is what I want, and I will not want to rebel, then I must have died here.

At the end of the day, when you think about it, I'm just a little rebellious ordinary person.

The most important thing is that I don't dare to put the child in the hands of Xia Zicheng at all, he can't live without his father, Yu Ge doesn't know about this matter yet, and he can't get any news of me so far.

After so long, he didn't come to the palace, and I don't have any news from the outside world, I can only judge that this time it was Xia Zicheng who hid it too well.

When April is over, I'm in May.

Since May, I have entered the most difficult period, not before, now my belly is getting bigger and bigger, I wake up every day and feel a sore back, plus I sit for too long a day, and there is no one around to talk, I really doubt that if I stay any longer, I will get sick.

Xia Zicheng still hasn't come to me, and there is no news from Luo Qinfen.

It's still business as always.

Eat, read, walk around the house twice, and then get ready to rest.

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