Chapter 86: Not Ordinary Stupidity
Yu Shushan wanted to take a year off, but for some reason, it all spread all at once.
Yu Shushan didn't want so many people to know, but he didn't know why, no matter where he went, everyone talked about him, and when such a thing happened, the person who should be suspected the most was Lin Suwan.
Lin Suwan herself didn't know what the situation was, when she knew that everyone was talking about Yu Shushan, she was also very unhappy in her heart, someone must have reported the news.
But who that person was, Lin Suwan didn't know, and he didn't dare to doubt others, but now Yu Shushan threw all the problems on Lin Suwan.
This time, Yu Shushan deliberately came to Lin Suwan, and deliberately did not explain what it was for, but Lin Suwan clearly knew what it was for, but she could only pretend that she didn't know anything and greeted Yu Shushan's arrival.
The moment she saw Yu Shushan, Lin Suwan was happy in her heart, no matter what, she was still a little indescribably happy in her heart, she wanted to have a lot of stories with Yu Shushan, no matter what she experienced now, no matter what happened before, everything was left behind, and there were only some beautiful fragments that came to mind.
"Actually, it's not a good thing to find you this time, I think you must know, right?" Yu Shushan went straight to the point, this style of doing things was the first time, and Lin Suwan was stunned.
"Of course I know what you're coming to me for, but we've just met, and I don't want to make everything so embarrassing, so let's talk well."
Lin Suwan still wanted to talk about other things, but now he can understand very clearly that Yu Shushan does not mean that.
It is precisely because of the disagreement on this matter that the two people cannot reach a consensus on many things.
"I've been very talkative from the beginning, not trying to say anything, but asking if you know what's going on this time."
Yu Shushan threw the question to Lin Suwan, he clearly knew that Lin Suwan still knew a little bit, but at this time he did something wrong, after all, no matter who said such things at this time, it would make people particularly resistant.
"I don't know exactly what you want to say, it's been pretty good lately, there's no big problem, if you ask me to reflect directly, I really can't say a word or two."
Lin Suwan was very honest and didn't want to lie at this time, in fact, he was hiding some things from the beginning, but he showed it as if he didn't know anything.
Yu Shushan believed it, and shook his head helplessly at this time, as long as he also remembered those people talking about the decisions he made, his heart was very uncomfortable, because the feeling of being denied by others was like countless knives stabbing to the heart.
He knows that the decision he has made cannot be believed and supported by all people, but he will be more or less sad when he is talked about by so many people, and even if his heart is particularly strong, he will always be cranky, thinking about whether all this is the result of his own cause.
"Then I'll be blunt, the decision I told you before was communicated with you because I trusted you, but I don't know why I've been hearing people talk about this lately, and I don't know why it's leaked like this."
Yu Shushan was stunned for a moment after saying this, mainly because he wanted to take a good look at Lin Suwan's state, Lin Suwan lowered his head, as if he realized that this matter had a lot to do with him, but the moment he looked up, he said very seriously: "Do you mean to link this matter with me, do you feel that this matter has something to do with me from the beginning, but I tell you the truth, I have never told anyone your secret, except for one person." ”
When he said this, Lin Suwan was stunned, he didn't think of saying what was in his heart, Yu Shushan's matter was only told to Xiaolan, if Yu Shushan really didn't talk to others about this matter, it might only be Xiaolan who reported the news.
At this time, Lin Suwan was dumbfounded, and looked at Yu Shushan seriously, for fear that Yu Shushan would be very angry at this time, after all, telling Xiaolan is a particularly important goal.
"I just wanted to pour out the bitterness in my heart, I didn't mean to say it, I didn't mean that, you have to believe me."
Lin Suwan also defended himself at this time, mainly because he felt that his image could not collapse at this time, but Yu Shushan basically understood it clearly, at least he made his own decision, and other people still knew about it.
As for why so many people know now, they may never find the answer, if they look for Xiaolan at this time to ask about the situation, they will definitely not ask any questions.
Xiaolan will definitely insist that she has not told others, even if she has done such a thing, it is precisely because there is no evidence that Xiaolan cannot be regarded as an indulger in this matter.
"Okay, I probably know what's going on, there's no other connection at all, and I hope you don't always think about some things so complicated, I don't mean to blame you, I just feel very confused."
Yu Shushan really didn't mean to blame, he just wanted to see how the situation was and by the way he knew what the truth was, even if it was really what Lin Suwan told everyone in the end, he could accept it, after all, this matter is not particularly important to him now, but he was a little panicked in his heart.
However, Lin Suwan felt that Yu Shushan's accusation was very unpleasant, he hadn't done a lot of wrong things from the beginning, and he didn't mean to tell Xiaolan, which caused the situation to become what it is now, which was also unexpected.
After Yu Shushan finished speaking, he left, he felt that there was no need to continue talking to Lin Suwan, Lin Suwan also felt that Yu Shushan was simply making trouble, if he was allowed, he would definitely slam the door and leave.
After Lin Suwan went back, he asked Xiaolan directly, straight to the point, nothing was unclear, I just wanted to ask Xiaolan if she had told others.
"You basically know what I want to ask, and I hope you can give me an accurate answer, otherwise I won't be happy if I have to carry all these black pots."
Lin Suwan said this matter very clearly, Xiaolan was also stunned, she didn't expect to be able to make things develop like this.
"Actually, I just told one person about Yu Shushan, and I don't know what it has become now, if there is anything, I am willing to take all the responsibility."
Xiaolan said this very calmly, after all, the principle has always been that she feels that what she does should be borne by herself, and she should not let others bother her.
"I didn't expect you to tell others these things without my consent, but your attitude makes me very pleased."
Lin Suwan didn't want to make this matter particularly embarrassing, after all, the two of them still had to get along well in the future, but all he was thinking about was Yu Shushan's expression at that time, and he was so resentful.
It seems that all the resentment in the past few decades has been piled up, and all of them are placed on Lin Suwan's body, as if everything was done by her.
"I knew there were some things I hadn't thought through, so from the beginning I felt that taking all the responsibility was the most important thing to do, and I didn't want to run away from it."
Xiaolan also clearly expressed her intentions, that is, she hopes to be able to keep to herself at this time, and does not want to be spread by others, and is an image that always likes to tell other people's things.
Image has a different positioning for many people, but it is particularly important to Xiaolan, I didn't expect such a thing to happen at all, and at the beginning, I was just talking about some of my inner feelings, which is the same as what Lin Suwan just started, but in the end, the impact on others is not so simple.
"To be honest, I don't want you to do anything, and I can't let you do anything, since you admit it, I don't have anything to say, so be it."
Lin Suwan left helplessly, it was true, he didn't know what to say, he always felt that he had done something wrong, but in the end he didn't get a lot of answers.
She tried hard to weigh all this, but in the end she didn't realize that all the mistakes were that she said something that shouldn't be said, and at first, she felt that she was just talking about something.
Originally, what I was thinking in my heart was very simple, but in the end, it was so unsimple.
What I thought in my heart was completely different from the final ending, and I should have been able to accept all this, but trying to think about Yu Shushan's inner feelings, I felt that I had done something that I shouldn't have done in the world.
She doesn't want to hurt anyone, and even the slightest thing is always guilty.
Yu Shushan was about to leave, to find his own world, to discuss what should be thought about, he tried hard to think, maybe he didn't do anything wrong at all, but he knew too little at the beginning, and chose to make up for it at this time.
But when he decided to leave, Lin Suwan did such a thing, everyone was talking about these things, originally wanting to hide it from other people, but now it seems that it is difficult to make up for it.
So the decision he made stopped, at least this matter has to be done in the future period to think about how to complete, not in this period to complete, he feels very lost, the original plan is all over, he wants to cry, but he feels that it is stupid to do so.
Not stupidity in general.