Chapter 87: Don't give face
Yu Shushan's matter broke the relationship between Lin Suwan and Xiaolan, I have to say that Lin Suwan was particularly angry, he never thought that Xiaolan was a big mouth, and he liked to talk about things everywhere.
And from the beginning, he specially ordered that these were secrets and could not be said casually, but since Xiaolan had done it, she couldn't take it back.
Lin Suwan looked at Xiaolan very seriously and asked, "I don't want to blame you now, but I want to know who the person you told at the beginning was." ”
Lin Suwan felt that there was no need to blame Xiaolan for this matter, so he wanted to find out who the person who really spread it was.
I don't want to put all this resentment on Xiaolan, after all, Xiaolan is also a person who has been with her for so long, as long as she is more careful in the future, there will definitely be no major problems.
But at this time, Xiaolan's reaction instantly made Lin Suwan angry, and he didn't speak all the time, as if everything was done by Xiaolan.
Lin Suwan asked again: "I just want to know who that person is, and I don't want to be held responsible, if you can't even tell me this, how can you make me believe you." ”
Lin Suwan said this sentence very seriously, and she felt that she didn't have any mistakes, just to make her heart feel better, and the most important thing was to catch who that person was, as for whether to hold her accountable.
She didn't think there was any need to rush so far, and she should know more things before going to the person to settle the score.
The words have basically been said very clearly, but Xiaolan is very nervous at this time, and shows all the nervous emotions in great detail, just like all the emotions she was born with are nervous.
Still didn't speak, didn't think about anything, and then at this time Lin Suwan understood all this, if he hadn't done something wrong, it would definitely not be the reaction he has now.
She clearly knew that it was only Xiaolan who told the others. Just now, Xiaolan said that she only told another person, and directly pointed the finger at that person, just to lie, hoping that Lin Suwan would blame all this on the person who didn't exist at all.
But I never thought that Lin Suwan would keep asking, breaking the casserole and asking to the end, so that now Xiaolan doesn't know what to say, and she never thought that Lin Suwan would ask so many things from the beginning.
Now that she is like this, it can be regarded as Xiaolan's own fault, and she feels that she has done a particularly wrong thing.
There was no need to lie, if he told the truth at the beginning, maybe Lin Suwan could forgive, after all, Lin Suwan even wanted to pretend that such a big thing had not happened, but when he lied about this serious matter, Xiaolan felt that he must not be trusted.
Whether or not two people can be trusted between getting along is a particularly important thing, but now that it is like this, Xiaolan also clearly knows that she does not get attention, and at this moment, Lin Suwan really intends to pretend that she doesn't know anything, and Xiaolan can't stand it in her heart.
She will feel that all this is caused by herself, and she will habitually put all the problems on herself, and the accumulation of time will only make her emotions completely collapse, usually there seems to be no problems, but at the moment of collapse, Xiaolan will definitely do something extreme.
As for what those extreme things are, I don't know yet, but at least I can know that Xiaolan will definitely not be able to bear all this.
So she took a deep breath, knowing that things had come to this point, there was no need to lie, even if the relationship with Lin Suwan was in a broken relationship, it could be regarded as a consequence of her own cause, she was willing to accept all this, and she was willing to bear all the consequences.
said: "Actually, I told the other people, and I didn't expect it to spread so much, and I don't have any hatred with Yu Shushan, nor do I have any contradictions with you." ”
"I just want to say that Yu Shushan is very unfair to you to make such a decision, I just want more people around me to know that it is not easy for you, although it would seem particularly hypocritical to say these words now, but this is how I felt in my heart at the time."
"If you choose not to believe me, I can't help it, but I still want to say I'm sorry."
Xiaolan knew that she was no longer trusted, and basically there would be no better result after saying these words, so she could only wait for Lin Suwan to deal with this matter.
She didn't want this matter to affect the relationship between the two people, but now that the matter has come to this point, she knows that nothing good will happen, even if Lin Suwan is generous, it is impossible for the two of them to reconcile as before.
After getting along for such a long time, they also know each other very well, and there is one thing that they plan to forget after understanding each other, there are big things and some trivial things, but this time it can be seen that Lin Suwan is really angry, and he will definitely not forgive Xiaolan at this moment.
Xiaolan hopes that she can make up for all these mistakes through her own efforts, but she clearly knows that in fact, all these problems are on Yu Shushan's body.
If Yu Shushan can't forget this incident one day, then all the mistakes will be on her, and Yu Shushan will not blame Xiaolan, but will blame Lin Suwan for all the problems.
Lin Suwan can only bear all this, she doesn't know how to face all this, she is very scared in her heart, but things have happened, and Yu Shushan's character is like this, when she gets angry, she likes to blame others for everything, even if she did something wrong.
But he did one thing very well, and that is to really realize that the mistake happened to him, and he will try his best to apologize, and the way of apologizing will be very comfortable.
Even if Lin Suwan knew that Yu Shushan was such a person, she felt very uncomfortable, after all, Yu Shushan would blame her for all her mistakes.
This will make people very uncomfortable, and Lin Suwan is originally a girl with a very strong personality, so it must be a very painful process for her to go through all this.
Seeing that Lin Suwan didn't have any reaction, Xiaolan couldn't help but want to say something, but she knew that speaking at this time was simply unreasonable, which would only make Lin Suwan's heart even more confused.
Xiaolan found a place and sat down, which was regarded as welcoming all her judgments, and would rather accept all the punishments.
Lin Suwan walked to Xiaolan's side, patted Xiaolan's shoulder lightly and said, "Actually, this matter is not very serious, after all, such things often happen between us, but this time I am facing Yu Shushan, so it is inconvenient for me to say a lot of things." ”
"And he's going to put all the fault on me when he's angry, and I'm going to be very unbalanced. Now I want to be angry so much, but the person standing in front of me is you, and I can only suppress my inner feelings. ”
"But I think I have to make things clear, if there is anything troublesome in the future and you want to ask me, I may not help you during this time, and I will have a chance to see you again."
Lin Suwan said things very clearly, and also showed his attitude, although this sounds particularly uncomfortable, but Xiaolan also accepts all this, after all, all this is to blame.
If I hadn't told others about it casually, maybe the two of them would have complained together, but things have developed into what they are now, and there is no way to save them, so they can only accept and accept.
Watching Lin Suwan leave, it was as if the friendship between the two people was over, I don't know why, this feeling was like countless knives stabbed in the chest, this feeling was extremely painful, and I couldn't speak.
Xiaolan wanted to find someone to talk about this matter, not to make others feel that she had done nothing wrong, or to approve of her behavior, but she just felt that the relationship with Lin Suwan was like this, which was a particularly unsuccessful thing.
She never thought that she would be in trouble with Lin Suwan like this, and she always felt that her relationship with Lin Suwan would be good, and many times she would feel that Lin Suwan was a person who was easy to forgive others.
Even if the matter was so serious this time, Xiaolan still felt that Lin Suwan would give a little face.
The face was given, but the relationship between the two of them was not as good as it was at the beginning.
Xiaolan wants to see Yu Shushan and explain what is going on in this matter, after all, only by making Yu Shushan happy can Lin Suwan return to his original appearance, otherwise as long as Yu Shushan is unhappy, Lin Suwan will start to look for problems.
But when Xiaolan thought that Yu Shushan wanted to abandon Lin Suwan and spend a year thinking about what the meaning of life was, she felt very ridiculous, if she really wanted to seek answers, there was no need to really think about this matter alone.
It is obvious that you should find someone to discuss, but I don't know why, Yu Shushan just can't think clearly.
Xiaolan doesn't know how many times she wants to find Yu Shushan and explain how to solve this matter, but everyone's thinking direction and problems are different, so Xiaolan gave up all this.
At this time, Lin Suwan walked over, frowned, looked at Xiaolan very seriously and said, "I know that you must go to Yu Shushan now and tell you what is going on in this matter, but I hope you don't bother him, it's annoying enough now." ”
"If you continue like this, it's only going to make things more and more complicated, don't you hear that!"
Lin Suwan seemed to be ordering, and she didn't give Xiaolan any face, which caused Xiaolan to be very angry at this time, she felt that since the relationship between the two people was already like this, there was no need to maintain it.