Chapter 125: Bright Moon
Ling Yue's situation was not as easy as she imagined, although it seemed to be very good at this moment, and she didn't even think there was much of a problem, but in fact, Lin Suwan also knew that if she continued like this, Ling Yue would definitely face a lot of choices, and she would definitely not be able to say anything at that time.
"No matter what happens in the future, I hope to be able to tell me as soon as possible, sometimes I always feel that I don't care enough about you, I will feel guilty, I will be uncomfortable, these feelings are very normal, but I think I hope you can tell me, if even if it is not very convenient, you can tell me through others."
Lin Suwan didn't want to continue like this, he didn't want to have a kind of estrangement with Ling Yue, although it was not very good between the two of them in college life, but in fact, many things were explained in various ways, and I have to say that the two of them knew each other very well.
The relationship between Xiaolan and Lin Suwan has always been very good, even after graduation, the contact is still constant, but there will be some distance between the two people, resulting in many things not going on as scheduled, and even the two people have always agreed to travel to a place, but after so long, there is still no information.
It's not that either party is unwilling, but two people can't always meet together in time, and they will always encounter some particularly regrettable things, which makes it difficult for two people to meet.
The relationship with Xiaolan has become like this, which is already a very unacceptable situation, but now the relationship with Ling Yue seems to be getting more and more estranged, and Lin Suwan sometimes wonders if it is because of his own relationship that the relationship between them will be like this.
But later I found out that this was not the case, because I didn't do anything particularly excessive, mainly because of the distance and the connection between each other, which was not as good as I imagined.
The communication between the two people is indispensable, and Lin Suwan hopes that Ling Yue can realize such a relationship at this time, at least not to cause the other person to be completely unaware of the situation when talking about something in the future.
In many cases, Lin Suwan is thinking about whether there will be a lot of things happening to him, and he is also thinking about how to face these people around him in the next few days, I have to say that sometimes I really don't want to be in contact with so much, because the more contact I have, the more troublesome things I will encounter.
Ling Yue's attitude was very good, she couldn't see any changes at all, if she hadn't said something like being afraid of the dark, maybe other people wouldn't know what Ling Yue was afraid of in her life.
"Then you can rest assured, basically I will say everything directly, and I will not hide anything, and you also know my character, I am not that kind of person."
These words seemed to have been thought out in advance, without any changes, and in fact, they could be regarded as reflecting Ling Yue's thoughts. But it always gives people a very unsafe feeling, as if something special will happen in the next second, so that everyone is surprised.
"Of course I know you're not that kind of person, but maybe because of the recent situation, you're a little tired, and I feel like you've been hiding something lately and not telling me." Lin Suwan has been asking about this situation, and he can't let Ling Yue do it like this, after all, a person's health problem cannot be understood clearly in three or two sentences, and it is naturally necessary to understand a little more.
"I'm actually just insomnia, there's no big problem, I've said everything I need to say, I'll go to sleep later." Ling Yue realized that Lin Suwan had not left, perhaps because she had not gone back to sleep, and she did not sleep in the middle of the night, which was indeed a little anxious, Ling Yue felt the anxiety in Lin Suwan's heart at this time, and also felt the sense of security she wanted to pursue, I have to say that this sense of security was particularly timely.
Sometimes when a person is particularly lonely, he just wants to be able to get a feeling of care, but some people do not feel all this, resulting in some people directly closing their inner thoughts, smiling on the surface, but in fact they will encounter a lot of difficulties in their hearts.
"It's good if it's just insomnia, I sometimes can't sleep thinking about some things, but during this time, the children are all older, should I rest early?"
Lin Suwan actually didn't want to talk about the child, because as long as he mentioned this matter, Ling Yue would feel that the people around him would start to care because of the child, but in fact, it wasn't, Lin Suwan was afraid that Ling Yue would ask these words because the child would hurt his body, and he would emphasize these things.
But at this time, Ling Yue didn't react much, she was very calm, she was already very indifferent to this matter, and she didn't want to talk about more things.
"I know, don't say it anymore, in fact, I want to be alone now, there are some things I haven't been able to think clearly, maybe give me an hour to figure it out, you can rest assured."
Ling Yue smiled slightly, in fact, this smile was particularly heartbreaking, Lin Suwan kept watching, it seemed that he had done something wrong, always thinking about why it had come to this point, originally this night was very ordinary, there was nothing special, but because Ling Yue suddenly came out to break the silence of all this.
All the tenderness disappeared at this time, and Lin Suwan was thinking that if Ling Yue continued like this, he would definitely have to take some coercive measures, otherwise Ling Yue would not have realized such a danger at all.
But because the meaning that Ling Yue expressed just now was already very clear, it was not that she wanted to do anything, it was just because of insomnia, she wanted to come out and be quiet, and when she got such information, Lin Suwan didn't want to say much, after all, she couldn't help others make decisions.
After leaving, he was still a little worried, he always felt that the problem had been happening, and Lin Suwan was thinking that if he continued like this, Ling Yue probably wouldn't be able to hold on.
But after this night passed, there must not be much of a problem, after all, Lin Suwan gave Ling Yue some warmth, this is for sure, and it will inevitably make Ling Yue think for a while.
When he thought of this, Lin Suwan quieted down, and at the beginning, he always felt that he couldn't sleep, or he would think about some things and be difficult to toss and turn.
But as soon as he lay down, all his troubles had been left behind, and he was not willing to accept everything at all, so Lin Suwan fell asleep directly.
In the dream, Lin Suwan dreamed of the time when Ling Yue was going to give birth to a child, although it was a particularly strange thing, but sooner or later it would be experienced in the future, and it was very real in this dream, Lin Suwan even kept shedding tears, just looking at Ling Yue was very uncomfortable.
In many cases, Lin Suwan was thinking about whether Ling Yue's life would change after she had a child, maybe the arrogant Ling Yue would become very silent.
These changes seemed to be inevitable, but Lin Suwan still believed that Ling Yue would more or less return to his previous attitude, at least in some things, he would become particularly active.
Some of the conversations in the dream made Lin Suwan never forget.
She asked: "Ling Yue, this kid looks pretty good, I want to know what name I want to choose, according to the previous I have thought about this question a long time ago, but I don't think I can call the shots, I hope to hear your voice." ”
"Call him Mingyue." Ling Yue said this very weakly, but with a smile on his face, Lin Yue felt that he was perfect in his choice in this matter.
A boy named Mingyue is actually not wrong to some extent, but Lin Suwan was stunned for a moment, because this name was what he thought of not long ago, and it was precisely because he felt that a boy's name like Mingyue was not appropriate, so he didn't say it at the first time, and he didn't expect Ling Yue to say it directly.
"Bai Ming and Ling Yue, the first thing I thought of was the name Mingyue, I didn't expect it to be with you." Lin Suwan smiled very happily, because he didn't know how long he hadn't encountered such a moment, and he had to say that he still had a little joy in his heart, and even wanted to cry.
"I just think it's a bit catchy, and this name is the name I wanted before, and when I say it like this, it's a kind of fate between me and you." Ling Yue smiled very happily.
However, at this time, Lin Suwan woke up and found that everything around him had not changed, and he began to be unable to tell whether it was some time after or the time when he had just woken up.
Quickly walked out and found that the TV was still on, Ling Yue had already returned to the bedroom to sleep, Ling Yue had always been a careful person, but the TV was not turned off, you can imagine how much pressure Ling Yue was under during this time.
That night, Lin Suwan didn't sleep well, always thinking about what he should do to be able to handle this matter well, and all he was thinking about was hoping that Ling Yue would be happy during her pregnancy.
Originally, at the beginning, he hoped that the relationship between them would be more harmonious, and that they could help each other and not bring more trouble, Lin Suwan felt that he had an obligation to make Ling Yue realize how much he should pay attention to his body.
When I woke up the next day, it was already ten o'clock, which was very late, at least everyone else had already gone out, Lin Suwan slowly and leisurely, feeling that he could not continue like this, and life without work was imperfect.