Chapter 126: Hitting a Wall
Lin Suwan always felt that these things had a lot to do with him, so at this time, he felt that he must find a job to fill some of the helplessness in his heart, if he continued to stay in this place with Lin Yue, he would definitely not get some improvement between each other, and then he would not even say words of comfort.
In fact, this is a particularly important thing, and Lin Suwan has also put a particularly important position, and it is precisely because of this that Lin Suwan began to be anxious, and always felt that he should make some achievements in order to be worthy of his graduation.
Originally, at the beginning, I always felt that I wanted to stay in the position I was looking for, and I would definitely be able to achieve something after continuous hard work, but now I find that things are not as simple as I imagined, at least many things are changing.
But whether he can find a job or not, Lin Suwan still needs to spend a certain amount of time to be able to find it, and whether he likes it is another matter, Lin Suwan always feels that his ability has some flaws.
In many things, he can't support too many things, and in the face of some creations, Lin Suwan feels that he is not competent.
It is precisely because of such a lack of self-confidence that he has hit a wall in many things, and Lin Suwan did not expect that he would encounter so many things.
"You said that if I choose to look for a job at this time, will I encounter too many problems, and it will be difficult to solve them at that time, but what to do, I don't know what I should do now."
Lin Suwan still felt that he had to talk to Yu Shushan about some things, otherwise he would definitely be made very irritable by Yu Shushan at that time. In one thing, Yu Shushan is actually not imaginary, which makes people very uncomfortable, but sometimes if the speech cannot reach a certain frequency, there will be some barriers.
If this gap cannot be dealt with in time, it will not be a matter of half a star in the end.
"I still have the same attitude towards work, if it's not convenient to look for it now, there's no need to force yourself out, in fact, this matter should also be done slowly, if something bad happens at that time, you can also find a certain amount of time to deal with it."
Lin Suwan was very calm, after listening to what Yu Shushan said, he seemed to get a little inspiration, but in fact, there was still a little bit of confusion in his heart, what was true and what was false, it seemed that he couldn't find a little reason and a way at all.
It is precisely because I can't find such an exact thing that I feel extremely confused in my heart.
"I don't want to take my time, it's because of this attitude that so many things are piling up now!" Lin Suwan's attitude was very resolute.
The attitude expressed in these things is also very serious, Lin Suwan just hopes to get a little support, even if the listeners around him don't even understand a little bit of something, it doesn't matter, because what Lin Suwan wants is that feeling of dependence.
"If you always feel that some things are piled up and can't be handled, then I still don't think there's any need to worry about so many things, because some things can't be solved in a hurry, but your attitude is also very good, after all, if you are not in a hurry, you can't get a way!"
Yu Shushan said that he didn't seem to say anything about the key points, but in fact, he also said everything that should be said, and it was all in generalities, and what he said could be listened to, at least he was not in a hurry, and he couldn't get any way, this sentence was true.
"I still hope that you can take this matter seriously, calm down a little, at least not make us feel surprised, because it will make us feel very uncomfortable."
Yu Shushan wanted to leave after finishing speaking, not because he didn't want to talk to Lin Suwan, but because he had been busy with some things recently, it was inconvenient to say more things, and it was not easy to find time to say these things to Lin Suwan.
"Makes you very uncomfortable, you?"
Lin Suwan was particularly puzzled now, because he had found a little bit of a loophole, it was precisely because Yu Shushan habitually said some wrong names just now, which caused Lin Suwan to forget it at this time, and he always felt that some things had been discussed by Bai Ming and Ling Yue.
"Don't think about so many things, I'm just a mantra, and I don't want to say so much now, after all, I still have some things to do recently, love you."
Yu Shushan was still a little warmer at the end, because he felt that there was no need to let Lin Suwan support so many things, and let a woman face so many things, it was indeed a little unbearable, but it was something that had to be done.
"But if you've left my side and don't tell me something, I'll be in a hurry!"
Lin Suwan was indeed anxious, if Yu Shushan didn't give some advice at this time, he would definitely not find any reason to continue going.
"We have to learn to grow up, after all, we are adults now, and we still have to rely on ourselves to make judgments on some things, otherwise we will never get something that can make us happy."
Yu Shushan left after saying this, because he knew that if he continued to stay in this place, there would definitely be no good news, and he had to make a decision at this time, if Lin Suwan always felt that relying on others was the ultimate way out, it would definitely not be a good thing, and Lin Suwan would definitely feel why the world was so indifferent at that time.
While Lin Suwan had not yet begun to sigh at these words, he made Lin Suwan realize that some of the world was cold.
It's not that he's ruthless, but that there are some things that have to be faced, and at some times Yu Shushan also feels that he has too few things to face, which leads to some unbearable things that he encounters now, and he thinks that if he can have a little understanding when he was young, he will not encounter these situations.
Lin Suwan was slightly stunned, because he could directly feel from Yu Shushan's face that he didn't want Lin Suwan to go out to find a job, because looking for a job during this time was like abandoning another person, giving people a feeling of helplessness and embarrassment, and a kind of abandonment.
Lin Suwan thought deeply, and still didn't get some results on some things, and always felt that Yu Shushan should stand up and solve these things at this time, but Yu Shushan chose to return all the problems to Lin Suwan.
It's not that he doesn't want to help, but he feels that he shouldn't help, Lin Suwan is not a child, and he can understand by looking at the faces of the people around him directly on these things.
But Lin Suwan was thinking again, if he stayed in this place at this time, then where should his dream be placed, it seems that something like a dream should be held well, not just with what happens, what he wants.
For Lin Suwan, the dream is to be able to find a good position after graduation, be conscientious, and will not leave for any reason, but now Lin Suwan has a little regret, because between dreams and love, Lin Suwan chose love, and later Lin Suwan realized that love is an ethereal thing.
It's not that Yu Shushan is not good for people, nor is it love, this essence is not good, but Lin Suwan feels that he did not choose a better one in some things, but chose a worse thing.
So Lin Suwan made up his mind that he must find a job in the recent period, and sat in front of the computer every day to submit his resume, one after another, no matter what, he was ruthless.
She really wanted to tell some people about her experience, but Lin Suwan also realized that sometimes loneliness is something that the strong have uniquely.
In the process of growing up, you will encounter a lot of troubles, and in these troubles, you can always encounter some power of growth, which can also make your heart a little more comfortable.
Lin Suwan is slowly accepting these painful processes, and he has also made himself better, and he has not been afraid of some bad things happening as he was before.
Some of the fears in my heart are always not as fearful as I imagined, but it is precisely because of this little fear that Lin Suwan cannot find a direction that suits him.
Although I have a goal, but the exact direction is not found, in fact, I am still very confused, and I have encountered a lot of problems in the interaction between people, at least I don't know whether I am doing right or wrong.
This kind of erratic feeling made Lin Suwan at a loss.
Soon after, Ling Yue's stomach began to react, and everyone's attention was on Ling Yue in the recent period, but Lin Suwan still needed to spend a little time on his own job search, but this matter must not be known by Ling Yue, otherwise he would start to pull the relationship again.
There were already a lot of things that were bothering Ling Yue, and if it was to trouble again because of something like work, it would not be an easy thing.
When a child comes into this world, he doesn't know how the world is, and he slowly understands it through his own cognition and the information of the people around him, but whether he can understand it thoroughly is another matter.
Lin Suwan has been thinking about how he grew up when he was young, and the things he thought about when he was a child were also very pure, but now he doesn't seem to be able to get back the feeling he felt when he was a child, and everything in his impression is about what he looked like when he grew up.