But he himself understands that not everything can be accepted by himself, and some things cannot be accepted no matter how difficult they are.

Xiao Su is now the only relative, if he leaves him like this again, he will probably break down and cry if he is any other person, so he doesn't plan to comfort this girl, at least he knows her well enough.

The two of them have known each other for many years, and because of these, it would not have been possible if it weren't for these.

"Have you forgotten, we've known each other for at least so many years, so now you're trying to tell me that you're getting more and more different from me? Or do you feel like you're not yourself anymore. “””

Isn't it yourself?

Xiao Su didn't know, and he didn't dare to say that.

She didn't know if she was still who she used to be.

But if you look closely, she is indeed not her original self anymore.

Originally, he didn't feel anything to himself because of these little things, but now it's different, he only feels that he is full of negative energy all over his body, suppressing his mood every day, and always full of a heart that he is very happy, in fact, he is not happy at all.

Perhaps, as the book says, the hustle and bustle of the day covers up all his sorrows, and he hides all his emotions and only reveals his very happy emotions, and after a long time, he returns to his original form at night.

Even she almost forgot whether she was happy or unhappy, but if she really wanted to say it, he should be unhappy.

"I'm really not the same person I used to be, I'm not like this, although I had a hard time with my mother before, but for me, I'm at least happy with them after all, since I left, I have felt that there is no longer anything in this world that allows me to know the temptation, including being a man."

"It's just your own thoughts, if you empty your mind, then probably you won't have so many thoughts, you shouldn't be so strict with yourself"

Xiao Fu was a little uncomfortable.

"I don't want to treat myself either, but if people like me don't be strict with themselves, then I have nothing, and there is nothing for people like me, and it's more uncomfortable than killing myself."

What she meant, they actually knew very well, if it weren't for themselves, they shouldn't be like this.

Chen Hao hugged her.

"Why do you think you don't have anything, you at least still have me, the two of us have known each other for so many years, do you think you don't have any status in my heart?"

Xiao Su shook his head: "I don't mean that, but between us, we still have a little generation gap after all, you are different from me, you have lived harder than me since you were a child, I have lived in such a family since I was a child, and I am naturally that kind of person when I grow up, so I ......"

Chen Hao didn't like this sentence.

"No matter what kind of family you live in, it may be that the person who comes out is still yourself after all, you shouldn't give up your own like this, you're good to me, I don't care how many other girls I've seen, but in my eyes only you are the best, the two of us know each other."

Chen Hao was still talking about his words, but soon, he suddenly felt his shoulders sink.

She actually ...... Asleep?

This made him feel a little incredible.

She actually fell asleep in front of herself like this, was she serious?

Chen Hao saw her falling asleep, and felt that he was really a little crying and laughing.

Although just when he and he happened to be affected by something important, he actually fell asleep for himself, would this be provoking himself? Didn't he think about the generation gap between himself and him or something? The two of them have known each other for so long, is it really good to be like this?

He didn't think about anything, Xiao Su was already very tired, he had been able to take care of Lu Xin for so many days, that troublesome girl was tired enough, and then he was usually busy with various things, and now the things in the hospital and Cheng Juan's affairs were enough to crush them.

Chen Hao felt a little sorry for her, obviously she was not very old, but she had already endured so much, if she was an ordinary person, probably he would not be able to bear it, what they thought had happened.

Xiao Su is a very strong girl.

People are usually very violent, but he actually has a very warm heart, his heart is very kind, but he is afraid of being bullied by others, so he is good at using a disguise.

I once saw this girl, I would rather save myself not to eat, hungry bread to be handed to those homeless stray cats on the road, at that time he thought, this girl is really special, taste a cold m and others say the wind, the kind of rain on the wind, I thought he was a bad student, but I didn't expect ++ he was such a girl.

At that time, Chen Hao felt that in fact, such a girl was really good, they probably couldn't see anything on the outside, but in his own opinion, what was actually already decided at that time.

At that time, Chen Hao always felt that Xiaoxu was really a very strange girl, she had the hypocrisy of other girls, and she understood what the driver should do and what she should get at a young age.

But to them, this girl already looked special when she was in high school.

If I hadn't met such a little girl, I probably wouldn't have been like this.

His life, in fact, has really changed something because of the appearance of Xiao Su.

Seeing that Xiao Su was asleep, he actually wanted to kiss him.

But soon, the coughing sound in the ward attracted him.

Chen Hao hurriedly helped the small floc on his shoulder to the side, and hurriedly entered the room.

Cheng Juan inside had a cough and hadn't slept yet.

Chen Hao hurriedly walked to her bed and poured her a glass of water.

"Auntie, are you sure there is nothing wrong with your body?"

Chen Hao looked at her with some concern, and saw that he and the two of them gave her back a good breath.

After Cheng Juan drank the water, she looked at Chen Hao with gratitude.

"Thank you really this time, but I'm really bothering you, you used to help us every once in a while, and now I'm bothering you, I'm really a little sorry in my heart."

After hearing this, Chen Hao quickly shook his head.

"Auntie, you have taken care of me before, don't be polite to me, you also understand my relationship with Xiaoxu."

Cheng Juan seemed to want to speak and stopped, but Chen Hao saw it first.

He couldn't help but speak.

"Auntie...... I've always wanted to ask a question. ”

After hearing this, Cheng Juan looked at it with some confusion.

"If you have anything, you can tell you yours and I will definitely tell you."

After going through so much, there's nothing she doesn't believe in her.

After hearing this, Chen Hao also looked at her and nodded.

"Auntie...... Your condition, why don't you tell Xiao Su, she will be very worried. ”

Cheng Juan's face changed.

"You already know everything?"

Chen Hao nodded.

"The doctor told me just now, but I think you should tell Xiao Su about this matter, and you shouldn't bear it alone.

"I can't tell her that he can't drag me down anymore, and if he drags me down again, his life will be ruined in my hands."

Chen Hao was silent.

"Shouldn't you be unconfident in yourself, and you're so afraid of her ability to bear it?"

Cheng Juan was silent.

"No...... She shouldn't be like this, she's been dragged down a lot by questioning, and if I can't think about it anymore, I'll have a bad conscience for the rest of my life. ”

"But if you've been like this, you should also understand how badly she's hurt if she's kept in the dark and thinks you're all the same?"

After hearing this, Chen Hao basically couldn't find a sentence to say.

Chen Hao was just scared, Xiao Xu had no way to accept this matter. Cheng Juan shook her head: "No, I'm just worried, in my case."

She still has a long way to go, because "things for me have dragged her down too much." ”

After hearing this, Chen Hao shook his head.

"You are wrong in this sentence, in fact, we have been watching her changes, and you also understand that she is getting better and better step by step, and these things are inseparable from your existence."

Cheng Juan's tears fell.

"No...... I've always wanted to have this thought, but I'm scared, will she be disappointed in me when she knows that my illness is not cured, this person is too stubborn, if she really knows that I am saved, she will collapse, I am afraid that she will do something. ”

Chen Hao pursed his lips.

She was scared too, but he also knew that Xiao Su was likely to do so.

Chen Hao was silent, but he spoke quickly.

"I trust her, but I also respect what you mean, you don't want her to know, you must have your own ideas."

She is Xiao Su's mother, and she knows Xiao Su better than herself.

"I know what you mean, but if you really want to do it, then I'm also rooting for you, because he's been emotionally unstable lately, and if something happens, it's impossible."

Cheng Juan was a little anxious.

"Her mood has been very unstable during this time, then you can help me enlighten him, or you let him talk to me alone, as long as I don't tell him my problem, she will definitely have no problems."

After hearing this, Chen Hao frowned a little.

"If that's the case, that's fine, I'm just a little worried about her body, and if there's nothing big going on, then don't worry."

Cheng Juan also felt uncomfortable.

"If it weren't for me, she might still be smiling happily with her peers at this time."

Cheng Juan felt that she was too much of a small floc.

Xiao Su has always lived in a dark place because of herself, and she has had some problems in her heart since she was a child, but now because she is alone, she is very scared, will something happen again.

Chen Hao's worries are not unfounded.

"If that's the case, then we should think of a pair, are you sure that there is no way around your condition? I just hope you don't worry, if you're worried about money, you don't have to, health is important. ”

Cheng Juan shook her head: "I have already seen it, and the doctor has made it clear to me that my condition, because it was discovered late before, and because of the perennial fall, the recurrence situation is becoming less and less ideal, and now there is no way to cure it, so I can only wait for death like everyone else." ”

"The doctor can't help it? I have friends I know abroad, and I can ask them to show you, and it won't be out of the question. ”