Chapter 155: Afraid

, how can you not be worried, if you are not worried, you will not be here.

"Okay, don't talk to me so much, your body is the most important thing now, what should you do if I don't take good care of you, don't you know how important you are to me?"

After hearing this, Cheng Juan's eyes seemed to be wet with tears.

"If it weren't for the illness of playing, you wouldn't have become like this because of playing, and in this way, you would still be able to complete the dream of the task, instead of being dragged down by me alone."

Xiao Su sometimes thinks that maybe he has done it, but it must be that what he just said is too heavy, how can it be that it just can't work.

She wasn't afraid of being dragged down, she was just afraid that she would give up on herself.

"I'm not afraid of others dragging you down, you are my mother, I have an obligation to take care of you, and there is no debt between the two of us, do you understand?"

The tip doesn't want her to have any misunderstanding about herself, at least for herself, and if there is any misunderstanding, she won't do it.

In fact, Xiaosu has always felt that Cheng Juan doesn't want to trouble herself, but for herself, for so many years, Cheng Juan is really a local person, I don't know how much hardship she has endured to make herself what she is today, what she is afraid of is this.

Cheng Juan finally stopped talking.

"I understand, then I won't say it now, don't have any bad feelings with me, I won't have anything to make you unhappy, I will do the hospital to pay attention to my own body."

Although she heard her assurance, but for herself, the team was not at ease at all, if she was reassured, how could the doctor call her today.

"If you take care of your body, I won't come here now, don't give me no more disregard for your own body, don't you know I'm worried?"

They were stunned for a moment, and finally Chen Hao spoke.

"It's okay, Auntie, she's just a little extreme tonight, don't go outside."

Cheng Juan hurriedly shook her head, how could she be angry? He only felt very uncomfortable now.

If it weren't for their carelessness, then the doctor wouldn't have come over, and then he would have troubled them, so that if they knew that they had been hiding the disease, what should they do, he would say that he would be in trouble, and he would definitely not think that he had anything.

"It's okay, if things don't do well this time, if it weren't for me, he wouldn't be sad, I will definitely notice my own body in the hospital next time, don't worry."

After hearing this, Xiao Su also felt that maybe his expression was too much, and quickly shook his head.

"I know...... No, it won't. ”

Just now, the driver was too anxious, so he said those tiger words, which made people feel that it was his own bad.

Seeing that the two of them felt that there was something wrong with the mourning family, Chen Hao felt that it should not be like this now.

"It's getting late now, then Auntie will rest early, nothing too big, just tell me, we're at the door now."

Xiao Su now feels a little exhausted.

"Alright then, we'll go out now and don't disturb his rest, but if there's anything we have to tell us right away, we're worried you know."

Xiao Su was also very scared, Cheng Juan didn't tell herself, what was the condition of her body, she always worried herself, and sometimes she felt that if she didn't have herself, she would die soon.

Cheng Juan wanted to speak and stopped, but she still said it later.

"It's getting late now, why don't you go back first, it's no big problem for me to be alone in the hospital, if anything, there are doctors in the hospital, you two have worked so much in the morning, and you don't come to take care of me now, it's really too troublesome for you, Chen Hao, you can help me send Xiaoxu back, I'm fine, it's just some minor illnesses and pains."

This time, Chen Hao rarely didn't listen to her.

Shake your head.

"This time we live outside, don't worry too much about yourself, just tell me something, I'm at the door right now."

Chen Hao's, with an undoubted tone, let the town not be good, and if he spoke again, he had to let them wait for him at the door.

She herself regretted it a little.

If it weren't for his life tonight, then the two of them wouldn't have come over, and he really felt very sorry for them once and again, although it was his daughter, but he had been troublesome to him for so many years, and if he continued to trouble, he was worried that his daughter would not be able to bear it, and once again thought that it was causing him trouble.

"Auntie, you rest early now, we won't have anything to do, the two of us will be at the door for a while, and after making sure you have nothing to do, we will leave."

Cheng Juan's expression was complicated, after hearing this, she seemed to have something to say to Chen Hao, but in the end she still didn't say it.

As if thinking of something, she moved her mouth.

"Then you two are at the door, and if I have anything along the way, I can tell you about it."

"Auntie, you rest early, he and I will go out first, if there is anything at the door, you can call us at the door at any time, we are all at the door."

Chen Hao also seemed to see that Cheng Juan had something to say to herself, and she also understood, nodding and looking at her.

"If there is something going on Auntie, I'll come in and tell you again, now I'll let her go out to calm her own mood, today she is indeed a little excited, very afraid of something happening to you."

She has always known about the relationship between Xiaoxu and her mother, maybe it's the kind of thing, obviously thinking that she is very annoying, but in fact, they don't hate each other at all, and even think about it, what should I do if there is no one else?

Xiao Su was taken out of the door, she was tired now and needed a rest.

Cheng Juan saw her daughter, because she often saw this when she ran around, she was also very upset, and felt that if it wasn't for her illness, it would be impossible for her daughter to suffer so much, he now feels very guilty in his heart, but he himself is really very unable to find anything to say.

Probably because of himself, the relationship between the two of them is that there are so many people, one is willing to help the other, but one doesn't want to trouble, and the other leads to their current relationship is inseparable from the other, but there is no name on the surface.

Cheng Juan has always known.

This girl usually looks like this, she usually thinks she can do anything, but he forgets herself, she is just an ordinary girl, she should also live the same life as a girl, instead of doing those meaningless things that only rely on herself and want to fight for men.

She always knew that Xiao Xu did this because of herself, if it weren't for herself, he estimated that he would be doing what he liked now after graduating from college, not because he was busy every day, and gave up what he wanted for the sake of others.

Cheng Juan has always felt that she was dragging her down. When he thought of today's examination report before, his heart was suddenly cold, he didn't expect that it had been so long, his illness still didn't get any will, as he got older, he now felt that Zhong was no longer as healthy as before, and he now found that there was something vaguely wrong with his body, but he had no way to feel how to talk to him.

In Xiaosu, in fact, her purpose has always been to make herself better.

She also once said to herself that if she got better, then the two of them could travel to many places together, and they didn't have to worry about any money.

The little floc at the door seemed to be very tired.

She was already very tired when she came, and now she finally heard her mother, and there was nothing to do, so she exhaled and sat on the chair and leaned on Chen Hao at first to be frightened.

"Do you think there will be any problems with my mother, he is very important to me now, if it wasn't for him, there would be no me in the first place, I'm afraid that something will happen to him, what should I do?"

She no longer has anyone in this world who gently pulls her mother, so he has no way to accept the fact of losing his loved ones.

After hearing this, Chen Hao was stunned for a moment.

Because he knows that there is very bad news in it now.

However, he asked, and finally raised his hand and patted her on the shoulder, and spoke comfortingly.

"I'm also afraid that it's okay, there will be no girl who is an aunt's body and has always been very good today, has she always believed in him? Why does this little scare you out of just such an hour today? ”

Xiao Su shook her head, her hand holding her face, making it difficult to see her expression.

"You have always understood, how my mother and I used to live, so he is now lying in the hospital because of me, I just want to do my best to help him find his own illness, and then I will give him a good life first, at least now I don't lack anything in the Lu family The young master is also very good to me, so I also want to do something for my mother, at least let him understand that he is not alone in the world, at least there is me."

Chen Hao's hand hung in the air, and he seemed to want to touch her head and comfort her.

"I know what you mean, but we need to be strong, the way you are now, you should know, Auntie will not be very worried, so no matter what happens, we can't let our relatives worry about me, you know? You know this better than I do. ”

Xiao Su was stunned.

At this time, there was almost no one in the hospital, when they came before, it was already 10 o'clock, and now there are a few scattered doctors and nurses in the hospital who are still running around in the corridors, and they can hardly always see a single person, and there is silence next to them. It is empty and quiet.

However, this did not affect the mood of the two people in the slightest.

"I hope so, I don't have anything left for me, and if he's really not around me, I think I'll ......"

Xiao Su's words haven't come out yet, but in her opinion, she is already very good.

Chen Hao shook his head and looked at her: "You are very good, in fact, you have done well enough, Auntie doesn't like you to continue like this, you should get back to your past." ”

In fact, Chen Hao wanted to say.

If there is really no way to change something, then it is better to try to accept it.