Chapter 4: Disorientation
(11 August 2019)
On this day, the secretary went to the Public Security Bureau alone, she had the key evidence and bravely exposed his various crimes.
Her identity is the sister of the pregnant employee, and the ultimate goal is to bring down the company, and Liu Xue lost her innocence after being drugged by that person. The two men were full of hatred in their hearts, and they united to plan this, and when the time came, they were bound to send him to hell.
I thought it was a long-term plan, but I didn't expect the appearance of Xiang Fei to speed up the progress of the incident. Although there is no sentence yet, that demon, sooner or later, will pay the price for his actions.
She always believes in a sentence that if you do too much injustice, you will kill yourself.
After Xiang Fei resigned, he took a two-day break and wanted to adjust his mentality, but found that it was not so easy. After this incident, it always seemed that there was a heavy stone in her heart that wanted to crush her.
The man was criminally detained again, believing that he would soon be sentenced, but she didn't seem to be so happy.
At first, she was threatened, and she may have lost only a few thousand dollars, but now, the company has suffered much more than that.
She asked herself again and again, was it right or wrong to do so?
Even without her, someone else will do it, so what's the difference?
I also thought that even if she could turn back time a hundred times, she would still make the same choice as she did then.
Maybe she was afraid, afraid that one day she would become a demon. For the sake of one's own interests or to achieve the end, unscrupulous means.
No matter how confused she is, life still has to go on, and she knows that she can't keep being decadent. I've already paid a quarter's rent, and my salary hasn't been paid yet, so I don't have much living expenses, and I have to find a job as soon as possible.
Then, she frantically submitted her resume online. Annoyingly, it seems that information has been leaked, and there are always calls and harassment from various loan and insurance companies. I always thought it was a call from the delivery company, and then fell into disappointment.
She was afraid of encountering that kind of thing again, and wanted to try a regular big company, but many of them required a high degree and at least one year of relevant work experience, so she had to give up.
Next, she went to three companies.
The first one is a private company, which does planning, and the personnel says that the monthly salary is at least four or five thousand, 9 to 6, and there is no need to work overtime on weekends.
I went to work for a few days only to find out that the treatment was actually very poor. When I had a meeting, I was brainwashed, saying that for the development of the company and the interests of everyone, I had to work overtime until ten o'clock every night.
That day, she saw her colleague's salary slip, which was only two thousand eight, and there was more than one person. In this way, it is completely different from what is written in the job posting, and she quit after a few days on the job.
The second one was not a direct recruitment, but a broken and small human resources company, and she had to pay money for an interview, so she left decisively.
Later, she received a personnel call from the insurance company, and she thought, why don't you try to work in telemarketing, the threshold is not high, you can get a commission for doing well, and you can exercise your willpower.
Third, she went to a large insurance company, and the environment and atmosphere were good. But on the first day she went to work, she was scared.
In the morning, all the employees began to shout angrily after hearing the order:
"The wolves fight and are invincible; Perseverance, courage to be the first; The goal is clear, advance to the peak; Everyone is brave and competes for the first; Create yourself and go all out; Ignite passion and realize dreams; Tree my wolf might, raise my wolf name, attack everything, invincible! Come on! Come on! Come on! β
Her whole person was deeply shocked, and this sound was like five thunderbolts, and the house was about to collapse. I accidentally looked up, and there was a banner hanging on the ceiling, with four big words written on it: Wolf Team.
Xiang Fei knows, this should be the legendary corporate culture. It can increase employees' sense of mission, belonging, responsibility, honor and achievement, so as to promote the development of the enterprise.
After shouting the slogan, there was actually dancing, everyone twisted their bodies, waved their hands left and right, as if they were grabbing money and dancing. She was dumbfounded, and there was a hint of fear, knowing that she couldn't escape.
When it was finally over, she asked her colleague next to her, "Do you have to shout slogans and dance every morning?" β
"Yes, you have to shout every day, you are a newcomer, you don't need it today, you will be with us from tomorrow. Let's go, let's go to the morning meeting. β
The morning meeting lasted for half an hour, and I didn't say anything meaningful, and I kept emphasizing performance. Later, several employees stood in a row, stomping their feet and shouting with hideous faces:
"The mission must be accomplished! Mission accomplished! Mission must be accomplishedγγγγγγ β
The four words were repeated more than a dozen times, which was much more terrifying than the scene just now.
Fear is one thing, she also admires such a spirit, after all, it is not easy for everyone to come out to work, just for the sake of life, there is nothing wrong with it.
The next day, she shouted slogans with everyone, but the money-grabbing dance made her feel ashamed. Although everyone was jumping, it was hard to get used to it for a while.
"It's over, I guess I'm going to be slapped this month." A female colleague said worriedly to a male colleague.
"What are you afraid of, you are not alone, there are so many people with you!"
When Xiang Fei heard what they said, he felt unbelievable, so he leaned over and asked, "I want to ask, what do you mean by slapping just now?" β
"Even at the end of the month, when the meeting is held, as long as the performance is not up to standard, people will be slapped. But you're a newcomer, and you're fine for the first month, only for veteran employees. β
"And what about the second month?"
My colleague encouraged, "It's okay to complete the goal, it's just a way to motivate, it's not that difficult." You memorize the words now, and then the more calls you make every day, the better, and you will naturally make a bill, come on. β
She has no waves on the surface, and there are ten thousand people in her heart who can't believe it, this, is actually a way to motivate?
"Xiang Fei, why are you stunned, you went to a meeting!"
"Oh, got it."
Again, as yesterday, the boring wording emphasizing performance. Suddenly, the director patted the table and spoke solemnly:
"I tell you, it's almost the end of the month, and you're giving me two hundred percent of your spirit. I'm not scaring you, I've heard that this time it's not a slap, it's like a change to pouring cold water, and it's a whole bucket, directly from head to toe. It's exciting to think about, right, I'm sure no one wants to be abused. So, we have to accomplish the goal, do you hear me? β
"Hear me clearly!!"
Xiang Fei seems to have seen a new world, and it turns out that people really don't want anything in order to survive. I thought that there was only shouting slogans and dancing, but this kind of punishment really touched the bottom line.
She still admires their courage very much, but she can't agree with such a corporate culture from the bottom of her heart. After all, everyone is an individual and has their own values.
On the third day, she didn't go to work.
Xiang Fei admitted that he was cowardly at this time, and he did not have their courage and fighting spirit, but he did not regret such a choice.
Everyone has the right to choose their path, and as long as they do not harm others, no one is wrong.
She has already found several jobs, and she has only recently entered the society, so she didn't expect that it would be so difficult to find a satisfactory job.
Coupled with the fact that the location of the residence is not very good and it is easy to be restricted, it is even more difficult to find. She began to wonder ridiculously, could this be the retribution that the company had given her in the dark?
No, she doesn't believe in such a thing. She decided not to look for a job online, so she checked the map to see the business circles around her. Finally, I found out that within a few kilometers, there seems to be a newly opened high-end department store, and there should be many positions recruiting.
Anyway, she decided to check it out, not believing that she couldn't find a good job.
This department store has a very large building and a brilliant decoration, but it is a pity that it has not been opened for a long time and there are not many people. But the prospects for development are certainly good.
Xiang Fei went in and shopped, all kinds of beautiful clothes, bags and jewelry, and I saw a dazzling array of them, but unfortunately I didn't have the money to buy them.
As she walked, she saw a recruitment information hanging at the door of a brand-name high-heeled shoe store, and the benefits written on it were not bad, and she seemed to see a glimmer of hope.
"Hello, are you still looking for salespeople?"
"yes, are you here for an interview? Do you have a CV with you? β
"Well, bring it, give it."
"I just graduated from college, right, I stayed in my previous company for a month, why did I quit?"
"Because the boss deducted my salary, I resigned."
"Have you ever heard about our brand before?"
"I don't know much about it, but I'm willing to study hard, and I've worked part-time in sales before. I'm a fast learner and I hope you can give me this opportunity. β
"I think you're in good shape. In this way, you can try you for a week, our basic salary is 3,000, the commission for a pair of shoes, is calculated at 4 percent, and there is a performance bonus every month. Then during working hours, the morning shift is 9 to 6, and the evening shift is 11 to 8, with single and double shifts off every week. Do you have any questions on your side? β
"Then I can come to work tomorrow, right?"
"Yes, it's okay to be there by nine o'clock tomorrow morning."
"Okay, thank you, see you tomorrow."
"You're welcome, go slowly."
Although she is only a small salesperson, she has a hunch that this kind of work can bring more sense of steadiness than before.
On the crowded subway, Xiang Fei leaned next to him and did not play with his mobile phone. Thinking about a question with empty eyes, is this the only way I can do it in my life?
It was a little positive, but the more she thought about it, the more negative it became, and she didn't dare to think about it anymore. After looking at my mobile phone, I was pleasantly surprised to find that the salary of that family had arrived, and it seemed that the decision at that time was not wrong.
No matter what, she has to get back on her feet, and only by grasping the present can she have a good future, come on!