I don't know why, I never thought that the relationship with Yu Shushan would be like this, everything has changed.

Lin Suwan really wanted to find someone to talk about what he was thinking at this moment, but ...... She found that there was no one who could really be trusted, everything was hypocritical, not that she was talking about Xiaolan, but that Xiaolan was no longer suitable to speak her heart, after all, she and Yu Shushan were still in touch.

Thinking back carefully about the love he managed, it seems that it really didn't go as smoothly as he imagined, Lin Suwan kept thinking that maybe love was like this and it wasn't his problem, but in the end, he kept thinking about whether he had a problem.

I don't know why since when, Lin Suwan has denied a lot of things to himself, and many times he has been thinking about whether he should be able to do better, and then let Yu Shushan feel at ease.

It's like every time Yu Shushan is talking about what he thinks in his heart, Lin Suwan can't talk, Lin Suwan is like a person from another world, and he doesn't understand what Yu Shushan wants at all.

From this time on, Lin Suwan felt that he should be strong, although there were too many things in his heart that he wanted to talk to, some good and some bad, but in the end, he still needed to deal with these things by himself.

Life is inherently painful, and you should let yourself understand and understand these things, and then deal with them smoothly.

Loneliness is a compulsory course for a person, you must understand what you want, and then do what you think is necessary, otherwise what is the meaning of life?

When Lin Suwan thought of this time, he remembered that Yu Shushan had proposed before that it would take a year to think about the meaning of life, and he didn't know why he instantly understood why Yu Shushan did this.

There are some things that you try to find the answer, even if you don't know what the answer is, you try to find it, because only then can you feel at ease, no longer impetuous, not thinking about those meaningless questions, but thinking about what you should do.

It was absolutely impossible for Lin Suwan to stand in front of Yu Shushan and approve of him doing that, otherwise all the efforts he had made before would be in vain.

The more I thought about it, the more I couldn't understand why Yu Shushan was able to do so ruthlessly, as if all these things had nothing to do with him.

said that going out to play gives people a feeling of temporary intention, but Yu Shushan has been emphasizing that he is not a temporary idea at all, but a decision made after thinking for a long time.

If he just suddenly got up and thought of going out to play, Lin Suwan did have the right to stop it, and he was able to say some unpleasant things, which made Yu Shushan feel very uncomfortable.

But Yu Shushan has already emphasized that he made a decision after thinking about it for a long time, so it means that Lin Suwan can only keep his mouth shut, he can't say anything, and it is best to be quiet.

After thinking for a while, Lin Suwan felt that he should look for another person who had a better time in college life at this time, otherwise everything would be known to Xiaolan, and it would not necessarily be a good thing for Xiaolan to tell everyone else when the time came.

The first thing that came to mind was Ling Yue, I don't know why I haven't been in touch for so long, but I can still think of this person at this time, maybe Ling Yue is too impressive, and it is like this many times.

Lin Suwan dialed the phone, but it was not Ling Yue who answered, but the voice of a child, Lin Suwan never expected that Lin Yue already had a child there, and this moment broke Lin Suwan's inner peace.

Originally, I thought that all this was just beginning, after all, after graduation, everyone was busy with work, but I didn't expect that Ling Yue already had a child, and she should be two or three years old when she heard the child's voice.

Before Lin Suwan could ask what was going on, Ling Yue immediately replied and said, "This is my sister, don't think about something more, you haven't talked to me on the phone for so long, is there something you want to tell me?" If you can help, you must help, this is an absolute thing to do. ”

Ling Yue is still as docile as before, no matter what, she will stand up to help as soon as possible, without asking for anything in return, she just feels that she has gained happiness while helping, which is a particularly huge wealth.

For Ling Yue, it was especially important to keep doing this.

Lin Suwan was a little embarrassed, but he didn't expect that this was a misunderstanding. Lin Suwan was still thinking about how failed he was just now, everyone else already had children, but he was able to get married, and this matter would have to go through for so long.

After knowing that this was a misunderstanding, Lin Suwan's mood was a lot better, but he was still a little afraid, he always felt that Ling Yue's life was very good at this moment, and this kind of competition gap was really not something that could be explained clearly in one or two sentences, and his inner feeling was particularly broken.

"I was really scared to death, I thought this was your child just now, it looks like your sister is two or three years old, why didn't you tell us before."

Lin Suwan felt that he should say some polite words at this time before he could continue to talk about some topics, otherwise he would only be asked by Ling Yue very embarrassed at that time.

"It's inconvenient for me to talk about this kind of family thing, right, where did you go after graduation? I don't know why I somehow arranged to take my sister at home, I really want to go out! ”

Ling Yue was complaining about her situation at this moment, but Lin Suwan was very envious after hearing this, it was a very happy thing to be able to stay at home after graduation.

But this is not the case for Ling Yue, some people have different mentalities in different situations, and envy arises spontaneously, only seeing the good of others, but not seeing the worries of others.

"Don't say it, there is something particularly uncomfortable for me now, you should remember Yu Shushan, now I'm with him." Lin Suwan paused when he said this, and he didn't know why he felt a little joy in his heart.

Ling Yue was surprised and said, "Really! This is really so happy, I thought the two of you should be together, bless you! ”

After saying this, Lin Suwan sighed, if it was comforting before, it would be nothing, but now at this time, these blessings give people a different feeling.

"No, it was not bad before, Yu Shushan has been good to me recently, but I want to tell you something important now, and I hope you don't blame these heartfelt words, and I don't want more people to know."

Lin Suwan said this sentence very helplessly, after all, he didn't know how to trust others at this time, and choosing to say these words to Ling Yue was actually taking a certain risk.

Lin Suwan said all the words in his heart, and he was very serious, basically explaining everything clearly, Ling Yue also clearly knew what was going on, and also knew that Yu Shushan was outrageous, and was very angry after knowing it.

"I really don't know what these men think, inexplicably, they always treat us like this, but we can live beautifully and not rely on them!" Ling Yue seemed to have a story, and saying this sentence made Lin Suwan feel particularly overwhelmed.

"I think the same way now, but I don't know why, the more I think about it, the more I don't want to go, I feel very uncomfortable, I just want to find someone to talk to, and the first thing I think of is you."

Lin Suwan also briefly talked about the matter between him and Xiaolan, so that Ling Yue didn't ask about Xiaolan, otherwise Ling Yue also clearly knew that the relationship between Lin Lin Suwan and Xiaolan was the best, and he didn't say these things to Xiaolan, and he seemed to be a little ignorant.

"I'm glad to tell me these things, but I still hope that the relationship between you and Yu Shushan can be better, otherwise it will be a bit tricky at that time." Ling Yue was very helpless, she didn't know what to say, if she said it more perfunctory, Lin Suwan might feel that she had given her sincerity to the wrong person.

But saying something in her heart, Ling Yue felt that it was not too necessary, after all, she didn't know what Lin Suwan really meant, not to mention that she had to take her sister with her now, and she couldn't be busy.

Lin Suwan sighed, "I know, it will definitely be tricky, but I can't help it, Yu Shushan doesn't seem to love me at all." ”

Ling Yue was stunned for a moment, "I don't love you?" No, Yu Shushan has always liked you, we all know this! ”

Lin Suwan snorted, "You all know that? ”

"At that time, Yu Shushan and we made it clear, but we were not allowed to say it, otherwise we would not have good luck." Ling Yue said obediently.

Then Lin Suwan asked: "He said that he wouldn't give you good luck, so you really didn't tell me stupidly?" I'm angry! ”

Lin Suwan has been thinking about whether Yu Shushan has love or not, and he has never known it, and he has always wanted to find the answer.

But Ling Yue knew all about it but didn't say it, Lin Suwan was a little angry, but now that they had all graduated, there was no need to dwell on this matter.

"We thought you knew all about ......" Ling Yue said helplessly, for fear that Lin Suwan would ask some more words that would send chills down his back at this time.

"Forget it, even if you know, it's useless, anyway, Yu Shushan is doing these things now, and he is sure that he doesn't have me in his heart, it's really chilling!" Lin Suwan said this sentence very seriously, not very understanding what Yu Shushan meant.

When she said these words, she actually hoped that Ling Yue would say something good, and when Ling Yue heard it, she understood, and snorted.

"Didn't I say it all, Yu Shushan has always had you in his heart, you just think too much, come back and ask?" Ling Yue pursed her lips after finishing speaking, a little flustered.