"Lin Suwan, let's get married." Yu Shushan said this sentence very seriously, I don't know how long it has been to wait for this moment, but Lin Suwan looked at Yu Shushan in disbelief, she really couldn't imagine that Yu Shushan would talk about such a ceremonial thing at this time.

It doesn't feel like he's paying attention to it at all, as if it's a temporary idea, but in fact, he thought about it for a long time before saying it, but it didn't feel very clear.

"Let's get along for a while, it's not easy." Lin Suwan said in a low voice, rejecting Yu Shushan, but ......

Yu Shushan seemed to be crazy, grabbed Lin Suwan's hand tightly, and asked very seriously, "Do you really want to do this to me?" ”

I have to say that Yu Shushan is a little fragile at this time, after all, this is something he decided to say after a long time, and it was already very incredible to confess this matter, and it took a long time to think about getting married before making a decision.

But at this time, it can be seen from Lin Suwan's expression that he is not willing to accept it.

Some things are indeed a bit fast, but as long as they meet the right thing, there is basically nothing to do, which is very fast, and Yu Shushan's opinion is like this.

I didn't know how to express it from the beginning, but what I was thinking about was that I didn't need to pick a time, as long as I had the heart to say it at any time, it was touching.

But this is not the case, Lin Suwan tried to avoid as if he had seen a monster.

Yu Shushan didn't expect that the situation would be like this, everything was out of control, although Yu Shushan at this moment was not a person with a lot of wealth, but at least he had a motivated heart all the time, and he was so good in college life that he could directly see it from the naked eye.

The two of them have known each other for a long time, and they have been getting to know each other for four years in college, but Lin Suwan said at this time that he wanted to know each other for a little more time, which was basically a refusal.

It's not that Yu Shushan doesn't understand, but he has long known that the worst outcome will be like this, and Lin Suwan is still a person who pursues stability.

"Okay, then I won't talk about this matter for the time being, but you must take care of yourself, I may have to go out for a while." Yu Shushan said this sentence very indifferently, since the two of them lived together, there was basically a contradiction every day, some of which were relatively small and ignored directly, but there were some things that could never be forgotten in my heart.

"Out for a while? What are you going to do here? Lin Suwan frowned, for fear that Yu Shushan would want to spend a year thinking about the meaning of life in the end.

Yu Shushan had already seen through what Lin Suwan was thinking, and snorted, "I know what you're thinking now, you must be suspecting that I'm going to think about life again, but I'm telling you very clearly, I'm not going to do this now, I just want to empty myself." ”

Yu Shushan said that he was already very surprised when he said that he was going to get married, but now he has to say it again to empty himself, and he doesn't know when what he said is correct, and he doesn't know when he is sincere.

All in all, Lin Suwan basically understood that Yu Shushan had actually been telling lies, and there were too many things he wanted to say in his heart, but Yu Shushan said it so seriously, Lin Suwan felt that there was no need to continue, after all, even if some things were said thousands of times, there would be no change.

After all, Yu Shushan is also alone, with the ability to think, how to think about some things, other people can't stop it.

It's just that I didn't expect Yu Shushan to have so many thoughts, as if he was thinking about how to leave these places every second, but Lin Suwan couldn't understand what was wrong with this place that could make people so disgusted.

Lin Suwan sometimes speaks cautiously, just for fear that when he says something that he doesn't want to hear, even if Yu Shushan likes Lin Suwan very much, the two of them will quarrel, and Yu Shushan basically won't let people.

Yu Shushan, who usually looks very gentle, has a little beast living in his heart, some people are like this, they look very gentle, but they actually have a temper, which can be forgiven, but Lin Suwan has had enough.

I don't know why all kinds of problems have arisen after the two people live together, and I have been prepared for these aspects at the beginning, but over time I found that it was very good to be able to resist.

Lin Suwan grabbed Yu Shushan's arm tightly, took a deep breath and asked, "I don't know what the meaning of these words is, I only know that if you leave, I am alone, I don't know why you can do such a thing at all." ”

"Sometimes I want to go and empty myself, but I feel that there is something more important around me, but this important thing does not take me seriously."

Lin Suwan said this sentence very sadly, in fact, he was trying to think about other people's feelings many times, and he didn't want to say these negative energy things, and many times he tried hard to think about Yu Shushan's feelings, hoping that Yu Shushan could be happy.

I don't know why, it's like the more things you do, the less things you get, Lin Suwan can't get balance in her heart, and this sense of imbalance has always existed.

Yu Shushan shook off Lin Suwan's hand and said with a slight smile, "I have been thinking about this matter for a long time, it is not easy to make such a decision, and I hope you can understand me, sometimes it is very important to understand each other, I believe you can know it clearly." ”

After Yu Shushan said this, he left directly as if he was fine, but leaving Lin Suwan to cry at this time, Lin Suwan couldn't believe that Yu Shushan would be so ruthless.

This time, Lin Suwan didn't plan to tell Xiaolan about it, otherwise they would have to quarrel with each other for a while, which was not what he wanted to see.

There is no need to make some things so complicated, the simpler it is, the better, but as long as I thought of Yu Shushan leaving Lin Suwan like this, I was very unhappy.

It's like I'm not important at all, I don't know why, I don't feel the warmth I want to have, everything was very smooth at the beginning, but I don't know when it started, everything became so unhappy.

And it is a particularly unhappy kind, Lin Suwan wants to know if Yu Shushan has her in his heart, if he has no idea for a long time, or there is no love between each other, then there is no need to continue to be together.

Although she thought so in her heart, Lin Suwan knew very well what she was thinking in her heart, she was in love with Yu Shushan, and she had already had love from the beginning of meeting.

I have always had such a feeling, and if I don't say it, I just hope that all this is very beautiful in my heart, although many times I don't like Yu Shushan, but girls generally like to organize some opposite actions to express their inner thoughts.

However, Yu Shushan always does some sad things, and he doesn't feel it at all, at the beginning, Lin Suwan felt that there was no need to care so much, after all, Yu Shushan's character is like this.

If you think too much, the way the two people get along will change a lot, but now Lin Suwan finds that if he doesn't learn more about it, he will definitely have a complete falling out with Yu Shushan in the end.

Even friends can't do it, if the relationship between two people has developed to that point, there is basically no need to think about more things, Lin Suwan is afraid that all this hard-won feeling is broken, and he doesn't want his love to die so quickly.

Many times I think about why I can't be happy, and I try to find the answer, but the final result makes my heart very uncomfortable.

I don't know how to say a lot of words, Lin Suwan feels that sometimes I should say it clearly, maybe the two of them can resonate.

But I don't know how many times it has been carried out, but Yu Shushan is like a wooden man, he doesn't know anything, as long as he asks something, Yu Shushan will shake his head.

At this time, Lin Suwan felt that there was no need to continue to stay with Yu Shushan, and the more he thought about it, the more he felt that he had to do it, even if he liked it, when Yu Shushan came back, he would talk about all these things.

must not let himself be wronged, Lin Suwan clearly knows that she is a little princess, and she works hard to let herself have the treatment of a little princess in many things.

It's not to bully others, but to get the respect they deserve through their own efforts, I don't know why I met Yu Shushan after graduation, as if many things are no longer my own thoughts.

It was as if the edges and corners had been worn away by life, and all the prickly things had become particularly rounded, and she basically knew how to talk to people of different ages, and she was able to talk about some particularly cheerful topics.

Lin Suwan didn't like to communicate with others too much before, after all, in college life, only Xiaolan had only one good friend, and now she has always kept in touch.

It is precisely because of Yu Shushan's incident that the relationship between Lin Suwan and Xiaolan has become a little tense, but there is no big problem, but it feels like the original good is drifting away.