Yu Shuyue still left this world, she has never had a bad attitude towards this world, but she still can't resist the disease.

It was raining outside, and it was cold. pierced Yu Shushan's heart, how could he not accept such a fact.

The departure of relatives one after another is really difficult for a person to accept.

Yu Shuyue's funeral was being held recently, and Yu Shushan was not in the mood at all, and his mind was full of resistance.

He couldn't accept that a good person became a picture in front of him.

When Lin Suwan saw Yu Shushan again, he was taken aback, but he didn't expect that an energetic boy had become an uncle who looked a little older.

"Mourn and change, but you can't break your body!" Lin Suwan said bitterly, just hoping that the people around him can live well, Yu Shuyue has no way to keep it, everyone still has a chance, so they must cherish it.

"Yu Shuyue! She's gone! Yu Shushan kept repeating this sentence, always in a state of grief, he had never accepted such a thing, even if everyone came to mourn.

"We all know she's gone, but because of that, we should be more uplifted to face the reality and make it all less sad, okay?" Lin Suwan frowned, took a deep breath, and looked at Yu Shushan as if he was a child.

Yu Shushan used to be very good at taking care of others, and many times he would say something very pleasant in his heart, but now he has changed, and he is no longer the man who was full of optimism about the world before.

Graduation is imminent, but I didn't expect such news to come at this time, watching Yu Shuyue leave this world, it was like countless thorns growing in my heart.

Everyone is trying to comfort Yu Shushan, but they don't know what to say to calm him down, and sometimes there is really no way to let him know clearly that the future is still full of beauty.

Yi Yun was in this matter, another person who hurt more was finally with Yu Shuyue, but something like this happened, which made him depressed for a long time.

Every time I think of Yu Shuyue, I will recall all kinds of things that happened before, although there are some small frictions, but what is left is more good memories.

He didn't dare to appear in front of Yu Shushan, he didn't know why, he always felt that he had done something wrong in his heart.

Every day, I think that if Yu Shushan appears, he will definitely be severely reprimanded. Yi Yun also felt that he didn't take care of Yu Shuyue, otherwise these things would have been more or less discovered in advance.

But this time, Yu Shushan came to Yi Yun on purpose, hoping to explain some things clearly, otherwise it would really be impossible to find time to meet at that time.

The moment Yi Yun saw Yu Shushan, his eyes widened, he took a deep breath, and asked, "If there is anything you want to tell me, you can say it casually." ”

Yi Yun basically guessed that he would say something at this time, obviously, he had already expected that this would be the case, and it would be absolutely impossible for him to contact Yu Shushan alone.

"Actually, you know some things, I just want to see how you react." Yu Shushan took a sip of tea and smiled slightly.

He just wanted to see if Yi Yun had taken Yu Shuyue to heart.

"I didn't have much of a reaction, I just thought it was all too sudden." Yi Yun shook his head helplessly, feeling more and more that these things were unacceptable.

Seeing Yi Yun so sad, Yu Shushan nodded clearly, he could see that Yi Yun was really sad.

"Do you have any plans for the future?" Yu Shushan smiled slightly, I've known each other for a while, but I didn't expect that this would be graduation and leave, and it may be a problem to meet in the future.

"I don't have too many ideas in the future, but I think I can plan some things in advance, but I will definitely not fall in love again at this age." Yi Yun shook his head helplessly, he had no choice but to say this.

After being hurt in love, my heart feels like I have been scalded by hot water, no matter what time it is, it is a sting.

Yi Yun had already thought about what would happen in the future, and he was looking forward to living together in the future, whether some unpleasant situations would happen, and then quarreling, discussing and sharing together, but now that he thinks about it, it seems that things are not as simple as he imagined.

These things haven't happened yet, it is impossible to continue, everything is over, Yu Shuyue is like a worm flying into the distance, flying and flying, and never coming back.

"There's no need to be so negative, I didn't come here to know if you were true to Yu Shuyue, it's just that I think you used to be the person Yu Shuyue fancied before, and you also have a certain status in my heart."

Yu Shushan simply stated what he meant, it was precisely because of Yu Shuyue's existence that he would come to understand Yi Yun's situation at this time, otherwise the two of them would never sit together and say something.

"That's a great honor, but there's been so much going on lately, it's a bit overwhelming, life is short, and cherishing it is the most important thing." Yi Yun shook his head as he spoke, not refusing, but feeling that it was too difficult.

"That's true, and I hope you can take good care of yourself in the future and don't have any problems."

Yu Shushan smiled slightly, stood up, and prepared to leave, now there is basically no other thing to explain, and only these things are hidden in my heart and want to know.

After thinking about it carefully, Yu Shushan didn't ask some questions that were difficult to answer.

It's just that there is some nervousness and sadness in my heart, and I want to know some other people's feelings, that's all.

"There's almost nothing left, just clean up and go back, if there's anything you can't do in the future, you can contact me, maybe I can help you."

After finishing speaking, Yu Shushan left immediately, not wanting to face all this anymore, about Yu Shuyue's past, as long as he thought of these people, he would think of those, the good times he spent with Yu Shuyue before.

Lin Suwan may have been included in this range, Yu Shushan thought about it carefully, it seemed that his requirements were too high, or maybe he had always been like this, which caused many people to dare not talk to him.

These problems have been guessed for a long time, but they have not been able to think of a solution, which has led to stagnation now.

Lin Suwan called every now and then to comfort Yu Shushan, hoping that Yu Shushan would not have such great psychological pressure.

After thinking about it carefully, Yu Shushan felt that there was no need to keep in touch with the people before, after all, this was already a thing of the past, and if he survived in the past, nothing too good would happen.

"There are some things I feel I have to make clear to you, and I probably won't be in touch with you again, because between the two of us, he's not even a friend."

Yu Shushan thought about it carefully, at the beginning, it was because of Yu Shuyue's existence that he had a connection with Lin Suwan, and he could see carefully that Lin Suwan didn't want to deal with him.

Even if I like Lin Suwan very much in my heart, after contacting him for a few years, I feel that it is becoming more and more suitable, but now I can't continue.

Yu Shushan felt that Lin Suwan might just be a recollection in the future.

Lin Suwan was dumbfounded, she didn't know what was going on now, she had become like this inexplicably, and she would come to ask for warmth every day, and her posture was relatively normal, but now she didn't know what to do at all, mainly because she couldn't find any problems.

"Then tell me, what is the reason? Makes you want to cut off contact with me, I should always know about this, right? ”

Lin Suwan asked this sentence very seriously, because he was inexplicably rejected by others, I don't know why, it was more hurtful than anything else that happened.

"Then I'll make it clear directly, I used to contact you because of Yu Shuyue, but now that Yu Shuyue is gone, we don't seem to need to keep in touch, right?"

After Yu Shushan finished speaking, he smiled honestly, although he also felt that such an explanation was particularly helpless, but the current situation only allowed him to speak like this, otherwise, after thinking about it, he would never be able to think of a reason.

"But we've known each other for years, aren't we even friends? In my heart, I put you in a very high position, but it is really chilling for you to say these words now! ”

Lin Suwan said this sentence very helplessly, and always felt as if he had some flaws in him that made people abandon him so much.

"I can't say that friends are not counted, but I think I may need to be quiet in the near future, and I don't want to transfer my negative energy to others, so try not to contact it."

After Yu Shushan said this, he hung up the phone directly, since Yu Shuyue left, he was in no mood to deal with other people at all, and even the people at home basically cut off contact.

The fan group is also gradually disappearing, Yu Shushan can no longer bring too much encouragement and help to others, and Yu Shushan's recent situation is also very bad, everyone also chooses to quit automatically, all of this is very natural.

The most fearful thing is that some things can be complicated, and then there is no need to disappear all, but in the end it is silently gone.

Lin Suwan was confused, thinking about what was going on, but when she thought of Yu Shushan's attitude, she felt that there was no need to contact her, all of this was self-inflicted.

It was a good relationship, but because of various things, it became so stiff, everyone was unwilling to lower their figure, and everyone always felt that they had to pay too much, during this time, Yu Shushan had been thinking about the meaning of life, but this question was too difficult to find an answer.