I forgot how I climbed to the sixth floor in a daze. She lay on the bed without saying a word, trying to fall asleep and dream, and when she woke up, everything was still the same.

But when she woke up from the dream, she vomited profusely. She heard a distant voice like a fish calling to her.

Iwan, get up, let's go to the hospital.

She didn't know that she had been lying in the hospital for a few days, and when she woke up, she only felt that her skeleton was about to fall apart. The white wall next to the hospital bed pierced her eyes. She tried to get up and watched the fish walk in with a thermos bottle.

Oh my God, you're finally awake.

She came and helped her up, with a pillow on her back.

What's wrong with me?

Vomiting, coupled with a fever, the whole person is not awake. Today is the third day, and if it doesn't get up, I'll have to call your home. It scared us to death.

You see I'm not good.

Before I was discharged from the hospital, I checked the scale, and it was 52.1kg.

I think it's incredible. I lost 8 pounds in three days.

When my sisters weren't there, I looked at my face in the mirror, my eyes were sunken, my cheeks were sunken, and my temples were sunken. When I take a shower, I look at myself in the mirror. There is no fat at all, the bulging belly is gone, and the fine meat on the waist is gone.

Of course, the senior brother is gone.

I didn't have the courage to ask. I went to class for a week, and I didn't even see the shadow of my brother. The phone has been quiet. No phone calls and no text messages.

I had a dream, and now I wake up and there's nothing left. I sometimes even wonder if there was really such a person as a senior brother in my life, was it always my own imagination? I tried to convince myself that the world was the way it was.

It's just that I can't write my big homework. I burst into tears as I looked at the notebook.

Yanyan, you have to say it, you will be sick like this.

The fish pulled me out of the study hall and forced me to speak.

But I really don't know what to say, what to say, it all happened so suddenly.

You are like this, and so is your brother.

Brother?

During the few days you have been in the hospital, your brother has been there. The day you woke up, he didn't come again.

I suddenly felt like I could catch my breath.

But I thought about it and thought about it, and my heart hurt again.

Does my brother sympathize with me and fear that I will die? See that I have come back to life, and will you see me again? Humanitarian care?

Why don't you ask him about it?

Fish, you have always been braver than me.

Ask clearly, yes, the first time in the hospital, I saw him sitting in front of my sister's bed, she should ask clearly. In this situation, she felt that there was no need. Although all this is far from the senior brother she is familiar with, the facts seem to be in front of her.

At noon, I actually met the fourth senior brother in the third canteen. Instead of being lively and talkative in the past, the fourth senior brother just sat opposite me with a dinner plate. By the end of the meal, he had already stood up to leave, and sat down again.

Zhang Heng never came to class.

She ate with her head down.

Little junior sister, you give a word.

He's not......

It's a fart! That woman is a neuropathy! And his classmate, who forced people to death! *！

The fourth senior brother is usually crazy, but he never chooses to speak. The students at the next table looked sideways. The fourth senior brother bowed his head, got up and left. The plate was slammed against the leftovers table with great force, making a loud noise.

She choked on a mouthful of food in her throat and swallowed it for a long time.

It was that day in front of me again, under the blue sky and white clouds, people came and went, and there were many discussions, and the beautiful senior sister held the arm of the senior brother and snuggled up to him. A couple turned away, leaving her like unrelated spectators.